#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv3G8a5GyA
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanBfGasdY5
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wlar3dOdq
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDHobKqFyF
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56sIhCxFJP
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPXOS3k8A5
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3wqAEJACU
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsaNSARpDR
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q12XoehJJ
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrsHHh2Qoz
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeDbGFHjsl
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlkNJzDkia
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz33kH0zRVW
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy7EzGx6yb
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA6o8FYwY4
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zEpGElFZ4
So calling it off, was it that bad?1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr0929SYpt
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x6gN5ONNB
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ixOTGYql0
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa45O91cOrh
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wp3UjAOw0
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8KnZ0lFE7
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGQpdIQGDT
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzMqRmyLq3
Henceforth, we have this. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLx6Q6BoKS2
Thanks for bearing with me. 1050Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAdp6vrptu
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