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Deployment day.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW86v6vygE4
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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfa2h4lqr5F
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgtlRWMJ3x
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmtlnFp5cT
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKWj6ZiJfY
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtczuK1L0R
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2hnV83J46
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVgfI7HbNA
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr34vzzCmHj
in the future well who knows!”950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCkG4WL6mO
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7f23bWSY2
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6vMqyIZgZ
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxl2E4jpkP
chorus.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobEaC6YtSb
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEm2beoWxRC
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmVrjVPjIz
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFB1FHoC7A
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE484c1Yaa
sending troops for the past year or so.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEfRLqR4fT
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZtjOiuZG3
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ45t7zgAp
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCY579VQhc
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaoQQodEZV
from training, and got comfortable.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxjrSnprgK
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLviDzMP0jE
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnNBOazSYU
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrSLS9b0cU
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HzvcwVAJK
silence.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpDGV48wMb
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWmt1KwiSZ
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQScY9XoFr9
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOH5TUDvMa
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatHUjz8bLC
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jWWiukRv7
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNgIjTyLou
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKJQ3QKPMZ
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLaRDmJfNd
spend our time however we felt like. 950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMbiV1mfOE
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hG46cW4RW
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseBox4x3fL
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIbSf94eDN
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeGna4khdI
be a great tour.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnPKwaI3VZ
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdPdcVaCv3
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobARCftUUy
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9D3XkHIMb
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtGxB504Un
fight for.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxQPvD5uE2
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oWuWL3d6J
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbqQt0EnBu
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhipWkLG3IE
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmVyyujc3r
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ly3jWtykK
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7MuIyVWzV
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4LK6rgr8X
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpBw8k1Ru0
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhaqWlcjQx
is just bored like me.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlsM17w1mO
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg39vmU4Cb
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdo81WRnvd
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQopMPp56oQ
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2De5YVQgF
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPN1mZTv0K
second house by the time the first shots rang.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3g4qFdYGo
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyK3xCnJ91
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbqqhOSdhv
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ799PRGIqJT
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiVQ0hBGPH
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKybxGe99o4
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh8A6lynQM
lodging at where I was standing previously.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BW9ngHc0b
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYM9pqqQtR
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DBFml4eH4
was in shock. 950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2rxWnnv24
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImG625ZrXV
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9GEoq19aU
our next position.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AKQ7l4oke
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BKgIDhZX1
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBSKYPsF9q
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3h9k7aN6YIt felt good protecting my teammate.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvIEE3WQH9
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBp58rZd7j
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxG7xBKqtv
died and five were injured. I’m glad950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYqqZfqprN I’m glad most of us950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkCx8YJba0
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTqMN4veMp
remember their sacrifice.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nJhWEzWvV
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Right…the thing. I…950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSK2jnM9O8
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75h9u4Bnom950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUrKeRw5xL
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tRjk18kDA
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERkYfEuXd9
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6ZF0aykz3
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡua4EpB1jlg
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWY091eXIZ
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDX26xUF7L
dealing with what happened in our own ways.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv1CxClyBx
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7bXGgmKdE
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmotBZkQAB
of the houses.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyl8ASi1eF
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPfxCyvh59
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6y9YzYmNbG
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUqSoR9y42
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpMIj9Qdyt
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQXeFica5w
then he pulled out his gun on me. 950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDcf3LPykz
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW7mzP2Oxq
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRBhyTIKUV
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3OtiZ2RYe
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGupEQ7qw6j
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFN76UddV4J
order.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QdzAVIot0
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKmAMxpjXu
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrI6iM9I9Wj
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsgp77llIt
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMJ9c2cof8They all died heroes.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjODwACEE6
the initial blast with burns…
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0h7RkyQBe950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJwa6rGrzb
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAxsmZIXXm
her warmth.
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJZdzlsFjW950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iLxtLequf
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec33UGpuY4
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7qNLAnTnH
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN0Mh2Cd6v
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51G6VgDLzS
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvXpOIVztt
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqkpdk5gAx
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4ggenhZnR
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ4IubjOVG
I’m a good soldier.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2YTPIwfk1
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGD2b7k5Q4y
to a different base. We were infront off950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJE7TcDNIaD
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzPe0S00d4
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jonieTycz
covered our rear.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyMKHg4DPy
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6gEYZElFH. A group of people, children,950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtRRzBY9a0
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
really blocked our way. 950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJXEvVlXLG
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkAwmgtnxz
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvpoLHvKPN
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxQdHBeSg6
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEItuk5NcYY
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagVTD5BCOP
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG4qQW9QQR
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FDDHJjrEd
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJa64SF60cj
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6Z6wkOdkH
Mel as they both followed the sergeants950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5aOktGA8g
example.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4de4hfIE8
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfO8ibQfCo
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0OsJZylGj
children didn’t move.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmcavhb4rE
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTG62YXbzo
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaHJIDT3k5
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuz6NGzYhF
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2kcQCvXuE
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCtuYW3Oou
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6X9eWAWYp
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXfhLYQieV
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmjAUaIesY
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuyVkpJuvg
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12GL1MFHe9
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOt9UaS5FZ There are only three of us left in the squad.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpX06TCRcm
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwKIlcoCA8
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAWO7QK33c
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKYVhzNPPH
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQT4tfYPqF
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1dfcr0zJJ
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFegCiJI2D
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjZ6kR8gn7
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpfF0bPzNR
diary. Pointless.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBAgNKtR3B
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowgMJBBfKE
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZRn7xgaEe
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyOys8aB9P
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmuy2Y7Wzc
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM89GwfaUWs
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegHUAvBHKx
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtmV0p4Wj6
potential hostile.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswKvFmNtgP
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgIFvwrygK
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsF76a0z00k
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7kjSJTazL
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt5gKEfkmX
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvn2cNug6B
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw3TMcxK3G
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtgvcbyJKE
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTo8Bv9cYB0
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQuFSyxHV7
finally returned.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u6KVgHMnG
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.950Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5DrJ4C23r
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