Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.462Please respect copyright.PENANA0qS0cKR8OK
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?462Please respect copyright.PENANArLBhtsmxRw
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?462Please respect copyright.PENANAGAbIkwiWbU
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?462Please respect copyright.PENANArvwjl1mulK
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.462Please respect copyright.PENANAOk5ILc6sR6
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.462Please respect copyright.PENANAgEkWIlcqJi
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 462Please respect copyright.PENANAVOSE8O8G4e
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...462Please respect copyright.PENANAm89C5D6fEv
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.462Please respect copyright.PENANA3oKY7k3K5G
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-462Please respect copyright.PENANA8CucPZE8Eb
Even though it was a prank.
Love....462Please respect copyright.PENANA2Cg14lZV1I
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...462Please respect copyright.PENANAbBWmlWI9pu
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...462Please respect copyright.PENANATJpUzcPhiQ
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.462Please respect copyright.PENANARhpx20Brmx
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.462Please respect copyright.PENANAqKIhF6iHcA
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.462Please respect copyright.PENANATp0cyjY5eq
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.462Please respect copyright.PENANAnznZCrsyMz
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.462Please respect copyright.PENANArQ7HnefzRK
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?462Please respect copyright.PENANAnpdcQiQzVC
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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