我想活下去....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlWbvj9xxU
所以...好想流血.....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8fLVBlGd6
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2dpdIeCL2
明明流多了就會死....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1t4q36x8f
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xhb7nv7ZF
可是又不是....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPB9d2GhS2c
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hXjC9BvYQ
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImIyFQ6Sc2
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazOpXl9dhn
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMjk94SHi2
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudJT8ATi4o
睡在過去中一睡不醒769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygMsJ7q1rp
明明心裹得清楚...769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt2LcT9bkZ
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXe7swlHoF
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3vi6XLl0q
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uhyfTNzUW
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZTupSwJje
好討厭自己...769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0LNXEJeji
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk3FMQg3MW
自殘就像吸毒769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N8EmOGwDs
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0lEAEuxYn
既害怕又讓人不能停止769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0OXFJGmo3
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHrc7oOOTa
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp1OLQ4ph2
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nXTZyGHmq
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODDbp6c5HG
想死又想活下去769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP9IwHwuQt
想流血但不想受傷...769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0s6ei6E83u
怕痛但沒感覺....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2wXTVrlRy
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsFlqlZSGU
血流多少也不夠....769Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtwY00lgvg
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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