#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3Y6Pfu5NX
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJlLH4bMCc
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygoEAJELGc
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv49WbYqvav
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBReK5xYFlw
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ec2NbXN7C
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSReCQjlMQM
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi5plkGZe9
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe6MdVYyJh
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DotFYja5U
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cpkWZVV7W
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH2qBCvur7
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlswc5nnBX
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18viznv8i8
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2svQhXTFHL
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfUmZ808DW
So calling it off, was it that bad?1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkXe1OUH9r
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb06RujChLN
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0Ul3bcz3Y
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjot61Au0J
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbvgV7qsHQ
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdieoFeDf1z
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Nziu0Vwwy
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndbvGNrPQ8
Henceforth, we have this. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt3msUJsCq
Thanks for bearing with me. 1016Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTHJ5BBWr6
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