
再過五天,就是夏以晝的生日了。69Please respect copyright.PENANA7nB00K6V25
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本該進入最後籌備階段的我,現在卻頂著驕陽蹲在廢棄工廠外,追擊一隻麻煩到不行的流浪體——空白水母。69Please respect copyright.PENANAmYul9QrGQG
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牠的麻煩,不只在於幾乎無法用肉眼辨識,必須透過特殊偵測裝置才能捕捉。最令人崩潰的是,一旦被牠碰觸,大腦就會產生『快取清空』反應,造成短期全白失憶。69Please respect copyright.PENANAFZZD17PgVQ
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持續時間約莫七天,雖然會自動恢復,但那段時間的失憶,可能會讓身邊的人極度困擾。69Please respect copyright.PENANA2cf52nsRB1
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原本負責這任務的同事,就是因為被牠攻擊,現在不但忘了自己是誰、住哪,甚至連槍都忘了怎麼拿,差點把槍放進嘴裡咬咬看。69Please respect copyright.PENANAhdwQQ9dxdq
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最後只能被緊急送回家——重新認識老婆小孩……或者,重新跟小孩一起學習?69Please respect copyright.PENANAa1w3ybPzhJ
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反正,我就是這樣才臨時頂替上來支援的。69Please respect copyright.PENANA6Dg9CCkHYz
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透過特製眼罩,我目光掃射著四周,跟同樣埋伏在對面的同事比了個手勢。69Please respect copyright.PENANAswGny3ZfhA
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在出發前,我擔心自己可能也會中招,所以提前傳了訊息給夏以晝,告訴他:69Please respect copyright.PENANA4qXkvsUiAk
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『夏以晝,如果哪天我記憶空白,你一定不能偷偷欺負我,要有耐心、愛心地繼續呵護我,知道嗎?不然等我記起來,我肯定打到你變小狗!』69Please respect copyright.PENANAOgMtg6x6N9
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不過夏以晝可能在忙,至今還沒有回覆。69Please respect copyright.PENANABx1fJNPi9k
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很快,偵測器發出震動警示讓我重新專注,握緊手上的槍。69Please respect copyright.PENANA593C0BEv7j
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只見一道如幽魂般飄浮的身影,正在廢棄輸送帶上緩慢移動。69Please respect copyright.PENANA4I3fo6Cosl
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牠沒有眼睛、沒有聲音,但散發出的神經波動強烈得像把意念插進腦海裡亂翻。69Please respect copyright.PENANAy4sR1cj7Xj
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——空白水母,果然出現了。69Please respect copyright.PENANApJ8I9XM8mV
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我看見同事的動作,跟著準備配合包夾。
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霎時,槍聲四起,我們的火力把空白水母逼得四處亂竄。69Please respect copyright.PENANA3c8EQq0Nt8
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我們封住牠的退路,眼看著牠的神經波動逐漸減弱,身影也愈發虛浮。69Please respect copyright.PENANABSpBq6Wdbp
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「快了,再一發——」我低聲咬牙,拉動扳機,瞄準擊出最後一槍,正中牠中央神經團!69Please respect copyright.PENANA36H2TiBY4k
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空白水母劇烈顫抖,整個觸手網像被閃電劈過一樣亂舞一陣後,終於朝輸送帶外翻倒,從空中墜落。69Please respect copyright.PENANAFhsNIO4rUc
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我正要鬆口氣——69Please respect copyright.PENANAlW13xnvVRg
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卻見方才被子彈波及掃射的天花板鏽鐵就要朝我落下……69Please respect copyright.PENANA4lvS9ecQHB
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「小心——」69Please respect copyright.PENANAuEeTDShqLI
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那道耳熟的嗓音卻突兀地響起在身後。69Please respect copyright.PENANA7aFKLur8Aa
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一股力量猛然將我拉離原地,跌進一個熟悉的懷抱。69Please respect copyright.PENANApIyRwUFBeZ
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是夏以晝!69Please respect copyright.PENANAy79MrHBlij
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他用 EVOL 定住墜落的金屬片,將我牢牢護在身側,閃躲到另一邊。69Please respect copyright.PENANAwyRTFABHcE
