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I remember exactly where I was8964 copyright protection180PENANAHxI8KOc9UL 維尼
when I realized what happened.8964 copyright protection180PENANAegxCfq51rp 維尼
The water fountain next to my boss’s office 8964 copyright protection180PENANAuAPnVTTUHj 維尼
shared that moment with me.8964 copyright protection180PENANAzQeHuaN2Y6 維尼
While a small piece of my sanity melted8964 copyright protection180PENANAoP8V4TO5Zw 維尼
the fountain never moved.8964 copyright protection180PENANAOOG78p90pv 維尼
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The melted pile of goo8964 copyright protection180PENANANsMHPx0MOI 維尼
was hidden away.8964 copyright protection180PENANAU4vYAbPLrX 維尼
The same place where I stuffed memories8964 copyright protection180PENANAw3ZEZpMg5v 維尼
of that day.8964 copyright protection180PENANAgxCxE73dxg 維尼
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I remember exactly where I was8964 copyright protection180PENANAZpjWGz8cZy 維尼
when I told myself it didn’t happen.8964 copyright protection180PENANAbsJTj0WmAr 維尼
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To make sense of what happened8964 copyright protection180PENANAiin3A2IBoS 維尼
I sought out other men,8964 copyright protection180PENANAQgg1SKNhZW 維尼
and waited for it to happen again.8964 copyright protection180PENANAum37G4c0E9 維尼
I chose the most vile and abusive men,8964 copyright protection180PENANAFvcTFRPANd 維尼
because in my broken brain if they did 8964 copyright protection180PENANA8Bec02wVQS 維尼
that to me then it was normal.8964 copyright protection180PENANAOvMrcvtLLg 維尼
If they hurt me the way he did,8964 copyright protection180PENANAKpReUYAIH1 維尼
then what happened wasn’t rare.8964 copyright protection180PENANAgP76lJD0oS 維尼
Then I wouldn’t have to admit something had happened.8964 copyright protection180PENANAnHJL6bV7d5 維尼
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They hurt me in other ways8964 copyright protection180PENANAiCOPmKEBgC 維尼
but never the way I thought they would.8964 copyright protection180PENANABkEu7pacOe 維尼
By trying to rationalize this one trauma8964 copyright protection180PENANAp2mZSqoVJj 維尼
I created so many more.8964 copyright protection180PENANARawtx09Xxm 維尼
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The hours I spent in backseats of cars8964 copyright protection180PENANAoguPwPoHZB 維尼
or time I spent on my knees8964 copyright protection180PENANASQ9mj96OPt 維尼
are pieces of me I can’t ever get back.8964 copyright protection180PENANAJKudPHs7MO 維尼
I know from experience how little support8964 copyright protection180PENANAagGMaUJ7i9 維尼
a cardboard box has8964 copyright protection180PENANArC3j0Jz4mp 維尼
and how grimey the underside of a bathroom8964 copyright protection180PENANAHgfIH0QUvz 維尼
sink is.8964 copyright protection180PENANAVquuGa9Psv 維尼
I let sweaty middle-aged men climb over me8964 copyright protection180PENANA17imJD1br2 維尼
while I blankly stared at mirrored ceilings8964 copyright protection180PENANAKhoYPSDLke 維尼
because I told myself I deserved it. 8964 copyright protection180PENANAmlIBvd1E2k 維尼
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Moments of realization will8964 copyright protection180PENANASL2wiG9gIS 維尼
come to me when I least expect it8964 copyright protection180PENANAqtX3W0lLKQ 維尼
Driving, and thoughts of8964 copyright protection180PENANAOYBN0PdKXZ 維尼
“my rapist was in my house”8964 copyright protection180PENANAPSJmQhGi1b 維尼
distract me.8964 copyright protection180PENANAbcg0YIbUc3 維尼
Washing dishes, and my brain chirps8964 copyright protection180PENANAfuiXuWMg8E 維尼
“he helped your grandparents move a shelf”8964 copyright protection180PENANAeE3sqkujAu 維尼
showering, and all I can see8964 copyright protection180PENANABAw2h2vxod 維尼
are faces8964 copyright protection180PENANAjvQLStlMfa 維尼
An endless cycle of regret8964 copyright protection180PENANAH5epPFur20 維尼
Everyday my brain resurrects 8964 copyright protection180PENANAoUGc0bTBiW 維尼
a new ghost to haunt me8964 copyright protection180PENANAs4g45O09Qe 維尼
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Your way of thinking will change.8964 copyright protection180PENANAxth8S2VSOn 維尼
No one talks about that.8964 copyright protection180PENANAW1JdfXSS40 維尼
You’ll realize it too late8964 copyright protection180PENANAUu5BtRpXwn 維尼
and it’ll be another thing you’ve lost. 8964 copyright protection180PENANAWdH1QfDi2w 維尼
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There’ll be a joke8964 copyright protection180PENANAabhhQ988ro 維尼
someone always makes one8964 copyright protection180PENANA2imv01lr4k 維尼
and it’ll take almost breaking 8964 copyright protection180PENANAzbD7R3Ap8L 維尼
your teeth8964 copyright protection180PENANAcOdCzHjsGs 維尼
to stay quiet8964 copyright protection180PENANAfS0dgyjnxc 維尼
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This thing that happened to you8964 copyright protection180PENANA4TPp3IUXP2 維尼
is used as a plot twist in movies.8964 copyright protection180PENANAFkS3McaP4h 維尼
You’ll have this weird8964 copyright protection180PENANAtkVZLORlEu 維尼
understanding or knowledge8964 copyright protection180PENANAppgyWovWeK 維尼
that the rest of the audience won't. 8964 copyright protection180PENANAhFoUydqZHs 維尼
“I get why they froze.”8964 copyright protection180PENANA0g2rxTwqwm 維尼
