「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVaSiFTyNN
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QLXHGXbph
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoykATTIRTs
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs33qG9Q4lF
幼小我的父母就離異，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhKF8KutzZ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtA3Jeweb9C
母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM2ie16i34
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeDMydJJGh
對母親的記憶還是有，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeCiV5E0xr
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMsfTQhPSk
記得她很常酗酒，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCjcx1W7hz
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後來的日子，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQfStWGi5o
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9SPo1zI9N
我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rqEPOrXwX
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忙於工作的他，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUZHkwOeSj
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHedLOU5Md7
常常讓我睡在幼兒園，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwNG79vxok
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU4Dx3Ftwa
到了上課時間再直接上課，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHtT0pYmxk
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavx445Dtad
什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLTxKwddgn
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR2PUqGI2b
因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdXRh0NNK7
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dJsEPGISP
所以我總能寄宿在那裡，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDlXwt7SKY
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnYysiFZhp
剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKaHVTR263
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpj61Tn2sz
漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvMzCOudgQ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3W69xVWQ7
父親工作的地方不一定，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyidwI1BPe3
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuQoX85kzp
輾轉的換了三所小學，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpDI4aMUw1
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcs0FsLouxN
以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3mTOaigoh
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvYXxijwe7
他開始會喜怒無常，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsuObLfOji
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MO7WxHHFW
沒來由的找我發脾氣，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWo5XU8fJi
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxblDj5Avv7
下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lBXZl2wp2
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFLfU6nAxt
很小我就與異性交往，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB1WTDDyCS
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQGhmicuoG
試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1gXZDn8cd
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnLhUBA47R
家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQ4IPp8FOA
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7TM8fSc4U
偶爾我也會陪同他工作，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIZ3Bit5fP
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36gTQl9icZ
我會睡在工地，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Uj5LNfOML
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxfrJtUxQX
用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2c00LvU6u
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzgYg7QDui
父親在工作上十分認真敬業，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaiaDPAq0v
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYt8P037H0
委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4t3dOYygjN
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pydBtsnaI
他開始會講貶低的話語，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIFrxSwktz
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscDVH1WfDL
那些原本用來工作的用具，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53aw92TtZ4
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIdNjvJD4m
偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0Vjm1N7dg
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyrlxTuq8c
他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSwewjWNRs
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKleawK515
有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSaxzKoeFd
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJobj0LE5Us
他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5g4rOGj7K
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKXG6qL9Td
要我轉告給老師，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhdrRd4rWr
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGCpfmKfmh
電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB4HPhO4pG
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUFdNW1C0t
老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuaujbIv3k
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfCULUYKxZ
沒過多久被安排進了補習班，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzkyJtg3KI
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFE9Atq3qB8
那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMkQc40nND
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4GNOr2N7B
細細去回想每個片段，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8y7jFX6GmG
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYzYlYS2C7
父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9WHauqBnP
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vst5JhfuS
仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81wQ9EMcsp
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPNuhiGL2P
對他一個大男孩很不容易，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRrU5RLJ9n
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfcBbi1mt4
所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmej91sKMD5
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnylpclvOL
卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NlROD27hn
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMjrkAtGMl
走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLIc0n9qnI
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0INHJOI5oI
我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6q2kCoeqhF
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3HCNDv2j5
打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCdWJK5uxH
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0nKWi7fLJ
是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRzO2aCnJH
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oacuQmniw
還是有很多屬於他的回憶，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiC3RIUjuj
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyBtAufvA0
我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBMPQReG4I
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0soAS6mDBu
正準備吃下第一口時，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmuR2WcLoT
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg6vUVISIw
手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CIwkfyZ1c
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtv7qIli1R9
《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgBPIuklMD
