Do you ever want to cry, but can't?558Please respect copyright.PENANASTKrKhBDVg
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam558Please respect copyright.PENANARuXVDyZmXN
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.558Please respect copyright.PENANA2yPcQ80AuA
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,558Please respect copyright.PENANAOVuKsZA7Bg
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,558Please respect copyright.PENANAM8T1SKDNOd
Why does it hurt like this?558Please respect copyright.PENANAif8gSprCCf
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...558Please respect copyright.PENANAp5VpUev8xP
So...558Please respect copyright.PENANA6TQvQqrpS1
So why can't you?558Please respect copyright.PENANAGIaADQA5NN
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,558Please respect copyright.PENANAsGODpdiEfJ
Your only company is the silence that follows.558Please respect copyright.PENANAnvM6BsCed1
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.558Please respect copyright.PENANAIt3NMJpNNW
You dig.558Please respect copyright.PENANAHgEf7XX31D
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,558Please respect copyright.PENANAgnqzQjF1gp
Deeper, deeper,558Please respect copyright.PENANAmnFGikFAiK
There has to be something.558Please respect copyright.PENANA8QSLgxe0h9
Deeper, deeper,558Please respect copyright.PENANAuYonDT0Z7A
Something that just didn't click.558Please respect copyright.PENANAv0QUDM41bC
Deeper, deeper,558Please respect copyright.PENANAkeCuHu6d2E
What else is there?558Please respect copyright.PENANAIVU1L8n9o4
Deeper, deeper,558Please respect copyright.PENANA3KQHXJMROk
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?558Please respect copyright.PENANABEpay4mMLL
Deeper, deeper,558Please respect copyright.PENANALFqLnWs3nZ
It has to be the answer!558Please respect copyright.PENANAtStFnoILsT
Deeper, deepest.558Please respect copyright.PENANAATjmvHg7uv
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.558Please respect copyright.PENANAsbVhg8qyEs
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?558Please respect copyright.PENANAxAHNFXrw5f
There's nothing.558Please respect copyright.PENANAITzwIlGW6S
It's empty!558Please respect copyright.PENANAK28LsWopu6
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 558Please respect copyright.PENANA9A8pNjw1jo
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 558Please respect copyright.PENANAcTvH36CDTC
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.558Please respect copyright.PENANAvkQ8VWHWFC
They never came.558Please respect copyright.PENANA35C9QER2WB