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939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpUN9Vil17
逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLqjMkAU4X
難以脫離。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0IulMiLSw
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdIYtdLQjB
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqAxMgWmPJ
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk1Wtowibb
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCsoSGV0kh
「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GCqZVJeaG
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcvKUBzIJg
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PH3GwnPPy
包裝妳的異樣，939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ070rgUIMFb
編織出一道厚繭囚住，939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bHlc6JGwC
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNm8XKAk3f
外表與他人無異。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xRNILfqoW
「這樣的我。」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNzDimp7th
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgknFqMKOsk
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCk8L9yX2G
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbLXt6yPui
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRLYGwtBPJ
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDgzrYLWN5
「將異樣的感受消除。」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPl719t4AG0
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnA9E701IV
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZePmSqTXNG
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZYWbr1YkD
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XQHaPj2FJ
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妳渴望：939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPFsd82TvF
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3sNOIk3tf
「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntO5NZOzHU
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLNE2VJGW3
「一個也好……」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ8cFpWAjH
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPwS5IGVqt
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyKz7BRnYS
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz6fuBsoZ9
深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4nW6p6Hzq
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwVzEhgGsv
「暴露出來。」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTWqtOBygS
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaD5138G82
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiBYUjpTpY
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCpYKBap8R
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0qQhI2ifC
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0e01G8733J
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMONFMuBzM
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSUv8A6nLG
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUHyzhtZfw
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S9Cebd7xW
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASTujjRYpd
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoYnZVMZmp
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwW5FF7Mwzn
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLNgbfJiXn
牽起一絲又一絲，939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXydFUwZ2L4
有粗大、有細小的，939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmdaDWH19G
快樂與憂鬱。
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNuSSTVy8S
「爸爸……我不想努力了……」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw6cHbU25F
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAEyuW4Uqn
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67BYOMrvWB
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPGEN0uLGS
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa7qOQjS6m
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstkvNVsnTw
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEt9SomJOzF
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLqes970ZF
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q9fe0pYMg
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc9qY4ryaR
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEBiNcV7Qg
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshbseTHNXA
四溢出……939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZemNzhMeQY
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiswLCICWO5
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb7M3vNSfw
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0XOK6QQjr
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp0Evm4btL
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrwnkJ6szF
「答案是肯定的對吧？」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JyYToDYPY
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939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhNlsgBznl
視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPNrCnMOBR
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBsPYSxcfi
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLzRaZvkC3
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aEIstXYAK
「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsCLh8S1VS
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12mqnTL5m7
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8AkGFhnY5
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH3rlESUD9
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5jwygQhAW
內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2g1WEoBE2
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtap7dmQiBF
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwG3l0jRmQ
「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUnZ6Oc8KF
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9vxRQJfLF
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tRLZMCW37
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkgjkqjNMp
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz9bV8hV6w
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS9mvPkOkS
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMeIjN7Kob
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36MnkKZaC8
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Ngc81K4i
好像也不怎麼在意了……939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiB8Ff3phu
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyASYJ2FeYu
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYimHNFj2jj
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSq7KHfivQv
而且從內到外的冰冷。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd1cpTTuTx
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO5sWgosmJ
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBnCEzing4
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqROfR6cjcd
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjOaic4VjZ
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFwqqeVpkc
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDwvpK7hRf
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqPV9ZrFAB
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEOX3keT9U
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FHpx8QDtz
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzAJakGjqd
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXNjdKigwh
收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1aZ2Oz44s
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOscxrqNWyk
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDOUA9cksu
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLMGYoWVOn
939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10SgLyxe2h
取出，
心之果實。
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939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ647Bo4sAJJ
終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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