在小學的畢業典禮結束那一天下午，我是最後一個走進教室拿書包的學生。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGDwALU4gu
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmwr4fnGKD
夕陽西下，昏黃的日光以緩慢的節奏射入。我看著待了六年的教室，不禁有點感傷。想說就要離開這了，或許不會再回來了吧。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCExE04bpO
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忽然間，我注意到被擦得乾乾淨淨的黑板。想到自己沒有留下任何東西就要走了，我忍不住伸出右手拿起白色的粉筆，想留下最後的痕跡。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEpPwUhH4p
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不過就在我要寫下第一劃的時候，頭上突然冒出一隻手握住我的右手。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AUCkQD5Vh
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPJTAMm04T
回過頭看了阻止我的人一眼，我突然感到心臟一陣狂跳。因為握住我的手的那個人，正是我一直暗戀的導師小占明子。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydEzpuMq2S
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY7cyYgruZ
「川本君。」明子老師對著我露出微笑「這樣子不可以唷，衛生股長好不容易才打掃乾淨的說。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDuYLGY8ym
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq5QZn49bu
「誰…誰理妳啊！」我甩開明子老師的手。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU3jxCgVAv
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrX5CC7udR
年紀小的我雖然喜歡明子老師，可是不知為何，我很怕明子老師會發現自己喜歡她。總覺得一旦被發現了，明子老師就再也不會理我似的。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubElVXstFh
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0LIHI43BV
所以我從來沒給明子老師好臉色看過，也給明子老師添了不少麻煩。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFXTVGXcfq
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKQRPeoq59
「唉呀，生氣啦…」明子老師雙手插腰，溫柔地笑著「別生氣嘛。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6IOFqqJfD
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuGiqCZyhi
其實我原本以為明子老師會討厭我的，可是這六年來她從來沒疏遠過我，無論我做了什麼壞事，她都會像剛剛那樣笑著原諒我。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6oFYJTnW5
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhthbNABrtV
可是就算這樣我還是高興不起來，因為對她來說我跟班上同學沒什麼兩樣，我很清楚自己並不是她心中特別的存在。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh26VxDOFMP
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrFiMYVJgB
「不…不要管我啦！」我別開臉，假裝自己很生氣地大聲喊道：「反正我是個壞小孩，現在我要畢業了，你一定鬆了一口氣了對吧！？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNMvgxSH28
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggrFTOP1ah
或許是因為我太大聲了，老師突然沒了聲音。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZE4fjtj2Hi
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp2rQTYk11
明子老師生氣了嗎？我吞了口口水不敢看她，雖然很想逃離這裡，可是雙腳卻又像生根似地牢牢定住，動都動不了。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAwih23AMz
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqbseZYYIA
「弘太啊…」也不知過了多久，明子老師叫了我的名字「老師知道你在想什麼喔。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvYsSYsMHs
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zW1iveyAP
「啊？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDovV0l5i2
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLZZlihw1x
我吃了一驚，難不成明子老師知道我喜歡她的事嗎？447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukXPHZAoXO
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5Vq3irUTq
「其實你啊…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2DcOXNqwC
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdf6n4cZ9n
「等…等等…別說…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADseo9gBDS
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsuZ7zsBeB
我想都沒想就伸出手想阻止老師說出口，因為這事關男人的尊嚴。可惜還是慢了一步，明子老師還是說了。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbkKm7Vb5M
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKP0OupQMu
「其實你是因為要畢業了捨不得離開老師，所以才在跟老師鬧彆扭對吧？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwve1MBFRC
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2lVV7B6Gp
「………」聽到明子老師說出在某方面來說沒錯，可是跟我真正心意依然差很多的答案，我不禁鬆了口氣「唉…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdqVBZdoks
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcJC9BUk3L
「嗯？怎了嗎？老師猜錯了嗎？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSILsUrieR
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNSqSyVnNd
「沒…沒有…」就算打死我也不敢說出正確的答案「老師說的沒錯。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxRuFQVLR7
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl1ozfs7xH
「嗚呼呼…」明子老師往後退一步，靠坐在課桌椅上「你這個小笨蛋，只要你想，隨時都可以回來看老師啊。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4Lqusfk3e
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbzKVDQq3a
「是…是沒錯啦…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpK58LHKNr
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnZC36RdMs
「可是啊…可是…」明子老師抬起頭看著天花板「老師跟你們不一樣喔，老師想見的人已經不在了…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCF8cj62zre
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz9MI9pDak
明子老師的話讓我感到有點意外，我本來以為她應該不是那種會去煩惱這種事的人。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84ieZ1459O
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNXyKcAXO4
「弘太…你知道嗎？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5aAajVUXe
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWEQn0ILIi
「每個人總有幾件會感到後悔的事。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70nLuiRRig
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1X500tObq
「因為在那個當下沒辦法做什麼，或是可以做什麼卻沒做什麼。所以之後總會不停地問著自己，為什麼當時不這麼做呢？為什麼當時什麼都沒說呢？如果做了會怎樣呢？說了又會怎樣呢？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDugqTpMDlU
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF7UywkWmB
「可是啊…可是無論如何我們都找不到答案，因為時光無法倒轉，我們無法回到過去。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYBRZNxxx5
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13xOEgmtrQ
「在找不到答案的質問中，心裡會漸漸地被挖出一個洞，不管拿什麼東西都無法把它填起來。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLI0bNIpN4
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY70EorJjO
「於是直到你死去為止，那個洞總會在最不應該最不應該的時候傳出迴音，空蕩蕩的，好像在偷偷告訴你，其實你什麼都沒有…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwloUqScNp
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgph0yQFkkk
