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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DOAa3HWpa
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88In69CZ8c
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ym3I2DKVl
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS6jjYwNgH
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97wv9MNIrP
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEmmwRPuAn
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Zmlm72fyE
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUAKPEwNkY
in the future well who knows!”852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUKKYLeCnb
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1gqwfr8Kx
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImYgxNC9s8
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56OALLMhsH
chorus.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKQa30po8L
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAzjdQkd47
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGg3dXuXHI
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2nO7wTx2X
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2Cbi5MVks
sending troops for the past year or so.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP16zKR489
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzEoXu6qxY
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngVSKo1wz6
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjWjhcqn5q
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ogbqwivKr
from training, and got comfortable.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWG1uTyCOdB
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwrCEZGYGz
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpKG8P1JSJ
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyOIHKtuGR
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgXBhNykFR
silence.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodYDM3eyl0
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Day 1 1500852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkjaVT4j0D
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwxLcj0XMt
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz2pXETY0E
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7WT2V9v8I
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2TyQgPNvt
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSnAcrgdgj
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91v6CpfPsV
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgCKmElZdU
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pEgPXeGVp
spend our time however we felt like. 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrOQwU2OXn
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEcbIdTD2H
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZy0xVxt2b
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfgtNs7Bt9
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3jcQscBGU
be a great tour.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6xDKN60tX
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Day 7852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1JfzcmcGZ
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjXy30hhyV
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5j2g7nuiw
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4pMJ9uhnO
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDu5gNuohX
fight for.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡely3OVTPqW
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbIuekmjRW
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65V5FMyzdP
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSl3PbhACiI
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfxKsOWU4C
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotFrNgaMxM
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8zzZtX9HI
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDYQoSTDOH
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCqmvVgseR
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z7FMEKOrp
is just bored like me.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWqMrE142w
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Day 10852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbbbBwashV
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EXBUr2r0Z
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aUwunU1Ow
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvLJjFmoJm
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQar6YuDk1l
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiImbUz2QxK
second house by the time the first shots rang.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZrgcQPHat
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFZL0M3XCY
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolBx737C8j
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIakcbxve1A
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNblc5VK6Sj
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu6xsT9ZdA
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeCBk3Y7ih
lodging at where I was standing previously.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvO9eBytFj
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLG19S1GS2
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZKwFL4g7G
was in shock. 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoU5E5NaC0
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM7tdHXW4Q
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqbKj3aS1K
our next position.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkToH4h6QZ
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkOz9wRx0L
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybxwZTpobt
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jYLGxVSSfIt felt good protecting my teammate.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNSEjnZAv0
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwhnKsvB2z
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9Idi7P6hz
died and five were injured. I’m glad852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZkHnHboem I’m glad most of us852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksKogPweZR
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5EtYjdA5l
remember their sacrifice.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghhQoU81Zd
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Right…the thing. I…852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gn6GVvSzs
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UPS58Jpqx852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPZ9gbBJDQ
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlldyz0GRB
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb8KSQxDeg
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8nkotCoQa
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHLHzZ4Q93
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfppLO9t5BZ
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrLnw60E7a
dealing with what happened in our own ways.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKEkRgOdx9
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOs3JgqL7Kg
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp72SRaPrAk
of the houses.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCWLLUgOgd
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9CMPksIxe
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDBHQuqzvM
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7trAuRBdg
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJjyR0O5uR
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU49dDcqJSZ
then he pulled out his gun on me. 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxyTI37QiM
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanvzRgcMjD
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUoasnTl57
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dLJvf937X
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUDrlBSL8d
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8EyBKHbPO
order.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQls13hHkYP
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MHaY3LHqR
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lWqSopOe8
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Day 20852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogx9Cmj7Zk
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiPgfdzJHe
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCo5W3DllLThey all died heroes.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihy13YJ2os
the initial blast with burns…
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuFwc4OzoG852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2OzzEKoN4
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8DBxWDrKs
her warmth.
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Day 50852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q1ZuMom9k
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ikHIkfvQG852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb3OQOczdU
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmovbIqTxJ
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L24HNrHXY
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5mlA5Q0v1
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDsAFsHyZ5
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46pjRp3bI3
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDto94cwvKk
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFNkiVYpXX
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCfbuDOvrN
I’m a good soldier.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMdXy80E8P
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIxlRNQ9Ex
to a different base. We were infront off852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BZ8XKj8HJ
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtCRMydDPx
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCYvL1cflA
covered our rear.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsPh41rvTv
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVbhKChPJE. A group of people, children,852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAFpSi22oS
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
really blocked our way. 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzVtLvySSq
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mm7mszH1w
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPBEwaAfzr
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNI44E4Y1s
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagF2sEsVxL
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkW2ODP4zR
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGwmy67Uhb
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruDD56WNwo
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtvbKkf8Lq
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwP8m8Axw2p
Mel as they both followed the sergeants852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aDS8iOsGc
example.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaepp6SpsI
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWkhELn1ng
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JEKvqszOS
children didn’t move.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3WLIiwad1
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsrVke7lE8
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruRIufYh4P
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEn1WktcWq
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYnnmvOWJ0
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLGjuk8YaP
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRWUeMlwbp
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kv7r6sIjZ
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulwyp11rhl
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnqYunwTD2
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn6WigeWFU
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwRbs5zkv7 There are only three of us left in the squad.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyyW8vNmL2
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkYHs6uyE7
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKAUK1N5Iw
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Day 57852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJotGcxjTth
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsQvoPLskL
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbKie91oX7
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd9uV8G9YM
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71J013g11C
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMy97qXxp0
feet.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLqpJUXUaB
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDd2aZYqtW5
diary. Pointless.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5zpLSty28
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1b81RtAgu
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAN6fcsgcg
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDGkOK3nLQ
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWZGuo1Zaw
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiVyHFr0UW
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbV8JIHxU2
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlyRWPGWE9
potential hostile.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tFc5qvKxw
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5W1FopqRc
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58STQrEPOD
voice.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhATuTjXVJU
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsudeyLSUMP
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbKYwKfzpA
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6W4q5AHrEk
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mX2fJO8mW
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBw5HrYpAXV
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJFNo26qd9
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFcpt2zYsK
finally returned.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgOwaIEVDs
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnZtkJQYIh
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