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『世界上最遙遠的距離』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZeIJtfFc6
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjF76lS1Zr
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD0jMpCNpK
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4y1IAvqGy
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我怎麼能哭泣。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFvarxOzSJ
我怎麼能悔恨。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0fXW6YrN8
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncwwb0sY1j
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2kmLIpPdw
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錯過與放棄。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42sturfABj
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFEoT5E7Nk
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEeoO5pVlL
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『If……』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWe2nKhlBm
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TdNLB0ENO
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTF2dX9URN
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJoXbhqk9F
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0N85MVMV6
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTG3gvsNPj
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDWEg6JIlL
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『給十年後未來的你』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02jKciJmKQ
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8hapsB8lr
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohysQoKUu7
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0hlVRuDOF
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXx2bIJBU4
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxYIxcsZ6D
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRwOg9NZwK
至今回想卻支離破碎。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFE2E8AR85
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQm2ho1cPR
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xTJLKAGCa
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8h9zCsCAx
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早就該死亡了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhST3APu5yr
早就該離開了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD27tvndFDm
早就……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXakLmCGS4o
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK2q43OIEd
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡub153bdYFB
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF62nRcWvtE
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvnKbMxJB7
為什麼不能忍耐呢……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6fdU7DCAI
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLzEGVsqeN
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『不要哭。』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQoLQNfGg7
最後，兄長只是這麼說。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfRic07Tqf
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqjDDtPwM8
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYeoF3PpiJ
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfairW166z
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到底過了多久呢？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSP18b6kwA
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHgj3lbSKU
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TA4TbFlbn
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzr9PTRXYZ
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD98wp0cll
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他拼命的挖土。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyJUSfnSkJ
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz2w0CNl1D
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCtz1IbkSJ
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSx34bQwde
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那是一面白紙。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRUI58ZEhE
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZPp2zQPMq
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGxOcx6VRy
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiIwGlFFlZ
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9VjODvOxm
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuczUZSdnP
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看新聞有感。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RXjzp3WGm
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcdquW8I3U
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「關於雪的聯想」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kuTlotZYD
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCk98QvIvr
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoYXCwfPae
乾澀的，卻熱和著。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNY8RIhYuH
『你聽』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdp3K95mpG
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEPlSK4tE4
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7D7tBq3ah
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUdMoMaLFN
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『踏雪無聲』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAcXvgATwt
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乍然寂靜無聲。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKpbv6qLRQ
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7fcEw5DoD
他張大眼，張口不能言。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwfeBSG1V3
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddgNjppzPb
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「遙遠的童話故事」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpt5cgQKoJ
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvz5ftHDpg
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e7fJu75p5
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Vk484RMXe
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『請幸福的……』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr92TpfF2Cz
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAWtGIlVXb
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBzzrDOHj0
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh5iib2P5V
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmGzdX5UP9
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQuEv5XqQx
我無法相信話語的真實。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzghDyyT9G
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我知道，你愛我。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rT2vAIRZM
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvh8qzWJlR
我當然也從你口裡聽到。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAnw4ILA5Z
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90Yl5tTLAi
你總是會說：「我愛你。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY3FUubLKV
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是的。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkB6wnTezS
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXn4Ynfmlk
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPXp32S3SZ
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF6FsTuImU
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn47ZJU5X52
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『後日談』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAmOFBXWru
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUmL9JiPr4
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KzhtxH0Rh
然後他又重複了一次。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RJtpCLqF3
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIwc8s8PDh
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuQJRQdYKL
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG5Xqk4sCZ
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknX47sEUlY
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「十年」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIk0q0X6sK
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EM8GPckz7
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ279oEj5yCr
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6gvK38jHU
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Obe154lvT
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因為太感同身受了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kvx3c5LvE
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHqS6srAWv
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8eDnsfidf
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPqlByjae1
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayzQn4e05l
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaapRHeG7a
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pWvcBvwoH
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjldtC6hzcQ
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZ4JgFqWV3
他始終是，一個人。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgO9yJWagj
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4WtUXBSyb
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FhJ8Cip2S
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他決定要去旅行。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBnnucVGKJ
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2JROw8fZo
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路德也許會生氣吧。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP5YrbXeWh
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9UwVKtmTZ
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ7gF5KhVt
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAkbCA81Gt
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AFreEyRYD
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13lnFXFNbD
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtLF7qdAtX
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZusisVV350
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ8UoTxUi3
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvV7XkT8oF
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEkJDNnHfC
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6hkP5EIsq
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzcwcCwDMG
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbPpZNOJAj
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNYGQSCGZR
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFqN3L4RQY
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他收起相片，忖思。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sLAqYJDE1
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f1ANjtorI
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu1MQKcDOZ
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9cVH5SE67
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