我想活下去....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5hkVuGmUA
所以...好想流血.....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TDczrK5zg
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2JAkTFJzz
明明流多了就會死....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxR2LaxGzYL
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s8IeZO2Jl
可是又不是....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJCjNRAJTr
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBStvup715m
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzdETzleKm
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfBFBSB1Pj
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNRyaHqBHa
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu9Vx3ghBi
睡在過去中一睡不醒836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8MhBzDt5n
明明心裹得清楚...836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxShhJyDmP
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0RmUbcUre
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhZWCPzvN5
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO4MMBqq0u
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl1yz7oZXO
好討厭自己...836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpcwJfzO03
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4rbzoWgkX
自殘就像吸毒836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFnedq8zZQ
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHgzS3F7kC
既害怕又讓人不能停止836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpDhFktC71
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmExSyfrQsL
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYK4gvSYaQU
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS23XQsiUw
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhARMk58D1
想死又想活下去836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqP1M8wy6t
想流血但不想受傷...836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhTeXL7YnQ
怕痛但沒感覺....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWf58IPxdU
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDNdQScg2p
血流多少也不夠....836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bBpd8Jj7C
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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