春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReVisHXARO
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46lQuYoqCb
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWlVSKal03
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswKdUCXHtR
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhD2UPBEWOu
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaab7xCpzmZ
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrkFgxwnEu
郭禹震了一下。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaF6tt9ITt
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr64cvzW1Il
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4K56jnGheN
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0KFSrVlKK
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVTUEwCSd1
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIvX0HSkIz
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWrGttS1pc
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVJuNYtrk1
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1LJODCrzT
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZuK3Y2e6k
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Tg3eLFfEt
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOwaIdmA8x
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtOLiBX6Tn
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZwMQvoupf
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmGA17EVo9
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeN6bSTePh
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2betoaGBRK
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzrzzHU3Bd
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGp2vS3Tcv8
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZtjRM9WCm
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPtw5TpjA6
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3RJEGwhnp
「嗯。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdPURyjlUp
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJBLmVUNsG
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCbmj1wcLi
被拉得很長、很長。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgIRysJyGT
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdysCedFeQH
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiToSOJUdB
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4VVYJ7BRZ
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsjSy8yaHL
她抹抹眼。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC65zm1q80K
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvU7uZE7XN
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfkC2rllNi
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5maBULlM9
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3nCnUjeu5
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyupMaT9rol
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZibYRXbQo
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfdzw89T9b
「什麼？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SgUfAefEH
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vu7JbWIIC
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iKTyu1Vsm
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFw03GJ6CW
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHrvEQjjOs
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnha6hkD3H
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2eXWJR5v7
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3IpbQMY4v
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGymF4cTntx
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPoyBWgtDt
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tlXNC6eGv
回來了。那個熟悉的她。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9gP06cDAK
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26PV4i9z0K
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGUiNhAhvy
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrVgEQmwa9
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PEkD3IFpK
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放學，郭禹回到家。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpQ1sZ5i5R
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGOftec5Vb
「好⋯⋯」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5wElHx29i
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5i69BFuZr
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgyMpuXbnC
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR89gJP61Sr
爸爸沈默的看著。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgauwoSlR3
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdesZdwnhyg
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3O21isDHU
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAkTIH2xcb
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOqGKnva1b
她吞了吞口水。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFtUCYRRi7
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpJ6aSgwnO
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XQwGFpdKY
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxEWuvN9Oi
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aM9IT1Wu5
唔。她馬上放低眼神。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RIOnGIvqv
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHEqSd1sXb
安靜的那種。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrSQfyT6sh
讓人發寒。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQm8iJJo5x
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmREhBIzxG
郭禹點點頭。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtM5CTvfGU
「是。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnoeT8uALO
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10nQz4aRcP
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEEwrhYnmG
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvm7V5SrfA
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcdwtk5KZH
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlRerOFfNP
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzladgbYTv
然後，是她今天說過的話。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVknLmL5Ts
——「不會累嗎？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzELSOLGDJs
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVinKxLWjy
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZerQaFVPrT
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG91IvvkTY
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY0GmcOHR2
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX0elDQWzN
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHh4Y1ycd05
「是啊。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROX87ma6TR
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bAndTz93I
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonKa3EmfO2
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwykvBN3GGB
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloF1UrRQrz
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9MZUVsGmX
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgMZVubzXO
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTLP0EkEv4
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJwLZup0MK
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiPJqrTAZp
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5haXaeaH3
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYOGvHl1gw
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwm5QJ4egG
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBXGEnHVDE
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzQPgW0vn7
「腦袋有問題。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMYBXJQl6Q
「哈哈。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjCndyI5Pf
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx34e3zQRxn
「啊！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcChC94AOt9
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8lynGkQ5z
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi01ocWX1ju
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2rQuNXdPJ
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVazvFuGxq
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfJX4OVAk6
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKLxJmdRTv
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxk1MHHYMP
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MmzgbuquM
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHIqNI8rZU
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtX12ENkAH
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ1S6HscyJ
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeRlVEBd5g
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceIO70eIcO
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFM5edupRv
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTXlcdCUW0
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeZCuZG6cF
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMj8wKIK362
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9ngPw6kfg
郭禹的表情僵住。 522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjUtAEzrb2
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvK8XOxbAd
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICIjD009dm
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqZCRc4asZ
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnqgZZhqZv
「妳——」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71YsjMNChG
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQO0zDCkjP
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSZ3ejAkHn
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctBIfv9sHP
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVMwHjypfm
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhAtscQjzX
——真是可恥。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVKE4hehxU
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TOR8X8Ohn
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eUBPl3HRC
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzePQBZ7E7g
也許她可以⋯⋯522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHFOSB8EYq
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ217gW4GJG7
她一震。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5SC9AV7x1
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZLL8FQElT
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe3KHWoC1n
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYWUH30bL6
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMK1HUL1Us
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Vnk4tPLU1
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpy5F29xVu
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKZYRHKjpV
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNn26VBjwK
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOylQFn0GDz
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrAEIYNBV7
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB0mSCrNud
「別再說了！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9P2PeSJqw
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjDPdvJxBQ
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn8O350Jql
「快追！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Wd0xSqLYi
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk5MIPcQ54
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFeAjM1kGU
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2LA3n1EEn
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3MNdvPzmG
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3IByb23di
「不要，要走就——」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I6HYPzCRo
「拿著。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXfQOrE1lf
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR1hhq2CG5
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDCJ5O6Og2
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9FTVJNMpA
「騙人——」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcruHTohWgf
「我像是在說謊嗎？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9hS7Bv9bj
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqjuxYmaCK
「很好。現在快跑。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OByitkESc
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGp3jUUld8
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDWXqqDdIO
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYITvoXTW1K
而她正在哭。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkOWXjcqzT
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5QnYdyYrV
為什麼。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFZTO9PCos
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpRsOsJUUj
而今天，是大考當天。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kSgWpKsU4
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzL8ingGZzz
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu2EpBnQlY
「妳怎麼了？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfaxHIizmA
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbO5R8HnXe
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjBIDTabQN
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXaaJGf1eY
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3lUcZ2dHQ
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR28MGVYK2T
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllUqrwig3A
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBU3vFcn3M
「⋯⋯嗯。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4qww8ujmQ
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ChEbZSO34
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlPvX62n6v
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUbcjkNq2n
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ3nLpJV41
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5whXCH4Gag
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZWN7ddz5t
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWPI5qb792
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK33WkqIgLk
那是個墓碑。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHDAL2YyGf
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsshhG1tv3R
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVENfRDK5yH
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCHkOVTfQb
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe55QM0ivf
「我不——」她試著開口。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYY66JOtFJ
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa2pPi3hc7
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYESsuaYlR
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWwTvJNSDX
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tjk3qOs5I
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hcPyCLg00
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr53ILAS3r
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfwVcbMxMn
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOetp5XB6e
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKzximDG1a
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu22yGq4Xu
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YMpdoUIky
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEhFpS39os
信封署名是給她的。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg8o6iHSii
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdEYZcSY8d
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qzdoiQsW6
郭禹 上522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5JXvx2WrK
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpPMV2HNSZ
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjoa7N2c1k
或許，是從一開始吧。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfNvE3yGz3
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGdk3ZnjZB
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ousm9M8gC
現在這樣、最好。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxi6JHExU8
看吧，一切都不會改變。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLlrdJb1yQ
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJmbzhkPjU
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2Iqb2f6XN
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rFLPLJiyL
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkx3tHM6jLa
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ncnPHPpYI
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PaE1Do8aQ
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdtoOPfzJQ
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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