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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzbZMXdkVa
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOtcrHPRZ0
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錯過與放棄。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNmc8PddpG
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqTqdDe7BH
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwobfCmL9h
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4nAKxSuW8
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGaQRfOQK2
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQEKCidAyV
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj07eVt9h69
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1j0eJSgdrf
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『給十年後未來的你』77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaK47knujx
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucN8THaRiB
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBM8mIQbtn9
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdI5BchVc7
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cTurUtEmm
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeY3OIxwmNG
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoJ2CDUGuW
至今回想卻支離破碎。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfo34BYbta6
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkbmuWY1nF
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19nPByR5Vk
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEiMXyPzvl
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早就該死亡了。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjGJioId36
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx3RW0NuJp
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaCFYbEcMs
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU28rTxI2Q
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『不要哭。』77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDS9Q3uTh2
最後，兄長只是這麼說。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSyXZQ9F1H
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PP66rnCdn
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnsKV1jO5C
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFPDbfL3WX
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到底過了多久呢？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7hNHpZjrS
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uSHnjDfU1
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNAB4EiPBI
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXR2tw3fY5
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXxHzGQ710
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他拼命的挖土。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eFI0IwWWp
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVies7QecF9
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2RO1A2wvR
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJBt6Plp4x
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjssLq4ODc
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7AoprJo9W
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoOEgEfsi2
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefpmEmLHnX
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9vLNGC8Zh
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看新聞有感。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPiJBjMcWJ
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCqOux0dYf
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「關於雪的聯想」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7r1NPjBe5
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLxJThgggj
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjhXIBZNA5
乾澀的，卻熱和著。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbqwTNQ8VH
『你聽』77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpItFSTsad
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dVhznVczU
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniDXEumvuo
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvXaJRQOYH
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『踏雪無聲』77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHfurnvVZz
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乍然寂靜無聲。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeddnz7JtF
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdf6ibOzVH
他張大眼，張口不能言。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCVMsG2WMc
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkQ9CwMmOc
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtwf9KYADk
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVNTjW87Rp
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u87dHELzG
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『請幸福的……』77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFyDNi1yUA
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ0Wt4HlI2
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ29OrxlA5
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0n7ZiEfo9t
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QFXSMAHo6
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBWbj6dDjT
我無法相信話語的真實。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslIled5vei
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我知道，你愛我。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvHluKKGoH
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpow1AZYtLp
我當然也從你口裡聽到。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSWjjLjJqe
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZXBq7sbpF
你總是會說：「我愛你。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPi6FfzRol9
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是的。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Km2YcxgVD
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGKQrFhvVz
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzgg7oshZB
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRizv9tYTV
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7IZ0yBMM1
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『後日談』77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfBMzHbdXh
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEplP5JivsO
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuPe9i0ChX
然後他又重複了一次。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9pJOoO3Ys
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLhJvNnyru
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes54haa3tH
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLvUgf8hWZ
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbCZLwrPO4
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTkv0Tg5eR
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnjdUTTYRa
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6u2O45cLVD
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrxyPIHcc6
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因為太感同身受了。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY5xEEO0DB
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjSGqLZHiB
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnewhUSfcb
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxScNNzmnV
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2l3Nho7Tex
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeCEjvMNa6
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuo4jVToVR
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ4b4JW4RZ
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLlDKi8pQN
他始終是，一個人。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmZGWaISWP
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil45fwfG7T
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKAeU3Pz2M
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他決定要去旅行。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxgUAGXSpy
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIAFV5WsZU
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路德也許會生氣吧。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsAtLfvJtG
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTSPY60wOs
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjyQs7ftQs
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvQSfdNyjj
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDnRHwwXhm
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyY3dGLkQr6
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMYeflwIFf
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IZjGzhieM
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGQg96fJPz
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuTa4LWcio
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguulpS5E5P
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xP2P5EoeE
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAkxqmtRIM
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh7qqtXNeE
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SJJpWzWrc
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt1mcaf4R7
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他收起相片，忖思。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGr1BSOtkhT
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OJmO822ap
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKLbQWETt7
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。77Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks3cfsCwrN
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