我並不是完全明白明子老師說的話，但約略聽得懂明子老師想說什麼。一股難耐的情緒在心底翻滾著，可是我卻抓不到那股情緒的形狀。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlGCFf37xd
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppnAFY4Yvh
我抬起頭看著明子老師，發現這是我第一次認真地把她的話聽完。因為總覺得如果不好好聽的話，一定會失去什麼重要的東西。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVk0S7ckPk
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ52E1mIqVy
「弘太…無論如何都不能變得跟老師一樣喔…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5AfZVEjET
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMVgC8T3Kc
「想跟誰說什麼，一定要趁著那個人還在的時候說。不然要是等到那個人真的不在了，就真的什麼都不能說了…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH0nd7xued
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkn6j1n4GN
明子老師說完這一長串後便看向我，再度對我露出微笑，可是那微笑好像有點逞強，讓我看得很心痛。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j3YcLEdWO
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb68huL6ofg
「明…明子老師！」我低著頭，結結巴巴地說出連自己都不敢相信自己會說出口的話「我畢業以後，一定會回來看老師的！」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir46DNxhIX
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmhrx9ri2A
我很清楚說出這句話並不能改變什麼，我也沒有把自己真正的心意說出口。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMW5X1dSlD
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMnKdKv3vt
可是…可是，我很害怕畢業後明子老師跟自己就這樣失去關連。很害怕從此之後我跟明子老師就處於人生的平行線上，再也無法見面。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hy2qOBvub
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2V7GSRETN
然後，老師遇到的學生會越來越多，最後就這樣把我忘了。因為我不是老師心中特別的存在，對老師來說，我肯定只是個「比較難對付的學生」而已，不管怎樣都只是個「學生」。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtVrLS1W9d
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWqK0u8hCm
如果什麼都不說的話，最後一定就會像老師說的那樣，這愛慕的心將會化為我人生的第一個空洞。所以如果這時候不說點什麼做點什麼，我想我絕對會感到後悔。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEuX9FQG2N
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzmbCgkgNu
我靜靜等待老師的回應，雖然總覺得她會跟往常一樣摸摸我的頭帶過，但我還是在心裡抱著一點小小的期待，希望她能因為這句話而把我當成特別的存在。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZQB2ZZu0h
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzriCnDdXI
隨著時間一點一滴的過去，我心裡的緊張也到了頂點，但我還是壓抑住想拔腿就跑的衝動，硬逼自己留在原地。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vuIgW1ruC
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYldFYbjXst
不知過了多久，直到夜的黑暗完全吞沒教室，我的等待才獲得了回報。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHPSwNMZfm
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpIaGpfDiB
在經過對我來說宛如從出生到死亡般漫長沉默後，明子老師突然緊緊抱住我。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NhHO7B9Ok
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGojIQLv65O
「弘太。」明子老師的朱唇在我耳邊低語著「這是約定嗎？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU5A4hxc4d
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73KdBfkPDh
明子老師溫暖而柔軟的胸部包覆著我，害得我緊張到全身僵直，憋了許久才勉勉強強，很小聲地擠出一個字。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciDsSuPp0R
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96UJHhJ8BU
「嗯…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDXB8TuRET
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbiVI1LzBV
「那麼老師也和你約定，一定會等你回來的。」明子老師把我放開，在我面前伸出她的右手小指頭「就這麼說定囉，我們來打勾勾。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1dOgewksz
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn2hw7KglI
我看著明子老師纖細的小指頭，吞了口口水後才抬起頭看著她，然後伸出自己的右手小指頭，跟她的小指鉤在一起。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJylQQHsGzm
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuopulj4dJ6
「嘻嘻嘻。」明子老師燦爛地笑了「老師很高興呢。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2iJf1KYC4
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8TjdmLcB0
夕陽就快消失在海平面彼端，四周安靜到不可思議。我將老師的笑臉烙印在自己的心底，那天晚上璀璨的星空成了我這輩子最難忘的一刻。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HQtce0ZMv
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRk4scXBroa
但是，我始終沒有實現老師跟我的約定。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMKm4JdQqb
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZLK3OE8EH
畢業那年暑假，由於父親工作調職的關係，我被迫離開住了十三年的小鎮，來到一個離這裡少說要兩天車程的大城市。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SFN2TpBw8
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObNbyPvksL
殘酷的現實打碎了我與明子老師的約定，讓我充分了解到自己的無能。我無法為自己做的約定負責，因為我只是個離開父母就活不下去的小孩子。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSTYcCFjZH
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACSJldTQA5
這樣的我領悟到一件很可悲的事，那就是當時的約定對老師來說，或許只是不值一顧的童言童語。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjbavTgOCZ
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiJUObC2HC
就像大人在哄小孩一樣，明子老師之所以會和我做約定，只是不想讓我感到傷心難過而已。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6mAZSTrt5
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLvGfIsQpX
或許只有我一個人一頭熱，只有我一個人在高興而已，想到這我就覺得自己真是丟臉丟到了極點。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8DaNYxuMA
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNlSDemzUb
因為對自己的無能與天真感到羞恥，即使後來有辦法靠自己搭車回小鎮了，我還是沒有臉看明子老師。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi188spc3kw
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxYf1G0n1h
我總是會這樣想，就算回去看到明子老師了又能怎樣？找機會跟明子老師告白嗎？不，她不會把我的感情當做一回事的，因為我只是個無法為自己的約定負責任的笨小孩。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54at8tNx6J
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1nI8BWEAN
而且說不定明子老師早就有人在追求，甚至已經有男朋友了。那些人肯定比我還要成熟，還要有能力。這樣的話我怎麼可能有機會贏得老師的芳心，既然如此那我又何必回去自取其辱？447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VHQZGQcA6
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBYixUrGE9
每次只要想到這，想見老師的衝動就會減弱不少。可是即使腦中充斥著這樣的想法，我還是無法停止自己對明子老師的思念。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5AkTC7sQP
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYSLmjL1Aj
於是我的青春就在矛盾與叛逆中渾渾噩噩地度過了，幼稚而笨拙的我也花了很長的一段時間才找到自己心中真正的答案。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zE88L1K1R
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgD2lOP8CzA
那就是無論如何，我還是想跟老師在一起。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdUPSm2VnK
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiyY0Vzb74
