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Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKRAkh312a
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It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgMXkul9Rb
So...840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i9pbXcAPB
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You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfnbQlJwM4
Your only company is the silence that follows.840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKYESRywm9
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You dig.840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdGgK1XAoh
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec3syYK7gV
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You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoymHKet0M
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Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4Mk4ixP4H
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPap1XlGGJ
There's nothing.840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGzOyvckaQ
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The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ9TKo2FDo
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You close your eyes, but the tears never come.840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZOG1tfcuN
They never came.840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwAXnktLcp
