Flashes and more flashes848Please respect copyright.PENANAeaO9dC0NpF
Shouts in the air, suffocating me848Please respect copyright.PENANApow9JIOWVN
Their bodies closer and closer 848Please respect copyright.PENANAvNTakS0yYn
Until its so hard to breathe848Please respect copyright.PENANAHRKUHKQB1Y
Everyone screaming your name848Please respect copyright.PENANADxnLxvJXdm
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces848Please respect copyright.PENANALKatFnJvya
The men around me take my arm gently848Please respect copyright.PENANA2NusYVmpIp
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes848Please respect copyright.PENANAq6UClTx2fq
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life848Please respect copyright.PENANA3pOYY3u15D
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down848Please respect copyright.PENANAe9BqsG2Tw5
Faking a smile towards the ground848Please respect copyright.PENANAnG98aUgYin
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 848Please respect copyright.PENANAdotKdpSPse
For fear that it will start over again848Please respect copyright.PENANAyNSThevR4D
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains848Please respect copyright.PENANAuVPFdGITMn
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest848Please respect copyright.PENANA5sA6z4oRMz
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step848Please respect copyright.PENANAIPnb5w7r99
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths848Please respect copyright.PENANA8ujozccb9E
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together848Please respect copyright.PENANAqhkr8WC4AK
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess848Please respect copyright.PENANAYIC9dwpLGA
My feet seem to be moving on their own 848Please respect copyright.PENANA3pe3xw0D8s
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?848Please respect copyright.PENANAVySqnzmbd8
Cameras and fame and people all around me?848Please respect copyright.PENANA8fN2OhjHnC
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!848Please respect copyright.PENANAs9CSwSS3f0
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!848Please respect copyright.PENANAU0CPzGFfc6
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another848Please respect copyright.PENANAyK9sXmuqE5
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some848Please respect copyright.PENANASoQYUsrcAy
But my life should've been peace and quite848Please respect copyright.PENANAADKq4vapWu
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children848Please respect copyright.PENANAHyMi1Bo0Km
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion848Please respect copyright.PENANA89ihhnG1bM
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets848Please respect copyright.PENANAltjWJjFW3S
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life848Please respect copyright.PENANAIsQEOUncVf
When I stop and think of how blessed I am848Please respect copyright.PENANAiJGnCVm57h
I realize how much I love my life848Please respect copyright.PENANAUceMKzGxjD
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through848Please respect copyright.PENANARDZ79M3wHF
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model848Please respect copyright.PENANAiyFFy3EOfr
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on