816Please respect copyright.PENANAF168c1hLG6
連綿的霪雨,不停不歇的下著。816Please respect copyright.PENANAgJxUXgDMz2
816Please respect copyright.PENANAZUvMVneNhu
『嘩啦——』816Please respect copyright.PENANAONK1uC3MzF
816Please respect copyright.PENANASOcjmQamc1
「這都下多久了......」816Please respect copyright.PENANAY4ye7pTKwk
816Please respect copyright.PENANARZFN5XyUmx
意識模糊的睜著眼,望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。816Please respect copyright.PENANAibddTw8u3C
816Please respect copyright.PENANAKyaJ2nqVfs
枕頭上一片濕溽,是淚水?還是雨水?伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤,將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的,眼淚。816Please respect copyright.PENANAdqKAIb5vsW
816Please respect copyright.PENANA5NZm2TMry8
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床,只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡,無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。816Please respect copyright.PENANAx21fvmVjyR
816Please respect copyright.PENANARhZThyrAoj
能夠一直這樣就好,不要醒來就好。816Please respect copyright.PENANAgvuK7QEfSQ
816Please respect copyright.PENANAWPRPPMStZq
『鈴——鈴——』816Please respect copyright.PENANAiZ8Zu7ZbIy
816Please respect copyright.PENANA5ioYeyO3F2
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒,是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家,盡管家人反對,但最後仍然坳不過我,讓我住進了他家。816Please respect copyright.PENANAkYbH1afXNX
816Please respect copyright.PENANA12cTe8DE8I
一路上,我們都沉默不語,他也沒有一字半句。816Please respect copyright.PENANA4XGth7Ochm
816Please respect copyright.PENANALsrDGEd8hF
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路,那間A曾經去過的餐廳,以及A曾經去過的鞋店,都在。816Please respect copyright.PENANAHKD78DaMJK
816Please respect copyright.PENANAvtssbIDMd3
「怎麼了?」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。816Please respect copyright.PENANARO76AYtr9x
816Please respect copyright.PENANAIqCrJb7Mr1
「......不,沒什麼」我別過頭,敷衍的給了他一句話。816Please respect copyright.PENANA6EVSOToAct
816Please respect copyright.PENANASvTAee4vT0
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在,這個在我最難受時,毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。816Please respect copyright.PENANAJC8ASkWG2W
816Please respect copyright.PENANAzcmNeWuNkZ
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了,我們交往,甚至做愛。816Please respect copyright.PENANActu2m1hGPt
816Please respect copyright.PENANAx1PtNUynQm
離去時,我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌,燈光依舊炫麗,但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡,是因為雨水沖刷,還是我的錯覺?816Please respect copyright.PENANA8rVG5kiPo5
816Please respect copyright.PENANAcqA6OvBkCE
到了他家,忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡,雖然,學校的報告一樣都沒寫。816Please respect copyright.PENANA3DUws3VGZk
816Please respect copyright.PENANAF1CnfqPIcO
依舊是惡夢,那些還沒放下還沒看開的,一切。816Please respect copyright.PENANAHuvxvP9Eog
816Please respect copyright.PENANAuomVpTsJkz
某天,一邊刷牙洗臉,一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒,彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後,從前的自己回來了。816Please respect copyright.PENANAPmxalgqX2b
816Please respect copyright.PENANACVOeO75bt9
從前的我,站在現在的鏡前,這浴室,這房子,此處悲傷與歡喜的交界,明明是他家,但我卻看見了她的身影,然後開始做惡夢。816Please respect copyright.PENANAoy2TXmH28N
816Please respect copyright.PENANAm6DjSff0qj
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎?開始恐懼,拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......816Please respect copyright.PENANAU6RO5edcT7
816Please respect copyright.PENANAgP8IgMVPBf
「你在做什麼?!」他抱住了我,從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。816Please respect copyright.PENANAWhpenNDB5v
816Please respect copyright.PENANAY8l1XKBgfR
