#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dceLS7X0j
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2U8cxv4Zif
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0g55oXQtWt
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nQjBXlbDC
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCSjlRnk6c
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDId16WaUX
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJcCdsjiHY
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjXFBKOXWX
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKwAUV9WCi
...1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fb5Ww2fqY
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvRaWzhYFr
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4alHOYFodG
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aptSKNf7F
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AYeseoowD
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD3dTk7zdu
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQj5h5zch4b
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmr6ZojcJi
So calling it off, was it that bad?1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRC1h0CERz
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncmhMEVQ2Z
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeu4FmCkZE
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvj6p5zePj
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWMnynQxdy
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywQ7juu41U
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPluUdiMx1
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbH32L2EoLf
Henceforth, we have this. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8cGAbhGBI
Thanks for bearing with me. 1084Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8P7vNr5pg8
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