Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,480Please respect copyright.PENANAsD88cJ0wc2
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed480Please respect copyright.PENANAXbpldZHlMU
You were all I ever wanted to be480Please respect copyright.PENANAwcbojdWQo7
(And more)480Please respect copyright.PENANAneFdyhy14g
You had talent and brains,480Please respect copyright.PENANAUWiY4mcOuN
And was also physically neutral480Please respect copyright.PENANAhL4NKWp5vL
But when I tried to be friendly,480Please respect copyright.PENANAj7d7oSakw2
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,480Please respect copyright.PENANA1grk1tw7AL
I'm being too kind, too generous.480Please respect copyright.PENANAO6LunQ7BIK
I was pushed to the ground480Please respect copyright.PENANAJAGFILul5i
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,480Please respect copyright.PENANAbA99XEt8nG
But what's done is done480Please respect copyright.PENANARn9R8VN2zf
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,480Please respect copyright.PENANAecdxi2AXDM
Harsh words and insults480Please respect copyright.PENANADN12yHhnfG
It became an irreplaceable friendship.480Please respect copyright.PENANAKHHV3hLg3j
However, in mine,480Please respect copyright.PENANAqia9UeI2PO
Glares and sharp glances480Please respect copyright.PENANA92tnExnlve
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself480Please respect copyright.PENANAn8BQCoWNOs
"When did our loathing,480Please respect copyright.PENANAq9iarA1FR8
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015480Please respect copyright.PENANAwSXkt9nFPg
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016