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一季永遠記得高中畢業典禮後，他與旭在長椅上的畫面。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQP9r704EN
旭拉開啤酒拉環，瑩白的泡沫湧出，在午後的陽光下閃閃發光。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENcpsQDFJ7
旭喝了好大一口，然後遞給一季。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhLdklxy1f
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一季垂著睫毛紅了臉，摸著杯緣，思索著該說些什麼－－－19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YwVTiVsk2
他們都還太年輕了，不曉得怎麼面對別離。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIBgBQkhir
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高中三年他們幾乎是膩在一起過的，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4sFT1gHTF
便當、作業、抑或煩惱，什麼都彼此分享。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNtugz6JYP
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一季在球場上總是長傳給旭，讓旭跳起來射籃——19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvGqxUQm09
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他傳球，然後靜靜站著，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORBs8BS5fh
充滿信心地注視那穿梭的背影，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v6YrXftS1
一季知道旭不會讓他失望的，旭肯定能夠得分。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy37OGOTrtL
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一季在家裏並不快樂，他有一個會揍人的父親，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlXYKolChI
從不打他，而是打他的母親。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cWNFSYawK
用極其刻薄的話刺激妻子，惹得妻子反擊，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc0doMaNDU
再以此為藉口，狠狠將對方往死裡打，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MfKrpKcw5
從樓上打到樓下，門裏打到門外，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV4YPHf7R2
一季在的時候會嘗試護著媽媽，但他總得上課。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKi7ebS0mP
他在課堂上往往心神不寧，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxyNnNeQfo
擔憂回到家，母親身上是否又多了一些傷。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBxL2yp1ae
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十幾年來母親斷了七根肋骨，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e1BrU734G
兩次手指，一次腦震盪。左眼視力受創。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb647XWpM1
好幾次一季發現母親倒臥在血窪裡，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6jw07gVqy
他會打給住在附近的旭，兩個高中生，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNyMuVF8QG
齊心合力把一季的母親護送就醫。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM2Mr1Xc2l
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為了一個完整的家庭，母親總拒絕報警。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBVlXaLXO3
她對一季低語：為了一個完整的家庭，我不會遺棄你的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUAm9RjF9i
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啊就是這句話這擁抱讓一季無比憂傷，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPdEVaQzYk
他在病床前垂頭坐著，任由母親撫摸頭髮，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwitzsmfPu
淚水靜靜流淌。一季絕望地對母親說：妳能不能不要再隱忍？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2eJhR6F2v
然後他感到旭的手，溫柔的放在他肩膀，像輕輕縫補靈魂的傷。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQzgaqiDSe
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一季已經記不得了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeEzeYT4qS
什麼時候開始同學變得無可替代。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsKpui9DWC
好像是高中的某一天，母親終於決意離開，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc0YAWXpnD
時間是某個冬夜。一季在準備考試，母親提了行李箱來，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakNGFvCUGW
一季聽見背後傳來母親的聲音，她說：「一季，我要走了。你好好保重。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52njIlfzwA
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一季沒有回頭，他怕這一回頭，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tvZAyNC1L
母親就因為捨不得而走不成，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxRnX3pvmo
也怕自己會露出，被遺棄的孩子那樣悲傷的表情。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uGMlgHMgJ
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他只是靜靜地整理上課筆記，然後回了母親一句：「妳也保重。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjB9zrUhl4
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他聽見房門關上聽見腳步走遠，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSZIK7xFwh
等回過神來的時候，筆記本上盡是被淚水糊開的原子筆痕跡。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrozX9cKVa
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一季匆匆開了窗戶，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk96HcRG1K
從二樓望著母親在雪街上越走越小的身影，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlyeWSFKJh
雪太大了，一定是雪下得太大的緣故，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1xyA5emT5
一季眨著睫毛漸漸看不清楚，眼前一切都陷入了模糊。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9z1z3VRsa
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一季那一晚翻來翻去睡不好，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwAHJg2WlU
他穿了拖鞋就跑到旭的公寓前面按鈴。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl79DA2UBFv
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旭開了門，什麼也沒問就讓一季進了房，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBUGMy1v9z
拿熱毛巾把朋友滿臉的雪水擦乾。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgy0oiZaET
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一季把臉埋在毛巾內，久久沒說話，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x6COzaj2v
旭坐著，坐在他身邊，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgQ8CGabFq
