gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb6fBy1NRd
like a bright message to the future.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOYRhC92Br
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT6okImMW2
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg3nrkhPAc
and instead, I find out with days to spare.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOQqKhjs4u
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAOSHMrj19
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPNam5uMop
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJuvKHDVjG
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH89oz6kIub
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xd44lMWZ5
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBq0go9Ksb
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEKl59ypIy
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjh7ycQ6mvO
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTOanhE2Xh
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXkegXRhxL
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcI3QusfD6
and a broken heart. It could be worse.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMK5HX6glC
I still want you here thought, by my side.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNk0A11XGKL
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtl9qv5JJ3J
that chooses to visit once in a while.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT87tM7oru
I just have the recollections of our good days.1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkicdmm6H4
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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