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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprhuNp1rW5
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『嘩啦——』789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TIIiFJwp7
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「這都下多久了......」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHzk3eBmRW
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsBuFoKxtk
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDrKQvX4MJ
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTfF90NHc0
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeA2MidQyX
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ189jNOmRzK
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XGfBhUKy9
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEktRVnkN9Z
『鈴——鈴——』789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJJV2XLfXD
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN59KAk8lWv
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj9rpDbcPu
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一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjOr5t6uvc
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmF6JfUpjP
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KlgABz4mA
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2hkCwFcTn
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsCwoWB1sc
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOrTpTKwOw
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JKjubzyl8
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEYhvarfen
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzGTZsXt02
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgOUwDkZaS
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5q3B5S539
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18inX8cZgZ
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5rd2AaWvP
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAp8Q8UrgyN
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vsTC1qjay
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ek74zqE3C
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZJPEEWlYm
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDkIK7ehYq
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGVgkQwDdi
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKuuuzZiWD
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSOAQHwr1O
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhhRS6QBGv
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ8fXLrMvE
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEmE0h2xBV
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcDvNADwXy
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHaPlBW8wz
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiOdF4h1Uu
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP6gh2XB4y
「還會痛嗎？」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkg1lD4yLh
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5WClsQA2T
「不會了，謝謝。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC25Er4XK6k
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDOfHlO1IP
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20qvV4Anpm
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfKA3JxCm2
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ9MGBcEWB
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCRLmQFsQh
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbKfkG31jK
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9RGv3Jsea
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8xcIgG6GP
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxANSjg3Lc
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCQG8X9ybH
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNRsDq49rn
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBdHK1hNQh
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN3gGMDMMY
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UNMoAe66l
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XgMKAuEYV
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzuPbwwl2R
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwTM5rvuPo
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間，我回到了現實。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3A4yUF4qy
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKFoUWlplV
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3rM5ACMnE
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz6rtLtWgo
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyMxrNays3
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「也是。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyDzvRK1He
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我只是在逃避。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrttQBmhSBA
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYX852xfX0
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXN6nugW6J
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuY3iJtTQ0
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO6pouoQOg
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkvJMcKjYX
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZyGAoXkBw
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2Y0QOKuc9
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBalofTQnO
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHGiGeD9dD
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvxOrnNwHE
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEp34HnQqU
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFAFQ8II4C
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGr9IjVikvR
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlsD3Jbukn
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b8LUQUe0m
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4iLFadHIB
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBqnmg0fAb
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3Upe9ExE9
「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPrQFKtwwH
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRpndjGZZa
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yZFUEvcxh
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgaVMruCh3
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU2g1Asb7W
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlzyDtWnn1
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ThzjUHTER
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK3QyTcq41
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIL1uCmRdc
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwKHOTK2pN
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhG2kfqI8Y
「過來！」他對我喊著。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6LTcLzHg1
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LsVMhb0jf
「不。」我退後了一步。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G2zEMdK2H
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL4SlCYm8t
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MdWX0632d
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDXKMondfe
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlgVt9ktTu
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrlpJ2Mctc
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivbAncPuYL
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjl1FtIycN
「我......」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WYYwFbb8E
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Nqj7AglSs
「不要靠近我！」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRPWbeF8AO
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82y2MIsGO4
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy9S8AZS1C
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPf4jK76vu3
但是，我卻無法相信自己。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPK8n4eWlc
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlMTfMRsLL
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeUSAYpaM3
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「你是傻子嗎！」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WGtoUkqBm
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPk4eq9v7k
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdA6KDuh6P0
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEIc2wFrf4
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocNa2RvNFq
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqiWhdJR9f
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYutL5SH9QD
像烈日的太陽一般。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NIhXSl1k7
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vqGxoe9Ne
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXANWvsn6O
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPniaFVwwc4
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZW5tVv2AIj
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKsKB0Yidk
「我們回家，好嗎。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PGV2ayTfp
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PHKksz8oe
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3MOjIn3l5
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVI3Wf44RiD
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxDT9yg87x
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我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtSDaVtcKI
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBinZvJxPq
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMckmAw6M5j
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3q83r6QDqF
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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