#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo2iONUwRR
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyM428w7i8
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoSZHM1fCi
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzc2wHItnM
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIrXj5Jig3
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtD4BdWFweg
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2UbcahsgW
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz8O0oog0q
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe5Md1819K
...1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS8CUS4cfD
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18bDg3ioc0
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwh0DJbx3H
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7iMZiBw1Q
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhmzRbXyB0
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGS6X9VDzB
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR9SWptS4v
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidYtWXE3wn
So calling it off, was it that bad?1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhIvgOnNK0
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOlNvB8qBX
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGu2SO8PnA
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZmHmyPf7D
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEipsYvEv9O
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKqrRoYcVy
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR57DKlOhiS
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXw9j9URXC
Henceforth, we have this. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7P0UaJrMR
Thanks for bearing with me. 1079Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ymoctb5G1
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