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Day 1 0700896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7yeMfY1aW
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Deployment day.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxjVYrbF0B
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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFdGmrFLI7
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT9E2uC1RC
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7WIQRMU53
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd1mpBNZik
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSX9wfnf8j
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrPUueENd7
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2t2DsBKCD
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXVlLYIbTw
in the future well who knows!”896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmP021BZ4r
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaGm7Cugw1
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSla8onfuO
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIEnQHBqdm
chorus.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsnEvIj76d
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU1dYzezkr
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLJMl18Bmx
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB6zOUBtxg
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tuSQZ1uJZ
sending troops for the past year or so.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyIshbWWyb
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHXa8XUr6P
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uOhwJMDAX
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcdPOr208E
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLp07UU67IP
from training, and got comfortable.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVivrM2lnMd
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhsrw9Vnzs
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSs7a5Pynk
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UFCSEjMns
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSCTku97WV
silence.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZM1JF4AJRQ
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Day 1 1500896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BKEWDR6jj
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyKhZFF0GK
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca3hzEvdb3
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZkVm8Zy3Z
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZng6oZhgo
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyVdknvu9K
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphnmnSRXgu
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1knQnSt3LK
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWCQ3tf4GZ
spend our time however we felt like. 896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCnT254oJv
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa8ydFn6FN
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9cJN53m40
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvy5LKuHrO
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUR2W5HqIZ9
be a great tour.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmavjsuXgRW
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Day 7896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlXm4Xxhuj
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlt5qdx6pR
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPWqDJJfuA
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P5uEYnCok
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaW1uGr5Xuk
fight for.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuKgiGEK5N
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LTmIYtFi4
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo0HTx4Ksy
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XUKShKMN3
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0oCsSKEQv
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ke7dkYTm4
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakS0qoVfFz
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyCSpjbejP
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUkDXPL3zG
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYahZMdttP1
is just bored like me.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzTbo52sTD
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Day 10896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTqlyp8D93
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ7KZgOqkO
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jvapZW86H
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3TBSrQ7Ww
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAbawb3oCT
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9UROYM6PN
second house by the time the first shots rang.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pB0lE6UDv
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxwbJiED6E
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcAsdadnt6
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniOoBJ0ida
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6KHPgH6i0
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0Y2gz1Jk0
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnl9avHXhN
lodging at where I was standing previously.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ9XuPvOYC
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFW1pwlpBMi
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhUE0OGtsM
was in shock. 896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxTYriWpc4
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEPsEEGarg
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrr8HCucKH
our next position.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHcsELYQOw
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwQH3NlTVp
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ649NpLj5lA
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXxN7U4IJPIt felt good protecting my teammate.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnAn0w1mHd
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2TT7EyQ9W
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAKNRQlR2H
died and five were injured. I’m glad896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZze9CPHDc I’m glad most of us896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iFI7V619I
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS61eAKkP4
remember their sacrifice.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N1V9AV6lS
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Right…the thing. I…896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHBWWIMhMq
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLkxYD55Hx896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKvObatLud
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5gNsyCAxH
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4PXebWAT9
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMcUZRwPhc
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6e1DXJpcJU
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSztSoxkaOO
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecJHPto3Na
dealing with what happened in our own ways.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzgYvJD4iV
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe2VlKppvW
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKuboUSUnT
of the houses.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDEknkHAvL
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG5Y6dsUtb
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITshSuKjwY
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPh1BNMK8gp
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmY7kVnmuO
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVseILNuCRa
then he pulled out his gun on me. 896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrQaBlZ1wV
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rYksGzo3o
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mY1DtCsoc
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO72fvxXy2
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqMzrTh3Af
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQR7LkKojxB
order.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0l5YCzYzjw
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDbTSsXchM
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqCwWWGP4V
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Day 20896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhHTlG2Ofs
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC7BYYZguv
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIOT7vlzeDThey all died heroes.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUtYGLaeKI
the initial blast with burns…
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Day 40896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYhoNvg4NC
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzFNNVxaD3896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GISEIHa1v
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAeLAvOCtV
her warmth.
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Day 50896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lgeRPXAhm
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJmuOYdiNR896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSry6R2N3PR
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ3oREk53v
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHNgRnRXuy
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4p5SxZMmB7
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPe1OibjRv
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxlKz0K4iJ
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHAexL0ane
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp6ZPU231C
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi1oLkMxqg
I’m a good soldier.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lGmqkscds
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdeziQhMpG
to a different base. We were infront off896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw9NnhObtm
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzcPSHAn8C
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxzIDUG5M7
covered our rear.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfpE3CWZxx
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ5HBsDuk3. A group of people, children,896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFGjA28rQC
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
really blocked our way. 896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyEbuTsr6r
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVUDbrcuFf
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60m3rMLdwQ
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfGaRJU3l5
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJNKVEIiGr
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPDdKaVQXu
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzX8CKzF8E
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGLU3yPCky
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9Ouu0VxFw
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sYRIF8llc
Mel as they both followed the sergeants896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6d6SroNkLn
example.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4mnFOXOui
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZcCM1Va8F
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8xRPe6SVn
children didn’t move.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkwQxuDHZK
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5z7IZt19t
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrFhxR4znf
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoE0eINDFN
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTJB1VGhMX
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV70J98Eoh
do.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRFQ09o0Pv
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ1SySoAG0
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSB53ANoU8
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzoVy7MVXX
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpSswWaqbn
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6cfsYeaKZ
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVpUUFJ8OZ There are only three of us left in the squad.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMjPcpgmiK
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOvMCCrmR3
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JiPfNozGb
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Day 57896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPycHzy04F8
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurV5K9iMSs
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ0KSfA20y
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcZyhYZa3p
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3sH9gK3di
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxatRrFfQP
feet.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOclx6iFcH
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0hgpcMGjc
diary. Pointless.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGK0WfIHmI
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4A2vLDalig
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gFaUWzhUO
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb42zPLQHs
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8z9GPXxct
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfhiTUDg8M
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemlLZ58Z6Q
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdk7zixZxKJ
potential hostile.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2ZJza9Og3
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1mgQl6qDv
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaBTubzU0E
voice.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjew8T0Pg16
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrJk01vbTz
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbekcgixLIQ
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUamPlDhV36
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAO3s0pTdz
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVHsuTOfct
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEMlcQVwZx
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjxzeKKkyf
finally returned.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFwZ7gxmBA
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXepay45QQk
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