#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmN1YlL3nS
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWOaBDguvB
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB2igNdFa6
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpMmTutAD5
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4HdkJhHaY
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorq1MdgILH
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuw8U2zV2q
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBuMJaLlG4
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJhk5EUSvk
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDIeCgGt7t
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbk2Fbyj4m
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViTd0mt0Ue
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxMUow8FsV
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5IGhM0iYU
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuQtB5xcS2
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4mnCcAioK
So calling it off, was it that bad?1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRv9nbbS5sT
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30pisFMbHW
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5YUxoEvQy
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK7XgNI7I0
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFWFUcglrl
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREaHHYEB0w
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EKS8BpglK
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1Lka12GEr
Henceforth, we have this. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOJrS6tyzt
Thanks for bearing with me. 1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfGvnWq5dp
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