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「喂。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplDimKewyv
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT4uYDOtvW
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMvXjDrPlT
「我失戀了......」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLTbQA7MEU
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJV0ljd8rD
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPhpuoXah3
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkElgU3EM2z
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkPgURxad1
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8esfTdQRe
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wyrx3ENxB
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR7fiT5sDy
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfrff5OaNN
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM0ICDLQdl
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnyC7ou4qu
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMOmoFmZs8
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF3myT8cyL
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIMQ4sQKy2
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsTTdZjLk9
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRdRt7zlAC
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912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatkZor4l9e
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jwMr3p8x5
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9CHRT6feV
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEHMDP63jl
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmW4E4Xle7
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c9zCTJRK6
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XbrW5Fogt
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmAXtqAaNh
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZZDe48mow
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQgag8qY25
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡET18wF4wRX
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qaLb62YpR
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpKkTlvycb
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhMqT1PcxA
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucJdCQSI3M
「我要一杯威士忌！」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAL2UAaucsk
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqUz5RAC7K
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXQHNfO8vS
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyhAqQObg8
「先生你的威士忌。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfgTrADC5O
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy4QNp6YPr
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyILjibH2E
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31rnXCOR0N
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY62Dovt8vq
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QwZCqbBIL
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfwpHRnUl9
不妙，他超生氣的…912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31BNJDy1RF
唰。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmqGhCplPI
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtscr5ipakP
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LnIO3Rgti
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTjl2KotQZ
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIo1Rno2c7
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡos8VeA1Mrg
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1lV5jsFAs
「威士忌。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGKH0rzVP5
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfDXPr0ngi
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sB41jVryZ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5IjL60aYo
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0Ka5KRLpx
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYi0FyIwX2
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYruRCFKu7
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAiU4UGEwO
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMWLp3YBgd
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldT2zby5TZ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZA3zNH1H1g
□912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxq8q5Dqca
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbuPJxWvrR
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sB47v0GLN
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBJVq5BV2U
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56mzTo5W7A
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXtA8lOTMh
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU5bnWEHC6
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnh9vRFuEt
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6UNMNDV3p
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjlWL0N58B
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU7dCwQ62H
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H8q8kKqDu
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs6C4UEpoL
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzCrHou6k8
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpONES2fdu
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFaifz697J
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpd9sgBO7E
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Aqx3Y1jvb
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSATJkCBe3Y
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFiyyPtSCp
「嗚哇！」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvcQKNqXgp
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmbUPowjz8
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrRNfUasmX
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcxU1kxyTY
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7bHtAkVxn
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCXT8SsXTb
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulnScIjZsu
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQzureXwlD
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MV00viJGt
哇，眼睫毛好長…912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWLjhdkICt
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzwqc9YvNb
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVhWAtKTRE
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPgp6j5jhL
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvljuL5z7Tz
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mVanWYJGJ
…咦？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmKIvrrOmi
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjixpCVFG9X
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsEvK4psGw
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQmLCArRH1
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblpmsBmk72
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYxTV72VCi
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKLMfSZRIN
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzR5caSvBK
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohNTHqN85v
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDl1XsxQfm
「愛你，不可以嗎…」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0AKSlzPgh
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dZLx53xdu
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy3cP5c2kU
…他把我，誤認成誰了？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsv2F0IRjQ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4MxIhFqda
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4hwETYcof
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgcMjRH2C2
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FagG4445u
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5GQewHVLG
他，沒有挽留。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs31lrHYCUb
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebL0BbVggg
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2P0xBuymR
□912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30lZJroMoz
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOGLhdHA3u
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqddw7m86j
我喜歡姜幸宇。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67jswiU6X6
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUANrpanJX0
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl4Xo4sTqr
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxe4rvHRSmu
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx35gNtOGRv
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG4Lw9Cgnl
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcQJhzVidE
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SJej1PaPP
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhM3kGxn6G4
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y2Pguu2OM
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz6PVZzwYu
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeNwtYscE5
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4r5cO7F3E
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3VkYxfKsz
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbVLW1p6WU
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAvoqeYVc9
我愛上了姜幸宇。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgh5AgeQXHL
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiud60RTyx
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UA2SYArqa
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGaBOQBO5T
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiSJtqAULP
□912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD5ReO9xX7
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpd4zyOArn
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWMcaIg2yf
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleOxPkWNF2
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QnZj5vNYj
但，這並不是自己想要的…912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡym10fg4Wux
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff9u1lPfXO
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlZiRmUeEW
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMSCuE68r8
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCJ8K6Kmmp
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2yIoc7k9b
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8gq5QK0Qs
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc29I6JzIJ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLffj9V7pNc
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fTHHTgERO
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSa98GEISR
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpGcqYrl0d
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQoGSWMdp6
「啪！」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHJW3m5iIO
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rMrywJhHW
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOsAuUgt0W
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhbLzAZrPN
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAGDVphSTJ
■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEzTSinGeO
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbYdkha25L
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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