春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNhuQngTaa
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdUWF1vdQC
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIuzPBNdyw
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8weauGNrpZ
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfms0Z80Iyt
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJZGPGXwZp
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbWTgLaLvQ
郭禹震了一下。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV1b96PGog
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElV5baRJu9
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEgNGmvT8w
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFL7ac881kf
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EqxxZwS39
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEPDma0dbo
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnXccW53NI
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaBSzL4XW6
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLybXZpBf6g
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡev7Yf1Vrzj
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFasMCmC8gG
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnApGcFaYww
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWI7oATTltl
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk5K1Uq90o
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYGrqRikBR
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0INNIuS1n
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4M5rFX7X8
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVCVeVLAnW
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrYdtVBru7
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSHMGOFOAT
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq3OFpSe5o
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Jl7AFdvBe
「嗯。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZUrOw11YC
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgkHERJD5I
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldWNc2GYmC
被拉得很長、很長。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXzV7G4JDJ
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywR74ocQtq
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fpbw7AT3d
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNwlpdt55m
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL80HClkypA
她抹抹眼。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQB87DGJ3VH
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QMMsyuUNV
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCOmLOhxV8
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEcgW6mpy9
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepjpOqhU6e
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm7sbNVSvB
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcKfMWyb7M
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5BNcX0Qzx
「什麼？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVyQmb4f1G
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVtuZR6DCw
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UHpmsyts5
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MM4zDZs5U
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl4f5Jm4w7
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHR65uHQmwk
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVPrT5aw8W
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECJKCLkgWr
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtATichlnp
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHzpXjT7eo
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86omF8Jvym
回來了。那個熟悉的她。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRLNd7YUWo
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vcnqzOsPt
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ484bRrhlaS
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhLGvHtYrL
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxu5v7Zc65P
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放學，郭禹回到家。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfmM2FBU8n
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1GZiMM1iv
「好⋯⋯」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSsVoITZDE
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRV7Z6lN2X
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQsZlR3MB8
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TruRhityw
爸爸沈默的看著。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg81P297iPF
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGL9c0Wm8K
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZQclIQ7Ar
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAa7dmMVMl
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHw6umWvWJ
她吞了吞口水。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKIriaDua4
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI1zkHDwXZ
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesNSlYEZ93
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIxzu754ws
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ycsTKR3xq
唔。她馬上放低眼神。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJge0jqQuT0
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJcnvWkhwh
安靜的那種。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRObUsR6YZ
讓人發寒。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrbbsO4fIA
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswCcuxJIjN
郭禹點點頭。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGrwARIt1y
「是。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUPQATKPGp
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzmlBlVP8i
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm7Sq8e6BI
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg05zBVNebK
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4lBw6VeNt
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzlU32fzGI
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFXXdbT9i4
然後，是她今天說過的話。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjDQJD03Hy
——「不會累嗎？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMno2AElwxm
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TdazoL8sI
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKc7mWCM32
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjhl7JQb86
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpWtPWtRZA
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyOHFaMZiA
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8WfcBjAXo
「是啊。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan5OXQ8sFC
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcduHIe4wOQ
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi03vEUZGl
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddYTZtrIJt
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZgLtY1xYl
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVKHop4f2T
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL70K7j8uU
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl0aGertyX
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQclZ4snmH
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTssWWCm4s
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOZ9Np5rUw
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI59njeUIQ6
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsctfwvtmn
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESiHHSaVI4
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFTknDMc0B
「腦袋有問題。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa93U7PO4Bn
「哈哈。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIrlGPSnmm
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKyqaGoJP1
「啊！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0RvFhPabA
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLTmD59lRB
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG4t1vhTC8
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEDnrZJixi
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ928pr8h76j
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmYLYBqtv6
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyuOoVHq2E
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFomWwOGrZ
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDliQyuO3QY
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ74SJMC4gO
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTIHlfaT1K
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxAPORNswV
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJIIkejA1d
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe5xdngI94
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowcYuaDN2J
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOhaqUCXbm
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80ciAQFNHo
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lK5hbxpBW
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQJDldCqrR
郭禹的表情僵住。 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp3U40L7K2
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXuwzxXR32
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBfKeKvphb
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenMNolAg2U
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9cXsQDRDn
「妳——」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sKcwkNd0P
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKFMHVMJvS
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkAekTYVlR
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ADXxAQ8wT
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw981His1QG
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhhoAEIFwH
——真是可恥。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVwOSQQLRs
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAx2Coy4es
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOaSkXIUpI
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkJfMSyugo
也許她可以⋯⋯512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsX9Yzcl5ss
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MhIbC1v4T
她一震。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRTIa6bDaJ
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8tgjl1Q6R
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8hyNyXWX9
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7rETvjhG8
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMUUr4uW64
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LpsToAsMZ
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sYJImv9cn
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0T2Tp0DAq
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFk4b2wSqc
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6kfsS2KbI
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DaEUHDwYD
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQthZpgD6al
「別再說了！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHjwuiNssV
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0sSiz8wmM
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZMxX3hJ11
「快追！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK07QdASVkN
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCKOffIHF9
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXZdHIHakw
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG90UZ2E7V
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ496o0RcIUf
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCv8X6yyo9
「不要，要走就——」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqm7nvIUA6
「拿著。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3KMI4ntYx
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh85KqneTte
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG63ERLqUxn
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EerSOoLSj
「騙人——」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUD5LPzYo2B
「我像是在說謊嗎？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBovcAVVtd5
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7utUh0PGPS
「很好。現在快跑。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8K8l85njw
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEteH6kWbh
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpghoFadh0
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc9xjfRziZ
而她正在哭。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmXPgrbEA6
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpBXr2NI5N
為什麼。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9746m3QIww
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR5MKI1B1d
而今天，是大考當天。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzW5JnL4yA
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7aB9rpVGA
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8FVEMuy8X
「妳怎麼了？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP0nViD5Iy
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb3oXUWjAz
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbQUFPtb0R
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXaYTaHiLw
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNEZlTlHZK
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXXnGRggMi
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLh9Hj5Gr7
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv6nEIiHlh
「⋯⋯嗯。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs04H5bhJGy
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6guipls8L
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8D84dWP3w
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7XzxuCx8K
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsOnpASLhS
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkqzB7UXGu
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlGurJCTSK
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXNAaZ5msS
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt936abkYrO
那是個墓碑。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHglm0feHiN
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvazuplrg6
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa906PkvCZ2
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIg87w4RGF
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMa0Iag1Rh
「我不——」她試著開口。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI6Jtot8Zp
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G3gQJ4cyQ
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICbgsXBDIb
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEgRsfS3Q3
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNa31LMtyBS
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4y9v1muH5
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYXZWZaX2b
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wbUlXwWMI
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSR2qcZq5u
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8BhfKChB8
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFP5HOEKZ5U
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcckBtMtZk
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYy89bJyWv
信封署名是給她的。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgpfF3gehI
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV9j7Uu9mA
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz766nOA6D
郭禹 上512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFfCIiIJo3
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0CeQkA753
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCX05gef5I
或許，是從一開始吧。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftK48EgKk6
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzAihs6dZ3
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7aAQmTFOs
現在這樣、最好。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbA2Z9OBzg
看吧，一切都不會改變。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaDqKrLRhO
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkupG1Zyksc
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaA1HUqRixe
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYF3cs1tXP
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXOQtfvO7b
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVio6xdPqK
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd603QDdM79
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCOBjMa02l
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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