在小學的畢業典禮結束那一天下午，我是最後一個走進教室拿書包的學生。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngmE8J5Qm8
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEDtMtAAuo
夕陽西下，昏黃的日光以緩慢的節奏射入。我看著待了六年的教室，不禁有點感傷。想說就要離開這了，或許不會再回來了吧。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemDrDzjBsQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnR91g0pHv
忽然間，我注意到被擦得乾乾淨淨的黑板。想到自己沒有留下任何東西就要走了，我忍不住伸出右手拿起白色的粉筆，想留下最後的痕跡。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQNY4f1RNP
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRhRHnAeWV
不過就在我要寫下第一劃的時候，頭上突然冒出一隻手握住我的右手。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlKW6baW3Y
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoknFYTIN3
回過頭看了阻止我的人一眼，我突然感到心臟一陣狂跳。因為握住我的手的那個人，正是我一直暗戀的導師小占明子。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BSffse48b
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRGN0x6PEy
「川本君。」明子老師對著我露出微笑「這樣子不可以唷，衛生股長好不容易才打掃乾淨的說。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIyFG9Rlvu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXYlf5tsR3
「誰…誰理妳啊！」我甩開明子老師的手。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS3zyiGTXa
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc9tOwEbyq
年紀小的我雖然喜歡明子老師，可是不知為何，我很怕明子老師會發現自己喜歡她。總覺得一旦被發現了，明子老師就再也不會理我似的。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IEP2LQ90Q
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IsD2GcCYJ
所以我從來沒給明子老師好臉色看過，也給明子老師添了不少麻煩。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSC7sK25ot
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4GNrjgmZ8
「唉呀，生氣啦…」明子老師雙手插腰，溫柔地笑著「別生氣嘛。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjk7FcLC3Lv
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7lDxOiGDG
其實我原本以為明子老師會討厭我的，可是這六年來她從來沒疏遠過我，無論我做了什麼壞事，她都會像剛剛那樣笑著原諒我。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FqqmTN981
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcCVnnxUvn
可是就算這樣我還是高興不起來，因為對她來說我跟班上同學沒什麼兩樣，我很清楚自己並不是她心中特別的存在。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLXvtmzw5U
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTQwrRdxZg
「不…不要管我啦！」我別開臉，假裝自己很生氣地大聲喊道：「反正我是個壞小孩，現在我要畢業了，你一定鬆了一口氣了對吧！？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh32IJ8zeT1
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMgmpbcKzh
或許是因為我太大聲了，老師突然沒了聲音。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxKsteKrJJ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhovw0KpPD
明子老師生氣了嗎？我吞了口口水不敢看她，雖然很想逃離這裡，可是雙腳卻又像生根似地牢牢定住，動都動不了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvx5OtSuxvq
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkNlj47qDl
「弘太啊…」也不知過了多久，明子老師叫了我的名字「老師知道你在想什麼喔。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56PNJAb8JW
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnkWmLSoMc
「啊？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeb4NamF0oR
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34qM1Qi1kz
我吃了一驚，難不成明子老師知道我喜歡她的事嗎？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRrohrQyVl
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkQEfqRrtP
「其實你啊…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ld9wqnrxG
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYWOCozLj2
「等…等等…別說…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sdb6w8tWB
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFrBDT48rS
我想都沒想就伸出手想阻止老師說出口，因為這事關男人的尊嚴。可惜還是慢了一步，明子老師還是說了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHRUcYEi3Q
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJ8Gp5qF6U
「其實你是因為要畢業了捨不得離開老師，所以才在跟老師鬧彆扭對吧？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ118CmkaQ3K
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oZiVUFTck
「………」聽到明子老師說出在某方面來說沒錯，可是跟我真正心意依然差很多的答案，我不禁鬆了口氣「唉…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMadbEgx6ux
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KfodEPXHI
「嗯？怎了嗎？老師猜錯了嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHW8RgRFFz
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0Or1zQTp1
「沒…沒有…」就算打死我也不敢說出正確的答案「老師說的沒錯。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61mrtnHq1O
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR1QRiEtm6
「嗚呼呼…」明子老師往後退一步，靠坐在課桌椅上「你這個小笨蛋，只要你想，隨時都可以回來看老師啊。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVmYjgceYL
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLXbN5vg1k
「是…是沒錯啦…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7uNfZ3Sxh
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7ZtQGZddt
「可是啊…可是…」明子老師抬起頭看著天花板「老師跟你們不一樣喔，老師想見的人已經不在了…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJozlTZu8e
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7TBLwoUHK
明子老師的話讓我感到有點意外，我本來以為她應該不是那種會去煩惱這種事的人。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zmJyozOwE
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeqY92BMUs
「弘太…你知道嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflEqgLz347
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ846iRRY2Xz
「每個人總有幾件會感到後悔的事。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFgMAg68vs
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvp7qMjn2Z
「因為在那個當下沒辦法做什麼，或是可以做什麼卻沒做什麼。所以之後總會不停地問著自己，為什麼當時不這麼做呢？為什麼當時什麼都沒說呢？如果做了會怎樣呢？說了又會怎樣呢？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkjrkoL41f
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWZh2D8LOo
「可是啊…可是無論如何我們都找不到答案，因為時光無法倒轉，我們無法回到過去。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr9g81YYLT
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQbOLIi1As
「在找不到答案的質問中，心裡會漸漸地被挖出一個洞，不管拿什麼東西都無法把它填起來。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCaozvtEs8
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlluP4lmesX
「於是直到你死去為止，那個洞總會在最不應該最不應該的時候傳出迴音，空蕩蕩的，好像在偷偷告訴你，其實你什麼都沒有…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJ4jgSdtSw
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoV3FkzC0c
我並不是完全明白明子老師說的話，但約略聽得懂明子老師想說什麼。一股難耐的情緒在心底翻滾著，可是我卻抓不到那股情緒的形狀。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73v3TD5Nb3
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU78CBReH6r
我抬起頭看著明子老師，發現這是我第一次認真地把她的話聽完。因為總覺得如果不好好聽的話，一定會失去什麼重要的東西。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42aIYYqZsK
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vwwkUZil5
「弘太…無論如何都不能變得跟老師一樣喔…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lopC4IyHa
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuaHbqRvz6
「想跟誰說什麼，一定要趁著那個人還在的時候說。不然要是等到那個人真的不在了，就真的什麼都不能說了…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTjUR8Ogtb
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnphglC7ye
明子老師說完這一長串後便看向我，再度對我露出微笑，可是那微笑好像有點逞強，讓我看得很心痛。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9dC8SE2Ti
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsKnHfg9Zq
「明…明子老師！」我低著頭，結結巴巴地說出連自己都不敢相信自己會說出口的話「我畢業以後，一定會回來看老師的！」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05oAYMiXBQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2kV8KAfsD
我很清楚說出這句話並不能改變什麼，我也沒有把自己真正的心意說出口。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCM8kxtX8G
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBFExDhQc0
可是…可是，我很害怕畢業後明子老師跟自己就這樣失去關連。很害怕從此之後我跟明子老師就處於人生的平行線上，再也無法見面。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1uU1xhbKI
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMeerRJ803
然後，老師遇到的學生會越來越多，最後就這樣把我忘了。因為我不是老師心中特別的存在，對老師來說，我肯定只是個「比較難對付的學生」而已，不管怎樣都只是個「學生」。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeOzSDzvR7
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4l6IaCUlMK
如果什麼都不說的話，最後一定就會像老師說的那樣，這愛慕的心將會化為我人生的第一個空洞。所以如果這時候不說點什麼做點什麼，我想我絕對會感到後悔。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjGEdEKHIH
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2rdwbvojB
我靜靜等待老師的回應，雖然總覺得她會跟往常一樣摸摸我的頭帶過，但我還是在心裡抱著一點小小的期待，希望她能因為這句話而把我當成特別的存在。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXv3yQDqvx
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQu5Nhj553
隨著時間一點一滴的過去，我心裡的緊張也到了頂點，但我還是壓抑住想拔腿就跑的衝動，硬逼自己留在原地。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItBR6g4Vhi
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntEayZtB4p
不知過了多久，直到夜的黑暗完全吞沒教室，我的等待才獲得了回報。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHb8B58QD5
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjBW5TNFpY
在經過對我來說宛如從出生到死亡般漫長沉默後，明子老師突然緊緊抱住我。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeXsPqjhPq
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64ipB9V1YB
「弘太。」明子老師的朱唇在我耳邊低語著「這是約定嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gIT7Oyqm3
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUnpF59PSZ
明子老師溫暖而柔軟的胸部包覆著我，害得我緊張到全身僵直，憋了許久才勉勉強強，很小聲地擠出一個字。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSUMTmFhvX
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJbXpcrh7O
「嗯…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBOCBkVHkf
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnIviVIS0e
「那麼老師也和你約定，一定會等你回來的。」明子老師把我放開，在我面前伸出她的右手小指頭「就這麼說定囉，我們來打勾勾。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrSXgHqwUM
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz90OWPWCnL
我看著明子老師纖細的小指頭，吞了口口水後才抬起頭看著她，然後伸出自己的右手小指頭，跟她的小指鉤在一起。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5udaKSfT5K
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qqWdyHHI2
「嘻嘻嘻。」明子老師燦爛地笑了「老師很高興呢。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmegDublCWR
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq9wFJwxkR
夕陽就快消失在海平面彼端，四周安靜到不可思議。我將老師的笑臉烙印在自己的心底，那天晚上璀璨的星空成了我這輩子最難忘的一刻。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZMpBUnaqO
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwb7qmVV7P
但是，我始終沒有實現老師跟我的約定。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q9XBj8pYN
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gQA0rj9Zm
畢業那年暑假，由於父親工作調職的關係，我被迫離開住了十三年的小鎮，來到一個離這裡少說要兩天車程的大城市。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLQYitmGR1
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mfxa3qpAo
殘酷的現實打碎了我與明子老師的約定，讓我充分了解到自己的無能。我無法為自己做的約定負責，因為我只是個離開父母就活不下去的小孩子。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3c5XvCiMV
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nYXq9QB2i
這樣的我領悟到一件很可悲的事，那就是當時的約定對老師來說，或許只是不值一顧的童言童語。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9i250CIso
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdRlg6PtXJ
就像大人在哄小孩一樣，明子老師之所以會和我做約定，只是不想讓我感到傷心難過而已。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpQbft1W9Z
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkNdDrCWZQ
或許只有我一個人一頭熱，只有我一個人在高興而已，想到這我就覺得自己真是丟臉丟到了極點。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCZ5p0YGJn
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIRVhvzpL9
因為對自己的無能與天真感到羞恥，即使後來有辦法靠自己搭車回小鎮了，我還是沒有臉看明子老師。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxCcnp5X6K
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAHnzplKHw
我總是會這樣想，就算回去看到明子老師了又能怎樣？找機會跟明子老師告白嗎？不，她不會把我的感情當做一回事的，因為我只是個無法為自己的約定負責任的笨小孩。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYNqVx1AHI
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpunO2LcwZA
而且說不定明子老師早就有人在追求，甚至已經有男朋友了。那些人肯定比我還要成熟，還要有能力。這樣的話我怎麼可能有機會贏得老師的芳心，既然如此那我又何必回去自取其辱？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3Ww4PiT3b
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ326daKnGz1
每次只要想到這，想見老師的衝動就會減弱不少。可是即使腦中充斥著這樣的想法，我還是無法停止自己對明子老師的思念。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmIRdGMi0X
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnh3lmvTYW
於是我的青春就在矛盾與叛逆中渾渾噩噩地度過了，幼稚而笨拙的我也花了很長的一段時間才找到自己心中真正的答案。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5pBBVMvWC
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1xMMmOP8R
那就是無論如何，我還是想跟老師在一起。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtkkunrv8h
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpqLWaboTP
