gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YSJRb12oe
like a bright message to the future.938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabUKdXMcje
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOXfMfJscG
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVHw6xc4eR
and instead, I find out with days to spare.938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1L9nwEtli
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16pfrBNFTE
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOHU83bHDy
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTqBzXPRmp
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldiV1mHXQS
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmKKVWILzW
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPY5rIYTMa
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovB5laM3wZ
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PymW01xRs
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcPZjLoet2
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKzNwYMYQV
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNgt07wGA5
and a broken heart. It could be worse.938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELK0RV5h7x
I still want you here thought, by my side.938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNUNRwnspD
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypiFy8qIWC
that chooses to visit once in a while.938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD9dG9uzAa
I just have the recollections of our good days.938Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIrvjrlY8P
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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