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「夏以晝?!你怎麼會——」69Please respect copyright.PENANAOFDdECWhjr
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「我看到妳那條訊息就立刻定位過來了,妳到底是在追擊什麼——」69Please respect copyright.PENANAxPSjK0sjMW
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「你們小心!」69Please respect copyright.PENANAneNo1rX3u9
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同事的警告聲驟然響起。69Please respect copyright.PENANAtOnNPZGJsF
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我猛然回神,才發現夏以晝沒有配戴特製眼罩,根本看不見那隻幾乎透明的流浪體!69Please respect copyright.PENANA9BtenXO6De
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而此刻,他就站在空白水母倒下的位置附近——69Please respect copyright.PENANA57TYyiJASw
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那團已經奄奄一息的身影竟忽然劇烈抽動!69Please respect copyright.PENANAtCBqdZwy5f
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牠像最後一絲意志被復仇驅使,猛地伸出一條垂死掙扎的透明觸手,朝最近的生物——甩出最後一擊。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXeIPb0WQ2x
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當我想要護住他時,夏以晝即使看不到敵人,但在同事驚慌的語氣裡,他仍是早我一步,在第一時間把我緊緊抱進懷裡護著,像最堅固的屏障替我抵擋所有危險。69Please respect copyright.PENANA80BSejwlC4
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「夏以晝——」69Please respect copyright.PENANArdlX57I3Q7
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隨著我的尖叫聲,和同事補上的槍擊聲,空白水母終於化作虛影瓦解。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXrZuADBtYq
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但——69Please respect copyright.PENANAUTcMik2ujp
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夏以晝垂下頭,額髮零散地覆蓋著額頭,整個人無聲地靠在我肩上。69Please respect copyright.PENANA0adAHKL0Cb
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他被空白水母擊中,失去了意識。69Please respect copyright.PENANACL6MQHMdBt
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我正在醫院走廊等候,萬分後悔自己不該傳給夏以晝那則訊息。否則他也不會擔心成這樣,直接飛過來臨空找我,也就不會發生這種事情。69Please respect copyright.PENANACRl6k5xBG6
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這下好了,原本以為自己才是有可能失憶那個,這下竟然變成夏以晝?!69Please respect copyright.PENANAaNTvIumbf9
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當醫生終於從病房走了出來,我趕緊迎上去詢問。69Please respect copyright.PENANAxTGg9iRgl9
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「請問夏以晝狀況還好嗎?」69Please respect copyright.PENANA0rgRNSeNI6
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醫生推了推眼鏡,看向我時神情有些猶豫。69Please respect copyright.PENANAxyVSB5rdIx
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「妳說的那個流浪體……是空白水母?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAlCGy0rwlNH
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我點點頭。69Please respect copyright.PENANA1ARl4WTLmV
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「這就能解釋了。牠的攻擊並非物理性傷害,而是神經干擾式的記憶消除。我們臨床上暫時稱為『全域型記憶暫障反應』,會讓大腦記憶區塊像系統當機一樣被快速格式化。」69Please respect copyright.PENANARse9PF8OKm
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我皺眉詢問:「所以是什麼都忘了?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAOYYfazR6TN
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「不完全是。」他舉起手比了個示意。「就像電腦的硬碟還在,但資料表已清空。也就是說,身體仍記得怎麼走路吃飯,但需要『主動調用』的知識與人際關係則會被清除。」69Please respect copyright.PENANASvSLPvm86j
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我一愣,「所以像我同事忘了怎麼拿槍,是因為那是後天訓練的技能?」69Please respect copyright.PENANA2hMy28hzeQ