雖然我很清楚現在的自己是沒辦法讓明子老師注意到，但是如果我能跟明子老師一樣成為一個老師，讓自己能夠和她站在相同的立場的話…447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhU9HH0Pyqg
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjfi1Ixuqm
那麼或許，或許有那麼一天，明子老師會把她的目光放在我身上。或許到那個時候，我就能把自己的真正心意告訴她。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEiKDysuT4
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa95q4YPzy
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447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PHWWbr6W7
回憶到此為止，在與老師約定的第十三年後，我總算從師大畢業，以實習老師的身分重回母校。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8K5Iq7Tc3
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4qpLaxYVg
「歡迎回來啊，弘太。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Uxe0XsM7e
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqVCT4vRrc
滄海桑田，過去那個瘦瘦的男主任已經不在，現在這位則是個看起來約莫五十歲左右，曾經是學校廚房阿姨的稗田和。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33aDKGdCRa
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BcvUBh2U6
「沒想到以前那個調皮的搗蛋鬼，現在竟然變成正經的老師啦。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJLTVNp9Tj
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0d8vOyqpn
即使已經離開十三年了，我在小學時代到處亂來的事蹟還是被稗田主任記得清清楚楚。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFAVbIm2kE
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7t5sHjSuoP
「不…不好意思。」剛回來就被這樣消遣，我感到十分窘迫。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNq96KswJs3
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfpML2Ny7l
「可是你還真有心啊，現在的老師大多往大都市發展，很少有人想來這種小學校任教了。我想這一定是因為你對這間學校特別有感情的關係，對吧？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgn5L0QgAp2
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap8iyTP3sH
「主任說的沒錯。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaO5e0x9uq
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBIVJ9RKj3
我口是心非地答應著，其實我只是想回來見明子老師，實現我的約定而已，不過這種事當然不可能說出來。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOHMcKfL1E
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOCToVByW2
「因為你是實習老師，經驗還不足，所以我會暫時把你交給小占老師帶。」稗田主任一邊走在我面前，一邊說：「她是你以前的班導師，讓她帶應該很妥當吧。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEigDngf0EM
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip0jHy6r21
聽到明子老師的姓時，我的心臟漏了半拍。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE5Vboobbv
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjFBokJYrD
「明子…不，小占老師還在嗎？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuBELypPPc
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhKVpsyKio
「當然啊！她才四十幾歲，怎麼可能退休？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETA5Sm7FuL
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1ftgvoAcE
「也…也對啦…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUjqlgpyus
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfSZLawH3r
「她現在在教三年級，我們直接去三年級的教室找她吧。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqOhRNarXd
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89RL3S9FcT
「嗯。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDESQZdNpYI
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t87rQgMCy
沒想到這麼快就要跟明子老師見面了，我感到有點措手不及。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1N2AsfZHR
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezaI2v1xAC
原本以為至少得等到中午吧，可是現在馬上就要見面了，我卻不知道該跟老師說什麼。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlds34ZlFw
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RnrFLw26D
要說好久不見了，妳還記得我嗎？還是要說老師您好，我又回來了？447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6Yu52RuPB
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3knZkd0Wi
腦裡充斥著一堆疑問句，但只有一件事是確定的。不管怎樣，我已經不是過去那個無能的臭小鬼，現在的我是個老師，已經可以跟明子老師站在相同的高度說話。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcXxtxlrmj
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NYYXkgOUB
我在心中告訴自己，這次絕對要把我的心意傳達給明子老師。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKypA499ou
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tIOi3TK6q
「啊，小占老師。」稗田主任的聲音把我喚回現實。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQSoWx9rCx
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdAexyyJxY
我抬起頭看向教室的講台，卻只看到一個年約十歲，身高只到我的腰部，穿著奇怪的太空服，有著一頭銀色長髮，頭上還戴著一個紫色大蝴蝶結的小女孩站在那。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB3RttmllW
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJadWLQQQtV
「稗田主任，有事嗎？」女孩開口說話了，那聲音聽起來很沒力，有著慵懶的纖細高音。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ484AY0GAIQ
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVLjTi6qta
「小占老師，這位是今天剛到任的川本弘太老師。」稗田主任把我請到女孩面前「他以前可是你的學生呢。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtX2RCYnEx
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv2P7jUpue
女孩歪著頭看著我，我則是露出一臉不可置信的表情。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CEQ21Mt6Q
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jjcnvkvv7
「這個人是誰啊？」最後我們兩人不約而同地說出同一句話。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlygwk6Gxhw
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXVgZXDxzU
「欸？難道小占老師你忘了啊？」稗田主任拍了拍我的肩膀「他就是以前那個搗蛋鬼弘太啊，他以前總是惹了你不少麻煩，你應該還記得吧？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb7DsX1y1j
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3w0yhsZJlH
「很抱歉，我真的不記得了。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoJs0fOIKV
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfre7dEbjT
「稗田主任，這個人真的是小占老師嗎？」我指著女孩的鼻子「怎麼看都不像啊。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGMHjqzTtK
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAWLApHbEd
稗田主任看了看女孩又看了看我，最後嘆了口氣，說：447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpv2YlJFUQt
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20R51Qh75s
「弘太啊…你要知道歲月是很殘酷的…女人只要過了四十就…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidtfDabqgz
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFqgR3BYSN
說到這裡稗田主任就好像想起什麼悲慘的事，就沒再繼續說下去。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4fUwrDTYd
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCUdh4WldT