紅?我流血了?滿地的碎片,是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上,還殘留著我的血液。816Please respect copyright.PENANAPxP6ZJH314
816Please respect copyright.PENANAMNqiwT9lLS
「還會痛嗎?」816Please respect copyright.PENANACOmyHLiZcR
816Please respect copyright.PENANAAfATZ0OjFI
「不會了,謝謝。」816Please respect copyright.PENANA0Fb72vcm27
816Please respect copyright.PENANACBONjodJ1B
他細心的替我包扎,也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後,我們一起到了陽台,外面下著雨,小小的、細微的雨絲。816Please respect copyright.PENANA5yveZIojXP
816Please respect copyright.PENANAXzralLZ2mS
這時候我想起了過去,也曾經與A在陽台,也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳,嬌嗔的說著,討厭雨天,希望能放晴。816Please respect copyright.PENANASZqJeMJVKC
816Please respect copyright.PENANAsZ3nyJo6dK
那次是我的生日,沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此,我們還是用了火柴來取代那些,點了火光,許了三個願望:816Please respect copyright.PENANAT6Gq1wtSte
816Please respect copyright.PENANAmaxGKSzp1j
聽說,第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現,但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊,不管說什麼都會實現。』816Please respect copyright.PENANAkzJ8u1e7TB
816Please respect copyright.PENANAtZg1qadw8G
『我的第一個願望是,希望每天都是晴天。』816Please respect copyright.PENANAXBSMNCYTSa
816Please respect copyright.PENANABFtQ85BBCb
我一直以為,妳會陪伴在我身邊,直到一切的願望都實現。816Please respect copyright.PENANAXXTp1ApRIk
816Please respect copyright.PENANAnqLXbbqM6o
『第二個願望是,希望每個晴天,我都能陪在妳身邊。』816Please respect copyright.PENANAkTALaveiK1
816Please respect copyright.PENANA8QcFIs4av8
當時的我真的以為,我能夠給妳完整的幸福。816Please respect copyright.PENANAfDxUGbzZTc
816Please respect copyright.PENANA5nYo7MGJCo
『第三個願望是,能夠給妳幸福。』
816Please respect copyright.PENANAqo958hDqRB
恍惚之間,我回到了現實。816Please respect copyright.PENANAYSu1h6gpFv
816Please respect copyright.PENANAVIUHKKr3KP
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭,脫口而出。816Please respect copyright.PENANAkez3cb0UfK
816Please respect copyright.PENANABf0MPBWsW2
「白癡嗎?一直是晴天,那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸,望著遠方,語氣冷沉,卻帶了點譏諷。816Please respect copyright.PENANAHpGaWvehVR
816Please respect copyright.PENANAi3MvysCLjm
「也是。」816Please respect copyright.PENANAz5on52Oa7y
816Please respect copyright.PENANAV4EwIZ4xkr
我只是在逃避。816Please respect copyright.PENANAbEEO7zchEn
816Please respect copyright.PENANAwfyMWxfZOY
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話816Please respect copyright.PENANA0tsaQkl2lQ
816Please respect copyright.PENANAXNVrT1jwHt
我對她說:『我愛妳,一定會給你幸福的。』816Please respect copyright.PENANAbTrGJbTpTa
816Please respect copyright.PENANAed7Z2YEkrT
她對我說:『對不起,我要的幸福,你給不了。』816Please respect copyright.PENANAd9qEnK852a
816Please respect copyright.PENANAh1cMIWqFn8
從那之後,我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
816Please respect copyright.PENANAPJCTayzdP5
夜晚,仍是下著雨,外頭黑壓壓的一片,烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫,似乎對我叫囂著。816Please respect copyright.PENANAdgfMabhxpa
816Please respect copyright.PENANAWl5zvbNYUO
我衝出了家門,正確來說,是他的家門。816Please respect copyright.PENANAh32h7gt8bD
816Please respect copyright.PENANAQE6TJZXPWX
發了瘋似地,彷佛聽不見任何聲音,看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我,逃不開,離不去。816Please respect copyright.PENANAbRJos0s3fj
816Please respect copyright.PENANAeFU1rbXH4K
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到,我發現自己跪在地上,眼裡的刺痛,分不清是淚水或是雨水。816Please respect copyright.PENANAC4WDJyuWrP
816Please respect copyright.PENANAlDeXUKhgcv
A離開之後,我的世界開始下雨,傾盆大雨,那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。816Please respect copyright.PENANA1xlAUlWIQi
816Please respect copyright.PENANARTKhh9NoKU
「別走!」
816Please respect copyright.PENANAtOM45JV9VR
總會想著,妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我?
