#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2ZyC6DnFX
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B3Hap9omS
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyziT2FMKiu
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeCiLcoOyw
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswLRMve0ea
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9cXN8n1AE
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFhfjFgyBV
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJL0kUZujp
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hn6rUJeMM
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcez7lv0Tbb
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkILr0IEih
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST7UE411bO
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxbHGplfbk
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kkIfyMvXI
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8hgwsEcZx
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXKKD9OW50
So calling it off, was it that bad?1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bxA7dJxFZ
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwu6LrOQFw
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9naLpFWIr3
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTm31Ikiup
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvX7tnOfyXj
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡschnysRoXR
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8djQQdL9Xa
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNyGx1L2ID
Henceforth, we have this. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrQpCJaqGa
Thanks for bearing with me. 1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrVHpWfHUr
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