「我不是這個意思，是…」我正想提出自己的疑問，卻被稗田主任給打斷。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzLdAa8czw
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9G61bwxas
「好了好了，總之呢現在可是上課時間，有什麼問題等下課你們兩個在慢慢討論，我先走啦。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasks4GUsK1
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MnJbsY8KT
完全沒打算聽我的話，稗田主任就這樣自顧自地走了，只留下我和這個穿著太空服的銀髮女孩在教室裡，無言地對著眼前的三十幾個學生。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRxlfdsIU1
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbVo1TTMzr
「有問題等上完課再問。」銀髮女孩瞪了我一眼「可以吧？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxXoKT23fq
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW330WMI8mn
「嗯…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcRNLtJXPk
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwQ0JGkW6a
看我沒什麼意見，女孩立刻把我帶到講台前，開始跟其他學生介紹我。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlDYAM9TTR
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9aIb5eXKV
「各位同學，這位是新來的實習老師川本弘太，以後也要跟他好好相處，知道嗎？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLylp604EFQ
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSM2zc5iHe
「知道了，老師！」全班異口同聲地答應著。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeagB8jY8g
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGLTRDyUQY
後來我就這樣坐在副導師的座位上，看著銀髮女孩踮起腳尖努力地寫黑板，還有講台下的學生們乖乖坐好不敢亂動的奇景。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp6wizBJSv
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalLQ1FiUO6
我相信我的眼睛沒有看錯，我的記憶也沒有錯。那天下午明子老師的身影依然深深烙印在我的腦海中。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9hllqdeRE
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dEkalEkTC
明子老師是個有著一頭烏黑長髮，笑容甜美的女生。眼前這位女孩頭髮是銀色的，而且她恐怕連笑這個字怎麼寫都不知道。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFg0PwfCBxU
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDp77iKQY2
明子老師的身材不錯，我還記得那個擁抱帶來的觸感。這女孩根本就是個洗衣板，而且還是標準的幼兒體型。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5HXzZxJoN
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zskPuCd72
無論我怎麼看，都不覺得十三年的時間可以讓明子老師變成這樣。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4kLG5TzAi
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN70MJlyUs7
更重要的是，她竟然連我是誰都不記得。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCotWbd9lB2
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuqu0D5mX3
就算我在她心中並不是特別的，但我心目中的明子老師是不可能把自己教過的學生給忘掉的。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJyPZUDCEB
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4Eyqvg3cg
所以這個女孩絕對不是明子老師，我得探個究竟才行。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOTTGJnjI1
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwGawkCrck
※447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucRTTHUVl5
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pdtIofg23
下課後，我跟著女孩來到學校的屋頂。即使已經過了十三年，這裡依然是這個小鎮中最棒的瞭望點，小鎮的全景連同漁港都盡收眼底。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHl569L6r3
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IFuIvSlBe
「川本君。」女孩開口了「真是對不起，剛剛竟然沒把你想起來。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOusW2Rr5gs
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyrT7LVuAV
我愣了一下，的確只有明子老師會叫我川本君。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIA9i1jO78
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeT4EEuYmO
但是明子老師這樣叫我的時候總是笑咪咪的，可不像這個女孩連嘴角都不彎一下。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayYhxEdTHv
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxf6eYyPG2
「………」我一臉狐疑地看著女孩「你真的是明子老師嗎？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncbdXbz2b4
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnnipNceJI
「討厭啦川本君。」女孩睜眼說瞎話道：「我一點也沒變啊，你怎麼會認不出我？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSysNO75uX8
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRsiyyXD3V
這傢伙…存心耍我是吧？447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRi9yB2cmb
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFUhtzX7Q3
不知從哪來的怒氣湧上心頭，我忍不住對著女孩大吼。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXXR5zMa1F
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbis2lsPgJi
「別開玩笑了！妳怎麼可能會是我的明子老師？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYl12ndrvc
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY4kUEEa7B
大概是被我的大叫給嚇到，女孩的臉第一次出現了動搖。她眨了眨眼睛，似乎是在確認什麼。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHCSLW3XTF
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mkjjFynra
「川本君，我真的是明子呀。」女孩轉過身背對著我「為什麼你就是不相信我呢？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pH6eaewKi
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8crCFOTg5Q
女孩的聲音聽起來好像自己受了什麼傷害一樣，原本就有點虛弱的聲音這時聽起來更是讓人不忍。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41g4nrv1C0
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5INhpBnitx
但是我可不會因此而可憐她。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs52v5cvUeh
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFtjoqaXNl
「無論如何，妳就是要說自己是明子老師對吧？」我閉上眼睛，把雙手交叉在胸前「那麼我問妳，妳還記得我們之間的約定嗎？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhf5Yrd0DnE
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdlXZx1Fts
「約定？」女孩的蝴蝶結微微震動了一下。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KK0wqZagY
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATt8YPHs2n
輕柔的春風緩緩吹動櫻樹的枝枒，婆娑的聲響自遠處傳來，可是我依然等不到女孩的答案。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrACWCMl16
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQNehF5WCw
沒多久，上課的鐘聲響起。我原本以為女孩似乎要開口說話了，但直到鐘聲結束，她還是什麼都沒說。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tPZeNaLyM
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzSQUDtQDz
「看吧，妳果然什麼都不知道。」我逕自下了結論，原本的怒氣卻不知為何消失無蹤「我不知道妳是為了什麼，又是用了什麼手段騙過全校的人，但是請妳不要在我面前假裝自己是明子老師。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAIoVI5OeJ
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF6AkU6Mz1
我轉身離去，在下樓前又拋下一句：447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZX6bWXkuGe
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxKZLKYTCc
