Flashes and more flashes806Please respect copyright.PENANAutswMXCkoV
Shouts in the air, suffocating me806Please respect copyright.PENANAtMpgLSfaH3
Their bodies closer and closer 806Please respect copyright.PENANAoVvUN4bo1i
Until its so hard to breathe806Please respect copyright.PENANAZKUbdyfrB4
Everyone screaming your name806Please respect copyright.PENANAvTEsqIGblD
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces806Please respect copyright.PENANACpnlgTyjZC
The men around me take my arm gently806Please respect copyright.PENANANQtMF88Nsj
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes806Please respect copyright.PENANAqrU5H48gIU
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life806Please respect copyright.PENANAQ49188Ypg8
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down806Please respect copyright.PENANAUetXrkYCGT
Faking a smile towards the ground806Please respect copyright.PENANAyyFyywlRqJ
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 806Please respect copyright.PENANAKpXliFsyRI
For fear that it will start over again806Please respect copyright.PENANACy2ZoBQWQs
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains806Please respect copyright.PENANArzy2j7CFX4
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest806Please respect copyright.PENANAdEgG8s9PSb
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step806Please respect copyright.PENANASTKKPkHCIZ
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths806Please respect copyright.PENANAvaOubwj8dI
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together806Please respect copyright.PENANAfTc4im2DTT
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess806Please respect copyright.PENANAods3ERMLi2
My feet seem to be moving on their own 806Please respect copyright.PENANAAZRCcljqXh
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?806Please respect copyright.PENANAEzqtY6I7eI
Cameras and fame and people all around me?806Please respect copyright.PENANA62GYVJMjwH
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!806Please respect copyright.PENANAMQIVG37gJq
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!806Please respect copyright.PENANAGZATeXQWiX
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another806Please respect copyright.PENANABZdwuQDDS5
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some806Please respect copyright.PENANAMwUqkYxAxB
But my life should've been peace and quite806Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3lOOFb2JZ
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children806Please respect copyright.PENANA0eu1iDt9WA
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion806Please respect copyright.PENANAQOFan6RkRd
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets806Please respect copyright.PENANAeIPYhtaaej
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life806Please respect copyright.PENANAetcil4Qzw1
When I stop and think of how blessed I am806Please respect copyright.PENANArqe3SE3Z6s
I realize how much I love my life806Please respect copyright.PENANAmRrnEofHXU
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through806Please respect copyright.PENANAaPOGIjTSfQ
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model806Please respect copyright.PENANA9LLrEUOaGq
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on