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一季永遠記得高中畢業典禮後，他與旭在長椅上的畫面。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFoBHFFgn7
旭拉開啤酒拉環，瑩白的泡沫湧出，在午後的陽光下閃閃發光。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAGWuT8k1z
旭喝了好大一口，然後遞給一季。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoRDO9ksAy
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一季垂著睫毛紅了臉，摸著杯緣，思索著該說些什麼－－－17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfuNiJfAg1
他們都還太年輕了，不曉得怎麼面對別離。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOLVUmzb6T
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高中三年他們幾乎是膩在一起過的，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBJQbH3aIL
便當、作業、抑或煩惱，什麼都彼此分享。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzjuIgrFuI
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一季在球場上總是長傳給旭，讓旭跳起來射籃——17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfUm17kJYA
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeqBnPaG6G
他傳球，然後靜靜站著，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4GvoZZI6z
充滿信心地注視那穿梭的背影，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrdl9Ica0W
一季知道旭不會讓他失望的，旭肯定能夠得分。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZRGifBaS0
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU5tXYmrwk
一季在家裏並不快樂，他有一個會揍人的父親，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78bEfSjjpQ
從不打他，而是打他的母親。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZDykPIWbV
用極其刻薄的話刺激妻子，惹得妻子反擊，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnGD5kJ2Ej
再以此為藉口，狠狠將對方往死裡打，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZA0VjplJf
從樓上打到樓下，門裏打到門外，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJOEv5xuWw
一季在的時候會嘗試護著媽媽，但他總得上課。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmev9PN6tD
他在課堂上往往心神不寧，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF54KUBnGDh
擔憂回到家，母親身上是否又多了一些傷。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18e6mObEBk
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9kC25hFH7
十幾年來母親斷了七根肋骨，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvFqvktJOD
兩次手指，一次腦震盪。左眼視力受創。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqTGS4l3OU
好幾次一季發現母親倒臥在血窪裡，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJu0g14cRU
他會打給住在附近的旭，兩個高中生，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1e9ejNz3Ax
齊心合力把一季的母親護送就醫。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRyaxwQcL1
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1hAbN74Fb
為了一個完整的家庭，母親總拒絕報警。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a14Hfy9hd
她對一季低語：為了一個完整的家庭，我不會遺棄你的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7M4GAp8b4v
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZbbXZhnMB
啊就是這句話這擁抱讓一季無比憂傷，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclZl0oxxhN
他在病床前垂頭坐著，任由母親撫摸頭髮，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZfpW9rfvA
淚水靜靜流淌。一季絕望地對母親說：妳能不能不要再隱忍？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiOLLbLbel
然後他感到旭的手，溫柔的放在他肩膀，像輕輕縫補靈魂的傷。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLaDEpk1sS
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg61xVy1i9
一季已經記不得了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8oPuDdDDj
什麼時候開始同學變得無可替代。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkgTLHzhTD
好像是高中的某一天，母親終於決意離開，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6WSKSwsIO
時間是某個冬夜。一季在準備考試，母親提了行李箱來，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gNhpO4Fxi
一季聽見背後傳來母親的聲音，她說：「一季，我要走了。你好好保重。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJAOx9i1k0
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJB7JIe6JFm
一季沒有回頭，他怕這一回頭，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgE4Alz6Ih
母親就因為捨不得而走不成，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAivb43eypB
也怕自己會露出，被遺棄的孩子那樣悲傷的表情。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Up46QQomD
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10RBOymy3j
他只是靜靜地整理上課筆記，然後回了母親一句：「妳也保重。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yrNdgA6cJ
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr61RyUO5FS
他聽見房門關上聽見腳步走遠，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEYdyV7KwE
等回過神來的時候，筆記本上盡是被淚水糊開的原子筆痕跡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzt1jzQoYU
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mIHdybRce
一季匆匆開了窗戶，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7fFw2JoYr
從二樓望著母親在雪街上越走越小的身影，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOchVkdgRiu
雪太大了，一定是雪下得太大的緣故，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsps3e3YYb3
一季眨著睫毛漸漸看不清楚，眼前一切都陷入了模糊。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkkTNQIRtT
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IYg5jpAWL
一季那一晚翻來翻去睡不好，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj8NRN0WMS
他穿了拖鞋就跑到旭的公寓前面按鈴。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyXYS1BDOx
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB76vNSrP9B
旭開了門，什麼也沒問就讓一季進了房，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67F15SiG56
拿熱毛巾把朋友滿臉的雪水擦乾。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GOmmXljvC
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bxlmFNm1X
一季把臉埋在毛巾內，久久沒說話，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SyezGvJkH
旭坐著，坐在他身邊，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQOjtLiI7m
