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「喂。」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0WVQQFAxW
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQofCUD8ps
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6otY7XpFz
「我失戀了......」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2J3ojSWmD
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquFZM4vR5B
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9GuSdxoAw
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspfKX4yCfv
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2oA8rDT1C
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCL2cVEs3ZV
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2kUFZ3FVr
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDKdj08ZJk
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU8u6UZdbx
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6TmIehccd
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWki4pHOd2Q
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cOThU3Jz1
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDTqbGl4zo
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftsfICnXKI
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vq3skUvi1
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874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQkMOlAfJU
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFG5dPbagu
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoaVCF5Cxf
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XN6U1zpVS
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzyGPuhJXu
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPOUKr67LQ
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMdNDiTIEw
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjm3GU3PsG
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lNJd6NxFF
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyWHg599vM
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR05R9n6JK
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp7sxjBAlN
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMR9LSEuexs
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObltBg4ozs
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k5xxfYbAz
「我要一杯威士忌！」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6azshFqNld
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqokofSxnK
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDY0GAm9N2
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQq4gF4HH6
「先生你的威士忌。」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqVuOHWuJg
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡresMRAbMJ3
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcktpTQ2jlG
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqQHQLNPta
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sIMLyurmP
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvahLLqKDbv
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08jal7qmj1
不妙，他超生氣的…874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5C2w2luoG
唰。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11Rm5jHgPa
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3S1LiM7Z8
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsue22wrZe
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7kNERWt07
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInCbPJGVQc
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCdGCxOfbu
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkzdnj3fz6
「威士忌。」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk243uQ9wV
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7LBiWNDi6
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyF1qdajSD
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eRCLSIN6W
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9IxxyeBvO
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MkOihPWAO
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjCwbYXvg7
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacjo6fY2Ot
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CJt3oK2Yp
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOhYbO1H4o
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGNeRXDkFg
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874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHycpgUnDY
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7RKutkIXu
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTl7TTGdG3S
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWNGl9Qbda
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT2hR1xj0X
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cILRehl3r
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6h7Pd3kxn5
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBum6ajGVd
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHBGZ1ucsT
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReYAW0n8qc
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYNqQQc2Yh
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPJLtZJjB7
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPDieW8aSc
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7IX2TuW4a
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPaMj5ilra
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIqGFPvef3
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0QZmXduD9
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIdPVxHEhK
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLEtrfZEnW
「嗚哇！」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADqSrhJ8hd
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1qf6qs0bU
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66DOz3b17N
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWCWx8ziRX
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIH4ubsebI
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEDK2lkNF9
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWViXCWvvG
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNHg5V9cRi
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OHj0xJaRd
哇，眼睫毛好長…874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGd57tC0qU
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4HuJuuK6S
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i9OFb0ban
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORswsLLEwe
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYUCmrhVMS
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMFO7xnljX
…咦？874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluBYl53BXj
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFpxIg2Bps
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdSjj1WZ95
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM3Botu12K
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb76XZ0Pna
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3Mv9wiaun
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcXDMmcvZQ
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJZ7MO6wXR
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkz2wgDrE2
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuNXm1GJeG
「愛你，不可以嗎…」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36bg9BKvDk
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObZXMMngJg
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsltHJtXK5r
…他把我，誤認成誰了？874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gimiF2i5S
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIA2IqkN0L
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDloXFr4Ni
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6oRrz6iIZ
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pNLldRuz2
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lAUMOnyop
他，沒有挽留。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbMLmpdGAR
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaO4j11WRv
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdSGHQQYRq
□874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8pqGpog58
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRZzrkUQTj
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6aXPnkPbY
我喜歡姜幸宇。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkCpDBWcqq
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wZXEmcNsh
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7ZezQDvSC
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50pZyXAIxd
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4FXXVO4N3
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtMMcPwoVw
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMz6vLVVTtr
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnErBi4EH4c
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7QOgBsZNP
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpQBL6rmBA
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIOPvBzRLp
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUt0KHQuSSE
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjUqhrKiAa
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Pt19XgvoB
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGNHuY4pJP
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsLbPzAbPA
我愛上了姜幸宇。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkgsCXiBOX
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OSZt1SUYJ
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGRPFY4u82
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13BMwnw0vK
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGbRllw53a
□874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLY0vrcIuW
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUUcSNYeUC
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6NiPa2lU0
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjGYwKyuEh
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L50SEKiOM
但，這並不是自己想要的…874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf02rbSXIPS
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyboejezrAP
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOTShOCuQn
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXeUWqUjuf
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCDxYwvQn0
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwN3awxr2H
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXEqMeVv7W
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pgqIlatu4
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gQzxGN9IS
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRutUEzXwQS
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxJ6sSbXL4
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53oxR8Jbrh
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGCfFSH1ZL
「啪！」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyme7mtYi8
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuCWbuag8J
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk35T1fEFax
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmotboEjlD
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7Zfh7gj0P
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlrQtVDOpo
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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