Flashes and more flashes813Please respect copyright.PENANABPcTHkJzYH
Shouts in the air, suffocating me813Please respect copyright.PENANAUcx9CRRlJg
Their bodies closer and closer 813Please respect copyright.PENANAGD5SuERffs
Until its so hard to breathe813Please respect copyright.PENANAtcQvlXT8s0
Everyone screaming your name813Please respect copyright.PENANAA4N8qSOdQ2
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces813Please respect copyright.PENANAWcpFVrMmsg
The men around me take my arm gently813Please respect copyright.PENANAGE1iho1qcO
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes813Please respect copyright.PENANAnWbijHHR3B
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life813Please respect copyright.PENANAV7HPvYQC1L
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down813Please respect copyright.PENANA8m3tFpdxZl
Faking a smile towards the ground813Please respect copyright.PENANAlZRCYrB3CN
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 813Please respect copyright.PENANAEJhkpLcUWN
For fear that it will start over again813Please respect copyright.PENANAlv1iAQOqSW
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains813Please respect copyright.PENANAfufd6xrk1f
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest813Please respect copyright.PENANAvYrwdVG2T4
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step813Please respect copyright.PENANAt7UbhvpRZC
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths813Please respect copyright.PENANAB0sOJ6Ebw4
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together813Please respect copyright.PENANAbqm4JXKubr
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess813Please respect copyright.PENANAB3hvl2RDBE
My feet seem to be moving on their own 813Please respect copyright.PENANAm5vvKGpfZo
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?813Please respect copyright.PENANACFQnPqoeIK
Cameras and fame and people all around me?813Please respect copyright.PENANAU8N8ifgEBJ
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!813Please respect copyright.PENANAasEcUOUddz
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!813Please respect copyright.PENANASRDkqovKG8
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another813Please respect copyright.PENANARKg3ij3XAz
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some813Please respect copyright.PENANAhlR786qS2V
But my life should've been peace and quite813Please respect copyright.PENANAgDOeWn8ezp
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children813Please respect copyright.PENANAPY6Hkd7xSG
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion813Please respect copyright.PENANA135SfPMSUQ
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets813Please respect copyright.PENANAl6GrFxrydU
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life813Please respect copyright.PENANAnQjsolWhA0
When I stop and think of how blessed I am813Please respect copyright.PENANA1AOsfyvsEi
I realize how much I love my life813Please respect copyright.PENANADkabPbEd3P
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through813Please respect copyright.PENANA2mSnCKfvQ3
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model813Please respect copyright.PENANAyaQSE8RUhm
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on