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So...752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp2MICRae7
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You dig.752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5CyaIRQm1
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Something that just didn't click.752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChk2GNuvGQ
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Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYmO9I05GL
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbHCYnlp8L
There's nothing.752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1ERdjmRX6
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The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhQO9lHg0G
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They never came.752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNrqEZqNbl
