I'm somehow alive.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ARbJOpKdU
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCjLdQA5ec
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkg7l9RsKfV
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6xJgrBuew
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvPA8iR2PF
Well, it was that kind of day. 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhkaWTHf2v
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkIxoLCibb
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhWK5NfAFM
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxoFbbiFYD
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMeAW49q7R
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidasTcgkk5
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmZS9y4yS0
Much less someone I know.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWewgxT1ik
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"...Hey. Hey..."314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RXXWcxSBV
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPSX2b5m1t
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7qOR903Rg
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"You...!" 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRuAn4ujGw
I remember cursing in my head.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKtgrYIkvR
Ah, fuck.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRl5fnKteE
Fuck.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6D6eGvQWF
It had to be you, didn't it.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4WmkUDw1o
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRLgT8ew9Y
Teacher's pet.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtF0GXaDbb
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3pzKMyD3c
The class president.
