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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJxUXgDMz2
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『嘩啦——』816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONK1uC3MzF
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「這都下多久了......」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4ye7pTKwk
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibddTw8u3C
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqKAIb5vsW
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx21fvmVjyR
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhZThyrAoj
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvuK7QEfSQ
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPRPPMStZq
『鈴——鈴——』816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ8Zu7ZbIy
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ioYeyO3F2
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYbH1afXNX
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12cTe8DE8I
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XGth7Ochm
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsrDGEd8hF
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKD78DaMJK
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtssbIDMd3
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRO76AYtr9x
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqCrJb7Mr1
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EVSOToAct
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvTAee4vT0
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC8ASkWG2W
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcmNeWuNkZ
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctu2m1hGPt
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1PtNUynQm
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rVG5kiPo5
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqA6OvBkCE
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DUws3VGZk
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1CnfqPIcO
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuvxvP9Eog
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuomVpTsJkz
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmxalgqX2b
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVOeO75bt9
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy2TXmH28N
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6DjSff0qj
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6RO5edcT7
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP8IgMVPBf
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhpenNDB5v
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8l1XKBgfR
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxP6ZJH314
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNqiwT9lLS
「還會痛嗎？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOmyHLiZcR
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfATZ0OjFI
「不會了，謝謝。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Fb72vcm27
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBONjodJ1B
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yveZIojXP
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzralLZ2mS
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZqJeMJVKC
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ3nyJo6dK
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6Gq1wtSte
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaxGKSzp1j
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzJ8u1e7TB
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZg1qadw8G
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBSMNCYTSa
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFtQ85BBCb
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXTp1ApRIk
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqLXbbqM6o
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTALaveiK1
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QcFIs4av8
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDxUGbzZTc
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nYo7MGJCo
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間，我回到了現實。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSu1h6gpFv
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIUHKKr3KP
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkez3cb0UfK
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf0MPBWsW2
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpGaWvehVR
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3MvysCLjm
「也是。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5on52Oa7y
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我只是在逃避。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEEO7zchEn
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfyMWxfZOY
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tsaQkl2lQ
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNVrT1jwHt
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTrGJbTpTa
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡed7Z2YEkrT
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9qEnK852a
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1cMIWqFn8
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
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夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgfMabhxpa
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWl5zvbNYUO
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh32h7gt8bD
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQE6TJZXPWX
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRJos0s3fj
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFU1rbXH4K
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4WDJyuWrP
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDeXUKhgcv
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xlAUlWIQi
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTKhh9NoKU
「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0GuUWmv91
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtE0aJgsAa
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkIK4CoOq1
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LftiAVc8Y
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpJHkVROAI
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqIiQkOszJ
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hvcmUYnLS
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2ydETfH95
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFmFf53Yey
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYdSUUQjcU
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMxAr19s6K
「過來！」他對我喊著。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjogRIx5239
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqMKmSfKLw
「不。」我退後了一步。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecJ60Px4v6
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2BekUzlNZ
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XRGvYjjVp
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh3XMXgJYv
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S4XvTMtoc
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wREfle4rP
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAUCkVJi6N
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfdfbsoNwP
「我......」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbdQ92jk8K
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtRBfOfP6t
「不要靠近我！」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6Y431TRFe
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJqmrVipOf
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0DWOT7NFb
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl6uQi21OJ
但是，我卻無法相信自己。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbRc78MeIB
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqMwn1K3qZ
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zc6Dk7Lz1
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaPF0cnODq
「你是傻子嗎！」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48Aavw6H5J
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gkYGiV6U1
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tnQZbpKdo
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmpBW3o0SE
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUWCuQuGYY
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IvK9N1sfy
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOk3uZ83cN
像烈日的太陽一般。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMHD2w7ld2
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlC7OwrysI
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgrlBi6elX
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXJDqBXbio
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcqoaumpjq
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4b9NR8JHO
「我們回家，好嗎。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zVxs9ctvW
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkxqenJxso
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ODmjQr1HS
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbCqqzJeTU
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqa6xa0m50
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZ2JINFYgq
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cnY1Ramjs
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJCZfTetad
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnIO71fDvC
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbOHJrWROT
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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