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「喂。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkTo7cPFqP
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYh0v1UJYc
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcDXhllLXG
「我失戀了......」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WYq6Op2hg
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2G75jLr3d
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQN2H3Swxy
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkywFyYgzh
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ920AEQueDw
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3O4W0P2Qpw
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawp2wBWO0V
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOPxGmkRc2
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jaxbe4edD
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVd7yiDJo8e
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2r1OAdS62
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVi795Wci0
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVho3N4TFsM
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823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4ykFjp9kd
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwOrTatEcX
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk4dpsKZ0d
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pp3DBGeKU
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErFWMW77HQ
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwjQAugZ1W
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxZqD2Lq9T
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiIskzuEY8
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPjQXD9zkR
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdY9tLX6Wk
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV67GxrhBoE
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEQVAjl47D
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1Tef6zT2O
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAxNTYfeGw
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PLoOhzne0
「我要一杯威士忌！」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDN68U2eJl
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWXc1iZfii
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzpTQ2Qab4
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkHK3OaEaV
「先生你的威士忌。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvrBjvLdjm
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61fidPqM2r
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGJxoTxw4i
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZNjqOYmr9
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO5nELo90b
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHN4vF81tU
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fPop5aPRz
不妙，他超生氣的…823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3oYz57M8K
唰。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdPvheYuQr
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYUGXGwhPF
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVg6dyF55hX
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0vXQmC2nc
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Rc8Bbg6D1
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO9ZlSOoa9
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgrAebXMGz
「威士忌。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOObZuiSOw
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3H0XlyybS
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVgSXjsUOq
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs39oX5DVVl
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBu5bttVs5
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK3pdIr9qn
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWgpYFIxjB
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgufc4LTP2o
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC2VAR2jTC
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuKBVfwN5X
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYqCvcDYH2
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823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMHpkqf8rY
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsRQqcz4zX
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S7krUWoL1
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYSPlgyH7M
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9wyDd78kg
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4BJqwMgip
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ602HfC98
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJrwNUWG4G
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTZo8NUZj0
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8JPVfqOB9
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaGCMsp1ve
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1iOwExikh
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhspfj58iH
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiT8g5iys1
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eQQa2m52v
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv15FplK8ps
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo6vybxJNb
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGucoDGAJLh
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9A6WgX596
「嗚哇！」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq93ohGqg7
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyr6li8yGO
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zQ3jjWhn5
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWkvvzz7Ml
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxT8TYAwKg
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJyvU9UJ1L
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnJVP7sRoq
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUytT4Rh5K
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWejRPwk9pX
哇，眼睫毛好長…823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffAkgeTE0S
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrghWGHAvqo
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtl8ppqHY2
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lNjKeOiu5
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9lpPK0s7p
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1Sh4Rg1cu
…咦？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0PDBkwuDV
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDuiEH5U1V
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwvCALF7gP
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhb3qBOOX7
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodad71z6ep
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpglLwgUsq
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURsEzAUCYc
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYE9ZINcRN
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6V2WAIyU4c
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlchesS06fb
「愛你，不可以嗎…」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1H6yrO2gw
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KHJUt43y0
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7kHOlvqYU
…他把我，誤認成誰了？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSuhV3v1pW
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS8AhFIe9t
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8r1GnxuTL
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4NlCgpiho
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPo9u1cpMPg
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvZskdZLcF
他，沒有挽留。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CBt6NJIR0
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhY1J0244N
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFGNZVwOY5
□823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpGngHB0Pi
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSmfB2Ij3T
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vZxW5COuM
我喜歡姜幸宇。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi8WTezhaa
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pCNQMNF4p
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz73M4CFScc
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgojDE7FhN
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYPcZKPEsI
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ4KVdP0uy
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0QzhrWudI
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3C6B8C0Rd
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCT4mVXBGN
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC4Bxr0quV
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw5P3USDjp
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww5kkReW7Y
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsbUGIieaY
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXWOpiQTZF
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwxIkWkrk6
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsw82IUJ2O
我愛上了姜幸宇。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45JsrvLveR
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N0DHahVmB
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjqqg669aS
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77uUtTj9XK
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlItEct2ll
□823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmXGqbKPEh
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUvPRx2hRh
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyGBRB27Sz
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0G2t3rItr4
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfVCE6y9Ct
但，這並不是自己想要的…823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7uFiCvQEq
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN8SxKLRdb
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy6axlnnE8
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hD7hLy32T
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDAwa0ggGV
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas9VFiyShh
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7WyAirSaZ
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRsWMWFwI8
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoS2Y2ENYT
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyt9Ih0IMQ
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9s2Y7E6iw
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4L8UZ0XeNs
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlW91Muu8s
「啪！」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAMZ1krLYu
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg6hpzujqg
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VM6ThIbGX
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUSjepoHhO
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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