「因為明子老師對我來說是非常重要的人。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOQoz5LtGz
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi77AnIJCtt
※447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27D5D3hcFo
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRWIFv9ixj
「川本弘太老師，你遲到了。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI33E6dNLdj
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlhTTpSoyx
看著比我早到教室的女孩，我的嘴巴張得老大，完全搞不懂是怎麼回事。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5923Fdzx5B
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX6pG07qXx
太奇怪了，我不是比她還要早下樓嗎？為什麼她會比我早到。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUE9dwpYIZ
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3OEjitalb
「還呆在那幹什麼？快回座位坐好。」女孩沒好氣地說：「真是的，你比小朋友還不如耶。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMJxh5mjZX
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeV69zNyC75
女孩的話引起教室裡的小鬼們一陣偷笑，我不好意思到連耳根子都紅了。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuJqBpU0be
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2HzA8Ovls
「為了處罰你，放學後留下來陪我打掃導師辦公室。」女孩對我眨了眨眼「知道嗎？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF0ic6twU3
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcg6OGWFQD
我看著女孩面無表情的臉好一會兒，想想剛剛的自己過於衝動的言行，再想想現在教室裡的情況。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVT5VgKDws
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9EAu3Y01o
學生們睜大眼睛看著我，似乎在等待我說什麼。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN3LAT3ebw
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDYFcozaYu
最後我嘆了口氣，說：447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgN3pwxqSaz
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCrVO4TG1g
「我知道了。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpylPj45dQ
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwykaFrujv
後來這一整天我都看著女孩上課的背影，想搞清楚這女孩到底是誰。不過除了她身上那件可笑的太空衣可以讓我做個這傢伙可能是宇宙人之類的假設外，我完全找不到任何線索。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwEcF64Asi
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMIvmqeB50
因為還在氣頭上，為了避免被當成怪人，所以我不打算直接問那個女孩，而是在下課時間找其他老師詢問。不過不管我怎麼問，都問不出什麼異常之處。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡos78vfsgww
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8FW3A5c4L
「小占老師從以前就是這樣，沒什麼變啊。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXQ5mW3Hk5
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uERZgdqQH
「雖然年紀沒變大這點有點奇怪，但那也是保養好的關係吧？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDD59S4HUC
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19TzD6oEPt
「我認識小占老師十幾年了，從沒發現她有什麼異常之處。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9orPpGeiro
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHFsbsoZ3f
「川本老師你大概是太久沒見到小占老師，才會這樣懷疑東懷疑西的吧？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxJAcwyqut
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoP5XLlKiuu
從學校老師口中得到的答案大多是這類的，沒有任何人懷疑過明子老師已經被這個女孩替換掉，所以我得不到半點線索。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjkgzyo8rv
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUWXUwvshV
結果反而是我的怪異舉動引起那個女孩的注意，在中午吃飯的時候又被她拉到屋頂去。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhXZCcRHfn
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kl5Oi4sBa
「你到底是想怎樣？」女孩的眉心微皺，露出有點傷腦筋的表情「為什麼到處打聽我的事情？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gxsUAS1X9
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwZ5FVn5JE
「沒什麼，只是想知道妳到底是誰。」我從女孩的頭上睥睨著她「還有妳把明子老師怎麼了，就這樣而已。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrFmq3xmOV
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkN3d2nzhx
「你真的很煩耶！我真的是小占明子啊！而且…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjT9IjpuFpZ
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXl1zmISa5
「妳這個騙子！」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYMKIIXUdC
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61KuDoHYIn
女孩的話說到一半就被我打斷，因為我實在無法忍受她繼續假裝明子老師。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0HKtu8S9T
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlM88uaux5
深吸一口氣強逼自己冷靜下來後，我才無力地說：447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj31bT5cdi
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl8ZPX0FFX
「真正的小占明子已經四十幾歲了，怎麼可能會是妳這個起來才十幾歲的小鬼頭？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSlwdvukzD
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYkUe04Xj3
「什…什麼？」女孩被我的話嚇了一大跳「你…你看得見真正的我？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZMQyYF0zu
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGfOZ4OhGv
「是啊。」我不耐煩地抓抓自己的後腦「妳當我眼睛有問題啊？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDgN6TvM2t
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokZDenhP47
「不…不可能…」女孩低下頭咬著自己的大拇指，喃喃自語道：「催眠裝置沒有成功就算了，為什麼連光學模擬都會失敗呢…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfKpHhLw2o
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIjYVADyyM
雖然聽不懂女孩剛剛在說什麼，不過該問的還是得問。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGS1fiyOvx
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkEPFqek2G
「所以說啊，我再問一次，妳到底是誰？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqkUzkSlVX
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6DyTSSCwn
「………」女孩並沒有立即回答我的答案，好像在猶豫什麼似的。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHz16CCySN
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupuYe2SGGw
不知過了多久，她才抬起頭用十分為難的眼神看著我說：447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWh3H2HrIH
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s1t1nt8Ks
「川本先生，拜託你等到放學，放學後我會告訴你一切，好嗎？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N6669tFXl
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6kdMvflvM
我看著那個女孩，她那青金色的瞳孔並沒有閃爍不定，看起來不像是在說謊的樣子。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOURuJ1h6ip
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyh6BsxJp1
「好吧。」我沒好氣地說：「反正都等了十三年了，不差這半天。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXQr4cpBve
