Flashes and more flashes797Please respect copyright.PENANAqRNTYah0uX
Shouts in the air, suffocating me797Please respect copyright.PENANAOc6BqetQ7j
Their bodies closer and closer 797Please respect copyright.PENANACaqPdDtG6E
Until its so hard to breathe797Please respect copyright.PENANAHY6HlHxNBG
Everyone screaming your name797Please respect copyright.PENANAL87SeHTeGW
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces797Please respect copyright.PENANAgcyrARLP1b
The men around me take my arm gently797Please respect copyright.PENANAqyUAS2Qreb
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes797Please respect copyright.PENANA5J3TGiLbQK
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life797Please respect copyright.PENANAdwou7PLXH8
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down797Please respect copyright.PENANAtelaOMgvsA
Faking a smile towards the ground797Please respect copyright.PENANAJxkfpR5v0B
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 797Please respect copyright.PENANA90ndK46JK0
For fear that it will start over again797Please respect copyright.PENANAWb52vVHlWO
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains797Please respect copyright.PENANAsEeeBkvSe5
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest797Please respect copyright.PENANAls24ek4l1m
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step797Please respect copyright.PENANAhQ53l5lmxW
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths797Please respect copyright.PENANAfh181gicHc
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together797Please respect copyright.PENANAjwwf4W0Oz2
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess797Please respect copyright.PENANAv3mDsWt8Wh
My feet seem to be moving on their own 797Please respect copyright.PENANAAFOWjGmdsb
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?797Please respect copyright.PENANA5KoTgO5LgC
Cameras and fame and people all around me?797Please respect copyright.PENANAqPzAPTRiRZ
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!797Please respect copyright.PENANA2tmHd3Rel5
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!797Please respect copyright.PENANALsbLZO3gDz
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another797Please respect copyright.PENANAgcVpozdI0G
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some797Please respect copyright.PENANAs87Y3xuNSd
But my life should've been peace and quite797Please respect copyright.PENANAuN5u7M0dRg
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children797Please respect copyright.PENANA90dckraJuJ
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion797Please respect copyright.PENANA1ULtTKsEO7
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets797Please respect copyright.PENANAh3RIR48NMF
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life797Please respect copyright.PENANAJjdeVEikem
When I stop and think of how blessed I am797Please respect copyright.PENANAB36Rbg2Gb0
I realize how much I love my life797Please respect copyright.PENANA3a1ZQMGGzw
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through797Please respect copyright.PENANAanOpDsSIZH
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model797Please respect copyright.PENANAJvwVmnKFy5
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on