#1 Entry: Why I Started This.969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjxzdo8EUz
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuWXngm1UU
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GUoMjxDjk
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1rzcpWNys
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJDWKZ7Yy9
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0xYEHJKm2
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE89GlRh8a
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ng2B0ctWS
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPb2AKb5ls
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKCIXvEfrW
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyPFs61XYi
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPThDOrdA9W
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSLJamqhs5
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk224nkP9W
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Amfu63qf8
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULRmYb1Au4
So calling it off, was it that bad?969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPvoaSnSAh
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnz87qfX77
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gMF0PDElQ
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUgH5rXjOf
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaK6QUz7yv
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8a3GMMB3Q
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaN8COzaKo
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXpOQq6rPS
Henceforth, we have this. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu1y7AOgwY
Thanks for bearing with me. 969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XfxQknKS5
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