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#20

If I Were To Die Today

jreeves<3

Feb 3, 2022

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If I were to die today,

What would be your last thought of me?

Would you remember the last words I said to you?

Whether they be as meaningless as have a good day,

or as important as I love you.

If I were to die today,

Would my death make any difference in the world?

Would anyone even know I was gone?

You would, I suppose.

Maybe you would notice the lack of music coming from my room.

The colorful socks always lying around the house, now gone in neatly packed boxes.

The gluten-free food you bought would slowly mold and rot, for no one is there to eat it.

There would be reminders of me everywhere.

If I were to die today,

And come home in a wooden box,

It all neatly tied with a glittering pink bow on top.

You would rip it off, cause you know I hate that color.

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I wonder what the world has to gain from me in it,

Another factory worker, perhaps?

Or maybe another prostitute,

The possibilities are endless.

Thus,

If I were to die today,

I hope you think only the best of me.

Wait, no.

Remember all of me.

The good, the bad, and the inevitable.

Remember the good ole’ days of fun in the sun and singing on the top of our lungs.

Remember how you made me cry and scream and punch walls.

Think of all the times I spent here,

Don’t forget me.

If I were to die today,

I hope you can forgive me for my early departure.

Don’t be angry,

For I may be in a better place.

We all have our endings, the circle of life,

We live for a few days, exist for the rest.

Promise me you will live, not just exist.

If I were to die today,

My last thoughts will be of you.

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Table of Contents

#2 The Rage Inside

#3 Young And Free

#5 A Colorless World

#6 Listen to Me

#8 Why'd You Leave Me?

#9 Bleeding Hearts

#11 Poisoned Love

#12 Tainted Innocence

#15 The Monster

#17 Invisible Me

#19 Smile For Me

#20 If I Were To Die Today

#22 Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

#23 My adventure

#24 Nothing But dreams

#25 The horror of my love

#26 kaleidoscope

#28 I just want you

#29 These Words Burned My Throat

#30 I stand in silence in a world full of you

#31 In Lana We Stand

#32 Irrevocably and hopelessly addicted to you

#33 Can you stitch me up?

#34 Oh God i'm in love

#35 The art of one night stands

#36 I think i'm done

#37 Red nail polish

#38 Desire to rest

#39 In my divorced dads playlist era

#40 My golden god

#42 I think there's a toad in my throat

#43 Ought to try

#44 Think of me as often as I do you

#45 Just fucking get out of my head already

#46 My supernova

#47 I need to stop thinking of you

#48 Turned twice away but back again

#49 Lust or Love

#51 My sneakers are rotting and tearing at the seams

#52 October, November, December

#53 If I stop, how will I ever move again?

#54 Stringing me along

#55 his little lost love of mine

#56 sweetened despair

#57 To the bugs living rent free

#58 A thief of hearts

#59 The righteous path to girlhood is by fatherly neglect

#60 This Is The Last Poem

#61 That wasn't the last issue

#62 I fear a burnout grows near

#64 i can't stop writing poetry cause bad things keep happening

#65 A room that is no more