過了一陣子，又把手圈在一季肩膀上。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4bxT4CSQ1
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPYsQ4o6su
他發現一季在發抖。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDejDYyNEFK
又或許是在哭呢？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFattuwH6xf
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所以旭把頭靠在一季的頭旁邊。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYHb2MNWDA
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8Lwph16Lo
一季感覺對方的瀏海散落下來惹得他有些癢。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdqNa4OXQ0
就忍不住拿下毛巾笑了，笑容很苦，苦得彷彿隨時要哭。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WhHuTlICm
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKGr0xuNP8
那一夜他們睡在地板上。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9wYrjtgfV
凝視貼在房間天花板的螢光星星，有一搭沒一搭談話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfSY0ZAuzR
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt1AZ9g1Xw
從此一季知道自己心裏有一塊柔軟的地方漏了縫，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnxgcsbQ4d
旭的笑容與光輝佔據得越來越多。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgW6nlAFtv4
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiAyq5z31V
他們大學考在不同地方，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q62ZLi0Nu
一季想著這件事總有一天要說。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Tab4nV0wb
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2g7imieFd
他想著，拖了又拖。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2jQmk4CAJ
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZMxIknGUA
最後在畢業典禮後，那個長椅上，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYPrwhgNm3
那個啤酒泡沬香味的午後，一季轉頭，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4rxTctUMB
告訴他的朋友，告訴旭：我想我喜歡你。很喜歡很喜歡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBavm8WWTkt
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOSz7HFajy
一季說到後來簡直抬不起頭。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzPjg4LHD3
好像喜歡上朋友這件事情是很難為情的、羞恥的事。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO5QU065QV
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2KWk012rh
旭聽了燦爛地笑出一口白牙：一季我也喜歡你啊。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HLTmR0FCw
我想我們這一生都會是好朋友。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpru8cU3uiR
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TPQafZypc
一季聽了就像被響雷打了一記，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqgcTvE0ml
他忽然發覺自己的喜歡跟旭的喜歡，大不相同。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSl7LGyr2VV
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdeTAAr2uZ
他臉色發青，很慢很慢地點了點頭，默默喝手中的啤酒。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSH4bKs1VCO
他不喜歡這滋味。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwktuQifzVG
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那麼苦澀，那麼令人難堪。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HruSRnfVw
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8TeU6D3FT
從此之後他們很少連絡了，大學，接著是出社會。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTc2UBsmUZ
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpHMyS3e4i
一季談了幾次無結果的戀愛，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflEQWHnx22
和女人，也和男人。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeKQQaOmxL
他深夜被圈在男人臂彎裏的時候，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuqPm6xn9p
總會想起母親離開那一夜，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67SxonzJN4
他與旭僅僅是躺著，漫無邊際地聊天。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Lnwp9oX7Z
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc3twqUckt
卻比任何肉體關係都令一季感到親暱。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxk2DY3otE
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgE0LEKPLO
他們再次見面是在高中同學會。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8bSksGAGV
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf2XdrCcLo
大家都是社會人士了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPC95UzIL3
長大的旭，朝同學們一一遞出訂婚宴的邀請卡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMtwQqiZLZ
旭與一季四目交接的時候，一季幾乎想找個地洞鑽下去。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9kFvLuzhB
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QHNPlTqrg
旭一下子握住了一季的手腕，緊的令他發痛。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEE6upwJiRe
他說：一季，好久不見，你瘦了許多。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83JtcvwrnI
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpbkGI5PQ7
一季被迫坐在旭的旁邊，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRSUVdnJPs
他還不習慣看到彼此穿西裝的模樣。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2tWTSSDqc
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIphNAK72gx
大家都變得成熟了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIUjSooav5
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxICxnRxpq5
某些人發胖，某些人禿頭，某些人憔悴，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5TCvO7tgf
某些人甚至已經死亡或失去聯絡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE91ObR4mPN
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV195515Hn
但旭，還是那個旭，光輝沒有絲毫減弱，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEu7dZ7Vdj
一季在他身邊冷汗直流，頭暈目眩。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH5pR9C4bb
面對那溫暖的笑容令一季隱隱疼痛，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgVljuYsDJ
捏著手裏的訂婚宴邀請卡，一季知道，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWD2MHgEX9
眼前的男人已經預備好和他所愛的女人組成家庭。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOpG2QD6pf
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rJvd9gwe1
他們之間的路再度分得更遠了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj8DeHuwxo
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsI0Dap3vhA
一季對婚姻有一種近乎恐懼的冷感症。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEoiOIOdQL
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXJwv5cDNv
或許他害怕自己成為父親那樣的男人，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlmdQjakzB
害怕看到一個妻子一個母親的絕望與離開。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVeGIdkI3j
他沒辦法對那種夢一般的承諾下注。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D5WJfXoxJ
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfKH6nnC1P
大家圍繞著旭敬酒，很快地準新郎就被灌得醉意十足，動也沒辦法動了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglaubXoGM7
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhA7EYGMzRE
聚會結束後，一季本來想幫旭叫計程車，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1z0kt1I2R
但看到趴在自己膝上睡得亂七八糟的男人，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaVKI24Wi8
他心一軟，最後攙扶著過去的好友上了自己的車。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjxrjEbj4z
旭咕噥著廉價旅館的地址與房號，就在副駕駛座上睡死了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ9gQ3TwpM
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIZnE0shKw
一季開得很慢，他很珍惜這次短暫相聚的時光。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSis7mMpfy
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkJu41TFGw
他想他沒辦法去參加訂婚宴的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOLvHf2KTX
那會令他太難受。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAsebTKg0y
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoa7CeBXyy
其實一季自己也感到意外。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3ZwF0zQ2A
許多年過去了，針扎似的失落感卻深刻依舊。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tc7VQVYL3
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXoEyRrNLF
飯店裏一季放了人本來就想走，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVUzAAFYG2
可他聽見旭說了一句話。就那簡單的一句話，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQvI4qPNra
把他釘在了當場。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrhz8aRsPr
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphvVOoKnB5
旭睜著紅絲的眼，說：記得畢業典禮那天，你對我說了什麼嗎？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWqJpkNyRw
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdbIJ7AUq1
一季狼狽得不知該如何是好，怔怔地傻在當場。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwraXnyJrnd
他記得，當然記得。怎麼可能會忘。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOxhJUHzUS
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCSv0ZbzSv
「那時我們都還那麼年輕。我不知道該答你什麼，最後說了違心的話。對不起。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1MCfzLxnW
旭坐起來，定定望著一季慌張的眼睛，他說：其實我是愛你的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4M82EPppc
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmflAnhqYn4
一季感到一陣昏軟幸福，但他並沒有因此被迷惑。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreZEpipkgf
他不再是當初的高中生了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7QThbIppb
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVWvVXL20O
一季祇是靜靜坐回床上，坐在旭身旁，像高中時代那樣。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkTHemDqv4
他點了一根菸，然後也為酒意衝腦的旭點上一根。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuj1rcx6PeD
就著繚繞的煙霧，讓心情沉澱。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIxqt37CBG
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「可怎麼辦呢。現在說什麼都太晚了。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoC3WT47Xn
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一季緩緩笑了，笑容落寞：「你終究要，終究是要走開的......」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrU8Fcu0IQ
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和我母親一樣。一季低著眼簾感傷地想。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcoO5Ix9sV
他捻熄了菸。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK02cInUHxu
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旭忽然就吻了他。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8O6pXCKel
吻了一季閃躲不及的臉頰，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VfTnhctTH
而後是因驚訝而微張的唇，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctknrFvA01
這個吻來得太倉促，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg7d6FhI5M
一季腦袋一片空白根本不知該如何是好。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxCrd13wqa
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他覺得這樣不大好，對旭的未婚妻不公平，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsuwUGBWWF
可是他又想，倘若擁有過一次美夢——17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38qa2Im9GJ
僅一次就好，或許他就可以擺脫那無止盡的午夜夢迴，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZD7lPhEaEr
反覆又反覆出現的，畢業典禮的畫面。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2eeUVevRN
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他就像著魔似地開始回應旭的吻，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SKw3ju9td
並且彼此推脫衣服，脫成赤條條的兩個人。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSJML23yH4
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbxTRP7Aqt
一季不是第一次與男人做，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSymx5EGyU
他引導略顯生澀的旭，如何潤滑並進入他的身體。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGgWqciMpx
他們汗涔涔地擠壓在一起，肉體緊繃似鋼，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nIiThQ7A5
肌膚如同火煉，旭的汗落在一季胸膛，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzErvF1qwt
像燭淚，一點一點地燙出心上的疤。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPBqU6nRuy
