948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAP8OJ2toqH
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIr4VJCldU
逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKoKJrUMva
難以脫離。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yF1PzTAqM
毫無去處，不得不。
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXGZag2zQc
難以忍耐。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNRnFqIo1J
無法壓抑，不可避。
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0Tk4v10ZR
轉向他人求助，948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40IFXHeuPL
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeKEzz149S
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb2dSpksuT
「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5yxG8LyzC
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKvHUwJ1xP
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgd2uYlZnv
包裝妳的異樣，948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yPbajODIj
編織出一道厚繭囚住，948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjI245Jqx6
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ry6y3fCC6
外表與他人無異。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGn7bRNPZC
「這樣的我。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7cNPpsf9l
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZFtyWR4m8
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqc8OOo9lI
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHoR8OgWUE
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB5BlowZuE
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIrcbUjZzL
妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNd7Vaf0EDr
「將異樣的感受消除。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpp8F3UGS9b
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJ9Yf7c4pV
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzd5Q0vFaBU
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLOBmOIGTz
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P5xXmi9LA
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0skUoDFPMS
妳渴望：948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUa4ObvTRkR
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvUZ9JRcKs
「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSBGrzW4nq
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVZE7EPqbf
「一個也好……」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmrCaxCba8
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3aSRXWEB0
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPGx1Fg67v
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxd0ILbb4qO
深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4H9YJRMux
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDQXiE4zkB
「暴露出來。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac0FvSZFEP
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RhJpU4rrh
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHyJOJ0Keg
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiJinVZXlr
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLb6ZKIImP
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcvA0zqX63
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W92xxfExW
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoJDBuOVmO
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKxAdypT1U
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjUUa9dSwh
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s5Y0yaqkQ
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkrDzlxHgE
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh9Rmxt2tD
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcoDWUyEVA
牽起一絲又一絲，948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTrfScC2mC
有粗大、有細小的，948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcArLlikIPk
快樂與憂鬱。
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1cEt30NX0
「爸爸……我不想努力了……」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94eNjR0RML
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CTsu0rOBn
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtw0vaV3id
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH5FcFXFAf
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2BMy8OIiF
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu0Xc7aXi2
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjNIzSAt5V
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zb2w8G3aX
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDVF2OhGPN
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq24t9E7kwM
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2kUeA4r7G
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vZRxCbqFU
四溢出……948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4OYvFBA0k
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjvUFOEh66
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQrCxnDkio
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6i2hns9Hx
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnD34dS6isH
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7YnYFThJg
「答案是肯定的對吧？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSdzdGHuIV
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc2xBqBl9Y
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2T4QkAZwb
視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNTXfOTVWt
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WgocWcCTM
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6LI6Cyu1h
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCxh7Wvyp0
「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLHLr5z4ZH
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C7hvNrL4G
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAUeob4iwq
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2rAJDg5t0
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVpjKESrRJ
內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvhZCa72JP
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3C3PxVNIe
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gILQwaJKp
「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pkY8D9mDg
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a4YXDw0NR
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElxxvLMZCO
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGRQTDrxTZ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsRhUZfyeB
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHRjq5aVTF
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDnNPJFoq7
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUA1Ggg3dX
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWnKN6MOWX
好像也不怎麼在意了……948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBYLFHeDr4
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE6LdvccUm
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoozV8gOoo
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWf557HhGo
而且從內到外的冰冷。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kXNkPSlXn
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtxxPo3bDz
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgClXmJuerR
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78QTqLC5xn
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxdRYp3VQ4
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVI1zhpnU2
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOB5uhGzjog
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5CUDmuMMx
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1z0nvvqqIm
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODppelMQKV
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQM0mi8Uiw
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uEZvNe3zo
收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SwrtJB0jJ
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvf2BVaXX8G
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFbFpSQaBr
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdC1z8KVqaR
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡit8qIH71SC
取出，
心之果實。
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq103JZ6o9
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5wqJSwE4G
終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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