雖然我很清楚現在的自己是沒辦法讓明子老師注意到，但是如果我能跟明子老師一樣成為一個老師，讓自己能夠和她站在相同的立場的話…536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQDWvG3y11
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9ztbCXJ6h
那麼或許，或許有那麼一天，明子老師會把她的目光放在我身上。或許到那個時候，我就能把自己的真正心意告訴她。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljgrVMJ86i
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxshSFWsoPy
※536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLecC3Eg9B
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6WugZcndD
回憶到此為止，在與老師約定的第十三年後，我總算從師大畢業，以實習老師的身分重回母校。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCwngm2ox7
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oxILRof4W
「歡迎回來啊，弘太。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIgxpwyilR
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHl2Zq6DyT
滄海桑田，過去那個瘦瘦的男主任已經不在，現在這位則是個看起來約莫五十歲左右，曾經是學校廚房阿姨的稗田和。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUFjwm4Csq
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSVxKsHDq5
「沒想到以前那個調皮的搗蛋鬼，現在竟然變成正經的老師啦。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieODweoqmf
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz6rg3Kjv3
即使已經離開十三年了，我在小學時代到處亂來的事蹟還是被稗田主任記得清清楚楚。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDloCtf6bfh
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGwffPz5g2
「不…不好意思。」剛回來就被這樣消遣，我感到十分窘迫。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjn3ywNZuK
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1azVyEpLnS
「可是你還真有心啊，現在的老師大多往大都市發展，很少有人想來這種小學校任教了。我想這一定是因為你對這間學校特別有感情的關係，對吧？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjK6VDhmCr
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu7dcusqZe
「主任說的沒錯。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RrisnE6xD
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3v9eyCcUL
我口是心非地答應著，其實我只是想回來見明子老師，實現我的約定而已，不過這種事當然不可能說出來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhwMklZxY2
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkJAmP3VJJ
「因為你是實習老師，經驗還不足，所以我會暫時把你交給小占老師帶。」稗田主任一邊走在我面前，一邊說：「她是你以前的班導師，讓她帶應該很妥當吧。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzkzU8t0Cp
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYo2edDtUB
聽到明子老師的姓時，我的心臟漏了半拍。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwbmmRWIiC
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MiyUzCaQ9
「明子…不，小占老師還在嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGIEwAJ5GC
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N4ZuK41iH
「當然啊！她才四十幾歲，怎麼可能退休？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCw2RkIoQD2
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8cieJMsyc
「也…也對啦…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE4iPXYQ0t
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBQdMM5JpA
「她現在在教三年級，我們直接去三年級的教室找她吧。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5X7inXmx5
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21o4H9Yf5B
「嗯。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSDpKHEHRz
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gzbuJ2wDV
沒想到這麼快就要跟明子老師見面了，我感到有點措手不及。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvnxhaHRsM
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKtGX9lte2
原本以為至少得等到中午吧，可是現在馬上就要見面了，我卻不知道該跟老師說什麼。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPZZR1FbrA
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQn8AbQuuuX
要說好久不見了，妳還記得我嗎？還是要說老師您好，我又回來了？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz9KEh0ayx
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kEZ4AANZu
腦裡充斥著一堆疑問句，但只有一件事是確定的。不管怎樣，我已經不是過去那個無能的臭小鬼，現在的我是個老師，已經可以跟明子老師站在相同的高度說話。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcXkncrzl9
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9SjMp5BJw
我在心中告訴自己，這次絕對要把我的心意傳達給明子老師。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qOnrdBXo4
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6senSUpRt
「啊，小占老師。」稗田主任的聲音把我喚回現實。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbtylxR1Ld
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTXoOh02Ac
我抬起頭看向教室的講台，卻只看到一個年約十歲，身高只到我的腰部，穿著奇怪的太空服，有著一頭銀色長髮，頭上還戴著一個紫色大蝴蝶結的小女孩站在那。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAwFfS3tJe
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAp40HS5Bo5
「稗田主任，有事嗎？」女孩開口說話了，那聲音聽起來很沒力，有著慵懶的纖細高音。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOgUn9vrm1
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkMelAjMcq
「小占老師，這位是今天剛到任的川本弘太老師。」稗田主任把我請到女孩面前「他以前可是你的學生呢。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ6SDflXWx
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA0vSCSqLY
女孩歪著頭看著我，我則是露出一臉不可置信的表情。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EzsPetiOm
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpOL1Gn03G
「這個人是誰啊？」最後我們兩人不約而同地說出同一句話。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxztYiKKso1
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KUeWiHR91
「欸？難道小占老師你忘了啊？」稗田主任拍了拍我的肩膀「他就是以前那個搗蛋鬼弘太啊，他以前總是惹了你不少麻煩，你應該還記得吧？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhNXOXQYME
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7c60nOv3V
「很抱歉，我真的不記得了。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT86u8ydxd
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZIDJ1noGy
「稗田主任，這個人真的是小占老師嗎？」我指著女孩的鼻子「怎麼看都不像啊。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES2T4YM9e2
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPzgQAReCW
稗田主任看了看女孩又看了看我，最後嘆了口氣，說：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFIwXsy1tH
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL5gfvzWd1
「弘太啊…你要知道歲月是很殘酷的…女人只要過了四十就…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs47Z7kUPes
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5dOOOQ99W
說到這裡稗田主任就好像想起什麼悲慘的事，就沒再繼續說下去。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMbOxWduB9
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwEZx6eJfO
