Do you ever want to cry, but can't?792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K3jDWIT24
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRqhtgLmjw
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpebR3AKov
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQr6g3ahgw
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVURkKFknq6
Why does it hurt like this?792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFYbHMS76p
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS3L0ddCpu
So...792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tpY9mRl4h
So why can't you?792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNiF24AuhT
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzCZoRyAHh
Your only company is the silence that follows.792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ABnqnfnmF
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssThMxGL0T
You dig.792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cdUTaJmiV
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnEOgN3HP4
Deeper, deeper,792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6T3KnYibG
There has to be something.792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmXYJHUB2A
Deeper, deeper,792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAwF42j1iU
Something that just didn't click.792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefSwuiS6LO
Deeper, deeper,792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5ZgmhBVi8
What else is there?792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5kToMa1qV
Deeper, deeper,792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fKe3FAeSC
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsFtrLdU4A
Deeper, deeper,792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1W4wcgbP9
It has to be the answer!792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHjhhpNaKw
Deeper, deepest.792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVN6edzMzG
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VWdMftzFU
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GLKrtdKnT
There's nothing.792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJaLuzXn6P
It's empty!792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCGpYAaTlJ
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmDeil6Z9P
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfFhNNekV0
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviq7OwuuzL
They never came.792Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONADeeKJ1o
