Flashes and more flashes805Please respect copyright.PENANArXLp1w3rNq
Shouts in the air, suffocating me805Please respect copyright.PENANAs0YBDkLmAm
Their bodies closer and closer 805Please respect copyright.PENANAL6kruiLBc5
Until its so hard to breathe805Please respect copyright.PENANAzT16XVgzDc
Everyone screaming your name805Please respect copyright.PENANA2yRqe8zuvw
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces805Please respect copyright.PENANAedTC4M9US5
The men around me take my arm gently805Please respect copyright.PENANAvPgdchTz1q
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes805Please respect copyright.PENANAhISNDqEW66
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life805Please respect copyright.PENANAY3SrxSSpq9
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down805Please respect copyright.PENANAl0oK85jUpz
Faking a smile towards the ground805Please respect copyright.PENANASp8CaWSoWN
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 805Please respect copyright.PENANAu9og3XXf7P
For fear that it will start over again805Please respect copyright.PENANAszetPHTYnn
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains805Please respect copyright.PENANANnGgecxaUW
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest805Please respect copyright.PENANAPxT5hvofkB
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step805Please respect copyright.PENANAVF8XvQ2QkO
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths805Please respect copyright.PENANAb6vJW6myR6
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together805Please respect copyright.PENANAFedlRq3747
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess805Please respect copyright.PENANAUr6DivGo8M
My feet seem to be moving on their own 805Please respect copyright.PENANAg72MPsZccX
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?805Please respect copyright.PENANAvENUoVvhiY
Cameras and fame and people all around me?805Please respect copyright.PENANAiWyGC1Pabj
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!805Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ2DWfVTD5
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!805Please respect copyright.PENANAZLPSZ8ydoX
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another805Please respect copyright.PENANAojYUeKl8V6
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some805Please respect copyright.PENANAO4oa0rMzrL
But my life should've been peace and quite805Please respect copyright.PENANAxcAhNZstKI
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children805Please respect copyright.PENANAbfJWwymUGH
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion805Please respect copyright.PENANALqltAx7Zzj
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets805Please respect copyright.PENANASstJp9r5DX
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life805Please respect copyright.PENANAG1xkLVhVGA
When I stop and think of how blessed I am805Please respect copyright.PENANAiZsaRXRGp4
I realize how much I love my life805Please respect copyright.PENANAF4vC4D4huh
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through805Please respect copyright.PENANA1bNvaIXDrr
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model805Please respect copyright.PENANABcGQ9UOqFd
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on