Flashes and more flashes868Please respect copyright.PENANA0nSFsmQEU9
Shouts in the air, suffocating me868Please respect copyright.PENANAajUhPMEJKa
Their bodies closer and closer 868Please respect copyright.PENANATNcag5OypJ
Until its so hard to breathe868Please respect copyright.PENANArhIdinRWhk
Everyone screaming your name868Please respect copyright.PENANAk6jJwt7Q1W
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces868Please respect copyright.PENANA3PPNSqAfOg
The men around me take my arm gently868Please respect copyright.PENANAmcrmIa2qpX
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes868Please respect copyright.PENANAEB6q9qcFW0
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life868Please respect copyright.PENANAhgjdxSNpSN
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down868Please respect copyright.PENANAIei4sjA3df
Faking a smile towards the ground868Please respect copyright.PENANAW0Sp8Z7enY
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 868Please respect copyright.PENANAuCoIFWtwUw
For fear that it will start over again868Please respect copyright.PENANAqHJ8if0UCu
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains868Please respect copyright.PENANADOD9PCf5cn
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest868Please respect copyright.PENANAjPoPovD3Aj
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step868Please respect copyright.PENANAThtV4R4qRk
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths868Please respect copyright.PENANAiX3D1c89A4
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together868Please respect copyright.PENANAcMgJGbI0N5
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess868Please respect copyright.PENANAMJnUdLpGmh
My feet seem to be moving on their own 868Please respect copyright.PENANAN0AySMQVnN
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?868Please respect copyright.PENANAjJonNYI0Us
Cameras and fame and people all around me?868Please respect copyright.PENANA2g6fmcJNLd
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!868Please respect copyright.PENANAPA8NprzPzL
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!868Please respect copyright.PENANABOlVF0kbhh
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another868Please respect copyright.PENANAvNzuB8gwbE
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some868Please respect copyright.PENANAz1J34rXIDp
But my life should've been peace and quite868Please respect copyright.PENANAsRkUPwdRbg
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children868Please respect copyright.PENANAUq4lzBKoNN
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion868Please respect copyright.PENANAYiixkInmz2
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets868Please respect copyright.PENANAY5JagmZ4cU
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life868Please respect copyright.PENANAWGiJoSp6G1
When I stop and think of how blessed I am868Please respect copyright.PENANAOFyxEnc6KG
I realize how much I love my life868Please respect copyright.PENANAi5VikqvhqD
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through868Please respect copyright.PENANAlyrPg6amuv
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model868Please respect copyright.PENANANW0nOlhi2a
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on