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Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rIAyJjMck
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Why does it hurt like this?841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7CGDgIZhP
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6bozZgVGb
So...841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOdSANrm8r
So why can't you?841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfhH84KhiH
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJ6xobabWi
Your only company is the silence that follows.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlvnuJb3e6
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You dig.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gvMCNHfwz
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrnZCJX6Ls
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There has to be something.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsZMZg9b2A
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Something that just didn't click.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFVFm50TVh
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What else is there?841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYqHOyaMNC
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You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrbEIdEh0i
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It has to be the answer!841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhtnHOjoSn
Deeper, deepest.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XYGrrBoOz
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCRI5HS9jy
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfVtB6jwQr
There's nothing.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb9IVM71Cn
It's empty!841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVFEpkzQfP
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUswhJqOkfs
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gEjgfzr0O
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6fj2kF9cq
They never came.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzMKD3ffUy
