#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYUggA4BTb
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCmw3JptQi
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc8YuNRmqI
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXxqBAJg7B
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwOBmBNrnn
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYspjVpgGb
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zzphOXZz4
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw9B5FYXLU
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJrylNUSLy
...1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHVVxVTtkL
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfldTqbh5s
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVpTgaPdYS
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsrAYBdKdS
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1mzEoYvEo
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKA0Wz9Ls6
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeekhwMGs2
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FerlD0aLO
So calling it off, was it that bad?1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURaBs5uzfq
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbXuInkttJ
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrawzv2d9pw
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsFYCt7y7G
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKvTXyO3ce
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1ZLZpsLOb
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSWV6VCqPC
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAvd4mGDRH
Henceforth, we have this. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTETjxJjhv
Thanks for bearing with me. 1049Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzpC8P6xvZ
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