Flashes and more flashes802Please respect copyright.PENANA2zNQwqZIWJ
Shouts in the air, suffocating me802Please respect copyright.PENANAYOAMssuOPp
Their bodies closer and closer 802Please respect copyright.PENANA4EBWy65LS3
Until its so hard to breathe802Please respect copyright.PENANArULsHWm7wL
Everyone screaming your name802Please respect copyright.PENANAxMOTlt3oHW
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces802Please respect copyright.PENANAFV2BTKtbgZ
The men around me take my arm gently802Please respect copyright.PENANAPIXwPy5WQv
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes802Please respect copyright.PENANAT7HONl1xOg
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life802Please respect copyright.PENANA39Vg94h5t9
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down802Please respect copyright.PENANAvbqeJH76Tc
Faking a smile towards the ground802Please respect copyright.PENANAkNAVidV617
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 802Please respect copyright.PENANAedu0sCwfxe
For fear that it will start over again802Please respect copyright.PENANAYSlLaIXpIv
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains802Please respect copyright.PENANAhAnb0oAOob
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest802Please respect copyright.PENANAxxtB66mn4W
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step802Please respect copyright.PENANAg8dkJ7fe2J
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths802Please respect copyright.PENANASnevptSQqQ
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together802Please respect copyright.PENANAzFyZXEy6O2
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess802Please respect copyright.PENANAxlNECXeAfk
My feet seem to be moving on their own 802Please respect copyright.PENANA9388u1dJvM
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?802Please respect copyright.PENANAf4ppYqX4Mf
Cameras and fame and people all around me?802Please respect copyright.PENANAtcz9RJ5hxv
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!802Please respect copyright.PENANAhQhbNK1DZd
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!802Please respect copyright.PENANADOe0buarBb
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another802Please respect copyright.PENANAjZufdq6lcE
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some802Please respect copyright.PENANAKlpHNw5vpy
But my life should've been peace and quite802Please respect copyright.PENANAiF1dlOHDql
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children802Please respect copyright.PENANAdqJjaMMzhC
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion802Please respect copyright.PENANAyaGdrQfDGM
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets802Please respect copyright.PENANApDh3CEH1Ii
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life802Please respect copyright.PENANAJzqLi5Ry07
When I stop and think of how blessed I am802Please respect copyright.PENANANcY5vQfy4E
I realize how much I love my life802Please respect copyright.PENANAUoLChmpfV2
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through802Please respect copyright.PENANAdId5iKY4JW
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model802Please respect copyright.PENANA9fQ5jg00tF
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on