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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXkr8P7Nnr
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『嘩啦——』736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjL1TwNG7q
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVZvp5JZYV
「這都下多久了......」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKQbAIokvg
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB2aOPeeSR
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsCivI3Ki6
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs69T0e5fya
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdiFNHtqnw
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Pc0BGRytn
『鈴——鈴——』736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9OXpR2STY
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5PDUqaaov
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewN1MhcNQC
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJjwUmkfsa
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZCIhSxGsP
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8IW0QexuI
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2qcoZ6fJ0
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK15LUuFl9R
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6jQyrtc7e
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJMBdT1aY8
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ006FS775TU
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqkCTz2M7i
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjm2tTPEHO
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwivgbSNhYe
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUQr1V55ay
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tJNaflGAy
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOEN3DY9Yr
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rxuywZyyU
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw2tfALrbw
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShfoZJaVUm
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ5kut5WGA
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce9qNNtfvY
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bmbb4XRXk
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QWHsYjEsR
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdvbbtZyBJ
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhTA2GTgfY
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2rdeWARFf
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7WLcWCKdm
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATPpI7LnGj
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSA5hlYlJ9
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RddlAVtO4
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRF7GC4fUY
「還會痛嗎？」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7vW9tc7tO
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM28u19QdF
「不會了，謝謝。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzGafVhIae
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSyINyn7Zj
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06ZYaNiNXw
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAu15pzh0r4
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJ4zAvumSu
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZFntAgEy8
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQX5Pqip0L
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddIfHUuWwY
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8saAKuE9KL
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDteWRpGIA
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDAMj8qy1O
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnTr1Z7w0c
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7KknyrBuL
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfZPuU2EKC
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQMl6CAhhw
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdH7RY159ti
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHQtI0Qo25
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojGVuX89fK
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFjOV26HoE
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1zmDNmG3o
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WgFvjMxl5
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5mmAkevkt
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhRCKBAz1o
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hNCazBvfF
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkm3Hk7FNL
「也是。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKVGEhuGhY
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我只是在逃避。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RGparYQ7A
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fHnLQoAzH
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqLZQcZhLs
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoJgHybHme
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGskuJcjNl
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtR6sUON3t
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡep1e6uG2W0
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ycdu7rUdU
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsSD5L56kV
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJGYn0BJMu
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwRP138L5R
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXuDCeDPDK
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWgsKaRRCT
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUwn8sefj3
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYNoWZw0IK
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXKN4S1hQm
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqXoTXxVoB
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEy5ZDbNnK
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bjx8mFHOB
「別走！」
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkAKBtWAa6
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYezWK8OVD
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXRfzqiK5G
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoCNmDqJQI
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVVnmxliEV
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ciHZGiBkr
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uclJgBd2Z
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMIDLrdP9o
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqmf4vjh0u
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaocdKrTnX
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYzsDId1by
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Rb4pwGzkc
「過來！」他對我喊著。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4ZBLwBGE1
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MNErxdEw8
「不。」我退後了一步。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZKBlaRHYD
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6q9pyPLQw
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMQ0XgydWz
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cTcWidmGx
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8iiUTVC1z
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBz18daTta
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXIOJUX6Kf
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡludAW714v6
「我......」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKKKXfAFef
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSAHL6LIIV
「不要靠近我！」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKatVU5yFy
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7CehSKTbc
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8x32m4oso
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrzzM9akvD
但是，我卻無法相信自己。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02fqlqCIrV
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「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFaJzmS8lJ
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2wqnaDGXU
「你是傻子嗎！」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMA0nB0BUX
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TnFxclX21
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1fGW9NCLH
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10wblkjxab
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhU2gR9Qwe
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMzQ63YYrU
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgcVlCUu8a
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dpwMNVclo
像烈日的太陽一般。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQbnXG2WAT
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqODzCtPdv8
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRxBGd2KIv
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbqwQunQ5U
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uRUvbBv8o
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXLURaW89p
「我們回家，好嗎。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53Lt4osMu7
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cRtAjHk94
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGwicKyVx7
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqGqGb23pN
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FRI0lzdBy
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我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCxWg1vHlx
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMN1aMGGQ5
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbZT7XM2Y7
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwLuXLLlD9
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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