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KTwWYvO6Q
※447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrvW0wAqhq
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEsvfGvili
放學後，女孩帶我到教師辦公室裡。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3HPYPZPHQ
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs54GNShnQ8
「我問你。」女孩打開自己的辦公桌抽屜「你真的想知道事實嗎？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5KA4iVwyf
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wIcSP8nU9
「嗯。」我點了點頭。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb89ayXEMkV
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo21uVWMe9
「我知道了。」女孩從抽屜裡拿出一封信「原本我不想說的，因為我今天就要回母星去，接下來的事情都跟我無關。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMYo5oTgSB
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkek1EFojNr
「這是什麼意思？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jpOq030mg
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtVAsvzuUH
女孩沒有回答，只是默默地把她手上的信交到我手上。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MsDgAfTkQ
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJy0SccXHl
「這是什麼？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmdnsoXXgy
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl2UZlU3OD
「你老師的遺書…之類的吧。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ2EGOsN5L
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiL6cWp41c
聽到遺書兩字時，我的腦中突然一片空白。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwSJLCsoER
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0zBoNa6lg
「她在離開這裡前把這封信留給我，說如果有個叫川本弘太的人回來了，就把這封信交給他。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1rLJ7mCnv
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSXg4Zgr4j
我急著把信拆開，從中拿出一張茉綠色的信紙。稍微看了一下，紙上的筆跡的確是明子老師的沒錯。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyq5lbxpgs
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmuerQos5e
「給親愛的弘太：447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMST7yLPL9m
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF26dVt3tK
對不起，老師可能沒辦法遵守跟你的約定了。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIy5oG2rZD
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeooW3AnZ1k
因為老師得到一種地球上沒有的怪病。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXRYh4ihuF
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kq23HZ9Zm
老師也不太清楚那是什麼病，只是當那些外星人開著飛碟跑來告訴老師的時候，老師才知道自己只剩下不到一個月的壽命了。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡey9MLbShj2
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzd34EETn5p
雖然他們還跟老師說，只要老師願意可以幫老師醫治，不過存活率也只有兩成不到。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE4dpMWCak
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsGO5C3nw6
如果可以的話，老師真的不希望你會看到這封信，因為… 」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttSI55bojC
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFQV4CWDsK
我還沒把信看完就看不下去了，因為當那個女孩告訴我這是遺書時，我大概就猜到了一大半。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY9wjOgbYI
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2T89lzwjn
「事情就是這樣，為了避免我們的秘密被洩漏，所以我被派來代替明子老師的缺直到她康復，或者…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyE4uFoE3Oo
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zJLzA1HLl
「這不會是真的吧？」我打斷女孩的話。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbITPGNN4mj
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKyW1JM933
「是真的沒錯，因為小占明子得到病的是由我們星球過去研發的生化武器Ｃ病毒引起的，基於宇宙法的生化武器處理公約，我們必須將她帶回母星醫治。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT5IbXuLyA
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRDjcC6S3o
「那是什麼時候的事情？」我抬起頭看向女孩。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMwXLApgSh
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg5imDKW0b
「大約十二年前吧。」女孩頓了一下，又說：「不過也到此結束了，昨天我接到總部通知，他們要我回去…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOK2ZPJW80
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnGPHd5sjR
「別說了！」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdhIMYZXl7
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX6shZ4rVn
我並沒有把女孩的話聽完，因為我不想再繼續聽下去。這裡的一切都讓我覺得好痛苦，現在的我只想離開這裡。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuE4hQq1VD
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QWcJ491X3
打開門逃出辦公室，逃出校舍，逃出校門口。我不停地跑著，腦中全是最後一次與明子老師見面時，老師對我說的每一句話。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8v8pGYhjn2
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuo5k548Hhx
「老師…對不起…」我一邊跑，眼淚一邊不爭氣地流出來。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw8bJPMSvx
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tIaFxYo89
弘太…無論如何都不要變得跟老師一樣喔…447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiPeQ9qhH6
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UcYCXDpyH
「我應該早點回來的…」淚水模糊了視線，我幾乎看不清楚前方的道路。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOzcw4MDoS
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G1CjXeJGr
想跟誰說什麼，一定要趁著那個人還在的時候說。不然要是等到那個人真的不在了，就真的什麼都不能說了…447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XPE5aSWEw
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCa8Dg2IPw
「對不起…真的很對不起…」我跑過河堤，跑向漁港。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgpeplrDYK
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRFdmgRQHJ
就這麼說定囉，我們來打勾勾。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaog1KSQsSu
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0JTW9onBe
「真的很對不起…真的…」我跑到海邊，在沙灘上無力地跪了下來。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyOQanQATF
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZPuAJUYCv
不遵守約定的人不是明子老師，是我才對，如果我那個時候能夠坦率一點就不會這樣了。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIyFoqSlx1
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87MrBNFPgG
我還有好多話想跟她說，我想告訴她我有多喜歡她。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcr0k08fuW
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqJD7B56zA
可是已經來不及了，明子老師已經不在了。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RG1hPytrf
