gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWPomIz0LJ
like a bright message to the future.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6FrdYRQ3E
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLal5L5nuiS
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk8UY7F940
and instead, I find out with days to spare.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapXq7WSRX2
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbr2YBjMwM
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkPPnyHghc
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIF12rmsTp
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72jul1oGcU
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpi5jXedCqK
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRilW6cwjhy
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd4N6l9ph4
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRoSl3GrRq
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ajwfZFEJq
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1S1AGwbCI
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbimFLJnMTV
and a broken heart. It could be worse.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkPliQfpMA
I still want you here thought, by my side.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSqtBDMj6E
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzMogZWUVI
that chooses to visit once in a while.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jmKOu1mES
I just have the recollections of our good days.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSwimrspyB
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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