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No Plagiarism!t1gkFKgTCcGUFOxznm5Hposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!682Please respect copyright.PENANAPZR9g0Xk5h
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection678PENANA3vt8uQxJ4N 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection678PENANAbAh98ovmFa 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection678PENANA7sOYtszQLT 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection678PENANADdaxCuqiZw 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection678PENANAlGSBAXmhr5 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAxRFaRKcfLL 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection678PENANAOXXCJh1J6B 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAyrmKBlGWmE 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection678PENANAMt1ANnlT7X 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection678PENANAqlXeG2uKEu 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAlZ4swrBZZ7 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection678PENANA1MQ06sJiEh 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection678PENANA4LyMsjXNmH 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAA6ZwhNcigs 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection678PENANAfJFr6yCAcc 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection678PENANAx2lW53HTE4 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAIXW0I2inhS 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection678PENANA9K6Y8fyLNP 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection678PENANAf2q2N4hXfn 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAt3f2rghGtl 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection678PENANAsyDFckESTA 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAxThurtUhd3 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection678PENANALIb4lFyT9T 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection678PENANAqOLnzxQTl5 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAEytM424fGE 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAvjW6kONj46 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection678PENANAEcsN3T7tFJ 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAh7G2aM3qRQ 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection678PENANA476mMrJ9xv 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAwSeCKoAK64 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAL7usMomKDD 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection678PENANA2c1jMW2EcS 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAqL9vpMy57C 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAi6TPJ7JGE7 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection678PENANA0LLupKC1hk 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAofck7GP2Hp 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAjYbAyRumJ3 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAeaFoczqIvg 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAkElBjbqU4S 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection678PENANAfEcj3Xrz0K 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection678PENANAHIr4BG2mrA 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection678PENANA09Ssuspg0L 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection678PENANAs0eStbL8T5 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection678PENANAnDfSJ7Nrg4 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAvO0HPrKieF 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAm5g7ndWdmY 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection678PENANA1iCmoe1O13 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection678PENANAEDS266qPPi 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection678PENANAulLllAhNMl 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection678PENANAFWkCYQCxZF 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection678PENANAWJ5EKZOQ1j 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAFl61WUoY4k 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection678PENANASvk3WDV6hV 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAgBgmmpXIZM 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAcabuQANrPy 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAnXWM6ipdIR 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection678PENANA5TlFy7gHpz 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection678PENANAVVcDQVZCTe 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection678PENANAtl6rnQ8EFS 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAX3do99tEpx 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection678PENANATI4L2w2Hzi 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection678PENANAZOUC7jQKJE 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection678PENANAMFRZUyKiKg 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAxKjLS0qg0B 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAph851V8LVx 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAP8NzCK5TWq 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAZMNYozpOv6 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection678PENANAqcmFjfczB4 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection678PENANA4VHaJ5R6A1 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection678PENANAAHJl1jiJ2I 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection678PENANAJhGWF4oVcQ 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection678PENANAepbw5MVdnD 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection678PENANAlwm2AxpTFG 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection678PENANABkFzjEFr1C 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAMzzTX9NbgF 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection678PENANAY5DPPihVPN 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAJ2DreLmKpN 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection678PENANARRyMLIUuWK 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAcG7gCfJtv8 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAooWdofqTiY 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAuz38BhHMAb 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection678PENANAxKMFgmLavt 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection678PENANA8Xu65YDeR7 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection678PENANATsjoq4gm4Y 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAeTVW0esscZ 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAoE24tuDpIg 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection678PENANABjQ8NiMPVc 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection678PENANAfXjT0lHtAd 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection678PENANAJlcohpjQMA 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection678PENANAi0rejhBWHC 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection678PENANASG2OJwOoKp 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection678PENANA5uY39brB7z 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.682Please respect copyright.PENANAV5eQflAGJ8
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