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFX5JtQHMW
無論我想做什麼，最後都只能後悔自己為什麼沒能在那時就說出來。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh0JlI1CoL
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sVIDosJE8
結果到最後，我真的什麼都沒有，我依然是那個無能的小孩，我什麼事都辦不到。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopn4UbyqhP
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM033Xwr9T
我趴在海灘上不停哭泣，直到夕陽西下落海，溫柔的月亮隨著夜色自山的那邊探出來頭來。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KWCAK2fPu
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnk2Xf9GwXl
入夜的海風吹到我的身上，抬起頭看著漆黑的海上幾點漁火閃爍不明，我的腦中突然有個很傻的念頭。於是我站起身脫下鞋子，步履蹣跚地往那片漆黑的海前進。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe4m10aDIn
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AKr6MFB8b
海浪的呢喃啪唦啪唦地環繞在我的耳邊，就像是哈梅爾的笛聲在催促著我加入它們。而我也毫不猶豫地邁開腳步，希望能成為它們的一份子。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSVySklr7c
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccM1QQKysF
不過就在我的腳即將踏入海水前，女孩那略嫌虛弱的纖細高音打破了它們的呢喃。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uMBaGrRwN
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt36zlRcom
「真是笨蛋，這樣就想死了嗎？」女孩站在我身後冷冷地說著：「沒必要為了已死的人賠上性命吧？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK98JmEd4So
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡya82Vv7Y7d
我停下腳步，回頭看著那個女孩。月光照在她的蝴蝶結上，讓她那蝴蝶結閃閃發光著。海浪湧上我的腳邊又悄悄退去，我別開臉，小聲地說：447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAvsHNlB14
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhCzfTmo2U
「你說的沒錯，我只是想如果就這樣死去，是不是就能見到老師而已…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Sx7R21REo
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ178HYpkxvU
「我真的搞不懂，為什麼你要對她那麼執著。既然已經死了，那麼做什麼說什麼都沒意義了，不是嗎？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkjzTBLAEf
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8sxCc2DgR
「我知道。」海浪的呢喃忽大忽小的，聽得我有點暈眩「可是告訴我這個道理的那個人已經死了。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfu3o8N6eM
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C0nYQoBsT
「所以你就要放棄自己的人生？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNhj2sXJyS
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykLtQJDaJz
「妳不懂啦。」我往後退了一步「我只是想要去找她而已。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZbGFI3r5v
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sd4bqyB7b
「不可能，人只要死掉就什麼都沒有了。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1TR7HuTzH
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei067tLYL8
「誰曉得死掉是不是真的什麼都沒有？說不定有靈魂，有天堂或地獄啊。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73GuR8Y7hX
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PYk0UEZbc
我已經不知道自己在說什麼了，或許我只是想宣洩這十幾年來對老師的思念而已。我的嘴巴完全不受我的控制，拼命說出許多難為情到死的告白。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQqeezCqVg
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLEGuANpot
「我從小時候就一直喜歡她，好喜歡好喜歡。這樣的心情即使到了現在，也絲毫沒有減弱過。可是我從來沒有告訴她過，也不知道她對我真正的看法到底是什麼。所以我才想去找她啊，我想要好好問個明白，就算…就算…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJzvuQzZWn
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZNcwCOvcG
突然間我的喉頭像是被什麼梗住似的，什麼都說不出口。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSP5xIUeMNs
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82tU9tWnRm
女孩沉默了好一陣子，最後嘆了長長的一口氣，說：447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLx3vOO2Ta
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHlI07oE1j
「我明白了，既然如此，你親自跟她說吧。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjMvrVrGIx
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzq1rpQuT4
「欸？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUywUbmjOCd
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG1IEgkfjh
一艘巨大的ＵＦＯ突然出現在我和女孩的頭上，我抬頭看著巨大的ＵＦＯ，還搞不清楚現在到底是什麼情形。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjWsfemWaA
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一道綠光從ＵＦＯ中央照射而下，綠光中緩緩降下一名和女孩穿著同樣款式太空服的年輕女子。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGv1WwGdDf
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffuJqPw319
女子降落在我的面前，因為綠光的關係，我一時間也看不清楚女子的容貌。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKdNiUdDto
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfupS8zm8Xm
直到綠光完全消散退去後，我才看出眼前的女子到底是誰。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHEMFS1AhV
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUlh6GFs2I
「不可能吧…」我不敢相信自己的眼睛，所以用力地用手揉了揉，可是眼前那熟悉的臉蛋依然沒有改變「明…明子老師？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyvkzwxNGE
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUo8r55dRhX
聽到我的聲音，明子老師長長的眼睫毛微微動了一下。接著她緩緩張開雙眼，呆呆地看了我好一陣子。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrSrTNdUk9
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC52eqIkGy
「哎呀，你是弘太對吧？」明子老師笑著摸摸我的頭「好久不見了，你真的長大了呢。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItN0xJVhxD
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVUnHKbpZy
明子老師還是沒變，依然維持著十三年前與我分離時的容貌。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcz1E0cRF5
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQjUeCYSAx
「明子老師！」我伸出雙手緊緊抱住了明子老師「太好了…原來妳還活著…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6kPoHeNDB
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUapDkXhMZV
「欸？啊勒？」明子老師有點慌張地說：「娜爾妲沒告訴你我的病已經治好，所以今天要回來嗎？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmm4PtXaBED
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6b7hnB22G
「啊？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYDhnnt5Hv
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYwhFFo63C
我轉頭看向女孩，女孩原本不苟言笑的臉這時竟然在嘴邊掛上惡作劇得逞的邪惡奸笑。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHofGxCONy
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7SDC5SCgd
「所以我說你真是個笨蛋，難道不是嗎？」女孩擺出一副事不關己的模樣「不把信看完也不把我的話聽完就急著衝出去找死，地球人都像你這麼蠢嗎？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxgD6ra4nQ
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXU3W7Y7w3
