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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwlwGoNsgg
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOusxN0FGR
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzCNGLlqLs
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNsTcwpBFK
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包裝妳的異樣，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ805gCwVdBF
編織出一道厚繭囚住，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZ04vdrYT6
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKdAtpJbKS
「這樣的我。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fHuStURNf
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIARe2yxg2m
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg58UNoRKHT
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VXSRoxuyC
「將異樣的感受消除。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEfhMvbJjB
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9dCidgyQ9
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwGLV6NdpU
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UD6AfiUQd
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk61KgR9dIK
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妳渴望：807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwidE7ok1Ch
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9269v9vRrS
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z5K4ko327
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZz4OXcs4D
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXfXuHPBNN
「暴露出來。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciYedyzcgN
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4NV9BAYRW
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK9FZp8Zqb
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz04FgO0o8Y
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyXWN3jCtk
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FutC8izG0
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91finiuJ1P
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W1yjvcXhK
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTECSqvFWyJ
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAl99ww5Ef
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牽起一絲又一絲，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwRyGtOSLz
有粗大、有細小的，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYeKm7aQcu
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYYgJ9GHiT
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cQxYp2Fv0
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2JQQMGTZ8
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhIB0EOGqh
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGnLYZikhh
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTErfmtmKh
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRFrzrcKFM
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807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyM8W91TUAc
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv9qqJuj3j
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiWJXv3PX2
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四溢出……807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwB3pHtLoS2
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdf6Hd8H3L
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH7sr14Ub6
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdkYUmX4SU
「答案是肯定的對吧？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0Ulnzml5d
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUH5pwtJ2Z
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Yddx9qmYf
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLpIBsuKk8
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9ElbrMtFV
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqfstMvpH9
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5Q93Nx00v
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuYrdeEc9m
內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohY5zRbl9w
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgQYdeyIPm
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoXMV7eiAh
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmv500qV6PY
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU6YT5DBKV
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBely4oVErF
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzOJKlsxpr
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc86F6kI4M
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwhM6GqLqL
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgW8PW1cP1
好像也不怎麼在意了……807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoYkB01tva
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807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOuX3XBxm3
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39qyWpqMX9
而且從內到外的冰冷。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVweujc9Mia
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkPn7TU8vU
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPWuH3pv51
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CWwrLc7fS
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofCfup9eGt
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2l0cgvXj4X
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDEowc7di5
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOxlxP5jOv
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4QxuHeSJt
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaExOB9H6h
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48aKv0llew
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHOG63BPTL
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdRsTWl9dm
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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