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No Plagiarism!F6oSuaxeWW7ieMtsKoLcposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!849Please respect copyright.PENANAwmva3CFzZt
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection845PENANAP0YtTY6Ikb 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection845PENANABUZdcTzsKF 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAOtpjJgf5hb 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection845PENANA5aRlqgvCnP 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection845PENANAGBjeSQ2lJN 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAftjwhW6hhj 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection845PENANAEKIUCn7HPv 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAG43dlE71wR 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection845PENANAD2XJaz6BAz 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection845PENANA8jM7SnaDlT 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection845PENANA1LQflo7eKa 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection845PENANA5Z9apGYetv 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection845PENANA3o7zdD8RYW 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection845PENANANclaVrdPS7 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection845PENANAzstLpjnIod 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection845PENANAxJBVfJxuy7 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAQ8CAwzG7Ml 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAkMJuf2acRU 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection845PENANAVrQUKZLBmv 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAyBjzhucXb6 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection845PENANAKeRujmSq4R 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAjPWKTioWCA 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection845PENANAvm6rKkk0O7 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection845PENANAmcLIipm36a 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection845PENANARnRCbjWkwE 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAp4gx3UKtLn 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection845PENANACBqt0bXmNz 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection845PENANABVA4jRZiHj 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAmXDARXkH1M 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAYE2W5yCQzy 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection845PENANA2ha7jpq9sQ 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection845PENANA9djg6dfovO 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAHotE5fSrpS 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection845PENANA5EzBw2BlE5 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection845PENANACKhKRy8wu1 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAJlgmmXzH0S 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAbN4BH0SZIm 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection845PENANASJI5vLTmG4 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAgStl3KO7iO 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection845PENANAEjB4MXVrXD 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection845PENANAbcWi1z1feg 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAE6BH9YNEpS 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection845PENANAX8a79Vyoac 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection845PENANAWvSeLaVzT9 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAeLyKsW4h8Y 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAjeo8Vj2C5p 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection845PENANA9pCLxHgaKb 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection845PENANAQoPrskZT3M 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection845PENANAHgiZtL91mj 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection845PENANAqApqTwUrnF 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection845PENANAOYU0j2vRuE 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAQe1hNncxdf 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAombY20mbqJ 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAdETE6VBEzp 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAIXeiPSxk9D 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAyBAcvg0mb5 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection845PENANAmwpfIBjj3Q 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection845PENANAvhPEBkDmLe 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection845PENANAIoJDZ1ANDD 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection845PENANATE2tM1sbys 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAIeAsD21W1w 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection845PENANA5NGkjMVgou 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection845PENANANANHm91c9c 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAyMFWFOG0I2 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAGWnuQvQIlj 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAwQ4PjoDAyd 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAQZwz6xXIKA 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection845PENANAmbNci4KRem 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAaz8JnGHFgR 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection845PENANA6Kuc2mSPRt 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection845PENANAOr1u5jb2T5 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection845PENANAwMAw59T63L 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection845PENANAL0mvvlnBp8 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection845PENANA6ryMcBQuBE 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAP5BWUuXmbF 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection845PENANAY7CuyRJuwC 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAiPhiJBaM8H 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection845PENANASP0vrHROGz 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAdJz62KtBXg 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAmwxcRF0FD6 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAPQEFtfOofo 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection845PENANAJYRpZgofqb 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAiihWdN0YML 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection845PENANABAWeviifr8 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAVhnDlXzFJ4 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAk72oSO4hla 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection845PENANAnJMPu7aBg4 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection845PENANAehiX9vfx1f 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection845PENANAh2saI8jRW6 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection845PENANAWnV62QwOMp 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection845PENANAoyK4hyXpiT 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection845PENANAVK4hoRCZmS 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.849Please respect copyright.PENANA7AMVKhHYN2
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