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「喂。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWidI3JaPH
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjrDvFSSXy
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyhDgkss0l
「我失戀了......」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0E9E4b3Xt
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAol8RKrRt
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjFqz9edDD
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihKp00kHbD
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErVVFqfbaf
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73acxC4kaI
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ35XCUPcMn
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWXFAdVSKY
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrPkNi7eOJ
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941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDgIB8DNbe
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdemPqtDUiv
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78EPK6qeIT
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW38xu4a6s
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgZ1UGYODl
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wwzUX5j8L
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZwH4d8c0M
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAFJkgUDJa
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgO0fFPYPE
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8ucuDI67N
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFHogJ7j98
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ATXjgpXUM
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyXrbATZ8h
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNBRagC9Gx
「我要一杯威士忌！」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7jjKPCXRB
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpqdbMCeCr
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAp4vFn48R
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxN85ZeWH7
「先生你的威士忌。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhTUmSkkqf
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWdH0TOmjs
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxsu9r3VnL
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfI3eVfG5S
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFixpP9nn9d
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjRU9M2HaW
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4pq1ie3Nu
不妙，他超生氣的…941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8Khw8Xo9k
唰。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM8hJNnOpc
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0efev3GaHH
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOyeCeA2Hf
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xMNKrSJcd
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT0IuUBp6i
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYg4hPfcNZ
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAz4UcahZC
「威士忌。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5Qdgp0mrd
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfvKKmI1Ig
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsScqbfJFx
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm9U75GKN2
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunWp6Q0T1g
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWZG9ky0el
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFPuDsIvrV
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuLqfk17st
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbsJyYXDpq
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDu357P869
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVsyNli8Sy
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941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv7xhuOvnS
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtzmkCW5h6
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDxIixO3Bg
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHilDxlzU4u
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydUZHhVLko
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6von6sd59w
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxegz1evrR
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwxi5T9iwv
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2HCGLmY6E
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvrxT6IGjt
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPnLXOpdlK
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkilBbvWh4l
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXYXz9FG63
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLzGenQC31
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo1Ts0ULOs
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0w5RoowC6
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wRtpXib3A
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2CJWEFp3z
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVe2UM6dRQ
「嗚哇！」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4oU5Pev2v
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJuym5b1vr
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUhpf1Oluy
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKsrlRMZzE
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZEU4ozwHH
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjuo4dPbXM
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW2OrRdfAe
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdNaCjA1gE
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNHjnyaDzu
哇，眼睫毛好長…941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PJpsCaLDo
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlz6QwliaFN
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQFBN0IbZw
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk10tZQU58
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlMUPTAcN1
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbS9btstTXC
…咦？941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZwzKzfk45
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy6znbI4QC
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyUq6DLKpr
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdccgnGRiN
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl5gEYvrYP
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbpn4j5NzL
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHprLwGVYlB
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUts7HITWb
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmFx2Otuii
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiOr3gOifH
「愛你，不可以嗎…」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMcc2HB9Wm
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkcciLV5tI
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLHwubQeFU
…他把我，誤認成誰了？941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeEVbADELh
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vMV59Weqw
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeCgMuxsye
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBEGnoS8Eq
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7DqL2S3yu
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZoMB8RS11
他，沒有挽留。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgn65B8qdM2
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzLNJji8tY
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw480F0pLsD
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941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wDSwOpGmB
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs0Zy5zxIQ
我喜歡姜幸宇。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBw3u4rR7y
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQRZ6acBr1
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlwlyoBMnv
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgorJLUa2ZU
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3BEsMBaO4
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLhlD7er48
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9pZFQ08AZ
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U4A1aKQcc
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB91y6R1sN
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgKVmTiwOR
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT8W2zYpE0
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb92ZvhGgT
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pmXpyOxzX
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNOY2P6f1p
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0oHOuAanf
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJMm5pYOZb
我愛上了姜幸宇。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlXAMzniOS
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdI9K5hTCu
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWsPkIoqWr
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsaEkpZ3kR
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzaGxFMeET
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941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx4L3LXKMw
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQZGXAAuNW
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUofBxvxWQ
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzzlZRf9T0
但，這並不是自己想要的…941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdzodg7mxD
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPjUPU56pj
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8FwvAMNGr
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMMdKR4ywg
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7k9gFFPPN
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kx6lPUz03
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR3tMnoMDE
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd7kjEWzcB
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ex0cN4t2E
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iC0W5tmZM
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTVCfXhc7l
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyGXxhfqeo
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7cQxA6tlD
「啪！」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwREyRuFuX8
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJRNRsSGXX
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA78d8j4pjv
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQsBNZPRxK
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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