「我不是這個意思，是…」我正想提出自己的疑問，卻被稗田主任給打斷。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmLaDV0iC4
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6eibVkQ0Q
「好了好了，總之呢現在可是上課時間，有什麼問題等下課你們兩個在慢慢討論，我先走啦。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM057T3Dau
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v29WlUUll
完全沒打算聽我的話，稗田主任就這樣自顧自地走了，只留下我和這個穿著太空服的銀髮女孩在教室裡，無言地對著眼前的三十幾個學生。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UTfHWY5UQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhznyoyN0dB
「有問題等上完課再問。」銀髮女孩瞪了我一眼「可以吧？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqXvsij5GR
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxZkWiKyxL
「嗯…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ndeQa60Y2
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ1AFGHu1R
看我沒什麼意見，女孩立刻把我帶到講台前，開始跟其他學生介紹我。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQO42Mvycv
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlcGxMzNpq
「各位同學，這位是新來的實習老師川本弘太，以後也要跟他好好相處，知道嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrynMRA8LSt
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlo9uiAUJN
「知道了，老師！」全班異口同聲地答應著。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNdyd9IH5s
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ppPUMdI4N
後來我就這樣坐在副導師的座位上，看著銀髮女孩踮起腳尖努力地寫黑板，還有講台下的學生們乖乖坐好不敢亂動的奇景。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVyuJ182MR
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3JkdOBlOQ
我相信我的眼睛沒有看錯，我的記憶也沒有錯。那天下午明子老師的身影依然深深烙印在我的腦海中。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgE3Hz1ZWD
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6t2wKk3i8
明子老師是個有著一頭烏黑長髮，笑容甜美的女生。眼前這位女孩頭髮是銀色的，而且她恐怕連笑這個字怎麼寫都不知道。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMfggTrrYY
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfntNy0GSK
明子老師的身材不錯，我還記得那個擁抱帶來的觸感。這女孩根本就是個洗衣板，而且還是標準的幼兒體型。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB50MX9FgyJ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNJl3CcG6u
無論我怎麼看，都不覺得十三年的時間可以讓明子老師變成這樣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPhlf2KZFZ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDdRIB8z3M
更重要的是，她竟然連我是誰都不記得。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatlzaMVfvz
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vI5j91Th5
就算我在她心中並不是特別的，但我心目中的明子老師是不可能把自己教過的學生給忘掉的。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0gzIWr76H
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILHDjoQ48m
所以這個女孩絕對不是明子老師，我得探個究竟才行。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxRCWxZ31m
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUBZujOm77
※536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnM2NFhYBY
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0s9O2JMtVD
下課後，我跟著女孩來到學校的屋頂。即使已經過了十三年，這裡依然是這個小鎮中最棒的瞭望點，小鎮的全景連同漁港都盡收眼底。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8MtePk0SM
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzTzzkfwwD
「川本君。」女孩開口了「真是對不起，剛剛竟然沒把你想起來。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUMg1R0U7Z
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQORUyP17U
我愣了一下，的確只有明子老師會叫我川本君。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGARG9i0dV
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJlRkdUu94
但是明子老師這樣叫我的時候總是笑咪咪的，可不像這個女孩連嘴角都不彎一下。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWdkOJPI7Y
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nRCK6A0ia
「………」我一臉狐疑地看著女孩「你真的是明子老師嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY7A1P62x3
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡha3wZm8SJm
「討厭啦川本君。」女孩睜眼說瞎話道：「我一點也沒變啊，你怎麼會認不出我？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSs99lRcnt
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8WU51VYlt
這傢伙…存心耍我是吧？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspKhekijMX
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1o3XrWash
不知從哪來的怒氣湧上心頭，我忍不住對著女孩大吼。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWXN5vjYws
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhDELFLAJj
「別開玩笑了！妳怎麼可能會是我的明子老師？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs1phNiaR7
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYNyt3V03c
大概是被我的大叫給嚇到，女孩的臉第一次出現了動搖。她眨了眨眼睛，似乎是在確認什麼。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEVH7FJnkj
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBIJPpN9Ei
「川本君，我真的是明子呀。」女孩轉過身背對著我「為什麼你就是不相信我呢？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4lBFlHLqr
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T1koKYcnN
女孩的聲音聽起來好像自己受了什麼傷害一樣，原本就有點虛弱的聲音這時聽起來更是讓人不忍。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzKDLQ72GI
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLomHuXGXoS
但是我可不會因此而可憐她。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek8yth7oFO
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV5H4nQcqr
「無論如何，妳就是要說自己是明子老師對吧？」我閉上眼睛，把雙手交叉在胸前「那麼我問妳，妳還記得我們之間的約定嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvFkWjuR6q
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkzjgaJa8Q
「約定？」女孩的蝴蝶結微微震動了一下。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndg27O3Lzu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVWJH5C2TG
輕柔的春風緩緩吹動櫻樹的枝枒，婆娑的聲響自遠處傳來，可是我依然等不到女孩的答案。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOP4hkMvjVX
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHN6FOgZj1
沒多久，上課的鐘聲響起。我原本以為女孩似乎要開口說話了，但直到鐘聲結束，她還是什麼都沒說。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVfe11wBs2
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsk6t13l6c
「看吧，妳果然什麼都不知道。」我逕自下了結論，原本的怒氣卻不知為何消失無蹤「我不知道妳是為了什麼，又是用了什麼手段騙過全校的人，但是請妳不要在我面前假裝自己是明子老師。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK5NH4ruoQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTfY4rnw77
我轉身離去，在下樓前又拋下一句：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZD7IHX6Nhs
