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『世界上最遙遠的距離』68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFE6WI5oYbt
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwI4B9pw9js
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2vyyEL9yQ
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8ZWcoyJnU
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忽視了你眼底的情慾。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YOCp3vzKZ
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我怎麼能悔恨。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KtKhn6I1Z
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRNW3yRX6D
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvu8WWcxyF
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錯過與放棄。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S8BYxMErH
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7gvY0d9Mt
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrILn2MUNS2
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『If……』68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbexjrTDEf
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLnRwsh34E
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61pbK2tAG9
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JvnULKiHe
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQTLNheELC
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4rYXnOMWu
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfao1FridCI
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『給十年後未來的你』68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9LTAMBNv7
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RtGFbTftq
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3WX3unEWd
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoezRAWxcD
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnAkW6nz8Q
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDetognjbB
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9omQi1rf5J
至今回想卻支離破碎。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbxR0PHFoy
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgJAuTQokv
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbdAPugf77
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws3ZP4jLrZ
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早就該死亡了。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWCyBGJ6M5
早就該離開了。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07vEJ9hINH
早就……68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHu6XcVeA1
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaK7DYxxiOd
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ745dGOPonV
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKUkphSYTt
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkz4zegTJH
為什麼不能忍耐呢……68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdocgaw5vlG
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00rd5S5zUS
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『不要哭。』68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYSCFnK69t
最後，兄長只是這麼說。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bLJ2t0bq6
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGv98Ngekp
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznTglDBVui
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q6q9iwFWi
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到底過了多久呢？68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAQXQQFhpr
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIGlxgNjTl
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7S9q7jnOd
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnhCp8osSq
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdxxx2MZdb
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他拼命的挖土。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9lQte3Ixw
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3tIi6MAHn
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsgFGcmZLA
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLaNA1bofy
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCutbFShOck
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttuOZVWkz4
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG5leVdGMX
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpesHoWduE
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvmn2OcgOv
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看新聞有感。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHXXlHJo6l
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDkEsHhaJI
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「關於雪的聯想」68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iM63kctqH
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceIWXyKU04
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFIjTx8pxk
乾澀的，卻熱和著。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc6V2j8e1J
『你聽』68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kK3bFr3UO
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeK2QvS45m
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G4FrJ2Sk3
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqGdJlWBSB
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『踏雪無聲』68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl6ZwiwSzy
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乍然寂靜無聲。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtVLN0qlMA
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc7A88dx6w
他張大眼，張口不能言。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WsD0NRrsR
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQE8FE8XCW
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4QqGvka1R
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezU6qkDDQq
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLCupV4rPb
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『請幸福的……』68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CZUMhgaOD
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpfYpTLEDn
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5frVnFUVS
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayy0uFjYpq
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNbKgmLisz
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbT0KMSUR1
我無法相信話語的真實。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fieVY7H3I
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我知道，你愛我。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR32KLwswDF
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjNTBI335X
我當然也從你口裡聽到。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPNCX7EnO5
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQjS6G9mA3
你總是會說：「我愛你。」68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw0Nba6TmQ
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是的。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf4sb4eCuo
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHd8jY8IK1
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQg6yfQMrl
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqoS3jki9u
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMM3zvuC4h
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『後日談』68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7Toi0ntJI
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzznyVZRkJO
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKOFQFgJM6
然後他又重複了一次。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzyOX1MeEt
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO20iGsJ96
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF9jniQOfq
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF2OQhKKaM
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7tKavsHoD
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「十年」68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbggoQLz74
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9M5ezmr0DZ
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHZ3zOlqg2
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl208hXzF2t
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU4hAFs5Sv
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因為太感同身受了。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70lvR27t8F
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIFX80QTtc
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi37rNzeDFq
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvmrcrcSFM
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7j6BJUIqgo
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh32ePxbXIs
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JHDhV5htr
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQz7PRBjH6
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJme2TpjXBn
他始終是，一個人。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgbhoM1d13
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OoOq4QLzY
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHxhLiUKYM
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他決定要去旅行。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YAyqYhUE5
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFQIsBnDFI
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路德也許會生氣吧。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdveV9zdG2G
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntyLS0I5PI
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNV92pb0NH
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoy0BuEc5X
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhQhclGvbb
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHR9w2T8Uz9
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1JlOYrupa
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HCB0h594E
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhyQTUimhd
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIFDwZWoKr
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dPNaA08ey
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTdtYdT2ED
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCCOtLZqQi
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJteTecVcMZ
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9aHX7lg1e
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6IschMaH3
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他收起相片，忖思。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPZKiRCNoL
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLOnvLjfNJ
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMyfeYlVUR
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。68Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRUZlzQQP0
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