I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.553Please respect copyright.PENANAecchIFPZ96
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.553Please respect copyright.PENANAJtOlI7SJ1F
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.553Please respect copyright.PENANArQLCThSGTb
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.553Please respect copyright.PENANAE66BEojDJ3
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.553Please respect copyright.PENANAtGKTAjJlKl
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.553Please respect copyright.PENANAl1M9edqmMj
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.553Please respect copyright.PENANAa6w8tXqWy1
Fucken asshole.553Please respect copyright.PENANAZBf0KpgrSq
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.553Please respect copyright.PENANAmdOX48fLDt
"At 11."553Please respect copyright.PENANAp2tIglVj3Y
Dammit still have half a day to go.553Please respect copyright.PENANAgVU3yGxsjn
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?553Please respect copyright.PENANAutgeESXGK2
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.553Please respect copyright.PENANAGMSPFU6dlL
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.553Please respect copyright.PENANALuEQ9nHEtp
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.553Please respect copyright.PENANAWoVIVHl23f
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.553Please respect copyright.PENANAKOP5Fi4cXW
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.553Please respect copyright.PENANAGvZ7igtK1K
I wounder what they are doing right now?553Please respect copyright.PENANATme2YIrKC8
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.553Please respect copyright.PENANAfehf6GGHLo
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.553Please respect copyright.PENANASIiTfwnxya
Brett..553Please respect copyright.PENANAMJWhGMrrqx
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.553Please respect copyright.PENANAZXZuEDn80s
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.553Please respect copyright.PENANAjiGA9LvAui
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.553Please respect copyright.PENANAx8ppu0pb8n
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.553Please respect copyright.PENANA54CNGAqFqU
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.553Please respect copyright.PENANAhj7vczInIZ
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.553Please respect copyright.PENANAPPMuyLeV6l
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.553Please respect copyright.PENANA3m33xggsr2
"I have been looking for you."553Please respect copyright.PENANA1nq3GmJ0Ld
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.553Please respect copyright.PENANA63ELdHjzau
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.553Please respect copyright.PENANAE4saVCSYcU
"What? "553Please respect copyright.PENANAS4pS6coKAj
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.553Please respect copyright.PENANAhMfk5Lj0vU
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.553Please respect copyright.PENANA8mVqURMEZT
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.553Please respect copyright.PENANAboG7xgIRqr
Gross, Chicky sentence.553Please respect copyright.PENANAxvCI6ZVVea
Raven you have lost your touch.553Please respect copyright.PENANAnx49lWzxAR
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.553Please respect copyright.PENANAsVkT6M7Lwb
I shook my head.553Please respect copyright.PENANAhH6YiAv1Kx
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."553Please respect copyright.PENANA3gCAhZD8hW
His eyes shined.553Please respect copyright.PENANA7AdQAtM03m
"I'll wait for you. "553Please respect copyright.PENANAWzKU0XZoW7
"Don't, Don is here. "553Please respect copyright.PENANAz5Ber6biXQ
His eyes widened.553Please respect copyright.PENANAuHsfRLy5S0
" How do you -"553Please respect copyright.PENANAnOz8sobFuT
" Josh told me. " I cut in.553Please respect copyright.PENANATddX1L6IZX
He closed his eyes and sighed.553Please respect copyright.PENANAgYW3BgScn9
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"553Please respect copyright.PENANAzGGRQ3BDOA
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.553Please respect copyright.PENANA2cFpBfMkO5
"Brett, its okay. "553Please respect copyright.PENANAEDqQUeW1ys
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.553Please respect copyright.PENANANoPQt9sVav
Then I heard a door open.553Please respect copyright.PENANAlqUI6pluiN
Fuck.553Please respect copyright.PENANADHJJze6zIt
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.553Please respect copyright.PENANAQCRcoXJGN9
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.553Please respect copyright.PENANA9XRe4upirl
I nodded and she went back inside.553Please respect copyright.PENANAujPMcVLpLi
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.553Please respect copyright.PENANAdh9r4gCsQv
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.553Please respect copyright.PENANAhI4OIgdj5P
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.553Please respect copyright.PENANAyRAguIVTLt
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.553Please respect copyright.PENANAnVibNobj00
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "553Please respect copyright.PENANAPp0a87q9so
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.553Please respect copyright.PENANASA9frGctwN
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.553Please respect copyright.PENANAtRXPmaJvw9
"I promise."553Please respect copyright.PENANAGb5W5yhgjw
He smiled and kissed my forehead.553Please respect copyright.PENANAgUxZRh4V1Z
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.553Please respect copyright.PENANACzHPNQ5iIx
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.553Please respect copyright.PENANAljmmJk55Wx
I took a deep breath and composed myself.553Please respect copyright.PENANAyrLCqeXnB9
Raven is gone, Candy is here.553Please respect copyright.PENANAeUmMeKKIRB
Candy.553Please respect copyright.PENANAwnRcvxYSwR
Candy.553Please respect copyright.PENANAoN1bdPgahy
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.553Please respect copyright.PENANA7IcpRChWLJ
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.