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeKnFHysPK
「因為明子老師對我來說是非常重要的人。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r2fGagfyw
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DzUZRAxXl
※536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KU1AocsD1
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLVQS3cmmG
「川本弘太老師，你遲到了。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAibYTLoyg
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUHCNdsiFL
看著比我早到教室的女孩，我的嘴巴張得老大，完全搞不懂是怎麼回事。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuitAbjsJz
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZC1wQ56bL
太奇怪了，我不是比她還要早下樓嗎？為什麼她會比我早到。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjcWJfwOQk
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUvztfPCpE
「還呆在那幹什麼？快回座位坐好。」女孩沒好氣地說：「真是的，你比小朋友還不如耶。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFaTaSOK19
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSzLTceSGd
女孩的話引起教室裡的小鬼們一陣偷笑，我不好意思到連耳根子都紅了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFpdDQQjGh
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkxxKAuQfr
「為了處罰你，放學後留下來陪我打掃導師辦公室。」女孩對我眨了眨眼「知道嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLA1fGuzLx
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk7HILjosD
我看著女孩面無表情的臉好一會兒，想想剛剛的自己過於衝動的言行，再想想現在教室裡的情況。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ5wjSeOX9
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAYKuvfFwk
學生們睜大眼睛看著我，似乎在等待我說什麼。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqy4nmuXNm
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaYWe3ObQi
最後我嘆了口氣，說：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6gTbzHw70
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O6axFb4o0
「我知道了。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta2dVdGbyf
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcaxyZaEGL
後來這一整天我都看著女孩上課的背影，想搞清楚這女孩到底是誰。不過除了她身上那件可笑的太空衣可以讓我做個這傢伙可能是宇宙人之類的假設外，我完全找不到任何線索。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpmd2oBZNj
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95tMP7yLfd
因為還在氣頭上，為了避免被當成怪人，所以我不打算直接問那個女孩，而是在下課時間找其他老師詢問。不過不管我怎麼問，都問不出什麼異常之處。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNGxoCeJXX
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7f9rOQ4bI
「小占老師從以前就是這樣，沒什麼變啊。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgF1UusCB2x
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7763JjXyxl
「雖然年紀沒變大這點有點奇怪，但那也是保養好的關係吧？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruE9qQRLnF
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72RwMijBdh
「我認識小占老師十幾年了，從沒發現她有什麼異常之處。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLojsrt9Y5
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfawlwdfXgv
「川本老師你大概是太久沒見到小占老師，才會這樣懷疑東懷疑西的吧？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImCYr4RIVa
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6YxzsKU6C
從學校老師口中得到的答案大多是這類的，沒有任何人懷疑過明子老師已經被這個女孩替換掉，所以我得不到半點線索。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZLRxmHBit
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld0pjL0QAQ
結果反而是我的怪異舉動引起那個女孩的注意，在中午吃飯的時候又被她拉到屋頂去。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ860iHKG4KW
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFPGGEUDnU
「你到底是想怎樣？」女孩的眉心微皺，露出有點傷腦筋的表情「為什麼到處打聽我的事情？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlbmX5GEwl
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV26sYuyS5D
「沒什麼，只是想知道妳到底是誰。」我從女孩的頭上睥睨著她「還有妳把明子老師怎麼了，就這樣而已。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh5ctYLJo5
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSarEC6Ri8M
「你真的很煩耶！我真的是小占明子啊！而且…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknDszBsXHl
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdmmgJKU30
「妳這個騙子！」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gIHjiTJvZ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb4hgbpyJN
女孩的話說到一半就被我打斷，因為我實在無法忍受她繼續假裝明子老師。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij3NazvQHu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvr1CvPT65
深吸一口氣強逼自己冷靜下來後，我才無力地說：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYpb4ALQql
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYG27MNc3F
「真正的小占明子已經四十幾歲了，怎麼可能會是妳這個起來才十幾歲的小鬼頭？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIeppxjmU5
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ3QQkbBTB
「什…什麼？」女孩被我的話嚇了一大跳「你…你看得見真正的我？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjEv5bN4d0
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw60itXOBD
「是啊。」我不耐煩地抓抓自己的後腦「妳當我眼睛有問題啊？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYMhXsXJ8Z
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd6J4ShZE0
「不…不可能…」女孩低下頭咬著自己的大拇指，喃喃自語道：「催眠裝置沒有成功就算了，為什麼連光學模擬都會失敗呢…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtgvDsP1yY
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Fag8pIlQj
雖然聽不懂女孩剛剛在說什麼，不過該問的還是得問。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX6YyyDykU
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLKTO0nCN4
「所以說啊，我再問一次，妳到底是誰？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aWZbBIwqf
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z3aGzUKFX
「………」女孩並沒有立即回答我的答案，好像在猶豫什麼似的。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQsd6p5ldX
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5rMkwXiKw
不知過了多久，她才抬起頭用十分為難的眼神看著我說：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8NewJll21
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSNqaE3yvg
「川本先生，拜託你等到放學，放學後我會告訴你一切，好嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSb7Szly14Q
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK4JS6jFra
我看著那個女孩，她那青金色的瞳孔並沒有閃爍不定，看起來不像是在說謊的樣子。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h5GjWiyrf
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tSOBUm9NE
