Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,478Please respect copyright.PENANAgEnsbUFpWW
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed478Please respect copyright.PENANAVCWFd1SMgo
You were all I ever wanted to be478Please respect copyright.PENANANmFJ8mdaO2
(And more)478Please respect copyright.PENANAtDo1cA7Gho
You had talent and brains,478Please respect copyright.PENANA6Pzopb8kzi
And was also physically neutral478Please respect copyright.PENANAUDLXhglUAe
But when I tried to be friendly,478Please respect copyright.PENANATcNlPViI3L
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,478Please respect copyright.PENANAo0Hjt2hoZi
I'm being too kind, too generous.478Please respect copyright.PENANAnoG9w8Ojye
I was pushed to the ground478Please respect copyright.PENANANRNAgYGKmJ
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,478Please respect copyright.PENANAVvYl7cQR2t
But what's done is done478Please respect copyright.PENANAP4zarcLNyM
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,478Please respect copyright.PENANA6Cr2jw19Jg
Harsh words and insults478Please respect copyright.PENANAXJTAPRIRNE
It became an irreplaceable friendship.478Please respect copyright.PENANA2BZzqMin2g
However, in mine,478Please respect copyright.PENANAks5O8VE0Ga
Glares and sharp glances478Please respect copyright.PENANAPmZvClBt17
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself478Please respect copyright.PENANArV0sZFjPus
"When did our loathing,478Please respect copyright.PENANAGMriPd5xnl
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015478Please respect copyright.PENANAeRiQvB2wpL
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016