#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv5UoJskLw
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQd0plmaIL
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34xUy8776o
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIws99M4DRZ
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJHdCA0dlu
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0yXVI6AfH
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAbT3cnlXT
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HdJea0pzQ
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uMgumb7QX
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hSOkyP8wm
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgLQdTw2cB
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggoXmprI9x
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V7Z96oNX7
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMZShA3HeU
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5LF68zjMq
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznh5ayPjUM
So calling it off, was it that bad?1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEM0kcHC3v
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc0niJXAO1
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkJIFR0Drj
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOA5NbA38x
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66HIVvFqV0
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyCphye2mJ
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzOWtrw4I3
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5Ccn3Af2r
Henceforth, we have this. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqzmgoMgvc
Thanks for bearing with me. 1018Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r1bg7RqUo
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