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No Plagiarism!K3iduEAwSeHMfz5d0lhUposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!881Please respect copyright.PENANA7vdvDMUx5k
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection877PENANAFH1DGBcsHX 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection877PENANAUsc7ONNP2Z 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAfhrX8p6aEg 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAORQReXVYMe 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection877PENANA1APRclNazG 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAvGQpxoI16M 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection877PENANAIyfV5YDPEZ 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAbpS5CMXDNF 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection877PENANAABodsIHYfo 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection877PENANAjkKwoUOXHi 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAxnUJwtNkaH 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection877PENANA6aCGQqbeeJ 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection877PENANABmTM1QsRmc 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAqS59vSgMnk 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection877PENANA3f2gFUpgaE 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection877PENANAYitgkQ6JXv 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection877PENANA1PWwD2Ttpa 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAKLmBVuXJ3E 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection877PENANAJMSzyt7Z2s 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAJgvVGEdA7E 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection877PENANA3CnPZ8K01f 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAktMdn58Id5 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection877PENANA3UZFb8VHcb 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection877PENANAO9bOrBRqvj 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAAHMAzhCs9o 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAtqqGjNPo7R 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection877PENANA91BFpPv7EM 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAPximD8z7X3 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAn22QnqCYGS 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAUpXQMXaC97 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection877PENANABAefHjXS4J 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAAiM6EmMl4s 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection877PENANA0zCJbKdR86 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAsT1qyZVnQv 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAdDYCwiAJS5 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAHkmY2bxP3L 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAHcl0FfmjnZ 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAJ20spqLtbC 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAkOwyWw6Co3 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection877PENANAeALVBSoxFp 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection877PENANAyDrkYbqH6G 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAYGyDrYQKhs 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection877PENANAwr9HKwEJqg 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection877PENANAneosaZl6BJ 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAxeLlOWOxUG 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAFg7JRhPHex 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection877PENANAgWLEJHI6h4 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection877PENANAn5qWgy32ft 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection877PENANAi4AJSnQRrp 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection877PENANAmozGjDLRbw 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection877PENANAqZREZk5NZ3 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAuoVLxpgzO0 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAT1j8GOXSE5 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAe1To4ShlXk 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAPEgyWI0Ph6 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAq9ybjmHS60 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection877PENANAH2otZchDO9 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection877PENANAdGY6cQax6x 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection877PENANAtZ7ip24Rmq 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAswBNswnxyy 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection877PENANA6D7yybQo8X 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection877PENANAPQmtFMaGii 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection877PENANAvOmEtL5jTp 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection877PENANA32Okm7FxL7 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection877PENANA3Qz2pKCCzh 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAaJSMMaeIZg 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAhqZ7hA5O8N 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection877PENANARf86GdleHB 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAq9kTXEXflP 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection877PENANAmMA8RNYcv6 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection877PENANAx5OUbAafSv 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection877PENANAtE5eBptLok 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection877PENANABTlYPcbU3A 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection877PENANAy0kZtwgqrr 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAaLGtLmOvHc 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection877PENANAudFeeIjxXS 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection877PENANA4MzJFPXlYX 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection877PENANAADfD33YVKS 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAlrQJfkBEgz 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAAcbBTVc0XH 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAotywi7Zo4i 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection877PENANAAxChPDoRGz 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAOYQ8PkSIS5 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAPO1xhaagqW 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection877PENANALzRxVYbXMJ 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection877PENANA9V6sjZxCZR 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection877PENANAA7myp2F4Oi 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection877PENANAIdpyiOmIrG 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection877PENANAiOrAlapWEs 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection877PENANASEKkpmG0Vg 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection877PENANAcxXh8zDQRb 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection877PENANA7QTQ4Ldkc8 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.881Please respect copyright.PENANAzrxi4fZ4To
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