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『世界上最遙遠的距離』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWZzGEX0y1
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI3YsOi7ny
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hNV3TTBKQ
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfG8KKlvZO
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3mmheKQOQ
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錯過與放棄。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9tyflYZxa
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RzSvNRVgx
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc12uCaTZyi
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『If……』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7A2YuwfPq
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI20FU7fPLO
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qjU8MPjtZ
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHuKZa7reY
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtMBYhdlq0
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9g6md9GDy
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPioMV637xm
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『給十年後未來的你』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhuouIIvF6
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOLnkrvbMU
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqIwcThsjL
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8s5D7mQz8J
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNyLzhuSb4
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SWaXSGWAe
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGrxtZP4tv
至今回想卻支離破碎。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDzZwg3lGO
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUycoPfgEhi
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXNizLq9VU
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy8RBsgLiC
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早就該死亡了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9KNLxHekM
早就該離開了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdtYgUU5tb
早就……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeV1BUrJtT
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVi5S9834Ff
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuWtt7X5V4
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwE2jt9yt3
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhVSeYPf3i
為什麼不能忍耐呢……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRm6zU2Gv2y
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O89n8CAvE
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『不要哭。』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUyHH2pCix
最後，兄長只是這麼說。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6OMHRmmI0
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xbyEUB0i0
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1B88XneAl
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CLPNITYFY
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到底過了多久呢？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe0ob8pY9N
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9Y9oE5eWH
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ESaWEqEFZ
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZN9QnHTNp
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiAOsiQYIF
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他拼命的挖土。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1K15e9Vgc
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i1lKrmzKO
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJrmsjiYKd
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJRuyUpqLj
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那是一面白紙。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGUIk4CZIy
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFS9DTlQI3
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9JGTjeyNu
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfIJ6pkwt1
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kDXGLDI55
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJnD7JIqrR
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看新聞有感。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUtNgzamWX
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA25Q5X1NN
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「關於雪的聯想」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx88AlElbee
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO79QQbk6UB
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoh3psTLwf
乾澀的，卻熱和著。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqmozjtUJH
『你聽』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFUIts8deF
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX2584ZBsZ
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbWCMPUoP9
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrS0XH6BcB
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『踏雪無聲』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclhYSONEVj
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乍然寂靜無聲。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3b6u1xz0k
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacpKUsu2UF
他張大眼，張口不能言。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlhZVNdPNS
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W0KLe04pl
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「遙遠的童話故事」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxOVV74QnT
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2m8gyjUdt
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mlEuHU25u
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpnvG627Gf
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『請幸福的……』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhoCUeVKBW
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ887uhewrEw
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTuMHtIFVT
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqMilnVKf8
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLpbxm3qSM
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vTwX6zAg7
我無法相信話語的真實。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0n1XPa6hY
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我知道，你愛我。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgJffJMvUE
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYNg72LcDq
我當然也從你口裡聽到。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcZcB6KxUZ
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0PkUtOjK9
你總是會說：「我愛你。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCp8Phr2TX2
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是的。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORiSPZD2iX
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaUGylSr1o
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwv9muK8DC
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESigS9TmFI
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Gjf4e3Tlu
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『後日談』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8FAyOhxv4
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6WqkVPyhp
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12lbrr2k7q
然後他又重複了一次。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfMQLRO2g2
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVGIdbMzSS
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp7NX1trzU
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3nsTN5AWb
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0a3VK3UnIM
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「十年」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqVt5ewXYz
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjadNe9sO1
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4RJHRp3KS
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgQhXK9HSi
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCmUZZ9iZN
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因為太感同身受了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRElkftlnGj
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEczSyuxLct
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1deQNk2Bd
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAw3c6SmdHw
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAKS2Nicn8
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFskhDkL15
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ416WpuKmXu
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94NtnD7wLz
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdRtaze1iu
他始終是，一個人。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01oyxL3lli
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDKhUYViev
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3FkjmJBHL
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他決定要去旅行。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGsz1xJGeo
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Z0lliQVrG
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路德也許會生氣吧。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRKCsci814
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1iZB8MvLi
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeONocp7R4
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3745Y29F0d
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRUI62cLLn
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69o9kwjGEM
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoDLURScJL
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIjKZCDH75
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGoCWwtydL
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva0y4VbgQH
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJJSzTJzNz
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡColpFQnvox
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbskzdaPpK8
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwtInPCagY
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8z9yyw4YX
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2SQpfsO52
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他收起相片，忖思。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQivUZL3a5v
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1tW9VRMiH
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwEYw3FWEP
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhF5fcEKCof
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