gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bMfnOTuEl
like a bright message to the future.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr9XH2A6lQ
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsurkZ7CeV
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01zVhk8fxu
and instead, I find out with days to spare.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kxJT3hm4G
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTZ8kv7qfP
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmc0omBIP8
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBJfLQ9fVk
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5lMQNGSBN
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL6xZ1xCZ1
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJPjhK62Qh
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsu7okMAf5
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76dvuhueZc
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTktM7qjQoK
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDThFrTtqZ
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d5Y9CzZPN
and a broken heart. It could be worse.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzK5QlGwY9L
I still want you here thought, by my side.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyXIvNmcyu
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCEVDq5M5h
that chooses to visit once in a while.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcsK5jt8B4
I just have the recollections of our good days.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidhtt0dHKC
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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