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『世界上最遙遠的距離』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoFUwGlTPE
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNMmoLDSzc
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpd3jPKgzO
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我怎麼能悔恨。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrt7CbLYxd
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqYT7fxfA0
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1MFFNutfR
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錯過與放棄。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCVFAiH6JE
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkxUf2hVRZ
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln6eOZBiFV
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『If……』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNwftHkILn
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVUAZzOGud
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIMVTmr0mC
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKgPG89Wx9
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMJDDZDh0e
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6mQuKgyf4
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwwSHai3QF
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『給十年後未來的你』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA2hv2y3De
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlAbhFqkoE
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTWToI52m2
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQ6s1s6uOa
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikkYFm4KG1
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHkM1ZIgBh
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwfNTtb70j
至今回想卻支離破碎。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVRoXTAckA
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQKFGJ8ehU
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUXc2ZS5W6
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMdnx5d2ro
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早就該死亡了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XNFlKomLI
早就該離開了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgTzyTzWVn
早就……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbABPuQASC
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhM7pmkRZAo
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeo8iLudRt
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUAifA9lAu
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY82ECGBMO
為什麼不能忍耐呢……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1FGvWUOHt
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFEWUisjus
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『不要哭。』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul1eIitEwt
最後，兄長只是這麼說。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpyIkcwSn6
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZiUURNpXG
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrGvYj6xdx
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTKDaOrwzg
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到底過了多久呢？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItwrVzE2bh
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsZqrveK2j
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAO9XLFqrpm
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWOc55ode4
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJjYnj43r9
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他拼命的挖土。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIntw7ZeAt0
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqCdVazNt3
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN8Vbl6Ty0
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXYtrjp7yj
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那是一面白紙。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElzEaKZVoW
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1v2njEk1X
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaypIersZf
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbubbFS92kD
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqknFXRrO7Y
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0KU4DybJs
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看新聞有感。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOHy1tU8Xv
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMxNHhbmiu
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「關於雪的聯想」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4p20wn8Gr
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CGvCzjLME
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaWvDl2vL4
乾澀的，卻熱和著。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTy3Fg77QK4
『你聽』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnSsSvr8e4
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsxnWCsJcR
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWLY1Siz57
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0CPYSxAF7
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『踏雪無聲』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtExlqKKtk
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乍然寂靜無聲。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlQIyHSsIs
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSpQsIREXX
他張大眼，張口不能言。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWSBmg5KOI
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYrrbgklIq
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「遙遠的童話故事」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cpAFuzxxB
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5HnmkbWPH
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42gpk6G64V
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEUpRUuq9V
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『請幸福的……』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJl1dwmBkw
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXFJE0zNrg
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5jlkE94gI
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgbbjKOd6p
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAGwI9z0Iq
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyMRWdEEGS
我無法相信話語的真實。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfO0871rNJ
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我知道，你愛我。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YTYeWdtNx
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLaHOLaNUf
我當然也從你口裡聽到。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR99T3cGOtw
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBmDFA69US
你總是會說：「我愛你。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHqBaRXdtr
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是的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGDRPBk3MB
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekAi2RrpJM
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMAmVoKXOe
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKpCcPPRmL
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIS9uQ18ZI
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『後日談』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBX1IdvFcV
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4MwbClXo2
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jqBcDNFXX
然後他又重複了一次。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2VNFW19GQ
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mZbhFjFDV
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPiJaBw0d2
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO5Ikoecsu
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5sux1iMmF
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「十年」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN9FybxypV
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHlWjlzjJ8
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5laOPFTy09
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cXHz13eXn
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89IH1bqzuM
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因為太感同身受了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx113jD1xUl
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpClVukGj4p
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzJMlrXGjm
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcidR07Dqh
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJSyOuATkZ
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqNld4mmWH
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVNWPnqRkv
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BccV43xb7
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCF7ffW8O5
他始終是，一個人。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7trev0vNQ
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n9I2gmt6L
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxi6uP3wP5
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他決定要去旅行。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJTvboMyG7
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvH9Mv0GEF
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路德也許會生氣吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9FntC4enC
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDeberAIul
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0lZrJ3ijG
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55aNzdoZuM
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENOdnfpVqY
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVND3ce5MKN
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6DPCRkNZt
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwqWDSJ3aG
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX1sMfBVtU
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNOuYIYpIA
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkMbWPlP2p
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O4ZOl5ABd
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhL5IPWILb
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXXUn661IW
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKYxzGi9Ux
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8Y5ACLqyI
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他收起相片，忖思。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mpUGEH4vt
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyfUVEN6Oy
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI52Ol7L5En
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4qPl9bDAZ
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