「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP4cN5H8bS
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkUeQGb9ll
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPJkdHLOQ1
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幼小我的父母就離異，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ05HEIBK1
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT14hnllxr1
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對母親的記憶還是有，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU2bzF3zI7
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記得她很常酗酒，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh538n0Fad
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後來的日子，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCnSqIWqZZ
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu8accIKSz
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忙於工作的他，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk3fFnvM8B
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhgHqDuUJW
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到了上課時間再直接上課，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaTYRwQ8kQ
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUp9iGJq5f
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSaEwlVTwA
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ2x9CIOB4
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuzv7YhEip
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKHQgRBdB2
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父親工作的地方不一定，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZkKqbqayk
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輾轉的換了三所小學，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbYWFPXfiP
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajFohSUXHD
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他開始會喜怒無常，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXDBthlVI4
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuTdUVn9Ng
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZaJ6fqi58
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很小我就與異性交往，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKasCdpzoxF
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvIj4FmNVn
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DRQ63g4as
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHLneBuUbS
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我會睡在工地，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNgxacX5pw
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZBeQimG0S
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYKNvXfXhm
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpFWXY623W
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他開始會講貶低的話語，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAtEwgoS8m
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那些原本用來工作的用具，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tNxzktQbo
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdiNgOltG8
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmt9gv4CDRF
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23mn7gIQpg
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PRwYb5ImU
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要我轉告給老師，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXW0ieh3Ue
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IwHmzDB9x
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlONswp6wHi
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4UVcENtY2
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRnmubi6iS
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細細去回想每個片段，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mzNOF1UmF
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDroTskpT3S
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLfmmqJ8Jp
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8XV2TkWtO
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCXVmpxzoK
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3boLJr5lh
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lEbX8ICOz
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVEzhkxZJZ
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvzGaIURS1
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCv22ptxQP
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ctgeaxlXI
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkFCQdRgsf
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正準備吃下第一口時，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kSWLFOF54
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs7UvMa5BP
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6nJRW4NG0
