gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEmB4GkqrH
like a bright message to the future.958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTxFt37nZf
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWk2fLnvp7B
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cmZlqLiaB
and instead, I find out with days to spare.958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUp95EHOO2C
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbb72CtO9Y3
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5R9BZlnbt
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrzeBmCS7T
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAxLAmKBGi
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULq24Nd5zu
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXVqb7cf6z
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKrtvi1vHg
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHeE2BhKvy
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZMzOE98Me
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOGt2SEe3k
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYq91oTRGm
and a broken heart. It could be worse.958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAZdPv8RLx
I still want you here thought, by my side.958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9ui1VKEGU
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4NhrlDIWz
that chooses to visit once in a while.958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvsWl5052g
I just have the recollections of our good days.958Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ula6m90t6
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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