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「沒錯。像這種需要訓練或長期使用才會熟悉的工具操作,若沒有潛意識或外力引導,一時之間會完全想不起來。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA7W6OeixUDJ
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我頭疼地揉了揉額角,開始想著要怎麼向艦隊替夏以晝請假才好。69Please respect copyright.PENANAxDXAyr9Nln
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醫生又補充道:「不過好在就是短時間的症狀,據經驗會在七天後逐步恢復,前幾天可能像孩子一樣,接觸熟人或熟悉場景時會有微弱反應,建議慢慢重建情緒連結。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAy0apm7Te2i
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「請問有可能再恢復快一點嗎?」我抱著希望確認。69Please respect copyright.PENANADLRA8Z3ZqZ
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畢竟我不希望夏以晝頭腦一片空白地過生日……69Please respect copyright.PENANA4jDpWgtlPl
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「妳可以多和他說說共同的經歷和回憶,或者帶他去曾經熟悉的場所,或許有希望可以更快恢復。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAv6781VgMdu
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和醫生道謝後,我走進病房。69Please respect copyright.PENANAEWAdMSAJZ7
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卻見病床上的人把被單拉過頭,整個人躲在被窩裡面。像極了小時候我和夏以晝躲貓貓時,我自以為躲得很好,但其實早就被他發現那種傻氣。69Please respect copyright.PENANABJZ6i989mJ
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「夏以晝,出來,讓我看看你。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAwrlFS4iRa2
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裡面的人動了一下,但仍舊沒有掀開被子,只傳出悶悶的聲音:69Please respect copyright.PENANAWtzHP3o46k
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「那個穿白衣服的人走了嗎?」69Please respect copyright.PENANALrTYkFys9l
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我一時沒反應過來,想了想應該是指醫生,才放柔語氣說道:「走了,就剩下我了,你別怕。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAMDkrthAf15
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果然,被子慢慢地被拉開,露出一雙紫水晶般清亮的眼睛,帶著小狗般的困惑與戒備。69Please respect copyright.PENANAHzQSiamiid
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是夏以晝的眼睛沒錯——那裡面純真乾淨的氣息,無辜又惹人憐愛的眼神,簡直像剛從系統重啟中醒來的小新手,讓我整個人被擊中,被他瞬時擄獲,連剛才累積的愧疚感都被掃進資源回收桶。69Please respect copyright.PENANAysdqzyhBu0
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我緩緩坐到床邊,輕輕抬手,撫摸他的臉頰。69Please respect copyright.PENANADoMY4cDRZe
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他沒有抗拒,只是眨著眼,好奇地看著我。69Please respect copyright.PENANABdpna2j8cv
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「我知道你忘記我是誰,但沒關係。」我笑著輕聲說:「我會照顧你、保護你,因為我是你全世界最重要的人——是你的妹妹,也是你的戀人。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAUVuQHjQolP
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他眼睫微顫,困惑地問:「那……到底是妹妹,還是戀人?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAFETGMKFfhU
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「那些都只是稱謂,不重要。」我忍不住笑出聲,伸手揉了揉他額前的碎髮。「你只要記得——相信我就好。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAw0ppqwEZRZ
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和上次他因為晶片時短暫失憶一樣,我將自己送進他的懷抱裡,緊緊摟住他。69Please respect copyright.PENANAKUxIRmgN36
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不同的是,那時的我,是在逃避。69Please respect copyright.PENANAKA4aej7Liw
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但這次的我,卻是篤定地,知道要怎麼樣去愛他——即使他的腦海裡一片空白。69Please respect copyright.PENANAOwW1KhXEWq
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雖然是這樣說,但——69Please respect copyright.PENANAKk7UTuddOO
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「夏以晝,你這樣我要怎麼煮飯啦?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAeT8ElMdrjo
