Flashes and more flashes818Please respect copyright.PENANAnd7uWBPdxX
Shouts in the air, suffocating me818Please respect copyright.PENANAW5ro9NaOfK
Their bodies closer and closer 818Please respect copyright.PENANAYAJ1S5hP4R
Until its so hard to breathe818Please respect copyright.PENANAQ75uYjcX1x
Everyone screaming your name818Please respect copyright.PENANAp2IdW4z7HW
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces818Please respect copyright.PENANAaYx11GjO6Z
The men around me take my arm gently818Please respect copyright.PENANAbPeoGivGkz
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes818Please respect copyright.PENANA0RIyBbDtHq
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life818Please respect copyright.PENANAQXKptdyh1J
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down818Please respect copyright.PENANA9eRLuOCZZ2
Faking a smile towards the ground818Please respect copyright.PENANA04gLaNOSmx
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 818Please respect copyright.PENANAavThTlfYgC
For fear that it will start over again818Please respect copyright.PENANAkfve0SsxWX
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains818Please respect copyright.PENANA3LP5NrA09b
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest818Please respect copyright.PENANAHd8R1x77lq
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step818Please respect copyright.PENANAnT2Mf5BuSq
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths818Please respect copyright.PENANAETP4jdnugg
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together818Please respect copyright.PENANAoc491gqUR2
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess818Please respect copyright.PENANAwyJcWV28Wg
My feet seem to be moving on their own 818Please respect copyright.PENANA2sIULMenHW
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?818Please respect copyright.PENANARPNBDDHaaY
Cameras and fame and people all around me?818Please respect copyright.PENANAgsgUc9vuZu
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!818Please respect copyright.PENANAfzdRNgy7aj
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!818Please respect copyright.PENANAFw0MA7EYei
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another818Please respect copyright.PENANA063mrdT5ae
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some818Please respect copyright.PENANAqNll51eIGv
But my life should've been peace and quite818Please respect copyright.PENANAC0up1YK8pG
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children818Please respect copyright.PENANAlG6GFBdSV7
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion818Please respect copyright.PENANAlFSbsA14cB
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets818Please respect copyright.PENANAj1jkXCwVKI
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life818Please respect copyright.PENANAe01peYPvB8
When I stop and think of how blessed I am818Please respect copyright.PENANATHjz3a9sjO
I realize how much I love my life818Please respect copyright.PENANAUACmxxrXLG
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through818Please respect copyright.PENANAfoGfNMB66O
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model818Please respect copyright.PENANAQzLTzvDTpV
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on