Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,459Please respect copyright.PENANAzFHgOktNU0
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed459Please respect copyright.PENANAr1Df0r05ON
You were all I ever wanted to be459Please respect copyright.PENANA81tiPisZEY
(And more)459Please respect copyright.PENANA2Zp83lAkwz
You had talent and brains,459Please respect copyright.PENANAJRlKRaDOuT
And was also physically neutral459Please respect copyright.PENANAD8ORAko09k
But when I tried to be friendly,459Please respect copyright.PENANAuva32MK6zq
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,459Please respect copyright.PENANANcKqLnZIPG
I'm being too kind, too generous.459Please respect copyright.PENANAj6hRDBUKd7
I was pushed to the ground459Please respect copyright.PENANAeDKZknwQpX
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,459Please respect copyright.PENANAvWLbkgdRUB
But what's done is done459Please respect copyright.PENANAtW1benhJkD
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,459Please respect copyright.PENANAnmtD85YBAQ
Harsh words and insults459Please respect copyright.PENANAmYvlSxMuwr
It became an irreplaceable friendship.459Please respect copyright.PENANAD0tZux0ynd
However, in mine,459Please respect copyright.PENANAW7Quz5QxxR
Glares and sharp glances459Please respect copyright.PENANAYjKbBw7Qw8
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself459Please respect copyright.PENANAuBxXE6WXsI
"When did our loathing,459Please respect copyright.PENANA7z2S3Iu9e1
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015459Please respect copyright.PENANAglTshUTTVw
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016