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『世界上最遙遠的距離』70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNIhtTu8KY
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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvdC8Yvgga
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我怎麼能哭泣。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wXttRXBFn
我怎麼能悔恨。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4yN7wUIM2
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrlAAI32iQ
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kndJyLFDl
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錯過與放棄。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2G4lVK1ej
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSUNYE5Ikr
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『If……』70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGyLuX9hGd
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVlB6b1m5B
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrJshFiWk5
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL07kmF3Ttq
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6XceZ6NdG
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2bvdzuMIq
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcVoXBEAhz
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『給十年後未來的你』70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipyFel3ON0
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDCYsp5xqp
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpZMPIZL1b
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCmfEa6xri
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBKB7Fq4RJ
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkr5SxzLDk
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5Wy9m6sl6
至今回想卻支離破碎。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgh3QZBP8GC
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T78aaDhMX
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKID0e7sCdm
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgGPaSaCkk
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早就……70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrMrRSoQJY
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsNNw2LqGd
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQOqmk0SH7
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRhCU0DEO0
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為什麼不能忍耐呢……70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QgazsJqIZ
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7d0UfflXL
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『不要哭。』70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18SBPpvQE6
最後，兄長只是這麼說。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nGqDwAsh8
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7qN5cJJrc
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5s4cPPxRu
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGL7gVaCP5
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到底過了多久呢？70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1SQjBuJ8O
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9onbJWQ4s
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBXIv9xas9
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjlMaDpp0r
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpS7er1y9Rq
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他拼命的挖土。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42LpDS9x3r
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjWsS9ZEJt
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnMzm20wfZ
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4LVZyOxUR
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKYgbG4C7N
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlKzJQOZc9
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFbXeAm1JF
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTlF8inCWq
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6RQgFKYX7
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看新聞有感。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7nblGjsHp
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpd8P4AhWv
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAsZ5nO9Jc
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4IoiBppvT
乾澀的，卻熱和著。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwlTI1Zu31
『你聽』70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5uaLLGOIS
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sdUVZRxA4
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjN6OKBv3k
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sJOlveHHy
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『踏雪無聲』70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYLgrHD1d6
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乍然寂靜無聲。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVfuMX5aaX
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHTEyEkYQ3
他張大眼，張口不能言。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGGiaPz5Jp
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4s9b8YJdg
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6udNah3f0
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3B5MOivpde
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITg7g2VJ87
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『請幸福的……』70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NFg9f2cGi
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvd1JRWrUy
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI9dhli9wn
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoc9rI7k5D
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcv1oU9TUR
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFFXK8oK9y
我無法相信話語的真實。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc5IS06zaG
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我知道，你愛我。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6eAvXjx0s
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVV8ie8Ahv
我當然也從你口裡聽到。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDlSBGAgVS
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwVB3bZ5Gx
你總是會說：「我愛你。」70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCRAyFC9r8
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是的。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyU9JZvbEn
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0c05kKxmp
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmfEFLP8fm
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtsqkw4eu1
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rWQk2GsYk
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『後日談』70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHaIkzYCQz
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDefdWa9Xf
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDYZjJw3C2
然後他又重複了一次。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLuo9QWr4I
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizEYS7pKKd
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYKrkJt7Zr
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQfVI0Li0L
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekVt2R3uZa
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「十年」70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi75wLTnu4e
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJ86jQ5iDA
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjz7h2D2IO
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaXQxU0yqK
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8MB26nnK3
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因為太感同身受了。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkRJdDiyCn
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1gNG1pbsg
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIsXFWkoog
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcf3npaf1DI
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2c1ntZ3c5U
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQSuDwWHIP
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6n0VhsCgD
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLuomkkLW6
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGVxIuR1Kg
他始終是，一個人。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6wTxCCVIt
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUnXUSZiRr
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3CjkZ3xin
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他決定要去旅行。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbX8SJcocZ
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxXah5ScLD
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路德也許會生氣吧。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5htzaTbH9
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKm3nMqlj2
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIfVaTJhJs
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAb9oV3f68
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTOjyRc7Ok
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3ZvXe2PTV
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T544fmyuH
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OpHERDJp0
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWngrshBAv
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnrT2Xyfee
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtKoUYJg00
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OknegP5Lv
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN3bC6NWFq
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VF7SGSuq3
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP8gAxlHzn
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXHMf7FENl
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他收起相片，忖思。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5mtuFoMhN
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSXVj4q6FU
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZI7lGBpJP
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoq77pzYfg
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