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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP0rQHV2ub
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKU9PHjk6Z
『嘩啦——』776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzRM36vvyi
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsWy3LXmwe
「這都下多久了......」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuH3Ri1aJDz
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cadymVCEj
意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5VGfrIdP5
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2h0w7V9mt
枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCM5D7fLBA
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XsmMZGSrr
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGm9vC780X
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28OchLJxMK
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BHAuiRPIQ
『鈴——鈴——』776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsK1Q83aD3
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVo7vkP8Zu
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0nZJ4di9X
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fcBlBZLS7
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6xECXso6C
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWXcFgAKDs
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7eM3DRAov
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz4FkIx4V8
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUg7ZWjYav
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0im15EfrP6
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuV6rsEgde
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsw0EB6bGi
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YoUiZFxUU
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9U9itSdySy
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl840yoOeek
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDCb7UK7sQ
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6viPp0Yq6
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOALtUsqwF4
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7m7jXr5MAd
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvicaZ0DiX
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhjO7IR1JH
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSmRii3sQ8
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUB1to0KLG
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kTyAT6NVI
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnHsCDUdWX
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAB4UwSwjM
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BZxlWC0WP
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqC5NdqCXKs
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnmvtQ1uu8
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRXwZd3Bq5
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ubFVZamH5
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAlNgUINwo
「還會痛嗎？」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWnuPr1gdY
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHydaf7mCnM
「不會了，謝謝。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAzaBLOLyn
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRt8QKw5JP
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJh3JAFSUw
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbktdflRsFg
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sTw9LDOsH
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRDMAfpuLz
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAIMQmfbkj
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc92din1DW5
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNJFP4ODRq
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp36OtPUPEH
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH7ZXmkHoG
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxv4uOiaZoj
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBqTZ087Kv
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQbitl1mf0
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSHDiMhPc0
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkk9gBZjei
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsJOepNNfx
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttTXhxMVcW
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrWvqxBkNh
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2GYK6w9Eu
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYSAIhJb0i
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeftgbgGR6O
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjrU97wbhk
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W5CJLX4iw
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLgPyaugVb
「也是。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKo53TSEwi
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3daH0w8UcV
我只是在逃避。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8lX684qTP
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrJTjMiPSe
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkeVfwA7y0
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6Ilz6kKhn
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ynbucu60i
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqlJ4cRod6
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkUt1G7esJ
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecKi8RBje1
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRT62b4jRd
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ri0Djid9L
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa65ghcT1J
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1DoMg5M48
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYq7nEgHVO
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUo4zy3PoY
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT2fRKn0jB
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuBmMGzD8Q
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcz6iKLKpv
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtlVZDWpe3
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt4oEE5fbD
「別走！」
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIfOFVQdli
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm6CztPaTT
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDetfcbtrr
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI8uCgogSz
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUGIGfSGoi
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzbyrmXqzo
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcrhWqszur
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9meC84GT3W
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueuNmPsXVl
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GHBQ9YswC
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbFH2HShXy
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXNayW7vpb
「過來！」他對我喊著。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjYoRpMTZb
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8nIQPVW4n
「不。」我退後了一步。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFaVugl5kW
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE3kOeGYyF
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx2em418d4
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAQyH2KxT0
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47Ql71wYMl
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToiuREBupq
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJCpL246sw
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEGsgKDyUM
「我......」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlP2jejLMN
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw0xUHQH98
「不要靠近我！」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlx2NSXrHvT
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmQTQQsVsM
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S84GlitgR
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenR2Rl5ZEU
但是，我卻無法相信自己。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEU3R0hWgk
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0iRq0e8yu
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCrIk8JvvQ
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmcUhC8FO2
「你是傻子嗎！」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ90Q0roMs
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGC1WxYphF
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJqU2zmMHg
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwN39AY02h
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGleTRRDJs
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKr5gOB7um
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN5wo689yb
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAIccDUns8
像烈日的太陽一般。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7O9uoE1tX
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SYDKDi8BN
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaGuY02qTQ
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S8jDbMOQJ
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0h5ilepWD
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0VrfF4X92
「我們回家，好嗎。」776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqwezf7TMa
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap3QlwGL4o
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WkQqo9bD0
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDdcpP4scJ
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSufbNZJuN
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1hVYXmJeJ
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamSqXiHswV
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLlELi4GxU
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLQhXlZ96t
776Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar6yeahTo9
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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