Do you ever want to cry, but can't?772Please respect copyright.PENANAjRIVinPFpK
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam772Please respect copyright.PENANA38zesl4tt9
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.772Please respect copyright.PENANAA2oGbmDKKe
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,772Please respect copyright.PENANAsIO7gvkLzz
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,772Please respect copyright.PENANA8eUkYD0W5F
Why does it hurt like this?772Please respect copyright.PENANAA2MfThnP4P
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...772Please respect copyright.PENANA03tUezk4h3
So...772Please respect copyright.PENANAH6khabaP87
So why can't you?772Please respect copyright.PENANAAOShtMZnLM
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,772Please respect copyright.PENANAq6vR1GSzls
Your only company is the silence that follows.772Please respect copyright.PENANAU6KPkF3U8z
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.772Please respect copyright.PENANAJYbnah2MIE
You dig.772Please respect copyright.PENANAMgdKZAKHKM
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,772Please respect copyright.PENANAlso0F6fS4l
Deeper, deeper,772Please respect copyright.PENANA9gYh2p1nz2
There has to be something.772Please respect copyright.PENANA9idD9XALfJ
Deeper, deeper,772Please respect copyright.PENANAw5MiHaJi7K
Something that just didn't click.772Please respect copyright.PENANAjrxt8UeaZE
Deeper, deeper,772Please respect copyright.PENANAH9CpyszYHO
What else is there?772Please respect copyright.PENANAnztQX5hfF6
Deeper, deeper,772Please respect copyright.PENANAoriCvxrhjJ
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?772Please respect copyright.PENANACr10ZoeneK
Deeper, deeper,772Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2PVJxlSKH
It has to be the answer!772Please respect copyright.PENANA5xw28lrL7x
Deeper, deepest.772Please respect copyright.PENANAJidDXNlFwN
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.772Please respect copyright.PENANA58KC0F5QcJ
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?772Please respect copyright.PENANAtgparBvk3S
There's nothing.772Please respect copyright.PENANAKshWbplrBY
It's empty!772Please respect copyright.PENANAH4EvP6zgWl
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 772Please respect copyright.PENANAbYKgUZn2Yn
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 772Please respect copyright.PENANAN2TgR66rdZ
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.772Please respect copyright.PENANAO8m4zvJk95
They never came.772Please respect copyright.PENANAgILeMGE6Lh