「好吧。」我沒好氣地說：「反正都等了十三年了，不差這半天。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFp9b8X8WG
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oaMRsCX62
※536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iosFkHc19
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXpPKffINO
放學後，女孩帶我到教師辦公室裡。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3aExNPrAp
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBdTamgeK8
「我問你。」女孩打開自己的辦公桌抽屜「你真的想知道事實嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXY1joKZjW
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XZMSvW5cL
「嗯。」我點了點頭。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCQF2FasdU
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR965y1M146
「我知道了。」女孩從抽屜裡拿出一封信「原本我不想說的，因為我今天就要回母星去，接下來的事情都跟我無關。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2NMY9EqiQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2wvbs9WiH
「這是什麼意思？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0H3a2mSBr
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKdXF2GSOE
女孩沒有回答，只是默默地把她手上的信交到我手上。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSrGsqsWqi
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AC1qYhNuw
「這是什麼？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGz7iebygH
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn99DFgE7k
「你老師的遺書…之類的吧。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡee3kg5g1y8
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJk40Vn3yQw
聽到遺書兩字時，我的腦中突然一片空白。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyJiPa5bcs
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNohTEoyaI
「她在離開這裡前把這封信留給我，說如果有個叫川本弘太的人回來了，就把這封信交給他。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL33h8BsB7X
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2bcmmsGwv
我急著把信拆開，從中拿出一張茉綠色的信紙。稍微看了一下，紙上的筆跡的確是明子老師的沒錯。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXAon6BCUD
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡla6dXx7LWa
「給親愛的弘太：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6o3Xgxlygu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70sFvBk79r
對不起，老師可能沒辦法遵守跟你的約定了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CWnqb4KyA
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttnhcstF9j
因為老師得到一種地球上沒有的怪病。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc5wkTnEOg
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhNCO9GO3f
老師也不太清楚那是什麼病，只是當那些外星人開著飛碟跑來告訴老師的時候，老師才知道自己只剩下不到一個月的壽命了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kCmOgEY18
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaImPvlAidq
雖然他們還跟老師說，只要老師願意可以幫老師醫治，不過存活率也只有兩成不到。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYYHHFLFOi
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5KN86FxZB
如果可以的話，老師真的不希望你會看到這封信，因為… 」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgkcBGcUy2
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiuqlif3mv
我還沒把信看完就看不下去了，因為當那個女孩告訴我這是遺書時，我大概就猜到了一大半。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip3GKidujs
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQADVByjdy
「事情就是這樣，為了避免我們的秘密被洩漏，所以我被派來代替明子老師的缺直到她康復，或者…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhQp8BaCkL
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhcNxEteS5
「這不會是真的吧？」我打斷女孩的話。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW748NmD8Om
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4TuYFC0tP
「是真的沒錯，因為小占明子得到病的是由我們星球過去研發的生化武器Ｃ病毒引起的，基於宇宙法的生化武器處理公約，我們必須將她帶回母星醫治。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrSgsr4nkP
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l4JDZRH0G
「那是什麼時候的事情？」我抬起頭看向女孩。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEme23LdSF
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzz1XHkv37
「大約十二年前吧。」女孩頓了一下，又說：「不過也到此結束了，昨天我接到總部通知，他們要我回去…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUdB1da6p1
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnudaOSU85b
「別說了！」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGTqP1HUkv
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqqJnY0mZx
我並沒有把女孩的話聽完，因為我不想再繼續聽下去。這裡的一切都讓我覺得好痛苦，現在的我只想離開這裡。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdACLKC7YLl
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeSWCWLjiQ
打開門逃出辦公室，逃出校舍，逃出校門口。我不停地跑著，腦中全是最後一次與明子老師見面時，老師對我說的每一句話。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMixeAWYMC
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8hToVwwoM
「老師…對不起…」我一邊跑，眼淚一邊不爭氣地流出來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6mWrmptal
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYbcTHQycY
弘太…無論如何都不要變得跟老師一樣喔…536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyLiwbUOvu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQDpPpqdGG
「我應該早點回來的…」淚水模糊了視線，我幾乎看不清楚前方的道路。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeX5EU7Jaa
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnLCmEGzx3
想跟誰說什麼，一定要趁著那個人還在的時候說。不然要是等到那個人真的不在了，就真的什麼都不能說了…536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0tdJSaCAl
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mzWQDYrPn
「對不起…真的很對不起…」我跑過河堤，跑向漁港。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlFSNU4KHa
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNTDRsnAml
就這麼說定囉，我們來打勾勾。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8thHXT2Cj
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtvwweYFr9
「真的很對不起…真的…」我跑到海邊，在沙灘上無力地跪了下來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0kPlC5MpP
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0oHgTGY9r
不遵守約定的人不是明子老師，是我才對，如果我那個時候能夠坦率一點就不會這樣了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAhOz5ur78
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgPJw892F3
我還有好多話想跟她說，我想告訴她我有多喜歡她。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY4XgcxBOt
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokxnISDtv4
