「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNdieM8hE7
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFOOL5I1CM
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnIpG9dvHV
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幼小我的父母就離異，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOu7xIhfqg
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdscUiuysYn
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對母親的記憶還是有，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPcihFyzE2
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記得她很常酗酒，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ilFmPEos4
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後來的日子，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae43J2mtvk
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSomgu3Czeh
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忙於工作的他，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC2RAOr7qU
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw3sML1NMm
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到了上課時間再直接上課，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqunyV8DXFH
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom3IbLLm49
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjWbO66oJy
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D4HmiJ7Ul
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAWwDAprPR
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8ibknWCbr
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父親工作的地方不一定，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTJrgszxVe
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輾轉的換了三所小學，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7lzlHwgHc
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnxx4Rx5TO
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他開始會喜怒無常，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyvLjCUv6S
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EmbQLbSYE
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEkRWPWpeT
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很小我就與異性交往，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkcfHGAjBx
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o0VuTUdnj
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0o1us2nWa
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0yNYkL7wQ
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我會睡在工地，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC32ANnev8j
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPLGURUtSF
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDxBrIuZCV
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENJ56oIyWV
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他開始會講貶低的話語，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItvZHTrThC
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那些原本用來工作的用具，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtR27CZNna
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFdMNOiFOg
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpORRNQO35
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGolrMfS0u
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpgn4Y9Bvt
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要我轉告給老師，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OLNTfSgGc
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNuE9vQVVA
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB9LYgh7YZ
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9nq2QC28U
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrdZHow3yJ
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細細去回想每個片段，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbJRQfFO4C
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8dsdiBGce
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LycZSHHlM
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1APLAccgq
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkvl6eFXu2
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTKtZ25wiR
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOyDVvKslN
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaT0iQbXV6
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrL8x819WT4
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCiJfBFUsn
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSMFzDyZQJ
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXnYiu9ni5
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正準備吃下第一口時，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BthOnP5nE
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVF0BmdfBc
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtxiBipf5X