過了一陣子，又把手圈在一季肩膀上。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuJqpxSihK
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他發現一季在發抖。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTF8CxTgqNO
又或許是在哭呢？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkHpZrsOiH
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所以旭把頭靠在一季的頭旁邊。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbgrzP225p
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一季感覺對方的瀏海散落下來惹得他有些癢。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HKTDevl8d
就忍不住拿下毛巾笑了，笑容很苦，苦得彷彿隨時要哭。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHRpiK0OIG
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那一夜他們睡在地板上。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33HX9ag8az
凝視貼在房間天花板的螢光星星，有一搭沒一搭談話。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78ut5HUnOn
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從此一季知道自己心裏有一塊柔軟的地方漏了縫，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfyX0ZF0yO
旭的笑容與光輝佔據得越來越多。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwh6wUWkxF3
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他們大學考在不同地方，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQu17Kcbbv
一季想著這件事總有一天要說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDGVhMuWBe
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他想著，拖了又拖。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkqS0RT8LW
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最後在畢業典禮後，那個長椅上，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPal8AVzcLk
那個啤酒泡沬香味的午後，一季轉頭，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBuPHkvQfD
告訴他的朋友，告訴旭：我想我喜歡你。很喜歡很喜歡。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTwB7oBEAO
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一季說到後來簡直抬不起頭。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡli2MyzPV4q
好像喜歡上朋友這件事情是很難為情的、羞恥的事。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCbcqcZJc8
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旭聽了燦爛地笑出一口白牙：一季我也喜歡你啊。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pBGhP4ykt
我想我們這一生都會是好朋友。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjNiRH4Vw8
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一季聽了就像被響雷打了一記，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQIHlWfnUv
他忽然發覺自己的喜歡跟旭的喜歡，大不相同。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ShSJVxqE1
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他臉色發青，很慢很慢地點了點頭，默默喝手中的啤酒。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31DI5Eh7tG
他不喜歡這滋味。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBHBvPnrBH
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那麼苦澀，那麼令人難堪。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1t1t9JWBE
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從此之後他們很少連絡了，大學，接著是出社會。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K1MZKWieX
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一季談了幾次無結果的戀愛，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk1jPE8mV9
和女人，也和男人。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoXmU4JEmZ
他深夜被圈在男人臂彎裏的時候，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXqBlAlJ0R
總會想起母親離開那一夜，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mmM1XfV5f
他與旭僅僅是躺著，漫無邊際地聊天。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ergrn9NRT
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卻比任何肉體關係都令一季感到親暱。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpyXleBoLW
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他們再次見面是在高中同學會。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WnzWMKzhI
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大家都是社會人士了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEw9A5hp2c
長大的旭，朝同學們一一遞出訂婚宴的邀請卡。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMy4ir2sWj
旭與一季四目交接的時候，一季幾乎想找個地洞鑽下去。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaGJ0mwZgH
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旭一下子握住了一季的手腕，緊的令他發痛。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTX2GjuXB6B
他說：一季，好久不見，你瘦了許多。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRyMjG4i8f
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一季被迫坐在旭的旁邊，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNSG9JMFXH
他還不習慣看到彼此穿西裝的模樣。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBnwKIqFRJ
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大家都變得成熟了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8rJHzrauZ
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某些人發胖，某些人禿頭，某些人憔悴，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qGpMClMYo
某些人甚至已經死亡或失去聯絡。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTHclPWN2I
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但旭，還是那個旭，光輝沒有絲毫減弱，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdtcOKO8WJ
一季在他身邊冷汗直流，頭暈目眩。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJD5WdhmWD
面對那溫暖的笑容令一季隱隱疼痛，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvx5eerkIT
捏著手裏的訂婚宴邀請卡，一季知道，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVXWtwWuHi
眼前的男人已經預備好和他所愛的女人組成家庭。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDKXXhhq7v
