Do you ever want to cry, but can't?559Please respect copyright.PENANAnnBR5CuvLD
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam559Please respect copyright.PENANAHfS8l2ztAr
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.559Please respect copyright.PENANAZZUs1Noi4n
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,559Please respect copyright.PENANAooDCDpE0ib
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,559Please respect copyright.PENANAkfbO28Zs7i
Why does it hurt like this?559Please respect copyright.PENANAz9iHMyMLHs
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...559Please respect copyright.PENANA3ajHkB1uSf
So...559Please respect copyright.PENANABHwRXE53Nl
So why can't you?559Please respect copyright.PENANAvWM8wtaTjT
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,559Please respect copyright.PENANA1R9qfvbHL9
Your only company is the silence that follows.559Please respect copyright.PENANACBwsUvg6tu
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.559Please respect copyright.PENANA0VpK0CORaN
You dig.559Please respect copyright.PENANAwUK8lBFQUE
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,559Please respect copyright.PENANA7EbgM9u9jK
Deeper, deeper,559Please respect copyright.PENANAeGvSsD4emw
There has to be something.559Please respect copyright.PENANARCzMz6MMii
Deeper, deeper,559Please respect copyright.PENANACWBDfnfTfl
Something that just didn't click.559Please respect copyright.PENANAV2p61X8t7t
Deeper, deeper,559Please respect copyright.PENANAgdxhpR38pa
What else is there?559Please respect copyright.PENANALSermjN0DZ
Deeper, deeper,559Please respect copyright.PENANAw0RcXl1Qgd
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?559Please respect copyright.PENANAsXAjafXelx
Deeper, deeper,559Please respect copyright.PENANA0PiB9m46zR
It has to be the answer!559Please respect copyright.PENANAVhRdsw9Rzc
Deeper, deepest.559Please respect copyright.PENANAfjSEjB83qH
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.559Please respect copyright.PENANApfB1vCZI3O
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?559Please respect copyright.PENANAjmFtN0rVwZ
There's nothing.559Please respect copyright.PENANAzAzCEwemMi
It's empty!559Please respect copyright.PENANABQ8JR7M105
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 559Please respect copyright.PENANANBByxQ5HIo
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 559Please respect copyright.PENANAZn0IJ91mO1
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.559Please respect copyright.PENANAnZUwZYzBtR
They never came.559Please respect copyright.PENANAGZ5oBT6Ovk