總會想著,沒有我的晴天,妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著?816Please respect copyright.PENANAy0GuUWmv91
816Please respect copyright.PENANAvtE0aJgsAa
「不要管我,你回去吧!」
總覺得,不需要再說出任何承諾。816Please respect copyright.PENANAFkIK4CoOq1
總覺得,這個世界已經沒有晴天。816Please respect copyright.PENANA5LftiAVc8Y
816Please respect copyright.PENANALpJHkVROAI
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來,但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。816Please respect copyright.PENANAiqIiQkOszJ
816Please respect copyright.PENANA3hvcmUYnLS
「反正,許過的願望,從不會實現。」816Please respect copyright.PENANAv2ydETfH95
816Please respect copyright.PENANAxFmFf53Yey
雨水模糊了視線,令我看不清前方的景色,只依稀看見,背著光的他,眼裡閃著灼亮,不知為何,緊緊的瞅著我。816Please respect copyright.PENANABYdSUUQjcU
816Please respect copyright.PENANAHMxAr19s6K
「過來!」他對我喊著。816Please respect copyright.PENANAjogRIx5239
816Please respect copyright.PENANARqMKmSfKLw
「不。」我退後了一步。816Please respect copyright.PENANAecJ60Px4v6
816Please respect copyright.PENANAD2BekUzlNZ
他低吼著叫了我的名字,通常他只會在真正發怒時,口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我,我不斷地後退,直到他抓住我手臂的剎那,才忽然發現,眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫,但卻又無比的溫暖。816Please respect copyright.PENANA3XRGvYjjVp
816Please respect copyright.PENANAYh3XMXgJYv
就像一道光線,逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。816Please respect copyright.PENANA1S4XvTMtoc
816Please respect copyright.PENANA0wREfle4rP
我又退了幾步,抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。816Please respect copyright.PENANAuAUCkVJi6N
816Please respect copyright.PENANAOfdfbsoNwP
「我......」816Please respect copyright.PENANAIbdQ92jk8K
816Please respect copyright.PENANAZtRBfOfP6t
「不要靠近我!」816Please respect copyright.PENANAr6Y431TRFe
816Please respect copyright.PENANAsJqmrVipOf
我一直知道,他很溫柔,很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......816Please respect copyright.PENANAn0DWOT7NFb
816Please respect copyright.PENANAMl6uQi21OJ
但是,我卻無法相信自己。816Please respect copyright.PENANAXbRc78MeIB
816Please respect copyright.PENANAmqMwn1K3qZ
「結束吧,我們結束吧!我許的願望終究沒有實現!我給不起任何人幸福!我沒有辦法——」816Please respect copyright.PENANA2zc6Dk7Lz1
816Please respect copyright.PENANASaPF0cnODq
「你是傻子嗎!」816Please respect copyright.PENANA48Aavw6H5J
816Please respect copyright.PENANA8CqYvNnxvd
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰,在我眯起眼的同時,跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著,緊緊的錮著,無法呼吸,無法思考,然、後......816Please respect copyright.PENANA5gkYGiV6U1
816Please respect copyright.PENANA3tnQZbpKdo
「你給不了,沒關係,我給的起就行了!」816Please respect copyright.PENANArmpBW3o0SE
816Please respect copyright.PENANAnUWCuQuGYY
你打破了我築起的高牆,毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光,刺透我的一切。816Please respect copyright.PENANA5IvK9N1sfy
816Please respect copyright.PENANAcOk3uZ83cN
像烈日的太陽一般。816Please respect copyright.PENANACMHD2w7ld2
816Please respect copyright.PENANAUlC7OwrysI
一直都相信著,只要許下願望,就一定能實現。816Please respect copyright.PENANAqgrlBi6elX
816Please respect copyright.PENANAjXJDqBXbio
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物,明明知道一切都是假的,卻又想去相信。816Please respect copyright.PENANAtcqoaumpjq
816Please respect copyright.PENANAd4b9NR8JHO
「我們回家,好嗎。」816Please respect copyright.PENANA6zVxs9ctvW
816Please respect copyright.PENANAzkxqenJxso
即使如此,你仍然滿懷著耐心,待在我身邊。816Please respect copyright.PENANA6ODmjQr1HS
816Please respect copyright.PENANASbCqqzJeTU
就算下著大雨,就算仍然待在黑暗之中,就算,依舊沒有放晴。816Please respect copyright.PENANAqqa6xa0m50
816Please respect copyright.PENANArZ2JINFYgq
我衝上前,雖然無法完全拋棄過去,但是……816Please respect copyright.PENANA5cnY1Ramjs
816Please respect copyright.PENANARJCZfTetad
我相信,未來的我一定會很感激妳,選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。816Please respect copyright.PENANAwnIO71fDvC
816Please respect copyright.PENANAvbOHJrWROT
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單,就是受被前女友甩了,遇到了攻,但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
ns216.73.216.146da2