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他們之間的路再度分得更遠了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ497bC1mMnk
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一季對婚姻有一種近乎恐懼的冷感症。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTmcXdsh4U
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或許他害怕自己成為父親那樣的男人，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3FYlPYJBC
害怕看到一個妻子一個母親的絕望與離開。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzMuBpHXrT
他沒辦法對那種夢一般的承諾下注。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmDmlu826t
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大家圍繞著旭敬酒，很快地準新郎就被灌得醉意十足，動也沒辦法動了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrgUU9qW49
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聚會結束後，一季本來想幫旭叫計程車，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwLsFcqToP
但看到趴在自己膝上睡得亂七八糟的男人，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN12t06c2nE
他心一軟，最後攙扶著過去的好友上了自己的車。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidLvpaSPCv
旭咕噥著廉價旅館的地址與房號，就在副駕駛座上睡死了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVqGvm5141
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一季開得很慢，他很珍惜這次短暫相聚的時光。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1U1FFMGyK
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他想他沒辦法去參加訂婚宴的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyooeBrw07
那會令他太難受。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV18B2Qyut
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其實一季自己也感到意外。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoYkYFVfpr
許多年過去了，針扎似的失落感卻深刻依舊。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnkvJIlbP8
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飯店裏一季放了人本來就想走，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrEkVUwdFO
可他聽見旭說了一句話。就那簡單的一句話，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbkex2DLYC
把他釘在了當場。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFS3qTiis1
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旭睜著紅絲的眼，說：記得畢業典禮那天，你對我說了什麼嗎？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNjeOZgIVT
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一季狼狽得不知該如何是好，怔怔地傻在當場。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJgXptMKsP
他記得，當然記得。怎麼可能會忘。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI7GqlJP4i
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「那時我們都還那麼年輕。我不知道該答你什麼，最後說了違心的話。對不起。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAdtUu458z
旭坐起來，定定望著一季慌張的眼睛，他說：其實我是愛你的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncUXhb9FMA
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一季感到一陣昏軟幸福，但他並沒有因此被迷惑。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DnbB6LePO
他不再是當初的高中生了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxazUyrM07H
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一季祇是靜靜坐回床上，坐在旭身旁，像高中時代那樣。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGkCaN0Qwk
他點了一根菸，然後也為酒意衝腦的旭點上一根。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGE6JhXDns
就著繚繞的煙霧，讓心情沉澱。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbsYcUGWfk
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「可怎麼辦呢。現在說什麼都太晚了。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUItytCwkGL
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一季緩緩笑了，笑容落寞：「你終究要，終究是要走開的......」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49Nji3uPC7
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和我母親一樣。一季低著眼簾感傷地想。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58KBTSe422
他捻熄了菸。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bL0RcQ4Xz
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旭忽然就吻了他。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhDzGdWXCJ
吻了一季閃躲不及的臉頰，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPtnL4E0aH
而後是因驚訝而微張的唇，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn3QYYXibY
這個吻來得太倉促，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZnHVXCCf4
一季腦袋一片空白根本不知該如何是好。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOzEc7FvzV
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他覺得這樣不大好，對旭的未婚妻不公平，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpSXZZ0ALR
可是他又想，倘若擁有過一次美夢——19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXUGuXlxLJ
僅一次就好，或許他就可以擺脫那無止盡的午夜夢迴，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWazfKwPofV
反覆又反覆出現的，畢業典禮的畫面。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPVLpXGfFt
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他就像著魔似地開始回應旭的吻，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHr92GX9So
並且彼此推脫衣服，脫成赤條條的兩個人。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJixfYcfo60
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一季不是第一次與男人做，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuD3F1JweH
他引導略顯生澀的旭，如何潤滑並進入他的身體。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0YFTWXEpx
他們汗涔涔地擠壓在一起，肉體緊繃似鋼，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPNuE6t53M
肌膚如同火煉，旭的汗落在一季胸膛，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPl4jMlBWF
像燭淚，一點一點地燙出心上的疤。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEub7JPzH1
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一季覺得自己正逐漸崩解逐漸渙碎，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpRwhJDzqL
