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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ew6riThn0
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0MI1vnkuD
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrMibSRptZ
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錯過與放棄。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmu7XG80h2
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbET7zB8Kk
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ANukzZGVw
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64PYMIdAZo
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmWCUvpUFO
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3utn2Dkd2
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANjnjhjDcG
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyafiBPZ2G
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7GRLAqlqj
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『給十年後未來的你』45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLoD7H1LBn
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsMRK8MwSp
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrzsh2CLWj
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8BhYkXCiP
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Dd3IgfVd7
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgg0PvfrN8
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAPtvh6r23
至今回想卻支離破碎。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjHOmxSn51
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsFax5y92u
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsofUgkx7Rp
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEol3HQkjc
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早就該死亡了。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdECx4IqBj9
早就該離開了。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQeJyh0b3n
早就……45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgclOL8aKZN
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeRmFMlF9R
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKZQgRnyNP
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s0fgghWGt
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW6CEm5w5m
為什麼不能忍耐呢……45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7dt44w9qP
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQazOT6Ec0
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『不要哭。』45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAyD8gVpmo
最後，兄長只是這麼說。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv9WdI1kBb
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ891n4rl7A3
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa2FhS3YJW
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO1hat03Sw
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到底過了多久呢？45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwULa14yw7
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaA8eAkZco5
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WzkylmhIK
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVZruXQ3cq
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDZ5VpbPKV
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他拼命的挖土。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41EXwskCR6
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39EqDHrQ1D
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xvx4V3MGV
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRogZ3taCto
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXNQILml5x
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILaclwJ32V
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnxYdfCmE6
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAl2uEHvM7
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyf92bDw0p
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看新聞有感。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGJifLNUHR
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PDqJTza99
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqObL7b3c7V
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeezKq5CW9a
乾澀的，卻熱和著。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3EVI6jbt9
『你聽』45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuyVJExcqN
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcOXBOmO8Z
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qpa2a1zuZ
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshZqNaJhnM
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『踏雪無聲』45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DRK1V4Dap
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乍然寂靜無聲。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm1E3VDKZe
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU1p7LzKfO
他張大眼，張口不能言。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeffH6Sb5R
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOtUUthyMH
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4orGPPj63
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9ifZZc1OM
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlxGxJgGt3
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『請幸福的……』45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju8bt2z2eK
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFYDeKlep0
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzICleMlTvX
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zJiAWOxPO
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9vzu8dh8R
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSVM4gKjFK
我無法相信話語的真實。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmGOAfTSam
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我知道，你愛我。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr953MMr9F
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxuJLPhRis
我當然也從你口裡聽到。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOc7s6f5HJ
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA1aCR2z4r
你總是會說：「我愛你。」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjONYgbU0w
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是的。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO7ZuqQroj
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd1ruUND6j
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3rB2jh6dW
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhNFL0TDAi
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcklqFmoq7
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『後日談』45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYH6LaOrnt
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0PmcotIb4
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qowQ9UVwt
然後他又重複了一次。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx4Gbr81yz
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ0hRxQAcD
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbKbysiKvc
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCKUFshruB
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J3UnCfhdf
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「十年」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY228FSscr
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16m69OLygM
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ269oqjCfHE
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4iMh8IwdB
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVXfojxbEX
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因為太感同身受了。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wt3otGZRs
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPC4nrZivj
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrc3y1YLGP
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmmAPIYv4Q
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMMPg48SxF
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoYViWbupX
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMbAqlO43V
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gMszNqbR8
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JfQJPMwy0
他始終是，一個人。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE7pdMyIzM
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMeNkVOQqC
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXejdFFoMEp
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他決定要去旅行。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAON20vHVGj
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mJCG7ygIY
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路德也許會生氣吧。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡov0GZojRJu
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoa0SyQaI6
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPw8PUHXam
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmqEd6p0MS
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8NZqr5brZ
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxsgmS9Ori
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK8bAxNpTF
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hKQY3Db3I
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatnV8huls6
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmzJ4Xs5Ah
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGYbkmgVN7
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbRifFYaPx
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUmIDA5WZl
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsSuqT2fPf
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4v9Hi0uhU
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEoTNNf0ab
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他收起相片，忖思。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu4R7S33dI
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzhUtez5jg
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsojoxGgbD
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdGMb1ju2R
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