Living A Lie676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uzEcHZGqr
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FCjztHlGc
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56M87YM1vA
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2D2IVk4giC
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoaBcXru96
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzYojdjjJo
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9QuVAUsgA
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqP7BkXhz88
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrhEWBeFxJ
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfPFhrMXcl
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSDHC2ySDx
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiZOYxETel
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzzHGS0eIH
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPaLCYJkRS
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAegNJxfOW
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hSsaLoqrb
She said, 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXlOw4Ofyx
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKSbzfrupJ
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXe6hcvZpA
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KuvCTIJ15
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5rtB9PZfC
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOvuSNGJHx
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZO0rgGECe
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJYXVxk0La
"Psycho" and "Loser". 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9bEOUvDD5
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTGXdF9AjQ
After i settled I asked him676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTSur06seD
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS71LDYZd7
He looked at me in surprise and said676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VG4AnxVG5
" Why would i tell any one"?? 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8QzEaYMwy
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmXbvg6U1C
"Then who told this"??676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX82Vjf0GuT
He hesitated a moment and then said676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfXmQ21xMN
" Liz"!! 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kge4pdt6J
I was moved by this answer.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc09tSLWdj
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUHDTEu49t
My heart gave a loud Thump. 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YVTkZJ0ko
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0iUV4IyV6
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gJVtcoxlZ
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDyMx0i63A
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGJGRrKQBD
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkG5yf1hmN
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHczUdy3LfK
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0ffiASpF4
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIvrpMiXo7
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprXnz6jIea
