春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVqtepZ1wD
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6W2nOg4nV
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPxVWnP0U9
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdDn9khVNG
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4WeU4gL2H
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaLjTSC3o7
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXsAuOnvqf
郭禹震了一下。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0t1Uw0N0wM
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkK3kAqczN4
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglcjVIq0Ej
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a4zsQFUP4
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7I6xNEFuC
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UQvD9pu8P
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqnUCKYZey
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8BWDCrnYb
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88CFXPHcGh
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx19d9VIEe
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZy7kkUrs6
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd5WIG5NjR
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnce0KfU5o
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQnTlZXMa1
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O5utH4VnF
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2tZkLMYlK
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6j2to5GUG
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18SMtfGdGH
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzVJ9PP8JZ
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD0lroZpKL
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeObs6iRATw
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2U59QrSw3o
「嗯。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLRq5VfOaE
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW84Nr2pncI
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhq5XH8QuAX
被拉得很長、很長。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJKRoIbgke
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRa8XDmuJX
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9lmQixcDw
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKIINxrT4y
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJurtjkrLQ
她抹抹眼。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguaL5eELgY
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEICYThYf1V
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFtSc5dYy4
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67CcxULW0m
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fg1kzgHPo
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA875nFmdu8
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Hrw7q2wNa
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxKdrBEaGZ
「什麼？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HWf5bHdc9
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2S2BUJPImB
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFPRjOCFz0
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPx2L1arv5
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfhuZc2zLh
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxc18UCIdA
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdcNELSi3f
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJUbH5zRrA
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQyaJiALex
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyMvWPPevd
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhwDEgwkHE
回來了。那個熟悉的她。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuE4gRMtGG
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzziPggNC7g
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC84yEp7iL5
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRnhwjovmN
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWCmbIUMox
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放學，郭禹回到家。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7Ukpvzni4
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64pBm8QCxb
「好⋯⋯」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOtBeDals0
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd55OzXt1is
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaDw2UatUl
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM4wZVQtuM
爸爸沈默的看著。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QK2AJrHZz
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU56ngsEHr
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ru6ghFU4w
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRevLvaov2a
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVL9hKVDw2W
她吞了吞口水。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9VJq0Ks1P
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSOlUdBj5E
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Z5eFj4syB
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oQECvUWq4
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrvOWVEM3I
唔。她馬上放低眼神。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV5PNuBxcK
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8ngvaCtYt
安靜的那種。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaiP8dhtWC
讓人發寒。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXPzr00She
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBBACYgRSL
郭禹點點頭。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBo7tpAtfk
「是。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcskGJkWW4
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuE7jQTe9S8
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexBr2KZGaS
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7NKQ0fz17
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx747XKAZf
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPKP1Jb58s
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPBAN4zZbQ
然後，是她今天說過的話。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJiPBoSVgn
——「不會累嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7DnJ2M0uZ
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaFnTDuZTd
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmrUDD8M2s
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji20BV8vyg
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp04OXx53VP
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrSCpk1SiM
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5dPnbEpBB
「是啊。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgtQ1ep5lt
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qq5V7jClj
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8RD6Z1uZf
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoug99IuOb
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRJVI2QINb
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXTPX5EQe8
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNM2ERnwfe
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4LqSxKrFc
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtIJKnBcmK
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mdsYVtFiG
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTj5heacmp
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoiMl5KquN
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC6BOtAUKg
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4Wr11OyBn
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvPypsYVwL
「腦袋有問題。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzrl8LUlmc
「哈哈。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86cvJJZuRC
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlN2ZUU3l5
「啊！」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGz19yVnRL
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYCn7xJtDk
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VutgLz9U3
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPZkTxJI4L
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsXLGZSEMK
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivXTna4rcW
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwreKNj50e
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTMTkSHlf0
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxQxHPd29p
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIV8yrFwouq
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQj0O3SeI4W
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07qGeq9D3b
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsQrfbK9K0
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlCJw4rUA1
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmuBKqWou2
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHbOKLSgHJ
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17sFw3h38F
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj4d5rnVAd
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfIq2yvCSS
郭禹的表情僵住。 557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3yhYGRirs
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ4yghsjH1
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtUuhBSP9n
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIMk8GABgB
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjzkQz4lLt
「妳——」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9LwAkVQ5P
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOaUCxwu5V
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNggoWYiOBt
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgVfJ94ahM
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHatLtG2hP
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9AKBpXxqy
——真是可恥。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnXtRS5YJL
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzRELsLqBx
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXBU7ywSBe
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ331ou2FyFH
也許她可以⋯⋯557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8A6sxIXdR
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0yqbKBfQi
她一震。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSieIfhlWex
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r7UKuavLe
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ls3KDZFgQ
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUMte2TRET
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFuezObxPQ
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9CEtvAUsj
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBwQ7xgXfA
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXyEU1yFot
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniuk2S25pv
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ILeMpCwwF
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfYKJguZIT
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoaFWYIhmU
「別再說了！」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjF8CyTAu7
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iLvWNEzfE
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVaajEcWdg
「快追！」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbluHuiOD1Y
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxy81tVV1H
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP4MgITaLF
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBLyXMH4pk
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwr12BXvK6z
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoPoI22uY1
「不要，要走就——」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5FEnHxkcq
「拿著。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJFXhtewSB
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FkQrvgAW6
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eQso8hJcF
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZcLXL7KDI
「騙人——」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0U32np1ghC
「我像是在說謊嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ENO8moitD
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFMSpnuvjM
「很好。現在快跑。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZAR0yt8Tt
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZo1G4YXbN
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V4hcNa0QC
郭禹。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwpAwv1ABq
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPJmjHBb65
而她正在哭。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYGa5AB18l
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA7uLdhUaW
為什麼。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj191dm12lq
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxZaA4W1Te
而今天，是大考當天。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAObCEgyma
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNSYfm90Il
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI724tShFF
「妳怎麼了？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq8dmyLUWE
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3eGG773SA
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh0COwOVzI
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eEhUNDRoC
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ai5wmBgpj
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72wsNPf5zx
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiyKoh46mI
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76ffcuy742
「⋯⋯嗯。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0ZZnAYpkI
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk32VCMrHWk
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbtXpltZyD
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0sftNurST
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X0REl6Tjk
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXtotvbfrP
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGWAPxDW4f
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNFzvn5EBy
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NDzfc67Wd
那是個墓碑。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOilqq4vTxl
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTWdMxs2pP
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9yCxkOnvQ
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhU5DvPr93
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomvFfNaAut
「我不——」她試著開口。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncFYMf7Rfq
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzeahxDoeS
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8kHmUocvT
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6KZOrp83d
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHirpR1Lsu
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyorj9EcTq
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgydEPkpwt
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsr3DbMNpSE
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyYJiHUUAS
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOZwb6Gk7b
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuNAEZZCov
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UlbEc5HwV
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcZMSY1RTt
信封署名是給她的。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCv4rSiIdi
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IJrpbna0Z
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjsANWfeCZ
郭禹 上557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqYM5RSJer
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoh6lKWRaWe
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OA86l7343
或許，是從一開始吧。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5kqH3LsH3
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciimnr7ApW
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAEcQEYFMF
現在這樣、最好。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3jKEMHnOW
看吧，一切都不會改變。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvLspDz2f8
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19NZoINRjL
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkycnUTJnys
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjY9miMSwD
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuoY6AdWmq
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxquf1wnVNp
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKo9YuI31O
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6E2z7GkzX
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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