「可是你不是說這是老師的遺書…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQCruWDNrS
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUvLaN6BXe
「我可沒說是遺書，只是說是遺書之類的。」女孩無奈地聳了聳肩「是你自己會錯意的。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUx9iOEASzJ
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGy6863OTG
「我…我…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rvMTtq0eL
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6hd4DvyAS
一瞬間發生了許多事，我的腦袋都快停止運作了。不過女孩並不打算就這樣放過我，還乘勝追擊地問道：447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQtmOUmIvB
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeovTiFRROw
「對了，你不是還有很多話要跟明子老師說嗎？趁現在明子老師回來了，快點說吧。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7fZ6rC5nO
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlEW84H7NA
「欸～～～？」明子老師抬起頭看著我，一臉好奇地問：「弘太你想跟我說什麼呀？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEmqhWUu3t
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gIWzc7gRU
「那個…這個…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAp0SbfRQu2
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBWtZGx4Fs
我想起剛剛說的那些，還有在這之前自己幹過的蠢事，深深覺得自己真的是個大笨蛋。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttWK9Db9tb
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE0hMliXh4
「笨蛋，快說啊，不說的話明子老師怎麼知道你的想法？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHGhDjpIwT
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsBBDfPRCn
「對呀弘太，快點說吧。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1WQepoeWo
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16tIsdGlkq
因為受不了被兩個女人逼問，我的神經一時斷線，竟然掉頭拔腿就跑。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWU1wQT81TC
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPtDYXnQyU
「大笨蛋，你想去哪啊？該不會想逃了吧？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk5fT5gPVf
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusxmXTYovQ
「弘太！老師不是教過你不可以逃避嗎？快點回來呀。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbJfgqpZnX
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4qMpHCzOM
「少…少囉唆！」我回頭朝那兩個麻煩大叫「我絕對不說！絕不～」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdul6tT3Rq
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94aKpQBwMv
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447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡET4ajBlIXQ
第二天一早，我拖著疲憊不已的身體和黑眼圈走入教室。迎接我的是全班的學生，和真正的明子老師。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cLP7TSl0r
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl35ChSZDg
「怎麼這麼沒精神啊？」明子老師對我露出她的招牌爽朗笑容「這樣可是會被學生看不起唷。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMDRCHGjn8
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRudQGoy9n
明子老師看起來還是那麼年輕有活力，不過學校裡的人還是沒有發現她離開學校前往外太空治病的事。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAZM73UgEx
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbwNYR7nGO
「我…我知道啦！」我不好意思地別開頭「明天我會早點睡的啦。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaZPm72qep
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2ihmGfnr4
即使過了十三年，努力成為一個老師的我還是沒辦法在明子老師面前坦率。這樣的我真是沒用到極點，丟臉死了。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvuR9UMZ8B
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQW7D1VZ2a
「噗，真是的…」老師露出有點傷腦筋的表情「你得振作點啦，不然怎麼成為一個好老師？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vU6ZqQjma
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75w2FalEZK
「還不都是因為你…」我小聲地碎碎唸著。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp5NTQbobO
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBsy9aczjO
「欸？什麼？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd0xl2bJ9V
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5DUIWOiZZ
「沒…沒啦！」我別開眼不敢看向老師「快點上課吧！」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1o1wZTdiD
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7wYSigmbS
原本以為可以這樣矇混過去，可是沒想到學生中竟然有人舉起手偷打我的小報告。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKZbu1X5FX
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTBwPXLQXF
「報告明子老師，川本老師是因為對你…」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyJHWT4hf1
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd3pyrD9qW
「哇！哇！哇！」我趕忙大聲打斷那個人的話「死宇宙人，明子老師不是已經回來了嗎？妳怎麼不回你的母星去啊？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4nsilJhmo
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9M5s3LM76
被我打斷的正是昨天那個外星女孩，不過她今天沒有穿太空服，而是和其他女學生一樣穿著小學制服。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ267pXYXtrl
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「我本來就是研究人類的學者，留在地球是很稀鬆平常的事啊。」女孩晃了晃她頭上那對大大的蝴蝶結。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ309DHIxMJw
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMUUTjJNga
「什麼？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGdnFUyOj9
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHhPByX48O
「原本我也以為自己的研究已經夠深入了，不過自從你來後我才發現自己還很膚淺，非得加把勁才行。因此我只好成為這座小學的學生，這樣才能隨時待在你們身邊做觀察。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFcEsm2tbR
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW9hkChFB4
說到這，女孩對我眨了眨眼，笑著說：447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbH1DeTY6k1
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRizEO9swmY
「所以請多多指教囉，川本老師。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jOPDpyRAd
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dCZ0p442m
「是呀，請多多指教囉」一旁的明子老師跟著附和道：「川本老師。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oNYrioVeP
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOggILQloO
我看著老師，又轉頭看了女孩一眼。兩人份的微笑讓我覺得自己果然很笨，被這兩個人耍得團團轉的我竟然毫無招架之力。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJjgs21qaZ
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCOLVQA32n
每個人總有幾件會感到後悔的事，不管是誰都一樣。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMsWzcavN3
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQfWjSys5r
如果真是這樣的話，那我想最令我感到後悔的，大概就是遇到她們兩個吧。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2UE8sxD71
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