可是已經來不及了，明子老師已經不在了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNqqltyEDL
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48gjx4GmOP
無論我想做什麼，最後都只能後悔自己為什麼沒能在那時就說出來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWPu3WlNdY
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlEMWP3Min
結果到最後，我真的什麼都沒有，我依然是那個無能的小孩，我什麼事都辦不到。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenjJ7c28J0
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLi67tvCkWM
我趴在海灘上不停哭泣，直到夕陽西下落海，溫柔的月亮隨著夜色自山的那邊探出來頭來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tdscmKdrM
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcsV19uQBH
入夜的海風吹到我的身上，抬起頭看著漆黑的海上幾點漁火閃爍不明，我的腦中突然有個很傻的念頭。於是我站起身脫下鞋子，步履蹣跚地往那片漆黑的海前進。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJc9ViTiQK
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzttntf9mb
海浪的呢喃啪唦啪唦地環繞在我的耳邊，就像是哈梅爾的笛聲在催促著我加入它們。而我也毫不猶豫地邁開腳步，希望能成為它們的一份子。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbiaSlx3a7
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03D2I0rO4o
不過就在我的腳即將踏入海水前，女孩那略嫌虛弱的纖細高音打破了它們的呢喃。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOyPn9xJrO
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHTanxHXbx
「真是笨蛋，這樣就想死了嗎？」女孩站在我身後冷冷地說著：「沒必要為了已死的人賠上性命吧？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE40DNjqF71
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNcD8GOc7t
我停下腳步，回頭看著那個女孩。月光照在她的蝴蝶結上，讓她那蝴蝶結閃閃發光著。海浪湧上我的腳邊又悄悄退去，我別開臉，小聲地說：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnuHvYfCZX
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbI4B0GKLj9
「你說的沒錯，我只是想如果就這樣死去，是不是就能見到老師而已…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe63RWDPxIF
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCzdGOAQnw
「我真的搞不懂，為什麼你要對她那麼執著。既然已經死了，那麼做什麼說什麼都沒意義了，不是嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMOIIptnZW
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO2iDmG09m
「我知道。」海浪的呢喃忽大忽小的，聽得我有點暈眩「可是告訴我這個道理的那個人已經死了。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ2jUB1UB8
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVYTYOZdV4
「所以你就要放棄自己的人生？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgIGVgw3rj
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlVVcCrCP7
「妳不懂啦。」我往後退了一步「我只是想要去找她而已。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXR7ftDo1D
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlvPtUmvYt
「不可能，人只要死掉就什麼都沒有了。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdtyxuV2Un
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEjfLZrBHd
「誰曉得死掉是不是真的什麼都沒有？說不定有靈魂，有天堂或地獄啊。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LUgk14QSC
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wxUXsjnNo
我已經不知道自己在說什麼了，或許我只是想宣洩這十幾年來對老師的思念而已。我的嘴巴完全不受我的控制，拼命說出許多難為情到死的告白。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMyVokjFDD
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE2UWYKxfu
「我從小時候就一直喜歡她，好喜歡好喜歡。這樣的心情即使到了現在，也絲毫沒有減弱過。可是我從來沒有告訴她過，也不知道她對我真正的看法到底是什麼。所以我才想去找她啊，我想要好好問個明白，就算…就算…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstFG3vQatb
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARzGGFqq4X
突然間我的喉頭像是被什麼梗住似的，什麼都說不出口。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeazF1iXfi
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpFyxxo7LX
女孩沉默了好一陣子，最後嘆了長長的一口氣，說：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRyA03YIjw
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「我明白了，既然如此，你親自跟她說吧。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjg9lQVkDoE
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH6kyNkdEq
「欸？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iq0UVtMjV
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMo8jDei03
一艘巨大的ＵＦＯ突然出現在我和女孩的頭上，我抬頭看著巨大的ＵＦＯ，還搞不清楚現在到底是什麼情形。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCmzgbsMBw
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一道綠光從ＵＦＯ中央照射而下，綠光中緩緩降下一名和女孩穿著同樣款式太空服的年輕女子。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDAXPGYSJI
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女子降落在我的面前，因為綠光的關係，我一時間也看不清楚女子的容貌。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMuCyMxsjN
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURaqm53zol
直到綠光完全消散退去後，我才看出眼前的女子到底是誰。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgKZ0CpRIC
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4wU0wTFhi
「不可能吧…」我不敢相信自己的眼睛，所以用力地用手揉了揉，可是眼前那熟悉的臉蛋依然沒有改變「明…明子老師？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1twi9GE1Y
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRLUdJSo3k
聽到我的聲音，明子老師長長的眼睫毛微微動了一下。接著她緩緩張開雙眼，呆呆地看了我好一陣子。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b5sDUPTOR
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWWP8AM054
「哎呀，你是弘太對吧？」明子老師笑著摸摸我的頭「好久不見了，你真的長大了呢。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZwZMUeHjB
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kxG4VY52L
明子老師還是沒變，依然維持著十三年前與我分離時的容貌。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBDdvz4cBE
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVgbafalVS
「明子老師！」我伸出雙手緊緊抱住了明子老師「太好了…原來妳還活著…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyE7M4pn5g
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOcRiGFV32
「欸？啊勒？」明子老師有點慌張地說：「娜爾妲沒告訴你我的病已經治好，所以今天要回來嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4mM6zGwiD
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAQlqUiU66
「啊？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJVizd4MGs
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbAIrgEw8d
我轉頭看向女孩，女孩原本不苟言笑的臉這時竟然在嘴邊掛上惡作劇得逞的邪惡奸笑。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvLsU2iLny
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zEaKeiPns
「所以我說你真是個笨蛋，難道不是嗎？」女孩擺出一副事不關己的模樣「不把信看完也不把我的話聽完就急著衝出去找死，地球人都像你這麼蠢嗎？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMUhJVjSjU
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcToFp9d0jA