他將自己敞開到最大，發出不知羞恥的亢奮呻吟，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB1gHzUpT3
並緊緊地扣住旭蠻橫的臂膀。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL0RXrDxA4
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如果一季是柴薪，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3i1pp5nq5
那麼他已經被推入那一生一次令他成灰的爐火，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGNsGZOqo5
他嚐過了這滋味，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gMuLFdzu8
就徹底明白過去的將來的每一夜都將因此失色。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdRID9OF4X
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那令他極度顛慄也令他極度絕望。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2jRMqGHf8
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在旭操他的時候，他握緊了自己勃起發疼的陰莖，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JHGrjkWjv
一季怕自己太投入會因此發狂，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnBWDLdq7d
他張開嘴，吐不出完整的一句話，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgspk8eWMqn
他只是低聲喚著旭的名字，反反覆覆，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWmqSfhGhl
就讓旭渾身發燙。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwANQpoLy4Y
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旭發了狠地抱著他，抱得彼此一身紅印，大汗淋漓——19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqt3JE2OcL
好像死過了一次又返生，那樣虛弱那樣酥麻。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnbDbUh69X
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他們像春情初動的青少年，整夜交纏，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwrTuTwkb9
用掉了好幾個保險套，最後筋疲力竭地倒在飯店地毯上。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelXIV33lBT
額頭靠著額頭，瀏海散亂，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBLGpNJ6Rw
四肢交疊地昏沉睡去，陷入深邃的夢境裏。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoa7xvkkx7k
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隔天一季醒得很早，他沖了涼，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4dKcT6HkK
把自己打理得乾淨整齊。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xgAnox3l0
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旭也醒了，有些宿醉，但也還好。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Uc8PyzRiF
走到浴室刷牙洗臉，拆了一次性刮鬍刀，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgwDuMnoKh
就開始處理下巴上冒出的鬍渣。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofr4GibJkC
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除了垃圾桶與床上的凌亂，似乎什麼都不曾發生過。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QY2t4HTJk
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一季跟旭告別，他說：訂婚宴，實在是沒辦法去了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeEmuklfRy
旭也不強留，他點了點頭。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwEYJMHWzx
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一季唇角動了動。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNn31F9meLC
他想了想。該說些什麼好？又好像什麼都不該說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiDbZE5rBH
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最後他竟吐出母親離開他時說的話：「我要走了。你好好保重。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4MJzAhCZD
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就這麼一講完他就後悔，因為他覺得很想哭。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28URMhrkQy
很想很想。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7mak0u3dQ
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所以一季急急地就走了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI11itojWfm
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旭似乎在背後迫切地回答了什麼，但門板關上後，什麼都沒了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3b11Jam3Y
安安靜靜的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqVhvnFqCx
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或許旭的回答，也和當初面對母親離開的自己一樣吧。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDD7m7dQC5
一季這麼猜想。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p70IWO0JS
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一季在電梯裏看著樓層一層一層往下，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WiYofBnCw
他覺得自己也一層一層變得斑駁疲弱。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWn5qkciwF
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或許生命本該如此，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgIED1Qpu6
經過了種種挫傷變得越來越荒涼。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrpHi95WMl
於是心底就生滿了人高的草。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWT11egtDi
蒼蒼茫茫。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ob86Mcs8j
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一季不知道他們之後還有沒有機會見面了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11PARXB3mm
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但他想，如果時間隔得再久一些，多年以後。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw0QtXHIty
那時他應該是笑得出來的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUIcT68BVP
能足夠堅強，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnMlztwZek
微笑著問候他深愛過的朋友。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm22vLccEFJ
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問候旭一聲：你還好嗎？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUq879h3fXF
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在多年以後。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDd3Cqyb8zp
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