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No Plagiarism!DiFhnGUbKJ9Frumtrxd8posted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!843Please respect copyright.PENANAPOvRt8BZTp
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection839PENANAaA8ZSbOwQF 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection839PENANA85WXFXgDAq 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAuT5x0dDy6p 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAW3SVff1Fq1 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection839PENANAJKBFgc6V5x 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection839PENANA9yt2HfpvTd 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection839PENANAJXq91YOQ0p 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAA5xMbq4jTo 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection839PENANANMRne5oBkC 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection839PENANApMfWcYtbnH 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAXwAPJX6GZZ 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAzmNXdxKgxy 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection839PENANA5D4zdqGDll 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection839PENANA0NtT0ipAtb 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection839PENANAFMhmFFY4Yu 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection839PENANAGgFdMI5Yny 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAAsFoZKM6Jq 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection839PENANApPhQTDrBPC 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection839PENANAHI9rz0mAIY 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAJmGp4bjLQ7 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection839PENANABe0ADOOYu3 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAblrRf3kofG 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection839PENANANce4Umk1QS 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection839PENANAMeY8osfh8S 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAXMc8e0QIer 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAGBRmwZuHlx 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection839PENANAHSD8lp1dFC 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAI5wwPqz0cr 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAfK9cTPdIvA 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAX5rIQVVoJ9 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection839PENANADz4DaCC8GE 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAVdzL5XNjpQ 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAe2vhc47gXS 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAZXXk78Rt5v 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection839PENANANEslRFnQWb 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection839PENANA30InEbNSOQ 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection839PENANA9hGaPTehSX 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection839PENANASiNHnMHT7g 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAqu8pkSD4xu 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection839PENANATd0DBewuJW 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection839PENANAZYfBd92ztC 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection839PENANASpi8uGZuSV 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection839PENANAhLd657pYdE 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection839PENANA7jgHS67831 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection839PENANASFkOqcvlZW 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAUdMSmjiCeS 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection839PENANAo5rDxwm4cW 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection839PENANAOvnBraf8o4 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection839PENANAv1E1YBfFyq 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection839PENANAGwWZkHEaTB 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection839PENANAr2BSFZUv2v 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAReij6evHcI 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection839PENANA1TFGlFe7cw 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAKxXjBbGNwF 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection839PENANANbp8Z6O4p8 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAWSg7u3cg26 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection839PENANAxrL7HrQtD7 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection839PENANAutROgIZ01Q 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection839PENANAkqMxWFIkNz 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAbjRpwVONmN 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAljCqLJeQwI 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection839PENANAlN7JB6YU8F 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection839PENANA8diqLAtcIN 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAF5JFy2VkO3 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection839PENANASq3ptdzGyG 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAIaalvfBNHT 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAzODAbf53ve 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection839PENANAzW640uCxmj 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection839PENANABeFsaZrkEr 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection839PENANA0LpXEmqXav 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection839PENANA4tP8rwk6ME 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection839PENANAsFXtZhmLeC 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection839PENANA0iGpsyEdBJ 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection839PENANAZ0w7kyI0Z5 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAwx8TW6TvmX 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection839PENANAE5PTCbs6Zo 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAiTnyaup1Ik 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection839PENANAqO7VaXdIZ4 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAXiF4ecNut3 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAjZXfsCuGmT 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection839PENANA6ShyAqWuyr 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection839PENANAvqEdzCgZg6 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAOq4bpgWOl8 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection839PENANApOz6cSfrGv 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAMER6yVtGqt 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection839PENANA46i3JCaDBF 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection839PENANAv6xw2zK9Et 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection839PENANAsTImZ6ifrZ 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection839PENANAydKkx1KKGO 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection839PENANAqPiUPwJGaY 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection839PENANAGu8kPxEu8D 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection839PENANAxZfdW7ytp6 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.843Please respect copyright.PENANADzdYz6CRa7
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