「可是你不是說這是老師的遺書…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQn35tyNs4
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FoeiXd3k5
「我可沒說是遺書，只是說是遺書之類的。」女孩無奈地聳了聳肩「是你自己會錯意的。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnuMREwiKU
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3HRjlPsZW
「我…我…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vVXpGsWij
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7CEjTtY2O
一瞬間發生了許多事，我的腦袋都快停止運作了。不過女孩並不打算就這樣放過我，還乘勝追擊地問道：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWmwiWNqDM
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWcVTCWOEm
「對了，你不是還有很多話要跟明子老師說嗎？趁現在明子老師回來了，快點說吧。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAVSS3Onb6
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64WmCsZz7q
「欸～～～？」明子老師抬起頭看著我，一臉好奇地問：「弘太你想跟我說什麼呀？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATcfnoYd4N
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykkRv4KMnJ
「那個…這個…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DI5FRqeMC
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlO9qVLMCv
我想起剛剛說的那些，還有在這之前自己幹過的蠢事，深深覺得自己真的是個大笨蛋。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKEFPKF96E
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY1irc4IIU
「笨蛋，快說啊，不說的話明子老師怎麼知道你的想法？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzCpmBw3Pc
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZ5IqC3DwL
「對呀弘太，快點說吧。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiHewwiMx9
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeBm7MRbbh
因為受不了被兩個女人逼問，我的神經一時斷線，竟然掉頭拔腿就跑。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSUyjf2X46
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWVMTj3sD5
「大笨蛋，你想去哪啊？該不會想逃了吧？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9J4l5wyUe4
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM4jFOX9Sm
「弘太！老師不是教過你不可以逃避嗎？快點回來呀。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HkSdQS6zO
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPlYJxF8s6
「少…少囉唆！」我回頭朝那兩個麻煩大叫「我絕對不說！絕不～」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4oFN3Pogb
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd2aI7ToVN
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536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqjIqXcgKO
第二天一早，我拖著疲憊不已的身體和黑眼圈走入教室。迎接我的是全班的學生，和真正的明子老師。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2aeMBPMEZ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDhJtLwDWe
「怎麼這麼沒精神啊？」明子老師對我露出她的招牌爽朗笑容「這樣可是會被學生看不起唷。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUtdX1aiK5
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOcJi7ui9Y
明子老師看起來還是那麼年輕有活力，不過學校裡的人還是沒有發現她離開學校前往外太空治病的事。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIN4cny3z2
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5JAX6iAft
「我…我知道啦！」我不好意思地別開頭「明天我會早點睡的啦。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJY5eeYqRzy
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2hBakuZNg
即使過了十三年，努力成為一個老師的我還是沒辦法在明子老師面前坦率。這樣的我真是沒用到極點，丟臉死了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWL3cYW42o
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xjgzGM81B
「噗，真是的…」老師露出有點傷腦筋的表情「你得振作點啦，不然怎麼成為一個好老師？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcUtNQa3Pe
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhBJT1vAB4
「還不都是因為你…」我小聲地碎碎唸著。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaaEAkSrVq
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvHchJNbDe
「欸？什麼？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxuGIWkCNu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR9M9JxIbI
「沒…沒啦！」我別開眼不敢看向老師「快點上課吧！」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFjBO2h1Jq
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFomwyK30X
原本以為可以這樣矇混過去，可是沒想到學生中竟然有人舉起手偷打我的小報告。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGaNhWEzQO
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmV0Jmj29zR
「報告明子老師，川本老師是因為對你…」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljTE4T2FQp
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwh6sEw0Be
「哇！哇！哇！」我趕忙大聲打斷那個人的話「死宇宙人，明子老師不是已經回來了嗎？妳怎麼不回你的母星去啊？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHhu7mkKKB
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCAP6xiLW3
被我打斷的正是昨天那個外星女孩，不過她今天沒有穿太空服，而是和其他女學生一樣穿著小學制服。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FnyYhmvMo
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmQUjCbjrM
「我本來就是研究人類的學者，留在地球是很稀鬆平常的事啊。」女孩晃了晃她頭上那對大大的蝴蝶結。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaBJw7F9My
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgMTHkhPP6
「什麼？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFO17GsUfr
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprJFVbInqT
「原本我也以為自己的研究已經夠深入了，不過自從你來後我才發現自己還很膚淺，非得加把勁才行。因此我只好成為這座小學的學生，這樣才能隨時待在你們身邊做觀察。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48n5rf9Rox
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRsmkxd16G
說到這，女孩對我眨了眨眼，笑著說：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvN7QsDPGo
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKUDca5DRz
「所以請多多指教囉，川本老師。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTopXEry0f
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNiUAFhdK6
「是呀，請多多指教囉」一旁的明子老師跟著附和道：「川本老師。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVber6xqqb
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOXBcpfkGC
我看著老師，又轉頭看了女孩一眼。兩人份的微笑讓我覺得自己果然很笨，被這兩個人耍得團團轉的我竟然毫無招架之力。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBTbcPCstu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtERlFQDF1O
每個人總有幾件會感到後悔的事，不管是誰都一樣。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDqiKLBimM
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelRPYjfXXP
如果真是這樣的話，那我想最令我感到後悔的，大概就是遇到她們兩個吧。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt6eyOcYA1
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