#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlr7HBtR9v
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7MHLEz9oy
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVEglS4ug6
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudZegugUxw
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W5eLKPgaR
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6R0nigkxs
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdDhQ7PO8m
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDz0WjjxDg
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14G8zOfMuM
...1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK3NzRMBuf
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lbugXE3B3
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAfPpnqLKb
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfbV0RGBoD
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyzgacrtwW
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEieIkCemAX
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5OwqALo8p
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy1GLzrYSU
So calling it off, was it that bad?1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmskTW4I7RZ
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjKO78btcJ
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvCysw5ugH
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5ObcwSuP3
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdmydgCcBR
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHZWOwZPyf
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoVQSjZIc9
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0h1vq3IjN
Henceforth, we have this. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3oYSpyhjC
Thanks for bearing with me. 1033Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4lz9vGqnB
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