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「喂。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvWZZua2bJ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG27smxye0w
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOnvmKyE6N
「我失戀了......」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXQTUukC6p
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hCQKrWLia
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjClKD4RAi
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl7s8fqh31
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8B0JTR5gFf
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyJ1wt2XEE
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCulVdgsOk
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAa8G4bOc8N
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dMyRbRPdA
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtaWsrvm4j
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezKwIMwCP2
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFg8AczA5R
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9ui7FAHkJ
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0lWNodrW7
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f3hu3uM8q
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDeivx7w0W
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782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDQ2WFGAxQ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA3mdJw6IJ
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sGT3RSTE6
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG71Zmip4Q
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SM2EhRnVe
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4smkvrU5s
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpc87VrR2s
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0R79UXAkt
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLF2AyqYux
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8lhoNADxf
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Of52Thiww
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qQ5Pklns0
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8y2K494tp
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAwle8fl6G
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjwiZ5llmu
「我要一杯威士忌！」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIssZSRqzGH
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFzhzVzkvc
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cEZmC7dTX
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiBp8fKt2P
「先生你的威士忌。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡli9ZWeAJXd
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3hsrfnSIs
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNKhKUemqH
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKog5k5mcCe
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUYc9fuPx4
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdxIxol1DR
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP1ZT52kux
不妙，他超生氣的…782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkZgInoQEh
唰。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK7gLiadkZ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3KrT5cWeL
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeNgXwra3W
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi0NqalQXi
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cP1QWLx5f
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXkv5WQLuc
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKR07Rq0cZ
「威士忌。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOI2mnpAR17
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LqdyfOsos
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfoYmMAdS6
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKckUH8obL
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeXNJGu95S
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGae4bEUMfb
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC26xil2vb
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHvtDl15Q0
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt19QeLhj3t
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68AnE5tFTE
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBslkoxLn0
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782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRJJW7AJPW
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGikftPI2f
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsVPEONetO
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqgqa5HDQM
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pDh0z0eU9
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0FixGjAdQ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5GG299Hyp
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9Gf80eYGj
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHAGxmfvJH
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36EKMEGDzS
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCe66q5HOk4
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFpJLcwAtp
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRraZRBXet
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa4PJnbGi9
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p2iJnUeyr
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6DXBZc60v
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4vosAN7PO
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuapygUFd9b
「嗚哇！」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhG55twSee
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56iuPn6Nub
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9wFatPBtV
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdamGKLHDTG
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrBsijAUKJ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIx0kNQfOJ6
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNOKUqyUft
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKQfWqouwH
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM08LkmgPxb
哇，眼睫毛好長…782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEwT1PKtdn
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyafZBrukVe
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvW9APDQDKZ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCDVLc4jZQ
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeJkXGeWsC
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5H3YloDrR
…咦？782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxNkLQgDGK
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS774PwZGu9
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7A5A89aMm
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpta1GP5Ex
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw6KbA4ixf
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhteE9Fb1CL
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbY86tT6vmQ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeemjrdTic
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiapjfu6nZL
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJxezX4I3M
「愛你，不可以嗎…」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGoFtHPsiD
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEJ2XNwaPG
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJIaQuL5z8
…他把我，誤認成誰了？782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWlu5bY7JT
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRDjZvneH5
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ5p1uXhum
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQPwAKKKuC
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtS5iLZIbz
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhM5kI2jIbs
他，沒有挽留。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMGxYUcUYN
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw913C68HNg
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaCJJ5uMTn
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782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFIPKA3V9s
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc8oxvpNXp
我喜歡姜幸宇。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx4hYTlqSW
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7dpsLnIXN
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTZeKVU27x
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGubfeRCRHd
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSGzeODttU
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIO40z4W3P
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcaVJZKKGx
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkc7Uwkczi
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EkzVebnp1
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bEZv4SMCA
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvRDQs8IGu
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7s0ogXf3M
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3F1qXew2Vf
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt616BvYn4
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v3Nq7yGCt
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HGH84ST2A
我愛上了姜幸宇。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBN2c3EECa
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh5AvnZOPF
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH9y506Fd9
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRZYlpgu6x
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqvkDwxfgG
□782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6sz6VWkmH
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZO9rx59cg
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmkgjpTGXt
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKf3Uj8ryf
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksx3rPc16D
但，這並不是自己想要的…782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezriOSbCsf
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudLYsxGk5m
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiHLORC6YM
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hqSbtXPeD
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XnJ62cNio
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJj8Sr50Vwr
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS35RWgoLw
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hJCaaaZYK
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzbBA0X385
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwjvXkvkpY
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDC1R76NyK
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDrgvi28TF
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUpUBlKwF5
「啪！」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2cBlnbeLG
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuwJytsnFV
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPQwHzZjRi
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocD1haAF6n
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO5sSxyefY
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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