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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tqwpXUYng
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『嘩啦——』822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRipsjgIvuy
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「這都下多久了......」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBaiqrstP4
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvIPJSrLao
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQeipMV78j
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaQUuRA5RB
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVU9T2vgXI
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『鈴——鈴——』822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3F0xldzUyN
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETTm43uWal
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一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoGbQdKnih
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車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9oF24DLkm
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8kHAkEfUw
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFP7uwaL3s
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ8brT8vUt
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN3MKi2IRg
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZuSupqTWJ
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKSizLn51R
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我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27aIiewbr2
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztZwUEu1Ix
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdtkRYlHcG
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到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpMjoHn46p
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依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL7Op4dTUH
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlWTJUfZ1x
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaURKRt2Gw
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從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgqRmTBqxw
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是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UZr51YsHx
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「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN61XN0HqT
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsObgPwu0V
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCbpJnHYLv
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「還會痛嗎？」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN4p4o2EwT
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVaggcyimH
「不會了，謝謝。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXcHoP0O1j
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他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSTO51R9UB
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這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInZopuiQ5T
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdBNPfH1aH
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDRxWLysdE
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cxzS2yxda
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5ptn9cGcF
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqwS8fvLS7
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqPpWSjdPz
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnOYZX2mwU
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlFdef1aFS
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAL9e6GWat4
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ubt7fOjSD
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXqvsKuAmt
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBddqMxQKF
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsJjF6WfYc
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXYg1fnEzU
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHeqZ1gWqA
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd78tKq0xq6
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ytxyjFns9
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nRbct60yD
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeIe0v16JU
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「也是。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9D890cF38
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我只是在逃避。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeuyFafQVw
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因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1qeScospF
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我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo6MZOV2qx
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmiGcqYLVz
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHP10TRG1h
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbmBulQcSs
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSvPkSnLFD
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm605GXs4hJ
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXJLPQB3ou
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yEqZcqwgN
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrhhIxktkg
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRI4MVVXV0r
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不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEm9DWamPbd
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA3X3xyDVF
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9q4MIJ4Ro
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「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWmQ2iuV8B
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwFJCEOXvq
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGuJW0IKEg
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2bd9cQvHY
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就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFdFd1XD7s
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPw4f9SaIU
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP0eBLZ6ub
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm8yQn1scq
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWFwChVP3h
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWXW3Yf0CL
「過來！」他對我喊著。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEnYPnXK8C
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「不。」我退後了一步。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IBh8jDmT2
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他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccuRH6ezoD
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就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGUtHRUxrG
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEvsW6d4PT
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXSpHGLRkj
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「我......」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToSHjuiUU7
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「不要靠近我！」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFvJYlsqPc
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我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGMRcOm3Hh
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但是，我卻無法相信自己。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEd65QdcrV6
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「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMOfx3IUNU
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「你是傻子嗎！」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhW9bRjbJq
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EKWcv2nLH
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「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChKOc7zHD7
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你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJIJV7JAog
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像烈日的太陽一般。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4lgwOgB1O
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一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Xoi4YbFLA
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就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3F5XDDptE
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「我們回家，好嗎。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYc8VAog5J
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即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSQbFs9Pcd
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就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRO5JK61BXh
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我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom0DBulLbq
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我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy36gjqwKBI
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到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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