836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlem2aqrMJ
「喂。」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcyjwkRkA2
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GLOQql5xw
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmUIj2D1Zi
「我失戀了......」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TF0E9vsge
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Yhg4JWWFP
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgXkkOBrxm
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsflukJrjG
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxkZtMH6Yc
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmlTwKEfw3
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfoOkPE8tX
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWxwlYOH5D
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6FtDW1PRT
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AV0r53WMN
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrmpD9Smd4
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomI6GbiPlh
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJzFeaoW4k
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEACBs6hbg
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTWMOQ0co6
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLL3oXgyVs
□836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m0evyagZv
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dU8oJm2sd
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSDNVgYu3N
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcUjGiG2Uf
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl1TruyQWT
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRmOZCBPqV
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxxCb3ZZB4
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cFUvmJCLZ
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2auMqMZIng
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmn2n39GwT
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6UGoJSBNg
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGQwgYpLle
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHeZGnQZd2
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7NlJxzs7T
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPL4ZhoydV
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDnCly8VtQ
「我要一杯威士忌！」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhe3O1oplo
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo6ziHPsMM
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgrEhxDX6T
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3nGC27e69
「先生你的威士忌。」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VXKebc76W
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cSeMelNqe
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡednWxQBHKi
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxQENncW29
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkBJKsrvzM
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgnFUzoHow
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEsipmjyfz
不妙，他超生氣的…836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiX8cubXVv
唰。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigP3PCWqkr
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCixnFffut2
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7844ecHjMf
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fuRRmwTGX
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbmIJEosVF
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqkHmTTS5l
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOTzjwukA9
「威士忌。」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSunH6u70A
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw3QzBIVjt
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN2uvyDaN2
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgUAtxmISD
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv6VaxdMCT
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2MIbi9hMA
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4g1jWtfKf
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxheoZ1NA9c
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQUCzbb7mP
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0IKn1wOCi
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73NsH2kpmo
□836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ePOH2hdR3
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67vvpJKIua
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJ66swHjgc
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdTPGZHqzl
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSagPHlBULR
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNecW9nriLn
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAqBmsGL0P
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJrSIKcPYP
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpAjbntB1e
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWHaShytgJ
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0C9phlpGK
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKclSvDaYRR
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6QA1mCJf1
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuOKv6fk80
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMMnAFiSGu
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjRLmeTLdU
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQCQ5KVrfd
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiPk7jp3Hh
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNEz7zan9r
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdLIvEpNXV
「嗚哇！」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiDMoFhwhS
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKs1xozlJn
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2rayeB41U
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2768tpuf5
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbrmPopKhG
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5b969MHm3c
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxeDBzxMBP
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz4nK82seP
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zksIIOA31
哇，眼睫毛好長…836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZarH6kjFgC
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk7ScUOkd1
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYDlx7PhyI
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF99SCGqfl
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBRGCkq61I
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67cb46ZbQt
…咦？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFnYNocjyy
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pGyIteHer
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVNCw2lLLY
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKmOJXeli1
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5HHA3YFEO
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFFew9YzXR
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1gKRrkweB
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86GmpyIwlq
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4F6l8uYb0
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSThy5iQaL
「愛你，不可以嗎…」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGUJKlz7vE
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0D0vrrteF
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMEwYgN9Wk
…他把我，誤認成誰了？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhKEsVq14g
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUlOlUdueI
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVfoxzaNIu
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXePaLSTMrK
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA6GgqSWm8
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt73lqDVEC3
他，沒有挽留。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5lSJa1rBz
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GwvUklrsj
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWjapn2JD4
□836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ416zbaXu0a
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXxIgAmBIS
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGl093rLLr
我喜歡姜幸宇。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyaqWmRWVi
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4To5aWnK9q
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIG30gdjVI
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDVXobVkJl
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXh08i7XDR
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChROAXjmrK
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG9k48tmb7
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf95q5Nno6p
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRSZEm0THz
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBZ2w7HpyK
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrzgK91jQk
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo4f70o17l
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrVNqVsdpK
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1mwRTxApK
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8Oiq5Uxhf
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDuHQJ7Z7l
我愛上了姜幸宇。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzcUQQ43Hq
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48z4zqaXIb
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR22YWleiqG
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFxwQ1NffZ
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8lOLXhyIk
□836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwEBIN9KE0
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuzb40PJxw
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvIvbYgle8
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf3bgRPsJ8
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucjBdLn24U
但，這並不是自己想要的…836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXAV2IoAvm
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFQmzjWoLj
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpjc0hfe8J
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsDkmfuVtu
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNUzvwNvC1
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4UzCuxBmY
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhUN0r6JBP
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5FHpbxZXt
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfft3nuUXo
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk89tmWfRv
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpO41j8u3k
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoBcjSBoJT
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1RYt4xUew
「啪！」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngMaGGDvAa
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7isUmZJvU
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEFJR8qDZn
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhSWLmigR8
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyKERQdBWC
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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