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我無奈地轉頭,看著緊貼在我背後的男人,簡直像一隻黏人的大型犬,一步都不願離開。69Please respect copyright.PENANAFFbXsfE4lm
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「我不喜歡一個人在客廳。」他低聲嘟嚷,垂下頭,額頭輕輕靠在我肩頸間蹭著,像是小狗在撒嬌。69Please respect copyright.PENANApLvyFcZ0M4
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他的髮絲掃過我耳後,引得我笑著縮了縮脖子:「很癢啦——別鬧了!」69Please respect copyright.PENANAjbW8ilXAXo
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一時不察,手上的鍋鏟「咚」地掉了下去,卻被夏以晝眼明手快地接住了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAaPTlSgzgTo
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他低頭看著手中的鍋鏟,一臉驚訝,好像不明白自己為何會下意識接住。69Please respect copyright.PENANAq8g6TLwTbZ
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「我……很會做飯嗎?」他小心翼翼地問,就像在確認某個藏在記憶深處的資料夾。69Please respect copyright.PENANANiiMUlGNwH
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我轉到他背後,從後環住他的腰,伸手握住他的大手,探出頭來笑道:69Please respect copyright.PENANAr7FCrVhXvl
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「對喔,你是我專屬的大廚,不僅做得好吃,還很會餵我吃宵夜呢。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAa04R9FVW8E
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「那……我試試?」夏以晝轉頭看我,一副躍躍欲試的模樣。69Please respect copyright.PENANAVAzXYJHXY1
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看著他那彷彿小朋友第一次進廚房,看什麼都新鮮的眼神,我的心也如同被融化的奶油,哪裡捨得拒絕他。69Please respect copyright.PENANAl8w42csSNa
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接下來的廚房時光幾乎變成我們的默契實驗課。他會在我眼神飄過去時,自動遞上要切的菜;在我被垂落的髮絲搔得快打噴嚏時,細心地撥好我的頭髮;等我拿起小湯匙準備嚐味道,他便張嘴「啊」一聲,自動切換成投餵模式。69Please respect copyright.PENANA6KBQfX4Zei
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飯後他甚至堅持幫我洗碗,結果泡泡玩得滿臉都是。我忍不住笑他像小朋友,他卻傻氣地說:「可是這樣妳笑了呀。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAySvoB6UrV7
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等收拾完廚房,夜色早已溫柔降臨。69Please respect copyright.PENANA7LQplk4vp7
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只是睡前,傷腦筋的狀況就來了——69Please respect copyright.PENANAdw6A3CF9Uc
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夏以晝抱著枕頭,可憐兮兮地站在我房門口。69Please respect copyright.PENANAM1qLJYf07p
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「煮飯就算了,睡覺要自己睡……你只是失憶,不是變小朋友,夏以晝。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA4T65ZKNu5M
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「但妳說我們是戀人啊。戀人可以一起睡的,晚上電視有演。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAnUTtLipnDh
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他一本正經地說,語氣裡還帶著一點理直氣壯的小委屈。69Please respect copyright.PENANA0Gk0KbMXk8
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我一時語塞,竟然找不到反駁的理由。69Please respect copyright.PENANAWyPv2xlLLL
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卻也同時觀察到:那個一向對於我們之間總是克制的他,竟然會用這樣理直氣壯的撒嬌方式跟我討親密?69Please respect copyright.PENANAhEhPJyz1rY
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也許……這才是他真正被壓抑住的樣子?69Please respect copyright.PENANAhMCxzm4c75
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「那、那你不可以做奇怪的事情喔!」我紅著臉,抱住大蘋果抱枕,手指在那顆柔軟的蒂頭上來回搓個不停。69Please respect copyright.PENANAhnZWEvtsct
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他的眼睛瞬間亮了,像藏了耀眼的日光,興奮地把枕頭擺到我的旁邊,還特地讓兩顆枕頭緊緊貼在一起。69Please respect copyright.PENANAWqrsiLjzSC
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擺好後他才偏頭看我,眨著眼問:「奇怪的事情是什麼?」69Please respect copyright.PENANADTMBUnprIH
