gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMs6tczZqc
like a bright message to the future.956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJKkiNZXUG
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm74jOa46FO
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoJl3JzbYp
and instead, I find out with days to spare.956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o6hl2ISrS
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINd6QPCgKk
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4Np5ZAq7q
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrMY0ZCYVQ
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqUb1Sphlw
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJGxcLcnSo
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhyNy4xw6p
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4CJhM3ruu
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJYgtGgaj1
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqzpqU7XQt
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESAs7fBibu
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3O9HerHCJ
and a broken heart. It could be worse.956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCFauh4IgX
I still want you here thought, by my side.956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2veU4PZNQx
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UnMGsREZI
that chooses to visit once in a while.956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zQTNja7ts
I just have the recollections of our good days.956Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnKYLL5kyJ
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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