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『世界上最遙遠的距離』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCboPiBZrKt
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIrnKhYqbK
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy42vRMk1j
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBWLNC2NNv
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忽視了你眼底的情慾。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNhBhweguL
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我怎麼能悔恨。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEosukvQIq
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrARVJd5Hl
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錯過與放棄。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HN0o7LrqT
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMLlBSDTys
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtXaPPrJB2
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELPdqztbxU
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gGTKYmVq9
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDam8LilhJ
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LX1IE7IFH
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrpY7jDuxo
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『給十年後未來的你』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR8oMX3PF4
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVkUXausIc
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS9QXhiple
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhr80s5pGDf
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p5hbIF2LA
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnk1KGlLYN
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYQJzXe1LY
至今回想卻支離破碎。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2p0ngDR3i9
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VJYziaNaL
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc3znvDCSE
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XuIPL2aAn
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早就該死亡了。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2Bb0Bsq6E
早就該離開了。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhVb9NbaOl
早就……63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrvfcX3SC3
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRzLncDtG3
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofBzbol45a
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWte3WnirQn
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CGCVMWUHC
為什麼不能忍耐呢……63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzT5vC3790
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uyHayzVCj
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『不要哭。』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN6PF31aBP
最後，兄長只是這麼說。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAldqdYy7X
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JzJvjGrMU
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuadPne5t22
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaSEBONhJg
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到底過了多久呢？63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJGZeYblFJ
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqIdWTwBEJ
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0TXe0LbMG
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVcG4o2nCk
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsABFF1LI0
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他拼命的挖土。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SXZOMgXdU
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4az55GjOXB
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZU4zgUJK4
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlofBZUdhQ
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CPjvo4ftB
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhJV62qfpL
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnSVLDns1p
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MZZcdBh45
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8ywdtfuSS
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看新聞有感。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqfpiouI2u
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI5etfpX8k
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「關於雪的聯想」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jgEqHoDWL
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgbe6mBoX8
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjHh9xR73j
乾澀的，卻熱和著。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PbI6dwUJ0
『你聽』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3Scvyp7PH
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpvc4XMfWS
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DJHIjcYCX
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU8OXUwlGX
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『踏雪無聲』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjg4ngtSyM
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乍然寂靜無聲。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FCfgu7gWF
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaeIF1lAP6
他張大眼，張口不能言。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Gq2A2iDqJ
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1EbnsJzxD
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVncJIW4rW
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuSZfFtr54
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7GuuUH2Nl
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『請幸福的……』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCQJY0Fidh
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QEIoIN9aK
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQHpj71AnO
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLZguEc1BS
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Nd6G7eSzj
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1DvaZpUWV
我無法相信話語的真實。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFYBjXzD36
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我知道，你愛我。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFAgIBcg2T
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5hZXAm5Bn
我當然也從你口裡聽到。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04tuTqoxR7
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUlsvCvsh5
你總是會說：「我愛你。」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc5Q1u849J
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是的。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkK1Ey4qIBP
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJtxKrj0aV
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnzPuE6VTi
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi0jYs2ibL
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6SI9qEUJO
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『後日談』63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8OSakSIrY
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtjdXaFEIH
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMUghrdYeZ
然後他又重複了一次。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolGdr7tM2N
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTIg3vLVDN
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45msgwyyLH
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8Czhy0GDM
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6jGL309K2
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「十年」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxWK9bzytE
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiA5aAfSfq
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bZJiZDQ7Q
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCnBlYKskw
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5JKhYU3TE
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因為太感同身受了。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1FJdJBy4f
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGnu4mf6k9
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg0AUKBOKI
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡla7CrmM1uF
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1LbRkERcY
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPsSiW1QHr
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBeGDmdh9T
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3sag9bjYo
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDPjbT8gzx
他始終是，一個人。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE8znOl6dK
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBdW22iSId
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3McM2ca4e
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他決定要去旅行。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakRkt1yeRx
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3nBC1Z1S1
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路德也許會生氣吧。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rV2T8eamL
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs15tvFs90j
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiaHGkSS63
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPZkjd9arG
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNrPv4Blny
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9xCMtQVe7
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1aGbRzg1v
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTs2JhGRBq
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MmnkKnCNQ
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYMsuMrQhu
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTriq8QVQd
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYZA0UGaEU
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof68XXj9fX
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwUUQEtE1O
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOVZXCsQkE
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxanKtKX1o
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他收起相片，忖思。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmghZ198DG1
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DQy4pfj3n
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAjXLzMHOK
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm3pYqRNIH
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