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我頓時覺得自己邪惡得天理不容……臉頰紅得就快冒煙,比手中的抱枕還要紅,我趕緊躺平躲進被子裡,不想面對夏以晝純淨的眼神。69Please respect copyright.PENANAg0MlKAeDfz
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不過夏以晝大狗狗很快又黏上來,將我帶進懷裡像是抱枕一樣地擁住。69Please respect copyright.PENANAOKexkIisTe
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「夏以晝,你抱太緊了。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAUJ6z0sjksX
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「戀人都是這樣的……」69Please respect copyright.PENANAzTIzYSl2qP
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「你晚上到底看了些什麼劇情?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAXAgAqC5wSJ
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「呼……」他用平穩細小的鼾聲回應了我。69Please respect copyright.PENANA74qCoGeuyh
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我躺在他懷裡,望著窗外微弱的月光,獨自苦惱著——69Please respect copyright.PENANAEhAUv2Sp90
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再過幾天就是他的生日了,以往每年我們都會一起慶生,但今年的夏以晝,卻像是一張白紙,什麼都不記得,該怎麼辦呢?69Please respect copyright.PENANAhGF3ispEhW
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我調整了位置,仰起臉,看向那張再熟悉不過的容顏。手指輕輕沿著他的五官描繪,最後停在他淡色的唇,那柔軟、溫熱的觸感,讓人不自覺地淪陷。69Please respect copyright.PENANAoSVQViR6z5
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我緩慢地、珍重地,在那唇上,印下自己的。69Please respect copyright.PENANAdtAhUV2M5o
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「這就是奇怪的事情喔,夏以晝小朋友。」雖然感覺自己臉紅心跳,但我還是偷偷在他耳邊說道。
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我只是回答他的問題而已,對吧?69Please respect copyright.PENANAsXXyIbv76N
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我心安理得地回抱住他的腰安睡,明天再來煩惱生日的事情好了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAAW2JAeoi4E
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接下來的幾天,我還是照常幫他規劃生日。69Please respect copyright.PENANAjLx6MEWkGR
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只是現在的夏以晝大狗狗簡直就是堪比牛皮糖,完全甩不掉。69Please respect copyright.PENANArGyLcqWJmi
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只要我稍微離開他視線,就會露出彷彿我搶了他狗骨頭那樣的神情,淚眼汪汪得讓我覺得自己是宇宙無敵大壞蛋。69Please respect copyright.PENANAG0HuaqkRYj
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沒辦法,只好把壽星本人也一起納入慶生籌備小組,就連生日卡片,他都搶著要自己貼裝飾。69Please respect copyright.PENANAfnR8A7bCb8
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還說什麼「自己的卡片自己做」,結果不到三分鐘,貼紙就黏滿他自己頭上和身上。69Please respect copyright.PENANAvKZkJtib3z
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我哭笑不得地去幫他清除貼紙,卻在兩分鐘後,我身上也黏了一堆亮晶晶貼紙,氣呼呼地追著他跑。69Please respect copyright.PENANA6LKiPqN84q
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現在的夏以晝,彷彿回到小時候那個愛玩愛鬧的他,雖然皮得氣人,卻像是一顆檸檬糖,除了酸,也在舌尖和心頭都充斥著甜滋滋的味道。69Please respect copyright.PENANAKidvyj32jb
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我突然冒出一個念頭:就算他一直這樣沒有恢復記憶,好像也沒關係。69Please respect copyright.PENANAsJaOZK4AO3
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但這念頭一閃而過,我就驚覺——69Please respect copyright.PENANA3X3ty5IQll
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這樣的我,不就又變回那個只想獨佔夏以晝的自己了嗎?69Please respect copyright.PENANAczBSF6ZQUN
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現在的他,世界只有我,只能依靠我。69Please respect copyright.PENANA0dzR1c9FeT
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但不該是這樣的,因為我也喜歡那個從前在同儕間活躍,不管做什麼都會受到圍觀讚嘆的優秀夏以晝。69Please respect copyright.PENANA1HXuPyAqkL
