我想活下去....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlfBY4ywka
所以...好想流血.....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJKmbBb35c
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjvLa1Ujs5
明明流多了就會死....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRItkDxQrX
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EwvHo9Hav
可是又不是....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA4IC0UgOE
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUjOKWsEoh
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jsfbPO87T
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bbipzhQsI
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbPTFjeReN
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlP7ujL6ay
睡在過去中一睡不醒774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqPspW2OfF
明明心裹得清楚...774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H3uWas8Ni
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtO39a9jyA
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRrAco18zR
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QahUeL9z4
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonakh55ovu
好討厭自己...774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA1s84qV2f
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxjf6VguvK
自殘就像吸毒774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugjB0Irusz
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j4EzkRH3e
既害怕又讓人不能停止774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWS2P88Il9
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBIX0oRdft
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLUeWE1IXd
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSWZi66q36
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhIC5DyjtJ
想死又想活下去774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrHSe0muiM
想流血但不想受傷...774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCtIUbRtFc
怕痛但沒感覺....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRtFrPpCiO
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISTF6Gmqfo
血流多少也不夠....774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrgZFlULVn
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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