#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R9oGs1yuo
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVLN2NGrCo
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LnSMngSqI
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xI3tWvX0Z
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCVTgLTOGF
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNLgfYCQgC
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK62rKQICxJ
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB82dnY11E2
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7dnm6pF9u
...1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFsXuqWEII
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn00O7P4V5z
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tJAIR5fdR
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWohIcL4aYB
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9J37TyFGm
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn19XX39mFi
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLDonIqfWN
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ozh6vcYyJ
So calling it off, was it that bad?1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpe7Xz3SgrW
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4HzV2DN0w
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwym9L3Rnya
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWReIHmyBJ
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRHp1FZyX6
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmx3VuUzGF
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0SC9Ry5CQ
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1omqHuHjLG
Henceforth, we have this. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgJ7fuZ411
Thanks for bearing with me. 1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1bkWlbEq5
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