春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvNwRx7PY3
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjmsnwh8tU
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSeTmKS0up
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVCULg0fSA
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO73NspnAq
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KHc3xpSbV
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpDuJvszRS
郭禹震了一下。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNZ3qYp46d
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYnRuoENLE
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpIfbtmnxv
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHHhVcHY7L
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xxbihu2wF
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam6CQ3NQFy
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcHEn9sfqD
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5In54OzHf
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuvP2B82wD
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwerT55snTf
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOtjHDQ0sy
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgp2S01T2f
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLaqQBbNdb
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMA0f1veR4
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxCh2lEfcZ
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbutEPJKERO
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKYlKBAYVR
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7noOxpzGg
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7NE1ei2cS
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhvLejV79Y
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MB88Jsi9i
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQiRuj4ao1
「嗯。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAZqybNXn3
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkGqzkkaZi
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1dq1TgCNa
被拉得很長、很長。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCby5Q2LlK3
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZuBk8aLNb
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlhE1ox8p5
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglACHPUxJy
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIeJS3fWka
她抹抹眼。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuQIy3HpPU
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSxlVelKfi
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFN2i1SPDoU
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhf2pBqgrf
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0K5vIaY5m
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUrlhUQ0Zb
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBBUdUTMqE
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPDd4Gga46
「什麼？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrS97Y7zM6
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZAahVQKgJ
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FYToLczcA
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsAQTdKyA5
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd24qUJkAYD
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtROVMEhpaW
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJFQyuAJlz
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQrMiKDbFC
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8USCesbaTH
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfmITaPYYM
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2iiSPZbfJ
回來了。那個熟悉的她。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzmsWE55pY
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCyBYDQJH5
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxux5fYATtM
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0jOsCS9LW
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB4ayqlssX
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放學，郭禹回到家。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK3LFy2usA
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTb2vgmKL30
「好⋯⋯」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwgNPbMyG8
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyOeef4DTt
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yLsCP3aRv
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8UVgjBirA
爸爸沈默的看著。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97ZoPS25Gr
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAHmnxP6BX
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWcx62sH3O
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCXbsfHnn0
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU0JfxoIkG
她吞了吞口水。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPwJHODbd3
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPgzTYz24q
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7HkVGv0kL
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLJsyohL12
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyDISsSpwA
唔。她馬上放低眼神。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ObkA3VoW2
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn92gnwGLJr
安靜的那種。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MfXWW25JN
讓人發寒。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcIfToCwhD
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGnV8OByBy
郭禹點點頭。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2V18ikPMz
「是。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZXgtQTzfu
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswL3C9zesU
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaJKEcggL4
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxHEFhvzcA
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvbFBf0Gft
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXxJqEoLPQ
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlizyeCmuk
然後，是她今天說過的話。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolEgmWpHcB
——「不會累嗎？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpERixbZ0O
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbEI2FBMTa
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI0YpqCTVa
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBkECFzzgf
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTTQ1WZuov
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBYwvqJXCd
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6xTvSFEWP
「是啊。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwd6eTQwKK
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSWPanf1IB
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4YxWGfQho
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlTtJmg13P
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6B5LmtdyH
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqr7r9883y
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjERanx8ua
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MmMNCZD0G
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUuy1rfUXf
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r8IrawHKy
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DvT4o21kT
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys8ZzJnN1M
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrI4PKr1H7
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9wJoLALwh
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUmQ3NFiBh
「腦袋有問題。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2kO8vWsE3
「哈哈。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yHTFDl8gX
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOQvUtLbQD
「啊！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWToRppDIXR
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N9YiLPrzm
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeYL6CGSjG
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvuvM0VSoI
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rgEgPLscw
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll5ey7Tsjm
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3t15T5Vgh
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Z2CRgFYWo
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySnuFbJgyj
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdrH9aFq4P
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPN7bw6Yvt
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cTz1ZsTJq
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaH7ht0c89
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6rr6xxPMn
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4CCBOCu7P
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OvoFb8kuC
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsTLkql88x
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wCDrw4mYb
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zsysDgS1O
郭禹的表情僵住。 530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl0MUEfWT9
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz2QX9Qeda
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvH8L0LRxz
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgnYkifHus
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1IqQvRXWM
「妳——」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW3dKoaxci
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpZuDxEDL6
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T1cE9OLOn
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRi3NaA00G
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHT4zY86ph
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJJ6jGboez
——真是可恥。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeyDrP45U4
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH28iVmEJ8
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGfdwgMcnr
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO8cqSEDSO
也許她可以⋯⋯530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzUG8cuLA8
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoLkGniGyR
她一震。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EFCd48ypA
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgfa0A9euf
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj8wixSP6g
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIkJJaTJzE
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif1ELKkmqA
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQKPGN3w5S
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5rEi7l6pL
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCxRsAVTDh
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLGuC0nnEb
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvauYvlLlY
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkyRmX1hi5
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7mDTi4xIf
「別再說了！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhJ3yLwn08
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcwPtnlwFv
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPkZGYMLDm
「快追！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55VmASjC3T
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1f1qMEObXT
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQHbaQBoH5
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlPWqiZH0q
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuFJ8WjNKj
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqoCBoghux
「不要，要走就——」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqtC5psOEo
「拿著。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F4jSwPXy9
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zIDR0jrVA
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzzlZBd4PP
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3oja0Apt1
「騙人——」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPzHhIxHkm
「我像是在說謊嗎？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LaLkao8Pi
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZMTlpLs64
「很好。現在快跑。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzvgs065iU
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPaQrr4jWB
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuyFypnLQu
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6Sv7bSDHH
而她正在哭。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cMihVw4Mn
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoBTov42Jg
為什麼。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H4tuhrpcV
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjjNzX46cH
而今天，是大考當天。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZnsx4zERH
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDQNUC6Dc8
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrrY3d7TU0
「妳怎麼了？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaPhviebrV
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVJFPJ47VT
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR3hstTlmu
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzEcgIkHM2
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBq12Nt5sy
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn5CkH8NEN
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyAD8TCxWH
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLQ0HoONdI
「⋯⋯嗯。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPa81wHPAk
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdgBEeFEtc
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpybCBrWsec
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWggSt97aJ
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXckAz3BYLD
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1JkdUwgJr
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ239MbC1V8G
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUa1kQlbgE
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIxjEXcKXl
那是個墓碑。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytMO9AjlcV
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjU5Mf2T4T
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoa92HBv87
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPWobrBcB0
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlYDOtpe62
「我不——」她試著開口。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaW3sEaBoa
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJ2coZgRjE
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgXgMcUZGO
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AYSaoF2gd
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp242CG6UoW
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPsSd7rMBU
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXdyr0MZPF
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZWFLXrJxK
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdBCOhbKLK
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHZjJuHQf1
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV91jEceLh
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJzLu4AEPy
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XRtc4oYCP
信封署名是給她的。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwOyBXqHA7
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vgMw7dqsu
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LaT4Sv0dx
郭禹 上530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Foj6ZEfyN
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9bygf8vdl
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldTy062GH2
或許，是從一開始吧。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpokAEr1DB
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2UPA6Ws9K
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2JMWYjbla
現在這樣、最好。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28Ckf5zt3S
看吧，一切都不會改變。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG50OwaLXyN
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUxdmK10De
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFLGMyO7Yj
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdJoiL9kgl
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHh6H68Xxoo
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡengDN8tyU6
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUH3pX2YZP
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKATyvqstA
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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