Flashes and more flashes834Please respect copyright.PENANARdmHg8mgij
Shouts in the air, suffocating me834Please respect copyright.PENANAVnPVjqmBdd
Their bodies closer and closer 834Please respect copyright.PENANAYYGeTW2Wgq
Until its so hard to breathe834Please respect copyright.PENANAs4Gv53uuRd
Everyone screaming your name834Please respect copyright.PENANAsO2nu6y1xX
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces834Please respect copyright.PENANAZk0Cq8d5Zw
The men around me take my arm gently834Please respect copyright.PENANAJUkQaRDeH7
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes834Please respect copyright.PENANADuobkiaffO
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life834Please respect copyright.PENANAGhyHmW1VqF
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down834Please respect copyright.PENANA9O0goETSdA
Faking a smile towards the ground834Please respect copyright.PENANA56iSS9q0AB
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 834Please respect copyright.PENANAaJ9i0uQCuj
For fear that it will start over again834Please respect copyright.PENANAj4n3GnANZ1
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains834Please respect copyright.PENANArJdL73ghky
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest834Please respect copyright.PENANAAPZ8fLmCRV
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step834Please respect copyright.PENANA4cpsFfW41n
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths834Please respect copyright.PENANARnr3K8Py7l
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together834Please respect copyright.PENANAbKhdmD0Cjo
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess834Please respect copyright.PENANA74nPX2CSyD
My feet seem to be moving on their own 834Please respect copyright.PENANAZPIlrAMsaC
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?834Please respect copyright.PENANAYgurfFYOZc
Cameras and fame and people all around me?834Please respect copyright.PENANAKL868tGhBQ
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!834Please respect copyright.PENANA9uDWliIo4l
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!834Please respect copyright.PENANAEkDoOleQGF
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another834Please respect copyright.PENANA40EEEOz8DQ
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some834Please respect copyright.PENANAAMCKZnLUr3
But my life should've been peace and quite834Please respect copyright.PENANAG37sfHDVit
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children834Please respect copyright.PENANAof8Alqr8jK
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion834Please respect copyright.PENANAagktVk035g
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets834Please respect copyright.PENANApVeoTZCEI6
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life834Please respect copyright.PENANAuD44CpKD6a
When I stop and think of how blessed I am834Please respect copyright.PENANAHKQKzuI7IZ
I realize how much I love my life834Please respect copyright.PENANA5k47XNvVl2
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through834Please respect copyright.PENANAjip84BeU5r
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model834Please respect copyright.PENANAgGbNwxKNnV
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on