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我希望我愛的夏以晝,仍是那樣耀眼得猶如炎炎夏日的驕陽。69Please respect copyright.PENANAS5pOHm8XH3
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懷著這樣的心情,我帶他去了遊樂園。雖然不是上次那間,但那是他失憶時,我曾帶著他逃避的場所。69Please respect copyright.PENANAsOEToHedFH
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我想提醒自己,既然選擇了去愛夏以晝,就要站在他的身邊。69Please respect copyright.PENANA8T48AaG1kI
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他只想保護我,殊不知——我也想替他遮風擋雨,為了他勇敢。69Please respect copyright.PENANAUxOQjsZ6vy
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如我所料,這次的夏以晝,玩得更加開懷,不管是海盜船或者旋轉木馬,雲霄飛車還是急流泛舟,全都要玩過一輪。69Please respect copyright.PENANAFCoN9Wktsj
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好在最後一樣是和緩的摩天輪。69Please respect copyright.PENANA4u7vkk0MyL
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我臉色發白地坐在車廂的椅子上還沒緩過來,思忖著就不該跟前飛行員硬拼的。69Please respect copyright.PENANAdKsHJ1OXt3
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「妳的臉跟香草冰淇淋一樣白。」夏以晝眨著眼,把冰淇淋拿到我臉頰旁比對。69Please respect copyright.PENANASIU16q6nJx
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「夏以晝!你上次還會幫我買,這次竟然只顧自己吃,還取笑我!」69Please respect copyright.PENANAVPnAVrGshJ
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「戀人都一起吃……喏……快啊——我餵妳——」他笑咪咪地,把冰淇淋往我嘴邊湊過來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAyxfRVYRiQM
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「算了算了,我投降,你自己吃……我喝水就好。」我認命地拿起冰水喝了幾口,緩下反胃的不適。69Please respect copyright.PENANAZhx4t9z5VX
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「我們以前常來玩嗎?」他拿著紙巾,空出一手幫我擦拭額上的汗水。69Please respect copyright.PENANASWzPjS8Dhv
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「嗯,我們很愛來樂園玩。」我覆上他的手,對他微微一笑。「你說過這裡美得像夢一樣。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAgxKqkPBNyl
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「那……一定是妳每次在這裡都笑得很開心。」他紫色的眼眸凝視著我,笑得溫柔無比。69Please respect copyright.PENANAkWzxa7ag01
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「所以一個地方好不好,是取決於我的笑容?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAdFExYTVDp1
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「我覺得應該是,我很愛看妳笑。妳笑了,我的這裡……」他帶著我的手,放到自己心臟的位置。「就像藏了很多跳跳糖,又甜又啵啵地跳不停。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAiiUCAp0eIF
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我望著他那雙真摯閃耀的眼眸,心底泛起一股難以言喻的溫柔。69Please respect copyright.PENANAO1z2ATRBsc
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「夏以晝,你知道嗎?長大了,很多以前想做卻不能做的事,就都可以做了。」我用另一隻手,圈住他的脖頸,縮短兩人距離,說著之前他說過的話。69Please respect copyright.PENANAlveiNcO6tq
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他的眉頭輕輕皺了下,似乎有什麼觸動。69Please respect copyright.PENANAaSCfFDXzXV
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「你之前……不敢做……」我抬眸看他,目光在他面容上游移,最後定在他嘴角還沾著些香草冰淇淋的雙唇。「現在呢?還是不敢嗎?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAAgsU4CMeac
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「我之前……不敢做什麼?」他輕聲問道,持續糾結的眉頭像是有些頭疼。69Please respect copyright.PENANAiqE8gwqVvq
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我沒回答,卻是又問:「你嘴角還沾著冰淇淋,要幫你擦掉嗎?」69Please respect copyright.PENANABiw37aiI1q
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夏以晝傻愣愣地點了頭。69Please respect copyright.PENANAn0zzPLgk9I
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我笑得像是詭計得逞,直接用我的唇,幫他拭去唇角的甜。69Please respect copyright.PENANA6FrOwj179t
