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Deployment day.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVnQIlHX7X
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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7AMi0SxSo
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeAK2uFCkP
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEO7YcIhLt
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcCBhMNKIT
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFkeVJ8qbX
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZKoo2b2Iz
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vAZEdgVds
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUfbMms01k
in the future well who knows!”968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV0hAHTta7
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnreA2YQHbS
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XdhiHG98N
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6Uf6UbZnn
chorus.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzoPw33ovm
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54qCrk2yBi
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNS6mtXifi
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwl9nGTZ4Q
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHeFXdcE2d
sending troops for the past year or so.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyXkOZaEqX
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLI6MtmXeg
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFFVEwkPdi
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6VtXPjp5y
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq9upueyvf
from training, and got comfortable.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbPjS9CRSf
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hJp3LyJ5z
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe2NaGvIxB
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOUci4lBiz
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsTK6GNUcQ
silence.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpRZClV3Gg
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDwL6NwIPg
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrhtxl0iiU
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2akDDyrq1
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nlNWrRL87
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07SCcFFV2K
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7uJf7hgvB
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHWLD2ZUf9
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEoOw1O0c2
spend our time however we felt like. 968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT0NhghVbX
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkk1YdnsBi
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi3PIRbvPe
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe4qP8kUUK
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDEtiDlran
be a great tour.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMYo3g0C2M
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBubhjs4Sr
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDroVlRAySD
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKcaEthqwF
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MpVs3E1Nb
fight for.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gn2qv71Ki
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruWs1DkBNT
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoCybfZM2M
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zC497MIJF
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMAsakV4KQ
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwY5hMvSlb
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgRcqzXa4u
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshyk3WOGYg
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7QvKCb9oU
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEixfo4VIhg
is just bored like me.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZYJ7hW9B9
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6v7Zkwsir
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6aP7lAI9S
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpYfMTYPAb
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOztLb31MN
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O9A0VTnwf
second house by the time the first shots rang.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0niyV42jZN
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiEEkuKcPZ
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BmuyzSdmb
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1TBlgP2nS
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gRSPuQ0jE
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS1oHgvKGJ
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXpQIPfgWT
lodging at where I was standing previously.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyhzpZblKp
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTj3FY5FSP
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7wTh3k5em
was in shock. 968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5Yu78oBzM
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrilPFsnqI
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDCKe4y9mW
our next position.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxZWg8wEEk
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4FvjARcIc
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yqzxchVXY
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD94UtMQjLIt felt good protecting my teammate.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV34ya8KiTD
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumIghotXiN
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrnvBXkpWV
died and five were injured. I’m glad968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXIg7mNffI I’m glad most of us968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T9WK8xHWD
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59WmcwjTuq
remember their sacrifice.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrBHu7n3cf
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Right…the thing. I…968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjp8hzHvFEw
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtabWdYGUOA968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpMFsMXDWt
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1wMBimVhf
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNsGPpjS2c
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzMKucAmJK
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmHGqIp6th
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaca6UQTrZY
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs54McPfheO
dealing with what happened in our own ways.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHx8W85vd1
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpp6u3OnlB
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5H4Hv4088O
of the houses.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqVkZaKqpr
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYkcG4Q39P
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCyMq3bqfM
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c39lFgpye
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN80SAtj5sk
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrX9ULDanWT
then he pulled out his gun on me. 968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseEOZjKeCW
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa715Y6qFoF
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUviAIQMEo
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo7LFOV7GT
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89f7dSGVmU
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNv1nCijzy
order.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAGJsAF8yf
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8KdtmKeTq
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnZpqRgjAd
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPsw7akQTe
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqZEYbqiy7They all died heroes.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh06DOLUEXw
the initial blast with burns…
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQ0dN4haDN968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D45PAGvOr
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kz29tGlmM
her warmth.
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzuPK63H3V968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDeE0nkLhx
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsiBYMxhde
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpkqLOXtf6
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89pPR8WDQt
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSeWX5GK6Q
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qWsUyFKwI
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RWfZZkpLY
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGj4WGoyOcV
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5JxyIZ6QI
I’m a good soldier.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA24pihxCfl
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXnmvpg0iX
to a different base. We were infront off968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDTNBNpORj
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4KWkV7Qvg
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqkgcFUlp7
covered our rear.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcjZ78xIgN
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqd6SE8Mik. A group of people, children,968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUggPvfJkr
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
really blocked our way. 968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNJV3f5Ylq
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPeTIOn58r
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Wg1821fQk
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQ7CyobbIY
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CbkCBHlbE
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLy849zzw7
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3KCH2i71l
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsItiPoJZSA
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlamptbyNqU
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRpkeuPMm4
Mel as they both followed the sergeants968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhBD4QhZeU
example.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYAWyxSYid
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsZ6xxh3FJ
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEziYMrKiP
children didn’t move.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡef8lFEV2YI
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNooOnf2bel
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LlGomy1Ps
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD5sdS8QOM
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJrv4pTeO5
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe7Uiti80V
do.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRdVg3J8lo
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjCFhDB95P
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNaoupbtrj
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUy1X0xhfu
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWZ8prdayg
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCcLjW6NP0
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXZMiSR1Yh There are only three of us left in the squad.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsGofVf6D3
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUJX31ETyE
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCfQpRLfI8
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVjtZINFHg
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXW4EgrsET
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiAuis5ziQ
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UdAC4EBY2
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kYPyU24Z2
feet.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLc71u3Q4Kz
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVvtyV2ZO6
diary. Pointless.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwps3Vcn7kq
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fD1KT05KA
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt51LHQNkC0
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcMaUyocSP
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNWbVtxXaX
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a3hZhmBPy
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96P2y58qPO
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpHi7EMPpD
potential hostile.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxsTX0k2Ic
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6DtntI1W1
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hCCpwBPhz
voice.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDngbhgsdkP
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoYopRArzj
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhLVTUAqim
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnz6n6u3Cw
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDTECvGfig
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVq3OMRWg9
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44pN40rS87
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzILx0XBpF
finally returned.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrjnT1LigT
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynvFb7J5If
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