Do you ever want to cry, but can't?791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPprjLY0jAo
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQKUzPzrIe
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tWc0Mm8Q3
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg0sqKDJ28
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywgu7xAA7H
Why does it hurt like this?791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMw92UUxHU
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GzxFENLbZ
So...791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl063LpWlE
So why can't you?791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSsLvrKlMh
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJE0Z6LUsR
Your only company is the silence that follows.791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlw3cIEo9f
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsqW3c9KBF
You dig.791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsja2Je4vAc
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzsVMOCYxu
Deeper, deeper,791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgwaKmE9gy
There has to be something.791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHisARjAa3N
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Something that just didn't click.791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyOF69RoaW
Deeper, deeper,791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3D6UwonP7
What else is there?791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotwuIcpXBl
Deeper, deeper,791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYAjgEX0no
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgDKGrJ0ad
Deeper, deeper,791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDL4bPT5yyi
It has to be the answer!791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45m5V4ETsf
Deeper, deepest.791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXqYaAOk1u
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tsMQbYGUm
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RUDdTX5pZ
There's nothing.791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDK6hBSJLqg
It's empty!791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1u8tyQ46A
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡol8W5m4HNk
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRxwQiDNLB
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uMJAr6Hn6
They never came.791Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4NshPP0en