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他瞪大了雙眸,看著我退開後,卻又再次把快融化的冰淇淋吃了滿嘴。69Please respect copyright.PENANAB3kfiRyKFz
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「再幫忙擦一次……」69Please respect copyright.PENANA4XvC5ilFul
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這次換我傻愣愣地——無語,隨後開懷大笑幾秒——因為笑聲沒能持續太久,那急著要擦嘴的大狗狗,就自己撲了上來。69Please respect copyright.PENANARcc8j2rwyn
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摩天輪繼續像在夢中旋轉,但這次我們的小世界,沒有苦澀,只有香草冰淇淋甜甜的味道。69Please respect copyright.PENANA4AfxCtnSNM
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晚上回到家後,我還是按照計畫,製作起蛋糕。69Please respect copyright.PENANAFKf20PCecP
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明天就是夏以晝的生日,即使他還沒能恢復記憶,我也要幫他過生日。69Please respect copyright.PENANA4zqcSzseV0
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換個角度想,這也是一次獨一無二的生日體驗。69Please respect copyright.PENANAf7K3Js77Fc
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「不睡覺嗎?」他抱著我的大蘋果抱枕,眼皮半垂地站在廚房門口。69Please respect copyright.PENANA00gDJdyI5K
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「你今天肯定玩很累了,趕快去睡。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAdjiorN0cjE
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可能真的太累,這次黏人的大狗狗沒有耍賴,很乖地自己去躺平睡覺。69Please respect copyright.PENANAvsmNU6wai9
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剩下窗外月色陪伴,我全神貫注地終於在過了凌晨後,完成夏以晝的生日蛋糕。69Please respect copyright.PENANARVB37wtA1I
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放下最後點綴的裝飾物,我滿意地看著蛋糕,正準備將它冰進冰箱,就發現夏以晝又出現在廚房門口。69Please respect copyright.PENANAYJCiPWkcn2
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「怎麼醒了?作惡夢了?」我觀察著夏以晝的表情,確實臉色不是很好。69Please respect copyright.PENANARIiFcGANTD
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他快步地朝我走來,一語不發地就將我擁進懷裡,緊緊摟住。69Please respect copyright.PENANAzlri8hVfsh
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「我不喜歡妳不在旁邊。」他將臉埋進我的頸邊,聲音悶悶的。69Please respect copyright.PENANAp03zPoPoTC
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「如果被人知道夏執艦官那麼黏人,你會被笑的。」我嘴上故意取笑,但手心卻輕拍他的背,又揉揉他的頭。69Please respect copyright.PENANA0KVCW75qC4
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「那笑我的人肯定沒有戀人,好可憐。」他抬起頭,微笑著用大拇指抹抹我的臉頰。「熬夜的小花貓,弄得滿臉麵粉,是想讓我心疼?」69Please respect copyright.PENANA6Y23zVQZOc
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「夏以晝?」我有些愕然地看著他。69Please respect copyright.PENANAiV0Fn9Roc7
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「嗯?」他卻是笑得再平常不過。69Please respect copyright.PENANAtCeC1wNKsZ
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我眼眶泛紅,輕輕說道:「生日快樂!夏以晝——我的哥哥、我的戀人。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAzo28Yv7D91
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「所以不管是哪個我、是怎麼樣的我……妳都會愛嗎?」他紫色的眼眸盈滿水光,雙手捧著我的臉,垂首輕蹭著我的鼻尖。69Please respect copyright.PENANAAqf1xESQBE
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「你說呢?夏以晝大狗狗,就算你忘了我,我還是想讓你知道——這世界上,無論你記不記得,都會有人一次又一次走向你,只選擇你。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAakzIlnuT1c
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「這真是最好的生日禮物了……只要有妳在,可以讓我幸福的事情,就未曾改變過。」69Please respect copyright.PENANASF9VpPNUGI
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「但是,夏以晝,以後不許再奮不顧身地保護我了!」我揪起眉頭,準備和他算個總帳。69Please respect copyright.PENANATxV6w2PEza
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夏以晝眼神隨即飄開,手指往我碗裡的鮮奶油一抹,就沾到我嘴上。69Please respect copyright.PENANAqfT66H7FeP
