Living A Lie677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0t1Sc7K3Z
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotBroGLjI2
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArGtgmvlVm
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjHsa84sc5
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s61dcAQZQ
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmHaRqZfm5
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf31JNUff2Z
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1K2MB76W6w
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyYv9shyP1
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsYHgHZAUE
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8gdwv5DKP
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UNOh1YrAW
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f8HXjlWk7
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QXjWNdKSF
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGajBmsBRg
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswMh1tXYbq
She said, 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcrdO3olMe
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdsRfmLrW5
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uB66M6DXH
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujCAydZB5q
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoxSjmIbXl
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2IgmhunpI
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfk1JyyAfBd
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1XCdUP8Ap
"Psycho" and "Loser". 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnub3f7u0U
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeGkvhetsC
After i settled I asked him677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPWTMf64rE
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPO6m7xX1n
He looked at me in surprise and said677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVebmCmk6tK
" Why would i tell any one"?? 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HwBATHoTh
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqjUJhQOvH
"Then who told this"??677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCosnk3sUnN
He hesitated a moment and then said677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp3sEcBoGr
" Liz"!! 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡno6fNddFJZ
I was moved by this answer.677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGjiDCwwZN
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdZdcbEOwE
My heart gave a loud Thump. 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawIntauFnC
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wO23vOLYI
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXmEpbir7M
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB22lxq3E82
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0Yh50PEck
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEij5kxYo4
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBk2A4zQvl8
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2BUoxsdam
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfX72oI5yI
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!677Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOYdcS1R3B
