#1 Entry: Why I Started This.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTucgyULXz7
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOccQ2fveXK
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxbjzxwezo
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86anj9ZpBC
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTieRj886UJ
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡew0PrTZKdq
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTf6HixtOLf
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡON1yyk0WQh
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5i7AMGVQ26
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQc3UBFrhYB
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9TMu9RJx5
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxWNSSCSaL
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UjZvFeTCD
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfl7xD0woV
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyFLn50Y3a
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02voczsrFa
So calling it off, was it that bad?927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkzF6XiA9v
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvIT5dwCuz
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvfZj8Hlf3
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1ezsWVanw
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTaNphwhkC
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI0xinbL02
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgrPWYqEDu
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiSpHCTx3Z
Henceforth, we have this. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvEXrrySld
Thanks for bearing with me. 927Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8fjuLXDnj
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