#1 Entry: Why I Started This.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4CyRhuj1P
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgbAdtpHBN
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QoyDtKkbv
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31oXHEwu74
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVogvZIUN1o
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApcStUKm5F
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJDGMrbNrz
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVvXI4PkGb
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0HnKUR4DG
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgvciLA8KK
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBk72xo80bm
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSzIAMTHuk
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5SHV2LhD8
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1ClR9Z3ve
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq030eUrM8
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PK5oiQwz9
So calling it off, was it that bad?996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w9GbeHwVS
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys4yQevkBG
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6Ve58gE33
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv1eCVALM5
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLXQdvuq0d
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGX6KepFSL
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmFcUSVqr4
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo79aN1PFjv
Henceforth, we have this. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznMnSlR7sR
Thanks for bearing with me. 996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0xGxyQ1lf
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