Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjW2QQtzPa
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kloX3x6ra
You were all I ever wanted to be480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8DVqV8FRh
(And more)480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBBPgLuKt5
You had talent and brains,480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpu97qVjSL
And was also physically neutral480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjb6X6stCc
But when I tried to be friendly,480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHvVuKu6TS
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UPmu6bQVo
I'm being too kind, too generous.480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEW2Gu0bGU
I was pushed to the ground480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHO9Li90dc3
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DNocajylv
But what's done is done480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFhUQthwbO
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoAhnyIGA1
Harsh words and insults480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXFbp2EfU7
It became an irreplaceable friendship.480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFw7Et8DT2
However, in mine,480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGdM1Bt0gm
Glares and sharp glances480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5rHbLRn4n
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGDu3vlax2
"When did our loathing,480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9POfAaHqs
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS147vnvPWJ
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016