”The shower made sense.”8964 copyright protection180PENANAkooZcFNmLo 維尼
”I didn’t say anything either.”8964 copyright protection180PENANAARSsoFWki0 維尼
“Zoning out is normal.”8964 copyright protection180PENANAXHAuRKQ6tv 維尼
“Ah, the random crying stage.”8964 copyright protection180PENANAfMo2e4JHaM 維尼
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People might not understand8964 copyright protection180PENANA9I46k1rSPM 維尼
why you connected to someone8964 copyright protection180PENANABTkxuX9b77 維尼
with ten minutes of screentime8964 copyright protection180PENANAR31XadBEAT 維尼
or some side character8964 copyright protection180PENANAj1Ba17yfF6 維尼
(but you’ll know)8964 copyright protection180PENANAnAw6t1IBLl 維尼
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No one cares8964 copyright protection180PENANAkWEUxyiE7u 維尼
I mean that genuinely 8964 copyright protection180PENANAmjOh8a5Nsk 維尼
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You may get help, justice, or pity8964 copyright protection180PENANA2dmDM1CCu5 維尼
but that only lasts for so long.8964 copyright protection180PENANAXT6hacdQgq 維尼
The world moves on8964 copyright protection180PENANAlpy6Eq021g 維尼
with or without you.8964 copyright protection180PENANAT02ATkja45 維尼
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Eventually you have to stop8964 copyright protection180PENANA16ivGUg4i9 維尼
mentioning it8964 copyright protection180PENANANGFT60R7fc 維尼
or you’ll get left behind.8964 copyright protection180PENANANT8Wex31PA 維尼
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I called ten offices8964 copyright protection180PENANAkZIfrrDEPm 維尼
there were no openings8964 copyright protection180PENANAd0tuAQsdKu 維尼
when I was finally ready8964 copyright protection180PENANAvivFY4MSn2 維尼
to tell my story8964 copyright protection180PENANAi6y2MPGuLN 維尼
there were no ears8964 copyright protection180PENANA5XDhAvFyMI 維尼
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I have to remind myself8964 copyright protection180PENANAUHVt58Hoac 維尼
to call him what he actually is8964 copyright protection180PENANAHEGs0hBdOp 維尼
a rapist8964 copyright protection180PENANAuRy3pxwYHE 維尼
Monsters are the things from fairy tales8964 copyright protection180PENANASWQmGgpIss 維尼
that show us darkness can be defeated8964 copyright protection180PENANANRBSLhyiT2 維尼
Fantastical beings born into evil8964 copyright protection180PENANAYxEzdJykmN 維尼
He chose it in that moment8964 copyright protection180PENANATlvtlP7RyY 維尼
and there wasn’t a sword for me8964 copyright protection180PENANAwXuLj544Cl 維尼
I have to remind myself that he was nothing more than a man8964 copyright protection180PENANAyM0DHrEUBy 維尼
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You can’t get raped in you’re not having sex.8964 copyright protection180PENANA5kntHlbT1r 維尼
So they don’t teach you about it.8964 copyright protection180PENANALcf97lgQWO 維尼
Now that you know nothing 8964 copyright protection180PENANAEA5ZPUFeMe 維尼
how do you tell crime from nature?8964 copyright protection180PENANAwP00NhZsto 維尼
You don’t.184Please respect copyright.PENANAphbYd9SArn
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You learn about it in secret.8964 copyright protection180PENANA9mwyck40CS 維尼
On darkened screens where predators lurk8964 copyright protection180PENANA4As0Aikx8a 維尼
and you get desensitized. 8964 copyright protection180PENANAPBGTxwVcll 維尼
Violence=love8964 copyright protection180PENANAXeepdZRYdi 維尼
or so the internet says.8964 copyright protection180PENANAAU0OyfZCDx 維尼
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So when something violent happens you think everythings normal.8964 copyright protection180PENANA5e7wIP0zmp 維尼
It takes years to figure out what went wrong.8964 copyright protection180PENANAWavVKkz2gP 維尼
You blame yourself,8964 copyright protection180PENANAvGujW1I5eE 維尼
for not realizing it sooner.8964 copyright protection180PENANAdIlbFBAS9a 維尼
They blame you,8964 copyright protection180PENANAcR0eahUM3b 維尼
because how could you have been raped8964 copyright protection180PENANAYOOyh816dG 維尼
if you’re not having sex?8964 copyright protection180PENANA31YsOGGsD2 維尼
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I vilified myself8964 copyright protection180PENANAtkVPf8M9Kn 維尼
ruined my own background8964 copyright protection180PENANAEnQ9Z6Nb5Y 維尼
lied to myself8964 copyright protection180PENANAxmDjGr0QiC 維尼
why would anyone believe me8964 copyright protection180PENANAStRE7BSaqT 維尼
if I didn’t for years8964 copyright protection180PENANAzKG9dNawke 維尼
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Seven years.8964 copyright protection180PENANA1mvKoGSvpn 維尼
That’s how long I sang8964 copyright protection180PENANAE14RYNVikS 維尼
my song of denial.8964 copyright protection180PENANAd8CsCTXfD8 維尼
That could have been years8964 copyright protection180PENANA3Jrr8ufHY5 維尼
of therapy, moving on,8964 copyright protection180PENANAhyzA1xWOfE 維尼
or at least acceptance.8964 copyright protection180PENANAjOCsosytNq 維尼
Seven years8964 copyright protection180PENANAgO34WSUoFw 維尼
spent fighting myself8964 copyright protection180PENANAFzNucxvLfT 維尼
while the real monster8964 copyright protection180PENANAzlxnekvlpo 維尼
roamed free8964 copyright protection180PENANAr4oFCkrSEY 維尼
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