Flashes and more flashes807Please respect copyright.PENANA0daSvALrXW
Shouts in the air, suffocating me807Please respect copyright.PENANAmrxNavxn1E
Their bodies closer and closer 807Please respect copyright.PENANA9dVjOtPzJE
Until its so hard to breathe807Please respect copyright.PENANAUAFlRYruRN
Everyone screaming your name807Please respect copyright.PENANA1BXSPoG1J1
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces807Please respect copyright.PENANApMesnRxJUC
The men around me take my arm gently807Please respect copyright.PENANAk3fC5NrFqA
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes807Please respect copyright.PENANAvAj2cUQA64
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life807Please respect copyright.PENANAwmtWZo68Dn
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down807Please respect copyright.PENANAZG5kVsLTQM
Faking a smile towards the ground807Please respect copyright.PENANApDumdR9Q7h
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 807Please respect copyright.PENANAu72lnGUhkb
For fear that it will start over again807Please respect copyright.PENANAXf3k7ue1MB
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains807Please respect copyright.PENANA1llmcFW5mj
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest807Please respect copyright.PENANAW0CEdkyM8X
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step807Please respect copyright.PENANAUh76lWuuub
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths807Please respect copyright.PENANAX2Atb38sia
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together807Please respect copyright.PENANA9obPGegnXx
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess807Please respect copyright.PENANAKg0ubtdmH0
My feet seem to be moving on their own 807Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3QtKHqOxB
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?807Please respect copyright.PENANA3fX3otnXgQ
Cameras and fame and people all around me?807Please respect copyright.PENANAbM7HFxLnmO
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!807Please respect copyright.PENANA71kumWd0E7
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!807Please respect copyright.PENANAJy8boyHlpd
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another807Please respect copyright.PENANA25CRAg5b8P
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some807Please respect copyright.PENANA7W3KdS54Ga
But my life should've been peace and quite807Please respect copyright.PENANAzI1ktYVu7L
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children807Please respect copyright.PENANA6btBABGQyq
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion807Please respect copyright.PENANAMx5MYGYT0J
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets807Please respect copyright.PENANAWnAjHnBkdR
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life807Please respect copyright.PENANAp826627Bkm
When I stop and think of how blessed I am807Please respect copyright.PENANApDHAyUSmRL
I realize how much I love my life807Please respect copyright.PENANASPKYNwfu6u
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through807Please respect copyright.PENANAXvOax7ykbQ
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model807Please respect copyright.PENANAJAv35GXETG
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on