gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPWWJCA1IP
like a bright message to the future.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZLmMtZuYx
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0RCS2Vtbf
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0pmEPkNUx
and instead, I find out with days to spare.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtznfs1n4D
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6Lv3MxM7l
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0NQ0cuyl5
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkipmWXpumE
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQX2Vneb7K
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsptPSPnJps
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0dPfws5Bl
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAynqqo3wCl
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvGudCivAG
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHlAr9xG6G
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9juiLPZMDX
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ225JRxw01A
and a broken heart. It could be worse.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLvmejC5jV
I still want you here thought, by my side.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHffagWhvc3
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9fuyezHn6
that chooses to visit once in a while.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDSFg5hFXq
I just have the recollections of our good days.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ7E0xQPFr
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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