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「你做什麼啊?夏以晝!」我氣得喊道。69Please respect copyright.PENANAmVREAsR7J2
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「幫妳擦嘴啊——」69Please respect copyright.PENANACavNlxIxnv
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在我還沒反應過來時,夏以晝的唇已經貼了上來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAKcD3BsuLVE
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他的掌心捧住我的後腦,腰也被他的手臂圈牢。69Please respect copyright.PENANA4wUBailVnD
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像是要補上這幾天的空白似的,他用長大後才能有的尺度,席捲我的感官。69Please respect copyright.PENANAJtNMCXTr7F
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鮮奶油早已化在炙熱的傳遞間,剩下的是——那熟悉得令人心顫的氣息。69Please respect copyright.PENANAdOg6nmcEKr
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夏以晝的吻——是世上所有的甜,甜得讓人無法防備,也甜得再也捨不得放開。69Please respect copyright.PENANAAGlmPt2Jig
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他貼在我耳邊,嗓音低低的,彷彿宣誓般說道:69Please respect copyright.PENANAb6nhz7wtQb
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「誰都不能消除我對妳的愛……」69Please respect copyright.PENANAw3NL1dOgtu
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我眼眶發熱,咬了咬唇,故作驕傲地說:「那當然——我就是你唯一的狗骨頭。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAEUewitJtWg
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他笑了,額頭輕碰著我,聲音像盛夏夜風一樣溫柔:69Please respect copyright.PENANASIpPLzTRJw
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「嗯,那我就一輩子,只咬這一根。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAl17npIty0X
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生日快樂,夏以晝,我的大狗狗,我連失憶都那麼可愛的戀人。69Please respect copyright.PENANAeiHZh3Ffr8
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作者的話:69Please respect copyright.PENANAlMQLfbk0dJ
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這個可愛命名來源,是源自官方曾經出的一張夏以晝出錯Q版圖,69Please respect copyright.PENANAuLsKOzctln
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讓我想像,當有外力試圖要抹去夏以晝的愛時,可能會持續出錯,
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就像以前電腦常跑出來的警告:
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X指令失敗!
X無法刪除對【妳】的偏愛
X錯誤代碼:ERROR 520 - 愛妳無法刪除69Please respect copyright.PENANAilHiu9PJdR
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我總覺得,夏以晝對妹寶的愛,是刻進靈魂和DNA裡的了。
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就算忘了世界、忘了自己,他還是會第一時間撲上來護著妳,
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還是會在迷茫中想先黏妳、寵妳、擁抱妳。
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在《清醒夢》的劇情中,每一幕都讓人心碎……
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我們看到太多他克制、壓抑,默默為妹寶背負壓力的模樣。
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他就像太陽,溫暖燦爛,卻總是為了保護妹寶而壓抑自己。
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所以這篇算是一個溫柔的反向補全,讓哥哥在這個生日裡,
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他也可以不用那麼努力扮演保護者,偶爾當一次可以盡情撒嬌,被照顧的大狗狗。
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有時候,愛不是記得什麼,而是就算什麼都不記得,身體還是會記得要擁抱妳。
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謝謝夏以晝——讓我知道,原來有些愛,是怎麼也無法刪除的。
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如同那句密不可分的台詞:我的命運交給妳,而妳的命運屬於我。
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夏以晝,生日快樂——
無可逃逸夜 夏以晝生日主題創作徵集活動69Please respect copyright.PENANATUV2WF40Zj
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