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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PCcpMumZS
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGNbrnlKdj
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF36VDZtAg
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFEDAsFcMK
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnculzNn0y
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2jzhrXSo9
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZhUOAjrM4
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLtGDEcySG
in the future well who knows!”978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmExRWkfnaI
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiOs7w0kvY
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDkwsMGHdS
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhYtXyJkX9
chorus.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCi4ovjcKGf
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVxbmXOumK
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6UHYAeFXE
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEtxZMkvqb
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AHsnr4RKJ
sending troops for the past year or so.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRkLQw1LZX
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSJZpYJPYS
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepmXOAXGSx
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xUyXWZU32
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDCN2K9d8t
from training, and got comfortable.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0KHKb93SU
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Kl88ONLZW
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrb6FTXf3De
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneWQklDVkI
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HxDM3ZNSg
silence.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr61Q3we6q
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJxlcbeUz1
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZjqzrf7m5
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKn6EJGooNn
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZcCFIyOxM
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfay2VAlQ0
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0AVoe4HfO
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lJvjYZiIY
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U0RKPFmHb
spend our time however we felt like. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cyRD4eTks
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfXFldXcTf
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJoqU6WgAe
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqpK8UFZ1X
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSyvGw8XZ5
be a great tour.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfER9fGlS0N
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Day 7978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8VopoxrAp
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84iOSnlhFt
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDfbrRj3TP
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZFd1k23ag
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvF8h7904w
fight for.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE31w0X9xUt
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ686SEJqlLc
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKxkSm4Wk4
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwf56T5yGJ
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRiuix9NFR
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZa16MQWSU
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydiDlFQnRA
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy7jwAGG7E
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KteOHUrgc
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9aujVpHXQ
is just bored like me.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC6EGxtQlu
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Day 10978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAUWgbjp7k
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKlJy70uoa
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTMAgrMIJb
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEQvNDm3sb
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUAWXPYSeR
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLUqjTmsNK
second house by the time the first shots rang.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3KJIJseXy
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EAAMo2ciV
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcvHKtPc3a
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFnWBIDA4i
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaBTcGwRaa
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0p8E7u75F6
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFGeLa5Oig
lodging at where I was standing previously.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt14j2rwbb
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5aJk9Nu7y
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHylZ37IJ5O
was in shock. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypY4TFvnXV
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSaiJJO1w3
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfJB0Naf9C
our next position.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUryJL43K1
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOxShMH9Vr
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi2N9ViySC
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHaikF82vEIt felt good protecting my teammate.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtF2rSgVmi
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2gLRP6qlU
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuni4RuZYiG
died and five were injured. I’m glad978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyQ4vlekKu I’m glad most of us978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvdjKVkTbe
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIcCjDDFrY
remember their sacrifice.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LxX363S75
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Right…the thing. I…978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdJI3y29Ig
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPhsEtndd6978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfUnRBqGjQ
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWwwDJe73s
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRuSXMLxiV
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTGY93YiAU
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvr8J7FYxWo
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdwg5IZUvc
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiBeplEfaq
dealing with what happened in our own ways.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrpb6zdR9H
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcvOtqiA3V
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf37wuvurBi
of the houses.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHhp0h2qGC
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOOkMtDL2Z
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9GWi7Cbl7
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePpH2JDJuB
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsNu9lgw1C
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk33PAKYeeb
then he pulled out his gun on me. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVTrBJw3zf
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwlvTPcl8d
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfxv8BcZf5
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbZFqi5Cja
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9WVWoLFrv
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXzIlfuWKa
order.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBPXnLgYeb
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ecb59wZ0L
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrUIRpQ9xv
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Day 20978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlNOGZW938
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFsU6Lqlha
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOob5TOGtbThey all died heroes.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXsdY68lRR
the initial blast with burns…
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEsPtm9bzE978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiK520BuTP
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0GMTkxCRg
her warmth.
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Day 50978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqER6djybkB
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HcsSPT5XY978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAELRta7AVe
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqbY2EbZrw
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv51jV50iFu
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk18OreBmN
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpw8DQyVSM
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFI756svhV
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfQ5rzKHtA
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFt7a0EmPym
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgg9F38SBE
I’m a good soldier.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFhplMYF1h
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAsz8WsYBK
to a different base. We were infront off978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91cDCVzoMO
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18RayDGXIZ
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3zDWyO1zE
covered our rear.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSeCp2bwuQ
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mm1bdYEAs. A group of people, children,978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhj11F6Edb3
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OaB402QD2
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdd7bgbSES
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6P8LKvY6C
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dQgHVtrNL
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUzQddCOtr
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ0J4PmyTg
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScZ2WwAMDA
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElsmkf8iac
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgesN4Tnq9P
Mel as they both followed the sergeants978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN6BGLvJvv
example.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbQGSM0YRB
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraL2UNYtRw
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6s9PsL7ALY
children didn’t move.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH2WSxHVZD
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G48lOERMO
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qCa1epzxL
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroUtXVmSSB
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGT13lMwb9
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifK8r14nkL
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ805d2R7NY8
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiH06V4hpUq
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXHXp9Ij8I
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZfoKo8aUa
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXLUcW2xdS
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKoA6WZM51 There are only three of us left in the squad.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNeJGMd3Zb
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4leAglA2T
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFp6SGYoIy
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYD2PPdPIrx
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoJ6tjZ1p7
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vF83nzJg0
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFr9h2KqI6
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJws7TUMXQe
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBJhoxQ3bI
diary. Pointless.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdesQaDThC
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAL5wPgQydb
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyOedDk8Bf
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxg1XSqxGwW
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFHpmPzUkk
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhK47I0fYj
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixNcptTMCP
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVUrh5pIEC
potential hostile.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnejNFOz5k
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumx0c9Uwon
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhZF812OwU
voice.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBemv6FCKxY
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzSL3tGWBr
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16TXbec3lo
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ehJifAm4s
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDCxoJ19qZ
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRiL6Gg4VX
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPeGItx8eR
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKPcpv5HcF
finally returned.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpotpQ3r8h
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncsiKbUlED
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