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozUAL3donf
一季覺得自己正逐漸崩解逐漸渙碎，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5f1mjIGld
他將自己敞開到最大，發出不知羞恥的亢奮呻吟，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJc8RDEWZb
並緊緊地扣住旭蠻橫的臂膀。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhaY2Xu0Co
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如果一季是柴薪，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp2BXTx1By
那麼他已經被推入那一生一次令他成灰的爐火，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJcGitWmYD
他嚐過了這滋味，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7VDVwBlFc
就徹底明白過去的將來的每一夜都將因此失色。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjumW4vJdPA
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那令他極度顛慄也令他極度絕望。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKIYPeNoKO
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在旭操他的時候，他握緊了自己勃起發疼的陰莖，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalquH40oGF
一季怕自己太投入會因此發狂，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1Pi3rnlt0
他張開嘴，吐不出完整的一句話，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5ySF6SwkW
他只是低聲喚著旭的名字，反反覆覆，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcaCrDrXaL
就讓旭渾身發燙。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZTso01Rjj
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旭發了狠地抱著他，抱得彼此一身紅印，大汗淋漓——17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vrcmvfJD2
好像死過了一次又返生，那樣虛弱那樣酥麻。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ04bshcxY
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他們像春情初動的青少年，整夜交纏，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4v4hbMM3a
用掉了好幾個保險套，最後筋疲力竭地倒在飯店地毯上。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbPzok0D1Y
額頭靠著額頭，瀏海散亂，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxseH7QbST
四肢交疊地昏沉睡去，陷入深邃的夢境裏。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oLVzdLrMx
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隔天一季醒得很早，他沖了涼，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0dJVrGTjy
把自己打理得乾淨整齊。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB1fk3d3QW
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旭也醒了，有些宿醉，但也還好。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNujzO4QdJ
走到浴室刷牙洗臉，拆了一次性刮鬍刀，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvGSjJHSoJ
就開始處理下巴上冒出的鬍渣。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl506Q8hZSg
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除了垃圾桶與床上的凌亂，似乎什麼都不曾發生過。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmY7tCmRU8X
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpk4uiNuhe
一季跟旭告別，他說：訂婚宴，實在是沒辦法去了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM13C6KNAq
旭也不強留，他點了點頭。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVMgIV7IF5
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一季唇角動了動。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rOQhvSt38
他想了想。該說些什麼好？又好像什麼都不該說。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrexYJpNvLF
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最後他竟吐出母親離開他時說的話：「我要走了。你好好保重。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4WpL9xvzF
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就這麼一講完他就後悔，因為他覺得很想哭。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ763vor5xR1
很想很想。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKOvG0VfvH
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所以一季急急地就走了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2p7Q4KT59K
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旭似乎在背後迫切地回答了什麼，但門板關上後，什麼都沒了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu87sAQBIA
安安靜靜的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmcX75gx6H
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或許旭的回答，也和當初面對母親離開的自己一樣吧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAEmUjvNnG
一季這麼猜想。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoJmaOUGfo
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一季在電梯裏看著樓層一層一層往下，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmj9rZQRlA
他覺得自己也一層一層變得斑駁疲弱。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAgjiAtFJI
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASbazUpzUN
或許生命本該如此，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTP40NPY0R
經過了種種挫傷變得越來越荒涼。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpx80uHzbd
於是心底就生滿了人高的草。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyfr0T9pdj
蒼蒼茫茫。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfZb1NOUle
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一季不知道他們之後還有沒有機會見面了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdxqcDDdSj
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimBpCbv1rl
但他想，如果時間隔得再久一些，多年以後。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsPMf6AIeT
那時他應該是笑得出來的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQr6ynzQqfA
能足夠堅強，17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZo4Li8MIh
微笑著問候他深愛過的朋友。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFr1hbgGE7t
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問候旭一聲：你還好嗎？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYs1fdRvim
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在多年以後。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIt8PTG17IU
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