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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3udf8g26Ly
難以脫離。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBTXxmzeAu
毫無去處，不得不。
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBW5J0A2rhr
難以忍耐。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpgjStebGY
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQFiTGHR1b
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34zKz6JoNK
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U9wPgAWnU
「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuGHvZVnOL
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM7oWZ63aw
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWY144yCkv
包裝妳的異樣，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTva9m3aqw
編織出一道厚繭囚住，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCV3CvpIzN
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4xPlmNVnP
外表與他人無異。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI6Rl9H4qj
「這樣的我。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcA6hFom27c
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybEL1gDXJ1
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZw9cJqOjT
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwwMxlWSrH
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCUjvEONwn
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxTHQm8UUU
「將異樣的感受消除。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLLqWnbPj4
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimzRPR7Y1u
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbyxdNGVQ5
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUrySdyPGr
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJUxnQzg2T
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOQDpKNUag
妳渴望：931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRYSp4nYdO
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPj18q5DkCy
「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddJnLi9uf4
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQUEBaHFWG
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931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2wp9okvAk
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9k15YdiZG
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPGPujl4R8
「暴露出來。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76zsNsOTa4
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt28OYYbHPt
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzc8mOkiJ3
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RPi2TKGoi
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLskjVrxkb
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwYw3oCCRC
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNluFy2Uthl
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IYuwPWryq
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgWvnQv1wx
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z0PYWNDaq
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8T9yURd1c
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVObwuuOvi
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KTghM1uVB
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牽起一絲又一絲，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacSGoEYUqU
有粗大、有細小的，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAj5QaE4eX
快樂與憂鬱。
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EvgZc7ePd
「爸爸……我不想努力了……」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqvQEOt4uZ
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWPKPb7zxL
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xKeNQOAQD
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx4MaqwQxz
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg6ZodoTnQ
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNksiO5y5dF
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOETqXg9rjb
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cVTFSxFyq
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA16aTItTZ
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZiQOmMpp3
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh99unKxcuQ
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfDBJR51cy
四溢出……931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidXCZsJpje
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqyE3GebAc
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwyPwClKx2
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3lYSPw2Qe
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgTFBd0LbX
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2FdbepGyH
「答案是肯定的對吧？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4XsRdOQ6K
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpWn2ePDWM
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0usG9jASdZ
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJo86Fd93H
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WFyEXCLmy
「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzgNSo9Xsi
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCGyYV5d2Q
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanNe6jHJZY
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSLT224Vyn
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62zG7hsECw
內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHWmHQbt19
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnqZs0hPgR
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteYYdpeB02
「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FtTXUPHjJ
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QeeGGPP2v
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z0KZwwB4n
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rUOavzqFY
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7ii0aDFCl
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2vqgAYCiG
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1AobArTz3
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QfVBlbxgP
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDiPBioKMO
好像也不怎麼在意了……931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenxFAflxAZ
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PZbnxUKuE
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmWTb0CGLo
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbJcMPLVme
而且從內到外的冰冷。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgLc48Pm90
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C6kHwvPEM
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXXZWwhSof
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYJtQe6frs
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oK2sAewYT
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdKvpYg37Z
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JRn59pcqg
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRocShX15Vf
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ8Otv5qih
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8o6UQeHMK
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO1lMlBonH
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX8K6XIPv8
收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YNc80t5tx
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGE5shM8JU
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNzNO2uJKP
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv1bG2TBw8
取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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