Flashes and more flashes775Please respect copyright.PENANAsgQHvMU691
Shouts in the air, suffocating me775Please respect copyright.PENANAxQK0tf8Dp3
Their bodies closer and closer 775Please respect copyright.PENANAyt0JujhtnI
Until its so hard to breathe775Please respect copyright.PENANAU118S9sRlw
Everyone screaming your name775Please respect copyright.PENANACGq9diE0hb
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces775Please respect copyright.PENANAUczcn1niv0
The men around me take my arm gently775Please respect copyright.PENANAl7VvxiIpGt
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes775Please respect copyright.PENANAeu8CiPMNEV
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life775Please respect copyright.PENANA4AytSMiYIv
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down775Please respect copyright.PENANAnmOxhAvKD7
Faking a smile towards the ground775Please respect copyright.PENANA8ieZ66Csie
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 775Please respect copyright.PENANAkfSReEbVvH
For fear that it will start over again775Please respect copyright.PENANAvK4RnNeUT3
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains775Please respect copyright.PENANA3OFlel33uu
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest775Please respect copyright.PENANA29j7jAPYlB
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step775Please respect copyright.PENANAgbHNgZGDIv
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths775Please respect copyright.PENANA8klX5HXgph
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together775Please respect copyright.PENANAcJWo4E6O5D
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess775Please respect copyright.PENANAAXzaVCpYY4
My feet seem to be moving on their own 775Please respect copyright.PENANAEYKoe2t0UX
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?775Please respect copyright.PENANA0bFXTNNHNb
Cameras and fame and people all around me?775Please respect copyright.PENANAoSGFppWSst
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!775Please respect copyright.PENANAtLvSTcHGcR
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!775Please respect copyright.PENANAn62y4STtnL
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another775Please respect copyright.PENANA83eqNYv2aX
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some775Please respect copyright.PENANAvEOctatGH9
But my life should've been peace and quite775Please respect copyright.PENANASh1ugwxfVI
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children775Please respect copyright.PENANA96Ybx2LP9X
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion775Please respect copyright.PENANALBRmOPUGMy
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets775Please respect copyright.PENANAArk2UcYsyd
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life775Please respect copyright.PENANA2bY576VMtn
When I stop and think of how blessed I am775Please respect copyright.PENANAMJHOABS611
I realize how much I love my life775Please respect copyright.PENANA9t8pTJ5BQH
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through775Please respect copyright.PENANAKQgHT4syDK
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model775Please respect copyright.PENANAetKmI1npYl
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on