I didn’t know the person you were when you were703Please respect copyright.PENANAbBtC1ukTmm
thirteen years old, or how life was like703Please respect copyright.PENANAT9VtHfbP3M
when you were six, and I never had703Please respect copyright.PENANAlHJ79Zl3cl
sleepovers where we confessed about our703Please respect copyright.PENANAMQCmgUUTrd
first kiss, or had a shot at being your703Please respect copyright.PENANAKCMn6oQCHG
high school sweetheart, but I feel like I’ve known you703Please respect copyright.PENANAkdTiw4ce9k
my whole life.
I forget that you weren’t there during the years703Please respect copyright.PENANAtPo4ispyB2
I spent trudging between households on weekends703Please respect copyright.PENANAxzPgYDn6iV
and you weren’t someone I could text when I needed703Please respect copyright.PENANAXuYTECb0kE
a distraction; I could have used our stories back then703Please respect copyright.PENANALQeUrkEv7J
when every other weekend was a trip to hell703Please respect copyright.PENANAuvxFRuFgp6
and a survivor story back to heaven.
I forget that we met when I was sixteen years old703Please respect copyright.PENANAs1XSoqlBFR
almost seventeen, and you stayed on a skype chat with me703Please respect copyright.PENANApn7qE5PorG
for six hours where we laughed and talked and did703Please respect copyright.PENANAohVKwyOSnS
other things with each other’s companies. I forget703Please respect copyright.PENANAAN7z15Mowy
that we rushed into things; our relationship703Please respect copyright.PENANAjamN4czA0F
was compromised from the beginning.
Sometimes I think maybe if I’d waited a while,703Please respect copyright.PENANAzH4n2YqAKa
let our friendship run its course, maybe we could have703Please respect copyright.PENANArCRw8YEpgi
been something great. Maybe you could have703Please respect copyright.PENANAgm7xEkWgJD
loved me.
I forget that I never spent nights on sandy shores703Please respect copyright.PENANApErFmVAyde
with you, watching the sunset on those Florida beaches703Please respect copyright.PENANA4FWW56pQ2y
and you’ve never driven through icy roads703Please respect copyright.PENANAKTC4KM2XE2
or built snowmen on porches.
I forget that we come from different places, so often I703Please respect copyright.PENANAjIj6Fqr6qZ
have to remind myself that you’re not just703Please respect copyright.PENANAlarog2hdc5
twenty minutes away; more like703Please respect copyright.PENANAhzOtLJsGFD
two days worth of driving, and too much money703Please respect copyright.PENANAnDO9cWjAxG
to fly.
I forget that you haven’t spent my entire life703Please respect copyright.PENANA5rQq7EeAl3
by my side, holding my hand, guiding me towards703Please respect copyright.PENANAwQBFwIZLBM
brighter times, and even when you make me cry703Please respect copyright.PENANAoMn2VADTwR
I don’t regret you. I couldn’t regret you,703Please respect copyright.PENANAkQYFulXTcW
not when you still make love flood me from703Please respect copyright.PENANAppO6biZxne
head to toe, and I know, you can’t love me the way703Please respect copyright.PENANAhvC0iGud5V
the love I have overwhelms me, tugs me through life703Please respect copyright.PENANA6u3PZysJSy
almost blindly, because well, it’s not quite passion but703Please respect copyright.PENANA1og3s7aWSg
it’s something, and it’s not quite romance703Please respect copyright.PENANAuxOgLutLuw
but it’s something so intense I can’t stand it.
But I forget, sometimes703Please respect copyright.PENANA6S2TOXLj76
that we’re like on two different planets703Please respect copyright.PENANAcjrKl3wQQJ
and it’s impossible to meet up when there’s703Please respect copyright.PENANAkZhwskwoNd
an entire galaxy between us.703Please respect copyright.PENANAT5z5BLjW7R
And I wonder, sometimes, will we ever703Please respect copyright.PENANAKRxflPXBUp
make it?