Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7GoaDqz7S
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvKN3ma60O
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWTjdFMljg
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH5WGjvs4x
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYJqcojxY2
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZROOjeo7EY
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdHIVVBFTj
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX5vGLHwtK
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbljvPTj8a
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjwu9zct8b
Even though it was a prank.
Love....338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIZgjEaHzP
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWFCIgIxIk
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW6oByFRen
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdIfFVkyzH
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYremzfKWyi
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6HMjEbx8T
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XbuntCGMS
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorikqC9uV4
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnQkYsXJH5
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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