#1 Entry: Why I Started This.928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM42hL4uyb
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11ueg2r5AV
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiXxerWz48
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4VAUMXl2b
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5orgG6t2x
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP00cYwR681
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jsVBpdMNM
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7WEG33Asy
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlm2EEUnYa
...928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn77b2Eskh
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTxfJXXQKj
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDP8VuvM0m
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYAWzLtNGR
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pWIjMsk0L
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzJ9xa6w5L
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuhlGmULyI
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTMWlsUqxA
So calling it off, was it that bad?928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nMpIE0moM
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXlTbXBT9B
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EuPEQKvuL
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYNWUPoq4J
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMqgW7xtL9
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gpv2CNxTd
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIMSYfGumW
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGFPjs6CCJ
Henceforth, we have this. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMQjkDPKkB
Thanks for bearing with me. 928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAdKHaGJbT
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