#1 Entry: Why I Started This.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLKBAfBsuJ
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl8b9HEUqO
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNzeoYqnqh
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPphZbdFzMf
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1WWaS97xj
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8a99eMRkfm
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChO4XSGVpG
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFrG6rBcfI
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGjqtKROgg
...990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZwhtgcuhB
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlCydmPuWt
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeOHyBane5
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWolhWiPkwX
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiLrH8mMnA
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQH5aXXZ17
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUcNLzY7Hy
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQUuabBaL0
So calling it off, was it that bad?990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9colmjTUb
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxI4tCWHy0
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpttQ5z5cR
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOdoiFuYOO
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1BZ3xBigl
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPPBWmmRxb
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aApQoAMYk
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Xw21i33o5
Henceforth, we have this. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF99YLstR3E
Thanks for bearing with me. 990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg57jh1VBO
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