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#15

The Monster

jreeves<3

Feb 2, 2022

465

1 Min Read

I breathe the monster in,

Throw up in a bin.

It swirls in my lungs,

Consuming,

Contaminating me.

I want to quit,

But another one I hit.

I stand before the monster crowned a fool,

And challenge it to a duel.

I lose of course,

My voice is hoarse from the monster inside.

Breath in,

Exhale.

The same pattern every day,

I don’t know what to say,

When the monster is all I want,

All I need.

It has planted a tiny seed,

A seed in my mind that wants more.

More, more, more.

It grows more, more, more.

My lungs become sore.

It hurts after a while,

My hands shake,

And my bones quake.

The monster inside me grows hungry.

Fed,

But never satisfied.

The monster lures me in with promises of peace and happiness,

Then stabs me in the back and makes quite a mess.

The monster has a hold on me,

And I want to be free.

I want to quit,

But another one I hit.

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Table of Contents

#2 The Rage Inside

#3 Young And Free

#5 A Colorless World

#6 Listen to Me

#8 Why'd You Leave Me?

#9 Bleeding Hearts

#11 Poisoned Love

#12 Tainted Innocence

#15 The Monster

#17 Invisible Me

#19 Smile For Me

#20 If I Were To Die Today

#22 Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

#23 My adventure

#24 Nothing But dreams

#25 The horror of my love

#26 kaleidoscope

#28 I just want you

#29 These Words Burned My Throat

#30 I stand in silence in a world full of you

#31 In Lana We Stand

#32 Irrevocably and hopelessly addicted to you

#33 Can you stitch me up?

#34 Oh God i'm in love

#35 The art of one night stands

#36 I think i'm done

#37 Red nail polish

#38 Desire to rest

#39 In my divorced dads playlist era

#40 My golden god

#42 I think there's a toad in my throat

#43 Ought to try

#44 Think of me as often as I do you

#45 Just fucking get out of my head already

#46 My supernova

#47 I need to stop thinking of you

#48 Turned twice away but back again

#49 Lust or Love

#51 My sneakers are rotting and tearing at the seams

#52 October, November, December

#53 If I stop, how will I ever move again?

#54 Stringing me along

#55 his little lost love of mine

#56 sweetened despair

#57 To the bugs living rent free

#58 A thief of hearts

#59 The righteous path to girlhood is by fatherly neglect

#60 This Is The Last Poem

#61 That wasn't the last issue

#62 I fear a burnout grows near

#64 i can't stop writing poetry cause bad things keep happening

#65 A room that is no more