Flashes and more flashes749Please respect copyright.PENANAbxnWcHkTcs
Shouts in the air, suffocating me749Please respect copyright.PENANAx0qw6OqdEY
Their bodies closer and closer 749Please respect copyright.PENANALGOJCxxhuI
Until its so hard to breathe749Please respect copyright.PENANA87dxU9eSW7
Everyone screaming your name749Please respect copyright.PENANA4HwhXjLRxA
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces749Please respect copyright.PENANAWXEAjjvh8c
The men around me take my arm gently749Please respect copyright.PENANAyReXxNYODV
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes749Please respect copyright.PENANASN2vlJBGvD
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life749Please respect copyright.PENANACg3OLY7zcw
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down749Please respect copyright.PENANA5TXP1vi1XA
Faking a smile towards the ground749Please respect copyright.PENANAVMOz3iNzqE
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 749Please respect copyright.PENANAXgAeeFQk7O
For fear that it will start over again749Please respect copyright.PENANA3suYE9gqoD
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains749Please respect copyright.PENANAy25SSPTwDm
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest749Please respect copyright.PENANADNTlzKv38E
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step749Please respect copyright.PENANARaBmqhF2mS
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths749Please respect copyright.PENANASX2EfaNIsO
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together749Please respect copyright.PENANAi3UMOObEku
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess749Please respect copyright.PENANAoROPEU6kJ1
My feet seem to be moving on their own 749Please respect copyright.PENANALNuIjJNH59
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?749Please respect copyright.PENANAObNJnDTQlW
Cameras and fame and people all around me?749Please respect copyright.PENANA5dTueELLDE
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!749Please respect copyright.PENANAtMu4tteKzU
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!749Please respect copyright.PENANA8OQiJnMhQZ
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another749Please respect copyright.PENANAiuThMBleg4
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some749Please respect copyright.PENANAL26V98w4kP
But my life should've been peace and quite749Please respect copyright.PENANAap7wWcrCcJ
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children749Please respect copyright.PENANACkl5KayCoY
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion749Please respect copyright.PENANAKHWS0Yz9s7
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets749Please respect copyright.PENANAnF2cw4bKlD
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life749Please respect copyright.PENANApjPB03Jtb5
When I stop and think of how blessed I am749Please respect copyright.PENANA7P6cZ1PlAj
I realize how much I love my life749Please respect copyright.PENANA1wug9BDNkU
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through749Please respect copyright.PENANAgM0h9JxNm7
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model749Please respect copyright.PENANAimCl0vcgvY
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on