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「喂。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXuLKXfLfF
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc6sjaExel
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdDPO6uuGy
「我失戀了......」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedchy7cA1I
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LE5xRpkRF
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ERRsvHWEn
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856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpN403jE2H
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZgCiup9wr
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLxXHsy9e3
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bOHfBWT3v
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl03wKhBM7d
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCh0Ikak0d
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856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7Kb0HVg2i
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTU2u9MoA7
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBJr6MRJVt
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXj8HKmN5o
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8jZ2GrwJ8
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphp2tWpx7s
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG8yjNwpW1
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMnZ0vAzMf
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2SHWd1wPx
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorHvkTHkKl
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG3yiUNkZa
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ClX1oIiIW
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkbHuVlfDS
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaewkBSbA49
「我要一杯威士忌！」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvCtsCouX7
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZcGNqQvw7
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyyJLkUd2A
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkcHaJaU1q
「先生你的威士忌。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG0IZXVh3I
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBGlO07v0N
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaSJOw54na
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBaHrQc0Ul
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQMMetyqUx
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphRFDVVcnf
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtwmggHyCY
不妙，他超生氣的…856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTvg6jIqZr
唰。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPhhU2Bwp4
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3xZK31335
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsyBrYJjqr
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8r8uUg4hi
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpZoRuP10z
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvPRd8gyFQ
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnRmWELmo9
「威士忌。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg491EwBn28
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobxY3WshSX
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMubFKBk6sf
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58jIyjiCob
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbd4PB3VbJ
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXwmKxWcYw
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHzCoxGpBm
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTZb8lMy4w
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIV6aeeZOjI
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeCo6aTAGZ
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DJiohKleZ
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856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCfDWbgFut
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dfGCoskpH
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeYkjmcTWj
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTUtsAcHOK
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKbzEHjUiu
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXzsqEn9US
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshzWyhS83n
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcBKLkuNlw
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5JTACRpni
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ2oyTyNWS
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjDdyUyQ1r
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ438A6Lps0t
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUt9gEqQ4xI
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMcYhxfI8X
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqwkTqJZMS
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpe2C4XUzT6
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcj7015TF7
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuC1BXQkPD
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAE6m8U0K9
「嗚哇！」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheHjCwGlbs
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoqyRzXsT6
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYsypjams7
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Iceh7DbNn
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8EDxFqszS
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iOgZcIDAC
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7BvQXHIv9
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhc2gTDQ7h3
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UQw5iNxyz
哇，眼睫毛好長…856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5XlJrNctw
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2UcSdFL2o
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxzZJEEG44
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CLlTcachy
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXM8ifRWA6e
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9MokRhFjU
…咦？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKF0piN0XT
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbFUOoZiz7
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UIvEZmEjt
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudJsrlOkqV
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG0jeBzcvl
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFR301M2FV
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jzIzl7DmR
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBL5orK8hc
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzw5DbsFm6
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJAchUdS4p
「愛你，不可以嗎…」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSc5hk0RoU5
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRIJHlmgPk
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZcG4HcBCY
…他把我，誤認成誰了？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy68soiMfX2
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgLA3IkIdr
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINPjDCmZly
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1Be2MA67n
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtnhgkuqjg
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHlAXY2ULM
他，沒有挽留。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ431TYpF7B2
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGW6RMUMYE
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7fM8KSoU2
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856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjv8V9S63Lv
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkDFNWA8gn
我喜歡姜幸宇。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WjyUBSJpv
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SXH5K9tXJ
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ujsqTgCxf
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrceyOeVhrg
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsObYZwG7sb
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhfWi6boln
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprnwHcyZAp
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdTTEQfvV2
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopdQ1O2XOE
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrId7h5Rk0
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuvloE01t1
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVuyN0HxBh
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNExkBWXWJy
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3pZQ6P1xc
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT6G5vZROM
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgsD4vFqOC
我愛上了姜幸宇。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O3oNhRuUe
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03vORWofMz
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LvexBXmxx
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwh1EfFhwAP
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEFbQb77S1
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856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EtDYD4e4L
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaoSRpvi6B
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3h4OvpDuZ
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAPrmyPkNc
但，這並不是自己想要的…856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWrIUD6phW
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8bLp3PVWv
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLENfejEVTS
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJk3VzxrNmF
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinlcoWGT0Y
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKu94XiY2A
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNRYvRIFo0
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVE87elyGM
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr0sQAe0xx
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5br968xq9v
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvHsH2VCrc
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDogBxOpP6a
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMX9Zny2r5
「啪！」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGqWJOM0az
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91iSMxLYpb
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v8FfuBawo
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr74XfCPScS
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFjoqHAxPY
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4pq6kaqaX
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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