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No Plagiarism!DeJjjkIGjekFFq78cFkpposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!877Please respect copyright.PENANA4WOllZMBB4
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection873PENANAv8ULjfHWKg 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection873PENANAAQvzIUYxIA 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection873PENANApzYTofd0Hv 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection873PENANApvXU0Uculh 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection873PENANAk1EQDpfi8U 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection873PENANADO6TFvM4Lg 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection873PENANAqF69IxLNmW 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAxnSz60tBwc 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection873PENANAC9Zqp2yUP3 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection873PENANAMfEAuWJ8WX 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAY4KBqsej0Z 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAYo1hnFRog2 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection873PENANA0WXvGrfcki 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAOAOWYzU3OP 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection873PENANAVTkhI8neUU 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection873PENANAB8Xx3JGmMG 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAr3Skid6xOB 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAqsBKF5ga8i 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection873PENANABHQiilqiZp 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAEEz4GHlXHy 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection873PENANAadUku1NkNR 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection873PENANA5lmzxeIXyj 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection873PENANAqKdDI81Bnt 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection873PENANAauissZPITx 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAHNmgZztDtL 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAbldvgHK31F 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection873PENANAiut9wOLBjS 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection873PENANA2iYsUjJ70k 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAZQ7pHuSfgc 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAMWSmTd8zVL 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection873PENANA3IN3Qw5S6n 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAg5vJ4CMZtE 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection873PENANASyQiXBxRz2 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAROAsNhXo6y 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAoMkojuV1Qg 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAQSO472MS0F 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAjRQ5q4AefJ 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection873PENANANtwdPI1rpA 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAulqAf2iu0R 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection873PENANAsgvHmoOP0R 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection873PENANAGSUVenJkh4 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAKHgp7fjH2o 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection873PENANA2Udoa7cVsm 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection873PENANAXk05gL0MS9 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAveaucMbjm0 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection873PENANALkRDW5t8CB 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection873PENANAIh72jo1MEl 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection873PENANAFRYjuL2ZHL 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection873PENANARRoU6z43Eg 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection873PENANABtkgQ61MUV 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection873PENANAT9BydzR2Vf 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAxWdWPzj2cu 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAJ3MrzRClKf 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAGEHnidwUAa 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAKBouHRGtLY 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection873PENANA2EFonG1eLV 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection873PENANAbuJprfrBoO 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection873PENANAmrpUYlaRFn 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection873PENANAi0VDhlxZ8T 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection873PENANASAniQf1tns 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAN7HAb1Mhrs 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection873PENANA8PB3F3xkGg 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection873PENANAJNS0fp8tV9 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAO1hAFL4ju4 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection873PENANABi3l4FbGWH 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAlGkkfTsb5h 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAqyr8OjtUHg 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection873PENANA1DWD8uDnnN 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAhdOivxICpu 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection873PENANAR2bovItk44 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection873PENANADiiuuW7Cld 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection873PENANAHGDoJoiIiX 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection873PENANAf1wpx3qF0R 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection873PENANAHa1riUorzT 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection873PENANATsF0q9vh7e 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection873PENANA6lXTJTdp6W 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAqV0vz7G7tc 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection873PENANAP3660kENk6 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAIDqjiDsh82 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAob13VACu9A 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection873PENANA1xmIWPQ5uT 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection873PENANA7yyBP8rufi 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection873PENANANYGZOXeAFr 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection873PENANA24DSMurxm2 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAe1IYD8yXcP 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAIxJYYjUMha 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection873PENANAk5Wjm5AOiN 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection873PENANAM4IxnKJbBv 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection873PENANAiXIHEBx30c 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection873PENANAAs5a80ea2A 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection873PENANA0pK76Dn9Eq 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection873PENANAkqPhjgqgHP 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.877Please respect copyright.PENANAheSCtiaxdl
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