Living A Lie702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYaoYQroCT
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmnSZk1zAu
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSFd0a34JU
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QefPBUymX
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOaUH56oL1
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk5hmwKTUB
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjpy5wJiKi
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEyvBAKfUk
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSADkEvVct
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvaumHWBC1
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRNqpdKCxz
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEQgtgqtjn
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqYg7bNZCg
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaelQd7POK
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjA06yLV3T
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN91sL8Vj9l
She said, 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDyHoa5pZw
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEsqLSpLFa
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEtPUf99sb
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMCGwogbya
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVpz0f0Anm
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YFEW5xfDe
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqpzAXRfRV
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmASIfUcr8a
"Psycho" and "Loser". 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBwR8tRmmU
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDqopfNwsT
After i settled I asked him702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxAooYUUjO
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOID1qRYvrJ
He looked at me in surprise and said702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRHlSoQvkX
" Why would i tell any one"?? 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeqFjQbeSr
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAuPdtTZAy
"Then who told this"??702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVhxfEDBne
He hesitated a moment and then said702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0OntBUQMN
" Liz"!! 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx86bfhGtfc
I was moved by this answer.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4v6kv2Leyg
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVQl5Dmmxc
My heart gave a loud Thump. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORIdnQHO4I
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1H0gqGdek
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegj8XTJ5p8
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIC46crfrY0
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYtrWpWvyw
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0VBxRCCOY
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnXtvJPCDf
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAMFW4neS0
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lf4n5XPQV
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5rL1Df9J1
